16/08/17
"You are not my daughter, I was cured to save Dusky" - not verbatim, of course, but the essence is exactly this. Yes, this mega-mother of the millennium who persistently shoved in Maya's head "Give Duffer a chance. If you show your wounds, you will not become weaker. It will bring light to your life" And when this chance, which Maya, by incredible stupidity, was influenced by the illusion, completely fatally irretrievably finished Maya, this so-called mother so-called woman, the so-called human finally stand up from her wheelchair, to what? Right, drive one more backswoard in Maya's back, right between Maya's shoulder blades, her daughter and scroll it with special sadistic delight. No, she didn't rise from the chair when Maya tried to commit suicide. No, she didn't rise from the chair when Duffer was manhandling to Maya and suffocating Maya. No, she didn't rise from the chair when Ayan tore Maya's dress and threatened with rape. No, she didn't rise from her chair when Rajiv lowered pregnant Maya's hand into hot water and tossed Maua over the house. No, she did not rise from the chair when Maya's child was killed and Maya was completely destroyed. No. This creature has risen to protect the life of her new daughter, of course, it's easier to shove everything to bad&mad Maya and choose a new daughter. Whatever, usual thing. Everyone do this, no?
Duffer loves Dusky. But Dusky says that she was always 3 in the relationship between Maya and Duffer. And now Dusky doesn't accept Duffer's love. Hah. What a spectacule. Yes, Dusky is a lawyer. Is a normal sane good with a beautiful upbringing and high moral principles a girl can rush to the neck still married with bad&mad Maya Duffer? What will society say? She isn't like this girl that between a wife and a husband. No. They are only friends. Hah. Dusky saved only friend and only friend. Yes, haha
Dusky twice was betrayed, first Duffer, then Samay. Here I wanted to laugh just in voice. In the world of some separate world of fairies and unicorns, where Dusky, when she was a child, confessed to Duffer in love, and Duffer promised to marry no matter what with her, but eventually married Maya, Duffer betrayed Dusky. Samay? Well, for that matter, Dusky betrayed Jintu. I don't remember that Dusky very much excruciated her conscience about this. Dusky never needed Samay, so the whole whine how Duffer and Samay treacherously betrayed Dusky is just simply ridiculous
"Don't confuse love and friendship. In the end, you lose both," in fact, he was must to lose love, right at the time of the wedding
And how confident Duffer declares that he understood everything. That he loves Dusky. With no less confidence, Duffer told Maya in the hospital that he doesn't have such feelings for Dusky at all. It's only friendship, Maya, everything seems to you, yes, huh. And how much confidence was in Duffer's voice in the hospital after the news of pregnancy, when he told Dusky "I don't love you. I never loved you. And I will never love you" What hypocrisy, huh
Duffer, to whom the pundits, one by one, predicted loneliness is never alone. It's really funny
Maya, so much fear of loneliness. But you know, Maya, loneliness has one undeniable quality, which is extremely difficult to find where it doesn't exist. Maya, loneliness never says pathetic speeches. Loneliness never betrays. Never!
You better starve than to eat no matter what,
And better be alone, than with no matter who
You are Maya Mehrotra. You're not Jhanvi's daughter. You're Ashvin's daughter. Follow him. Into the darkest, from which there is no return. Where no one will find you
This dividing line - the happy Sharma and Mathur versus the little scared, utterly alone Maya who no one hears
Everything came back - happy Sharma and Mathur against the bad&mad Maya, the little scared, utterly alone Maya who no one hears
Yes, that's all she. Only her fault. Duffer, Dusky, Ayan, Jhanvi, VM, Rajiv. It's nobody's fault. Only Maya. Even when she could not walk, she was already to blame. Even when she could not crawl, she was already to blame. Not yet born, she was already to blame
Take this, Maya. You don't have a place in the equation called life, happiness, friendship, love or something else
Your place is only in the dark. In complete outer darkness. Not even the tiniest ray of light will penetrate. Embrace this darkness. Soak it up
And why I'm tormented by this strange feeling that Maya is doing it deliberately... There's something there... Some purpose... Burns everything... Destroys everything... Just ruin to ashes...
Edited by Laska - 8 years ago