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kya karon main khud ka...

kya main pehle bhe itna bewakoof tha jis ko samjh he nahi ayi mere sath kya ho raha hai.. kisi ka talent he itna tha ya main he 1 number ka bewakoof tha..

kash main ne khud ko baacha liya hota kisi ke hath se os waqat.

Khuda se puchna chahiye ya to mujhe eysa dil na diya hota, ya os se kabhe milawaya he na hota.

kis mushkil main phasa li apni life main ne, nikalne ka naam leti he nahi. siwaye dard ke kuch dena seekha he nahi meri life ne ab. had ho gayi..

waqat aney par wohi sath chorte hain,

jin par sab se zeyada bharosa hota hai

itni baar koshish ki, har baar last step par ja ke cancel kar deta tha, lekin aaj kar diya..

eyse he yahan a geya tha main. kuch mila he nahi, khali hath aya or wese he wapis.

family ke paas rehta to acha tha na.. sad to wahan bhe rehta tha magar itna to acha lagta ke apne paas hain...

garmi se dar lagta hai pakistan ki to socha tha ab summer sara yahan guzaar he loon lekin meri tabiyat bohot zeyada kharab rehne lagi hai, daily kuch na kuch ho raha hai, mera ye heart mujhe le doobe ga jaldi he,

is waja se faisla kiya ab jana chahiye family ke paas..bohot ro liya yahan par. kafi ansu baha liye.

pyaar insaan ki sab se bhari taqat hai, or yehi pyaar sab se bhari kamzoori bhe hai.

kuch saal pehle dono ki soch eysi thi + +

or abhe 1 ki + he thi or dosri side se - ho gayi

- soch wali ne kaha move on ho jao, or + soch wale ne pucha reason? nai matlab kis liye. is liye pyaar karwaya tha mujhe or khud bhe... mujhe 1 din eyse tanha chor dene keyliye.. eysa dard dene keyliye.....

main bachpan main indians movies dekhta tha khas SRK ki to rona a jata tha, jese ke DDLJ, kuch kuch hota hai, kal ho na ho, in sab ke end pe rona ata tha, or baad main socha karta tha ye kya hai, movie he to thi to sad kis liye, tab wo movies main dekha tha aaj real main wohi dard hota hai, dil dukhta hai..

ticket karwa he li main ne... kab se laga tha jana hai, jana hai, ab final ho geya,

june main. ya july main,

or same wohi purani baat. jane se pehle mujhe akhri 10 din on ke city main guzarne hain... or wahan se ghar wapis.

funny baat hai kafi, kisi ne mujhe gaas tak nahi dali thi or main ab bhe last 10 days wahan rehna chahta hoon, lol ye shayed main apne he liye kar raha hoon,meri bhe to khuwiash thi wahan jane ki is liye,

ab meri next post jab bhe hogi aj ke din ke baad, os ka matlab hoga ke main pakistan main hoon. jab tak meri post nahi hoti tab tak main yahan he hoon.

ho sakta hai 15 june se pehle. ya maybe 30 june se pehle, ya last 15 july se pehle, jo bhe date ho june ya july ki he hai.

main date nahi bata sakta kisi waja se,

mera dil mujhe ijazat nahi de raha wese yahan se jane ko, akhir mera fav country hai...mere dreams they yahan pe, zarori nahi on sab dreams ka taluq os insaan se hai, bus wese he mere bhe to they, par jab khushi nahi paas to kisi or cheez ka matlab he nahi banta main yahan life jeena chahta tha apni, magar halaat wese nahi hain. kasam se mera yahan dil lag geya tha. indonesia main har 1 din count karta tha ta ke jaldi se time guzaar jaye is liye, lekin yahan acha lag raha tha.

jane se pehle bhe sad ho raha hoon, or yahan se aney se pehle bhe sad tha.

aney se pehle ye soch raha tha ke main wahan kiyon ja raha hoon? or jane se pehle soch raha hoon ke main wapis kiyon ja raha hoon?

IF ko logout karne ka time a geya, abhe wapis ghar ja kar online aaon ga, pakistan. ya ho sakta hai aaon he na kabhe online,

main koshish karon ga USA ko apne dil se nikaal doon ab ta ke yahan aney ka kheyal he kabhe na aye jab tak sans hai mujh main,or ye kaam main kar sakta hoon, bus wohi hai jo dil se nahi nikli,!!!

main ne apni he life main apne jesa looser kabhe nahi dekha kabhe.

bye bye....

mujhe samjhna chahte ho to

apna smjho,

phir sab samjh jao ge,

zindagi main apna pan to har koi dekhta hai,

par apna hai kon, ye waqat he batata hai,

bus wohin tak thi zindagi,

jahan tak sath tha tera,