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then summer 2015, mera 1 insaan se taluq tha os ko main ne invite kiya lunch pe, wo aya or os ne kaha ke sorry mr main ne tumhain apni shakal nahi dikhayi thi itne din se, lekin abhe tumhain 1 eysa kaam dena hai ke tum beshosh ho jaoge, mujhe laga eyse he bol raha hai, lekin jab os ne btaya to sachi main 1 baar pareshan ho geya tha ke ye mazakh kar raha hai? kiyon ke wo deal 24 million usd ki thi, or ye baat bhe main ne os zalim larki ko btayi thi ke meri deal chal rahi hai, os ke baad hamari mushkil asaan ho jayegi or main yahan a jaon ga :)

wo ye sun kar khush ho gayin thin or onhon ne har week he mujh se pucha ke kya bana os deal ka? to main ne on se kaha ke bhari deal hai time lage ga wait :)

ye raha os cheez ka proof.. ye mesgs june se sept ke beech ke hain,, jab ke ye june se he eysa bol rahin thin ke kab hogi ansar, kaaaabbb.. i repeat, 24 million USD,! 24,000,000

phir sept/oct main ye ho gayi, or osi waja se meri bhe zindagi badal gayi.. warna main yehi soch raha tha ke mujhe 2016 summer se pehle kamyabi nahi milne wali, kabhe kabhe lagta tha ke maybe 2017 tak bhe na ho, 2018 tak baat a jaye, magar os deal ki waja se sep/oct/nov 2015 mei he main kamyaab ho geya tha.. meri zindagi badal di thi is deal ne... mujhe 0 se utha kar 100 pe la ke khara kar diya tha, wo mera khuwab jo meri nazar main tha wo 1 dam se pura hote hove mere samne dikh raha tha, tab bus mujhe kuch time wait karna tha.. jo zeyada tha bhe nahi,

main ne apni professional life ko seiours liya he nahi tha kabhe, or jab liya to kafi serious liya, wo sab ke samne hai aaj,

jab 2 log ya os se zeyada peak par hon na to wo apne junior ko agey nahi aney dete, peson ki power se ya jese bhe kafi mushkil peda karte hain, or mere samne bohot mushkil waqat tha, main ne apni nend kurbaan kar ke, apna dimaag kharab kar ke, ansu baha kar os manzil ko hasil kiya tha jo mere hath main 30 din bhe nahi reh saki thi.... or wo 30 din bhe os ko set karte he guzar gaye they,

main peson ki nazar se baat nahi kar raha, meri 1 pehchaan hai, main kisi company ka president director bhe hoon. jis ki value kya hai ye main janta hoon.. indonesia main ameer se ameer log bhe respect dete hain mujhe, wo meri respect nahi karte honnge, magar meri pehchaan jo hai os ki karte hain.

US embassy , mujh se pucha onhon ne bohot kuch, wahan onhon ne pucha ke tum ne jo kuch show kiya sab theek hai, tum 1 businessman ho bus 1 baat btao tumahra credit carad kiyon nahi hai?

to mera on ka jawab tha ke yehi to mere kamyaab hone ka proof hai, mere paas itna kuch hai ke mujhe credit card ki zarorat he nahi coz main sab kuch cash main buy karta hoon, to is liye mere paas credit card nahi jis se meri value zeyada hai, or mere is jawab par wo meri taraf dekhne lag geya ke ye kesa jawab hai,

mere paas indonesia ka passport nahi hai lekin main apni company ke documents de kar koi bhe property buy kar sakta hoon, ye hai power meri company ki...

main ne jin ko bhe vise diye wo main kafi soch samjh kar or dar dar kar diye, meri baat to bohot he alag hai on se, magar 2 indian or 2 pakistani larke eyse hain jin ko main ne eyse vise diye hain ke main on ko company se bahir nikaal he nahi sakta, ager main ne on ko nikalne ki koshish ki to immigration ne on ko bula kar puchna hai , jab wo log jin ko main ne visa diya on ke paas itni power hai to bhala meri kitni hogi...

ye jo vise main ab de raha hoon ye to chotte level ke hain na, is main bhe main ne show karna hota hai ke inhon ne business main kam se kam 2 million USD ki inevestment ki hai, abhe wo log ager itne ameer hote to or baat thi, par wo nahi hain. on keyliye sab kuch mujhe karna parta hai, company ke pese idhar udhar ghuma kar ye show karna hota hai ke invest onhon ne he kiye hain, ye kafi mushkkil kaam hai,

meri koi pehchaan nahi hai, magar eysa bhe nahi hai ke bilkul nahi hai, is time os company or os company main kaam karne walon ki or sab kuch mila kar ager investment ki baat ki jaye to koi 30 se 35 milion USD main baat ati hai, or os ka boss main hoon.. duniya ki nazar main kiyon ke wo sab kuch KSA ke naam pe chal raha hai or wo mere naam hai,

main khud peson ko kuch nahi samjtha coz jeene keyliye khushi zarori hai, magar bohot se log peson ki zubaan samjhte hain, jo samjhte hain wo meri kadar karte hain ke ye banda bohot successful hai, jab ke andar ki baat on ko malooom he nahi.

meri Mama chahti thin main doctor ban jaon, Dad chahte they main engineer ban jaon, main ne sab kiya, bus uni ko pura nahi kiya, main ne socha ke mujhe achi life jeene keyliye koi degree nahi chahiye medical ki, main le sakta tha bus khud he beech raste main socha ke nahi,!

degree lena asaaan nahi, or lene ke baad bhe log pagal ho jate hain sari zindagi kaam kaam or bus kaam.

or jo main ne kiya os main wesa nahi tha, koi mera boss nahi, main khud he akela he sab kuch tha,

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ager main apne future ke bare main itna acha soch kar os ko eysa bana sakta tha to phir kuch to eysa hova na ke main wo sab sambhal nahi saka..

mere paas degree nahi, or meri company main jitne bhe larke hain sab ke paas koi na koi degree hai, to behtar kaam kis ne kiya then?

main os time pagal nahi tha, is liye sab kar liya, jab os dard ki waja se pagal hova to meri samjh main bhe kuch nahi aya or hath main bhe kuch nahi raha, mere dimaag ne chalna he band kar diya...

main koi gareeb insaan nahi tha, lekin jab main ne sab start kiya to gareeb insaan ki tarhan kiya, ye soch kar ke mere paas kuch nahi, main ne DAD ki help nahi li, ager main on ki help leta to main 2013 ka yahan hota, bina kisi hardwork ke, lekin mujhe khud ki 1 pehchaan banani thi... or kitna time laga ye karne main? april 2014 se nov 2015 tak,! itna time laga or main 0 se millions tak aya.. din kitne hain count kar lo april 2014 se nov 2015. 2 saal se bhe kam time main.

ager kisi ko mujhe hurt karne ka maza ata hai to its ok, jitna rulana hai rula le, lekin ye na kahe ke main over react kar raha hoon, ya os ko funny lag rahe hain mere ansu, wo mujhe pagal samjh kar kuch bhe keh le its ok,, normal nahi samjhna chahiye os ko mujhe..

ager main normal hota na to os jesi keyliye apna sab kuch barbaad na hone deta,

ye sab batain main apni tareef nahi kar raha, siraf ye bata raha hoon ke main kya tha. or main ne kya kar diya tha.. ye asaan kaam nahi, or na he ye manzil har kisi ko milti hai, USA main bhe 20$ kamana asaan nahi, depend karta hai job par, or mujhe manzil mili os main meri nazar main 50K ki deal bhe hona eysa tha ke ye kam hai yaar. like kuch hai he nahi. ye main ameer hone ki baat nahi kar raha, bus adaat ho gayi thi, is liye,

ager main wo sab kar sakta tha to yaar kya main aaj khud ko theek nahi kar sakta tha ager mere control main hota ye sab? har insaan same nahi hota, har kisi main koi na koi kamzori hoti hai, abhe mujh main ye hai to main kya karon . bata to chuka hoon oper ke os dard ne jo kisi ZALIM ne mujhe diya tha, wo mujh se saha nahi geya tha...os zalim insaan ko chahiye ke wo apni puri zindagi ko yaad kare or dekhe os ne apni life main kitne log dekhe hain rote hove ya dard main, real life main, or phir soche ke ansar itna kiyon roya tha...

onhon ne kis insaan ki ye halat ki wo janti he nahi,

ager insaan wo sab kar sakta hai isi dimaag se to ye baat clear nahi ho gayi ke abhe main normal nahi?

main ne ache indonesian ki story ko yaad kiya, or ab ja kar samjh ayi ke akhir mujhe ho kya geya hai..

warna itni yaad. nai. ye possible nahi hai 1 normal insaan keyliye..

itni to 2014 se 2015 tak nahi ati thi. jab baaat hoti thi to haan dil nahi karta tha ke abhe band ho , lekin jab koi so jata tha to main apni life ko samne rakh kar mehnat karta tha ke ansar ke bache jo batain ki aaaj in ko pura bhe to karna hai bus batain he nahi karni.. sach keh raha hoon, yaad thi, magar is tarhan se nahi thi.

aney wala waqat ka kisi ko pata he nahi hota... mujhe kisi ki harkaton se idea ho geya tha ke main khilona he hoon os se zeyada nahi, tabhi khud ko bachane ki kosish ki thi, jo kisi ke natak ne hone nahi di.

mujhe nahi maloom tha, kisi ki dec se may tak wali zid meri life main kesa tofaan le ayegi...

mujhe nahi pata tha ke wo insaan jis ne harna seekha he nahi tha wo khud he haar jayega, dil toote ga, dimaag kharab hoga, beemar ho jayega, hasni ki jaga rona ayega, mazakh ki jaga dard reh jayega, business jayega, sapne jayein ge. evrything yaar. kisi ki dec-may tak ki zid ki waja se...

kisi ne kya khoob kaha hai wese.. ke har kamyaab ''mard'' ke piche 1 ''aurat'' ka hath hota hai.

or har barbaad insaan ke piche bhe 1 ''aurat'' ka hota hai..

ye sach hai mazakh nahi hai.. or mei life main ajeeb baat ho gayi.. jo meri ''kamyaab'' hone ki waja bani.. wohi ''barbaad'' hone ki bhe ban gayi.

main apni burai bilkul nahi kar raha, i m serious, os dard ne kuch eysa rulaya tha mujhe jo main seh nahi saka tha. mere dimaag pe asar ho chuka hai,! koi mane ya na mane... main feel kar raha hoon is cheez ko ache se,

meri baton ko funny bolna hai to bhe its ok,

mujhe sad dekh kar ''devdas'' bolna to bhe koi masla nahi,

kiyon ke jo pagal ho chuka ho os ko ager itni samjh hoti to eysa na hota.

samjh to thi mujhe, or wo bhe kisi se zeyada thi. magar abhe nahi rahi..

ye mazakh bilkul nahi hai.. duniya main bohot sare eyse log hain, jo meri tarhan dil se kuch karte hain, itna ke khud ko bhula dete hain.. kisi pe itna trust karte hain ke apni life.. socho yaar LIFE he kisi ke hath main de dete hain. os main hum galat nahi. pyaar karna galat nahi, cheat karne wale pe ilzaam ata hai ke os ne kis ke sath kya kiya or kese kiya..

phir jab dard mile to dimaag kharab ho jata hai, mujh jese insaan seh nahi pate wo dard is liye..

main na on ko sab kuch itni detail se batata bhe nahi tha on ko,, main chahta tha 1 baar manzil hath a jaye na phir sab btaon ga, main chahta tha ke wo mujh se pyaar karain ye samjh kar ke meri okaat zeyada se zeyada 6000 se 10K ki hai 1 month ki, or main os main kamyaab bhe raha tha, mujhe acha lagta tha ke wo mujhe 1 gareeb insaan samjh kar bhe pyaar kar rahi hain..

main to mazakh se kaha karta tha ke mujhe wahan a kar gas staion pe job karni hai, loool, or jawab milta tha mujhe os se problem nahi ansarli,! or yehi mujhe pasand tha.. abhe on ko kya pata tha ke main chahon to bethe bethe gas sations khareed kar line laga doon, lool,

ye sab on ka test tha ke kya wo dil se mere sath hain ya kisi matlab keyliye.. or wo sab baton main sahi niklti thin tab :P or yehi on ka talent hai jo dosron ko ullu bana leti thin wo :P

1 baar main ne on ke WA keyliye just $1 pay kiya tha, or jawab aya ke wo mujhe wapis karain gi coz ansar tumhain peson ki zarorat hai, main os din itna hasa tha ke mere sar main dard shoro ho geya tha has has kar on ka wo mesg dekh kar ke ye kya bol rahin hain,

main on se kehta tha ke main larkon ko bonus deta rehta hoon eyese he khush ho kar, or onhon ne 1 din mujhe dant diya ke na karo tumhain khud zarroat hai, salary he kafi hai on keyliye. or main ne phir os din ke baad btaya he nahi tha on ke main larkon ko still pese deta rehta hoon khushi se,

ye sab galat nahi tha, on ki care thi mere liye, fikar karti thin wo coz on ko maloom nahi tha ke ansar kar kya raha hai, ager maloom hota to shayed wo eysa na kartin, on ko lagta tha ye normal sa business chala raha hai jis ka koi future nahi hai, or mujhe dil se acha lagta tha on ki eyse care karna mere liye.

on ko kabhe 1 sec keyliye feel nahi hone diya tha main ne ke main kya cheez hoon.. mujhe acha lagta tha is liye, ager mujhe shok hota ke ye mujhe ameer samjh kar mere piche lag jaye to main pehle he din bata deta sab :)

ye mujhe kya mila OMG, same baat hai nai... pehle main kaha karta tha or aaj mujhe koi kehta hai ke stop,! 1 bhe send kiya to block, tab main kisi ko bhulana chahta tha is liye koi mujhe purani batain yaad karwa rahi thi ke ye dekho tum kya bolte they.. or same aaj main wesa karta hoon, i think waqat agey piche ho geya hai, lekin sach ye hai ke main ne kabhe kuch ignore kiya he nahi tha.. har 1 cheez ko ache se dekha tha. bus acting karta tha ke kisi ko gussa aye or mujhe jane de apne se door... nafrat nahi thi wo. bus 1 koshish thi.

ab samjh aya mujhe kisi ko itna gussa kiyon ata hai SS dekh kar, mujhe bhe ata tha to thora sa samjh sakta hoon,! lekin meri block karne wali dhamki ki waja se bhe kisi ne apni zid khatam nahi ki thi or mujhe pure 1 week tak shayed SS he dikhati rahi ke dekho, or main na ingore kar saka tha or na he gussa, on ko pata tha ye kabhe block nahi kar sakta,

kisi se zid se main kabhe jeet nahi saka 1 baar bhe nahi,!

or ye dekh kar to shayed koi khud ke sar main he koi cheez mar de ke os ne mujhe eysa bola tha?

main eysa he tha.. bohot door ki sochne wala.. or soch ke wesa karne bhe wala tha.. jab se dimaag ko os dard ki waja se jhatka laga hai main kisi kaam ka nahi raha.

ye cheez,!!!!,! ye sab batain he sahi wali acting hai :P koi aaj itni mature hai ke os ko ye sab manna parega ab :P

main ne jo kaha tha main ne baton ko badla nahi, main 1 sacha insaan hoon :P or jo baat ko kahe kuch or kare kuch os ki batain acting ho sakti hain meri nahi,!

is ko kehte hain 100% pure acting :P eysa drama kahin or nahi ho sakta,!

ye RS 100% pura ho sakta tha main is baat se kabhe inkaar nahi kar sakta, main ye nhi keh raha ke ameer hone ki waja se , nahi, bus kuch batain hain or bohot sari hain...

wo log bhe mil jate hain na jin ke parents kehte hain ke ya to hamain choose karo ya os ko, wo bhe to mil jate hain or on ki marzi se he, parents maan jate hain, wo hamain chalna sikha sakte hain.. bolna sikha sakte hain, khana sikha dete hain, jab hum chalna to door beth bhe nahi sakte wo tab se he hamain itna pyaar karte hain.. to wo hamari ye khuhsi bhe puri kar sakte hain, bus on ko samjhana zara mushkil zaroor hota hai ta ke wo samjh jayein.

mera dost mila hai na, wo bhe indian larki se.. wo alag they, total he alag they. koi 1 baat bhe on main same nahi.. aj tak same nahi, milne ke baad bhe, bohot se eyse log hain jo pakistani hote hove bhe india se nafrat nahi karte, jese main, lekin bhabi pakistan ka naam sunna bhe pasand nahi kartin, or same mera dost wo india ka naam nahi sunta, phir bhe mil gaye? on ke parents kese maan gaye? wo to keh rahe they apni beti se ke is larke ka naam bhe liya na to ''hamara mara hova mu dekho gi''.. wo larki to apne parents ke khilaaf nahi gayi. or larka jis ki khud ki family nahi chahti thi wo bhe maan gaye. lool kese maan gaye? magic to nahi ata tha on dono ko koi phir kese?

mere os dost ne mujh se apne dil ki baat share ki thi to main ne os ko bohot he buri tarhan se dant kar kaha ke tum pagal ho? jo tum bata rahe ho ke wo itni nafrat karte hain to tum door ho jao or eysa sochna band kar do,

phir osi mere dost ne mujhe kuch saal ke baad call ki or kaha ansar jani jab dil main ho pyaar, or pyaar Ap ke sath bhe chale to duniya ki koi power Ap ko rok nahi sakti.. main heraan pareshan ho geya tha ye sab hova kese? os ki story suni main ne koi 5 hours ki call main..

aye they wo dono pakistan. or main Bhabi ki taraf dekh kar yehi sochta raha ke ye kesi hain? or wo zalim kesi hai...??

bohot achi hain wo on ki baton ne mujhe kafi impress kiya tha, or meri sari story sunne ke baad wo gusse se laal bhe ho gayin thin.

main ne on se kaha ke Ap ne sab sun liya to kya Ap yehi kaho gi ke main sab bhula doon? to wo kehne lagin bhulane ka matlab he nahi tumhain dekh kar lagta he nahi ke tum bhool sakte ho wese bhe ager main or tumahra ye dost mil sake hain to eyse he nahi mil gaye, hamari families bhe khush hain or hum bhe khush hain aaj.

on ko mera naam pata tha ache se, magar jab milin thin or mere dil ka haal suna to ab wo aksar mera haal khud puchti hain.

jo bhe hai wo dono pagal hain, 10 din main 7 din to larte hain, magar pyaar wali fight, jab bhe border par kuch hota hai gussa mere dost pe nikalti hain wo :(

alag they wo log, kisi side se bhe 1% bhe nahi milte they, harkatain dono ki nahi miltin, magar dono he bohot khush hain 1 dosre ke sath.

meri koi baat galat nahi hoi aaj tak wese, lol ye mera dil weak hone ke sath ajeeb sa hai, ye jo kehta hai wesa hota zaroor hai,!

kisi ne mera sath nahi diya tha, ager mil jata to main kisi ko galt sabit kar ke dikha deta aaj,!

sath bus itna tha ''tum kar sakte ho to karo main bus wait kar loon gi or kuch nahi'' bus itna sath :) or kuch nahi tha wese, lol

or ye baat kisi ne maan li thi sept 2015, main ne khud kaha tha ye SS hai is ka.. kuch personal baat ki waja se pura nahi dikha sakta , bus itna he kaha tha ke mujhe koshish karne dena ager main kamyaab na hova to koi or mil jayega then :P

kitna clear likha hai is main, or jawab mila bhe tha ke wait kar loongi.. is se oper ka SS main nahi dikha sakta sahi wali baaat os main hai.. phir kya ho geya tha yaar... ye to main ne kaha bhe tab tha jab mera kamyaab hone ka pata bhe nahi tha,!

kisi ko purani baton main nahi jana its ok na jayein, lekin shayed kabhe kisi ne 1 pal ye sochne ki himat bhe nahi ki.. jab 1 insaan keh rha hai ke hum mil jayein ge bus thora sa time to do, to phir os ko thora time dene se kya jata kisi ka, lol or main ye yahan tak keh diya tha ke ager phir na mil sake to beshak sari zindagi mujhe galat kehna..!

main kisi ki soch nahi badal sakta, kisi ka dil to door ki baat thi.. main kisi ke zid ke agey bhe khara nahi ho saka, baki sab kya karna tha main ne,..

dosre logon ki muhabat main baki ke log problem ban jate hain jo on ko milne main kafi mushkil hoti hai, kisi ki family kisi main koi to kisi main koi, magar mere case main baki sab kya wohi insaan he mere liye mushkil ho geya os ko samjhana. baki sab to baad main tha na,

abhe main ne itna kuch hone ke baad bhe socha ke last try karte hain, kya hova? main ager baat karta os ke baad kisi ka inkaar sunta to or baat thi, magar yahan bhe same purani baat,mujhe koshish karne ka haq bhe nahi diya geya.. wo to kya baat bhe karne ka haq nahi diya geya...