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He heard Nilesh and Simmi make announcements for her performance.
But he dint care to move. He was still sitting there thinking about his life. He was in a mess; his life was in a mess. He had finally thought of proposing Sharon after many requests for rey but he was not sure. He remembered today's events, how shocked he was when Sharon herself walked upto to him to talk about something and they came here to this beautiful place( d place decorated for viha).The place amazed him but not more than Sharon herself. She wanted to talk and god knows why she was nervous. He smiled at her innocent face, she looked cute when she was nervous; he thought.
He started thinking of reasons of why had she called him here. Maybe...Maybe to say d same thng that u wanted to; said his heart. A wide grin appeared on his face as d very thought crossed his mind. But he straightened himself and put up a confused look when he saw her looking intently at him.
What she said next was never expected. It wasn't that he not used to her harsh behavior infact he was habituated and he had face much more rude behavior from her. But this time he was a bit shaken up. Yes, afterol he was a human being. How much can a person endure??he loved her for God sake!!!..and he knew she too felt the same thing but her ego would never let her confess. He din't usually let his feeling be seen on his face but he couldn't control it. He was hurt and involuntarily his expressions said the same. But when he noticed her looking at him,he quickly plastered a fake smile on his face. He din't want her to see it. He din't want her to blame herself for his condition afterol his liitle heart still thought about her first even though he himself was broken into pieces .
As he was about to say something, her phone rang and he heard her shouting at someone. She came back after a minute and told that some problem has occurred and she needs to go and she left.He din't noe why but he thanked that she was gone. This wasn't the usual swayam, he wouldn't do such a thing bt this tym maybe evn his heart knew he would not be able to take it may breakdown in front of her
He sat down on the bench quietly. He din't react or say anything at first,he was numb. He looked aimlessly at the sky, the clear blue sky had a tinge of darkness in it today giving a feeling of darkness and loneliness around him. He tried to analyze the whole situation but cud not understand a thing. His life had turned out to be a mere joke; he felt.
"Akhir kyu..kyu Sharon kyu??..itne sab cheezo ke baad bhi tumhe ab bhi yhi lagta dat hamare beech kch nhi..koi feeling ,koi connection nhi hai..kuch nhi hai!!! . I thought ki tum change ho rhe ho, shayed tum bhi mere liye feel krne lagi ho,mujhe accept krne lagi ho but I was wrong,tumne phir mujhe galat proof kr diya,Sharon..tum apna ego kabhi nhi chod sakti ho. Maine socha tha ki sab thik ho jayega hm..*sniff* hm sath ho jayenge but mujhe kya pata tha ki tumhe koi farak hi nhi padta dat the book is shut!!*he stands up now*. Kyu Sharon..koi farak nhi padta tumhe??..*his eyes were now filled with unshed tears*kya tumhe dikhaye nhi deta h mera pyaar??..kya tumhe dikhta nhi dat I am hurt??..ya phir tumhe isse bhi farak nhi padta ???!!!! and he completely broke down.
I don't blame you Sharon..shayd hamari kismet ko ye manzoor nhi tha. Kisne kaha tha ki hum apni kismet khud likhte hai huhhh..kismat hamare hisab se kabhi nhi chalti. Hum kya chahte h does not evn matter hota vhe h jo kismet chahti h. We never have any choices. Destiny chahti thi ki hm mile aur and destiny chahti h ki hm sath na rhe *sigh*.* he tries to control himself *I guess u were right Sharon hm kabhi sath nhi ho skte. We were not meant to be together. U were always too good for me Sharon.
He remembered the first time he saw her. It was the first day of college and a bright spring morning. She stepped down from her blabk mercedes and it seemed as if an angel had stepped on earth. She wore a lovely A-line layered yellow dress and since then she became the sunshine of his life. She seemed to be more gentle than a dew drop and glowed more than that morning sun.Ohhh..how much i wish i could capture that moment!! yet did i really wanted that to happen??...actually no..i wanted to see her everyday and fill my life with happiness each time when i would see her..her smile being the reason behind my happiness..and why shouldn't it be??...it was the best smile i had ever seen. That special moment will always be fresh in my memory, the moment when i first saw her smile, the moment when it suddenly seemed that all has become right, the moment when she unknowingly engraved her name in each page of the book of my heart and made it hers..till the last breath of mine. But her smile was not the only thing which i liked about her..her eyes created such magic which i can never forget. I remember how they looked at that time..its glint was greater than a star, it was as deep as the sea and it was also as mischeivious as the wind..it expressed a lot and yet she certainly did hid many things behind those eyes, i don't know exactly what..but certainly something. The real sharon was not what she showed herself to be..the real one was different. She showed that she was independent and not scared of anything..yet i saw something else in those eyes. They spoke that they were scared..scared of the world. And she wasn't actually independent too..she needed someone who could take care of her, who would help her out when in trouble, who would always be by her side and who would love her so much that she would forget all her pain and feel secure in his arms and he smiled thiking about it. You are an angel sharon..a true angel. Although you were rude and harsh sometimes*he chuckles*, i swear..i spent the best moments of my life with you, sharon. And then all the moments spent with her flashed infront of his eyes..the first time when he saw her, rdx sir's party, the college trip, their duet dances..and so many more. She was just perfect all the time..she was perfect when she smiled, she was perfect when sh spoke, she was perfect when she danced..she was and always be perfect for me..but maybe i'm not perfect for you, not good enough for you, not your choice..but for you are the sole reason behind my happiness..i'll always love you..forever. Just then bharat comes in and sees all the mess around.
bh: oye..ye kya haal bana k rakha hai is jagah ka??... acha chod ye..rey aor sharon ka dance shuru hone wala h,*the name of sharon hearts him* aor tujhe sharon ka dance toh miss krna ni hai toh chal na..
He pulls swayam near the stage and the dance begind. Throughout the performance he just kept looking at sharon..observing her beauty and falling more and more for her. The dance ends and his chains of thoughts forms again.. Sharon, main tumse bhut pyaar krta hun..aor isliye, main tumhare life se ja raha hoon. mujhe nhi pata i mai tumhare bina kaisa jee paunga par mujhe khushi hogi tumhe khush dekhkr. tum nahi na chahti ki hum sath rahe, toh theek hai, hum dur honge, main dur jaunga..kyoki YOUR WISH IS MY COMMAND...!!!..he turns around and leaves..
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Edited by muzzy_sk - 13 years ago