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log apni muhabat ko kamyaab karne keyliye bohot mushkil kaam karte hain, jo main ne kiye wo shayed nahi they, os ki waja bhe hai na, dosre kar sakte hain coz samne wala karne de to,

main ne kya karna tha is pyaar ko kamyaab karne main? main kisi ko itna bhe nahi keh saka ke meri baat sun lo... kitin afsoos ki baat hai mere jese looser keyliye.. siraf itna he nahi kar saka ke koi kam se kam meri baat he sun le?

2015 se eysa he hai.. jab bhe baat hoi zahir hai mera bhe dil karta hai main kisi pe gussa nikal loon.. mera bhe haq hai main kisi se puchon ye sab kiyon kiya mere sath,! on sab baton ka jawab nahi kisi ke paas, ager main os ko apne target pe le aya to os ka sans lena mushkil kar sakta hoon main,!

or ager main gussa na karon , sad ho kar baat karon to mujhe itna haq bhe nahi ke main kisi se itna bhe keh sakon ke plz meri baat sun lo..

main ne jo apne friend or Indian bhabi wali story btayi wo eyse he nahi mil gaye, ager wo bhe eysa kartin to kabhe mil he nahi sakte they, 1 wo tha jo sab kuch kar geya, or 1 main hoon jis ki koi baat sunna bhe pasand nahi karti.. or eyse halaat hote hove bhe main pagal kahin ka ye soch raha tha abhe 2019 main he ke sab theek ho sakta hai?. 2015 main jab koi mujhe ehsaas dilati thi ke wo mere bina reh he nahi sakti, os ne tab kuch hone nahi diya or abhe jab baat he sunna pasand nahi karti to main kitna pagal hoon jo ye soch betha ke abhe shayed sab theek ho sakta hai,

main har time bakwass karta rehta hoon, sath nahi mila, sath nahi mila, ager main os sath na milne par akele he kuch karne ki koshish karta to bhe mujhe kisi ne ye haq nahi dena tha,

kisi ko koi fark nahi parta mere naam se bhe.. kabhe kabhe kuch batain eysi hoti hain jin ko baar baar dheyan se read kiya jaye to samjh ati hai, wo gussa nahi tha, wo kisi ke dil se nikli hoi batain thin, or batain he nahi, kuch harkatain bhe bata deti hain ke Ap os insaan ke dil main ab 1% bhe zinda nahi ho. na pyaar ki nazar se, na he nafrt ki nazar se, nothing,

15 ya 16 dec 2015, main ne kisi se kaha tha jitna rulana hai rula lo, bhool to sakta nahi main, or mujhe jawab mila tha main baat he eyse karon gi ke mujh se nafrat karne lag jaoge, or ye 1 ajeeb baat ho gayi, hum dono ki he baat puri hoi, mujhe on se nafrat hai, or meri bhe puri ho gayi ke kuch bhe kar lo dil se nahi nikal sakti,

mera dil ye manta nahi ke wo batain is liye ki gayin thin ke main nafrat karon, kiyon ke ye try main kar chuka hoonn summer 2015 yehi to kiya tha main ne.. OMG dil pe pathar rakh ke kisi pe eyse he gussa karna, bina kisi baat ke dant dena, koi mera haal puchti thi or main jawab he ulta deta tha ke ye mujh se nafrat kare, or phir khud he on mesgs ko dekh kar sad hota tha ke yaar kiyon kar raha hoon eysa.. 2 din eysa karta tha or baki ke 5 din phir theek ho ke baat kaarta tha, ye koshish main ne ki thi jo nahi kar paya tha.. lekin wo shayed ye koshish nahi kar rahin thin, warna yaar 1 baar to kisi ka dil soft ho jata na ... mera 2 din baad he ho jata tha or kisi ka 3 saal main 1 baar bhe nahi hova, ye meri galat fehmi thi... wo gussa, wo nafrt is liye nahi thi ke main kisi ko bhula doon, wo sahi wali nafrat hai mere liye.

kisi ko lagta hai romantic feelings ka hona zarori hai wohi pyaar hai, to theek hai a jati mere paas beach par :P on ko ache se ''romance'' sikhata main kar ke,! ager ye baat thi to :P ager romantic feelings na ati wapis to kehti mujhe :P aati to sahi 1 baar, itna paas tha main :P

pyaar alag cheez hai, baki sab alag hai.!

27 may....

bohot si yadain a rahi hain aaj ke din,

hamari batain, hamari meethi si fight, hamara 1 dosre ko tang karna, hamari calls, video calls, romance, voice mesgs, hamaare dreams

main ne kisi ki awaaz tak nahi suni dec 2015 ke baad. or jo last time suni thi mujhe kisi ne danta tha os main, call pe, or kaha tha rona band karo tumhare rone se mujhe fark nahi parta, or mera jawab tha sun to lo, or is ke jawab main kisi ne call kaat di thi, bus itni he awaaz suni thi last time kisi ki... dil to karta hai baat karne ka magar jese baat hoti hai mujh se os se dar bhe lagta hai..

kya bolon aaj ke din keyliye.. kafi hai itna he. ye din hai ye mere liye is liye,

💔--KSA--💔

mere Dad ne kaha tha wqat wapis nahi ata beta, lekin waqat phle jesa bnaya zaroor ja sakta hai, abhe kisi ko lagega ke ansar to pagal hai he is ke DAd bhe mature nahi :P keh saktin hain wo jo mujhe kuch nahi samjthi os ki nazar main mere Dad kya honge, lol

aaj he barsana hai main ne sara kya. thori si shayri phir wapis khamosh.

kisi ka ye last song tha jo mujhe send hova tha, aaj main kar raha hoon,

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9i1Ri8kPoec

fever bhe ho to eysa. jo pehle he pagal ho os ko or pagal bana de. dimaag ghoom raha hai kuch samjh nahi a rahi main kya likhi ja raha hoon,!

ik din mehsoos hoga tumhain,

mera hona kya tha..or mera na hona kya hai.

Vijay kya kar rahi IF ko, abhe tak koi 1 bhe cheez wesi nahi jis se pehle jesa feel ho zara bhe..

kon kis ka kitna sath deta hai,

waqat sab ki aukaat bata deta hai,