His lungs gasped for air, deoxygenating his broken heart in the process. His facade of nonchalance was slowly slipping, the facade that hid the crushed soul within him. Aditya wanted to scream, shatter some plates, throw a fit - anything but cry.
He'd grown up learning that love enables you to forget everything and anything but never thought this motto would be applied in such a brutal way. She had forgotten everything - their years of friendship, their love, their marriage. Everything had been a mirage of lies, a twisted game in which he had no moves left. Any little action triggers his remembrance of her - all because of this supposed love.
He wants to hate her, destroy her, break her into pieces like she did to his heart. But those pieces still beat for her. Every shortened breath he takes, he exhales with his longing for her.
Sanity tells him to move on; she isn't worth the tears. But his drive to forget her, keeps bringing him one step closer to insanity.
He grasps for strands of reality but find himself falling deeper in the past. She had been on the receiving end of his [I]bepanah pyaar, he'd given everything of himself to her. But she escaped to a place where even he could never reach her, leaving her debt to be repaid by someone else. Her lover's widow will face his wrath - Zoya will be crushed under her sins and his bepanah nafrat.