I would love to dedicate this os to angel- my jaan. This is just to say i love you angel and i miss you and you mean a lot to me. 🤗 ❤️
P.S.sorry for all the errors. Hope you enjoy reading this one 😊
Swayam and Sharon had become friends. The past few days have been
very critical for both of them- Sharon was battling with her asthma
problem and Swayam couldn't understand Sharon's changed behavior.
Finally Sharon revealed everything to Swayam and he faced the bitter
truth of his life. To keep her guilt free he broke up with her. Their
trial relationship which was seeking answers regarding its future had
come to an end. As time passed by their wounds were healed, Swayam
and Sharon grew close to each other, and they felt comfortable in each
other's company. Friendship was a name given to this new relationship.
They spent most of their time together; they looked more than perfect
with each other. Swayam found it a little difficult to keep aside his
feelings for Sharon and behave like a friend. But nothing was important
to him than Sharon's friendship; it was the only way by which he could
spend time with her. He didn't mind being only her friend. Sharon on the other hand confessed to herself that she loved Swayam but never told him because she didn't want to spoil his life because of her asthma.
One day Sharon was at swayam's house for some work regarding their up coming event.
Sw: Sharon yeh routines kaise hai?
Sh: teekh hai Swayam, par I think hume kuch aur routines try karne chahiye
Sw: aisa hai toh phir maine kal raat kuch routines sketch ki hai. Mere
study table pe hai. Main abhi lekar aata hoon
Swayam was about to go when Sharon stopped him and told him that she'll get them.
Sharon went to swayam's room only to find his study table in a complete
mess.
Sh: yeh table kitna messy hai, ab itne mess mein mujhe voh sketches kaha
milenge.
Koi baat nai Sharon dhundh lete hai.
Sharon scrutinized the entire table and started sorting out the papers
that were scattered on the table. When she found something that caught
her attention.
She found a paper on top of which "KYA YEH SACH HAI" was written
Sh: yeh kya hai?
And she started reading it
"Yeh sach hai Aap hamare paas Nai
Yeh sach hai hum aapki Zindagi mein shamil Nai
Yeh sach hai khatam hogaya sab kuch
Yeh sach hai Aap Iss Dil ka hissa ho
Yeh sach hai Aap humse Juda hogaye ho
Yeh sach hai Aapse baat Nai ho payegi ab kabhi bhi
Yeh sach hai ki Aap hamari Zindagi thi
Par Kya Yeh sach hai ki Aap Hume yaad nahi
Kya Yeh sach hai ki hum Aaj bhi base hai yaadon mein aapki
Kya Yeh sach hai Yeh Dil Aapse Juda hoga kabhi
Kya Yeh sach hai ki hum aapke yaad mein rote nahi
Sach hai ya Koi sapna
Hume Koi talooq nahi
Sirf ek baat jaanta hai Yeh Dil
Aapki Kami Har waqt mehsoos hoti hai
Aapko dekhne ke liye ankhein taras gayi hai
Aapki ek sandesh ka inteezaar rehta hai
Aapse ishq hum karte hai
Aapko apna Dil de bhete hai
Yeh sach hai roshni ne dastak di hai andhere mein
Yeh sach hai khwaishein puri hongi shudh vishwaas se
Par Kya Yeh sach hai Aap laut aoge hamari Zindagi mein
Phirse Hume apna banane
Ishq karte hum Aapse
Juda hoke bhi Aapse, aapki kasam Aapse dur Nai honge hum !"
After reading it Sharon was touched. It was easy to guess that it was
written by Swayam. His pain was evident. She felt his love for her, she
understood that he loved her even after everything that happened
between them.
Sh (to herself) : main hamesha se jaanti thi ki Swayam mujhse pyaar
karta hai, par maine uske pyaar ko hamesha tukraya. Use itna hurt kiya
par usne ek baar bhi shikhayat nai ki. Voh mera dost bankar reh gaya.
Apne feelings, apna dard uske dil mein dabba ke rakha. Mujhe laga main
uski zindagi se dur reh kar uske liye sahi kar ahi hoon, mujhe laga mere
saath, iss asthma ke saath uski zindagi barbaad ho jayegi. Muje laga
main Swayam jaise perfect ladke ke kabil nahi hoon, uski khushi ke liye
apne pyaar ka izhaar bhi nahi kiya.
Main galat sochti thi. Swayam ko khush rakhne ke liye mujhe use dur
nahi balki paas jaana hoga. Use kissi aur perfect ladki ki nai bas meri
zaroorat hai. Uska yeh dard sirf hum dono ka pyaar kam kar sakta hai,
mere izhaar karne se uski khoyi khushiyan vapas ayengi.
Aaj main tumse apni dil ki baat keh kar rahungi Mr. Lover boy. Aaj ke
baad hum hamesha khush rahenge. Tumhe aaj tak jitney bhi dukh diye hai
un sabke liye maafi mangungi, dukh ke dard par apne pyaar ka malam
lagaungi. I love you Swayam, itna ki tum soch bhi nai sakte, par aaj ke
baad dekhoge ki tumhari siren tumse kitna pyaar karti hai.
And saying so she smiled to herself. She turned the page and started
writing:
"ISHQ KARTE HUM AAPSE
Itni shidhat se chaha aapko
Ishq karte hai hum bhi, keh nai paaye aapse
Chale the hum aapki khushiyan lautane
Anjaane mein, chupi ne gham bhar diye
Yeh tanha aur nahi dekha jayega
Yeh dard na aur saha jayega
Qubool karte hum aaj sabke saamne
Ishq karte hum aapse
Aapke alawa koi aur nahi hai hamare dil mein
Ishq karte hum aapse
Aapke naam yeh zindagi karte hai aajse
Ishq karte hum aapse
Kya ek aur mauka denge aap hume?"
She completed writing and had a wide grin spread over her lips. This tie
she knew what she had to do. She took the other papers on which the
routines were sketched and the paper where she confessed and went out
of the room.
Sh: Swayam yeh lo
Sw: Sharon itni der kyu kaga di?
Sh: voh kuch nai
Sw: sab kuch mil gaya na tumhe?
Sh: haan bohot kuch mil gaya hai mujhe
And she went into her dream land and smiled continuously.
Sw: huh! Tum kya keh rahi ho aur akele mein itna kyu muskura rahi ho?
Sh: kuch nahi and she handed over the papers to him.
Sh: Swayam main chalti hoon, mujhe kuch kaam hai
Sw: par Sharon tum kaise jaogi, bahar bohot teez bearish ho rahi hai.
Thodi der ruk jao phir main tumhe drop kar dunga.
Sh: nai, its okay I'll manage.
And she left in a hurry without giving Swayam any further chance to
speak.
Sw: arre par, suno toh' atleast pohonchne ke baad call kar dena
Swayam was confused with her behavior.
Sw: chalo koi baat nai main baaki ka kaam pura kar leta hoon.
He was going through those papers and suddenly he eyes were fixed on one paper.
Sw: shit! Yeh kaha se aa gaya.
It was the paper where Swayam had penned down his pain.
Sw: yah yaha kaise aa gaya, kahi Sharon ne isse padh toh nai liya? Kya
yahi karan hai jiske vajah se voh itni hadbadi mein chali gayi? Oh no
mujhe Sharon se baat karna hoga, I can't loose her friendship.
He was lost in his own thoughts when the papers in his hands were
scattered on the floor due to the breeze. When he bent to pick them
destiny showed him the other side of the same paper.
Sw: yeh kisne likha hai?
He started reading it. He read it again and again and his happiness knew
no boundaries. He was pretty sure that Sharon had penned down those
words on the paper and now he understood the reason behind Sharon's
weird behavior.
He drove to her house and when he reached he sent her a text message
asking her to come down. Sharon blushed on seeing his message. She
understood that by now Swayam would have known her feelings. She
peeped through her window only to find Swayam waiting for her in his
car. She ran to the door and opened it and signaled Swayam to come in
because it was raining heavily. But he nodded negatively. He came out of
his car and spread out his arms indicating her to come to him. She
blushed first but later ran to him and engulfed herself in his arms.
They both felt complete in each others arms.
Swayam broke the hug and asked her
Sw: "kya aap ishq karti hai humse?"
Sh: "haan ishq karte hai hum aapse
Zindagi bithana chahte hai aapki bahon mein
Aapko apna banana chahte hai
Pyaar ke chau mein, qurbaan karna chahte hai apni jaan aap pe"
Swayam covered her mouth with his hand and nodded negatively
Sw: "aise kabhi na kehna aap
Aapke bina jeena chod denge hum
Aap ho hamari mohobatt
Hamare zindagi ki qayamat"
Sh: "sab kuch aap hi ho
Ishq karte hum aapse
Haan ishq hua hai hime sirf aur sirf aapse
Ishq karte hum aapse"
Saying so she buried he head in his chest and Swayam wrapped her arms
around her and pulled her closer to him. He kissed her forehead and
said,
Sw: I love you Sharon
Sh: I love you too Swayam.
They kept staring into each others eyes and those eyes conveyed
everything they wanted to say. That silence spoke many words. It had
Sharon's apology and her promise to keep Swayam happy, swayam's
promise to love her till eternity and most importantly it had their love
.
Swayam asked her for a dance and she nodded positively whilst she
blushed slightly. They danced in the rain, allowing the rain to wash away
their pain, making them ready for a fresh future ahead. They were
together finally. After all love found its way into their lives. 😳 ❤️
thank you for reading this os. 😊
links to my previous works: 😊
swaron os: fairytale
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