chapter 6
zain's POV
I stood there for sometime absorbing my sadness which is getting into me by every passing minute.i came down stairs aliya and kids were already waiting for me there.aliya was busy with kids with her plastered smile hiding her tears...which i saw.suddenely she saw me and her smile faded.we both look at each other for somtime then she said.
"chalo bachon ghar chalen bht dair ho ri hain mamma wait kr ri hun gi na"she was avoiding me which is killing me from inside.
we both came to car and sat while aliya now sat with kids at the back seat.i drove back to her home glancing from mirror and i caught her also somtimes finding my reflection in mirror.but i know she will never accept that.we reach her home.i don't know when will i m gonna see her again.it's totally depends on my or her fate.she came out from the car and walk away without looking at me.she did'nt turned at once bcuz she knew i'll caught her crying whose reason she will never give me.i kept looking at her until she enter her home.i wait for some more time may be she will return but she did'nt.so finally with heavy and broken heart i drove back to my home...😭
aliya's POV
He stops the car at my home.i don't want to leave him and i know why but i don't want to make more troubles for me by accepting that.so with my whole courage and came out from car.and by taking long steps i enter my home.i know his nstronggaze was fixed on me i feel like his gaze making holes on my back.but i don't want to met those tear filled eyes which make me break down if i lookes in them.i hurriedly enter inside and closed the door behind me.now it was more difficult 4 me bcuz i have to face my parents.and hide my tears also.i was feeling so broken from inside.
"ayesha tu aa gai"shabana ammi said.
"g.maa kahan han???"i said in low voice.
"teri maa tayyar ho ri hn.tu ja meri bachi ja kr tayyar ho ja"ammi said.
i looked at her confused not understanding the situation when maa came and they both took me with them and make me sit on couch and sat infront of me and maa said.
"aaliya beta tmhary ammi abbu chahty hn k tmhari shadi k sary mamalaat wo sambhalen.or mjhy or tmhary abbu ko koi aetraaz ni h.tmhari kia ray h????"she said looking at me questioninly.
i was so lost in my thoughts.what can i say???i leave everything 4 them so that was the least thing.
"jo aap ka faisla ho maa mjhy manzoor h"i muttered.
"shabash meri bachi"ammi said carressing my hair.
"chal ja ab tayyar ho ja...ary ruk puchy gi nhn k kon log hn??kaisy hn???"maa said.
"ammi main bht thak gai hun.main tayyar ho kr aati hun"i said and leave.don't want to discuss on that topic.
after 20 minutes i dressed in peach anarkali with silver diamonds(not real waly😉) with my open curl hairs as it was.
"masALLAH"ammi said.
"ammi ham wahan q ja ry hn wo yahan ni aa sakty???"i asked 1st question about them.
"beta aa to sakty hn lekin wo tery abbu k buisness partner hn.bht salon ki jaan pehchan h.aaj wo dinner pr aa ry hn or tujhy dekhny bhi.or beta tu sari zindagi ham sy door rahi iss lye ham chahty hn k kam az kam teri bidai to hmary ghar s ho.islye sary intezam main or tery pappa sambhalen gy."ammi said seriously.
i just nodded..."ab ye sab kia h...seriously zindagi m pehli bar aesa lag ra h k sab mujh pr apna haq jata ry hn.aik bar to mujh sy pucha hota??sab kuch teh krny k bad mjy btaya ab iss waqt agar mana kr dun gi to kitna bura lagy ga sab ko...lekin zain...usy bhi to main pichly 2 mahinon sy janti hun.main shazia bhabhi or bachon k elawa us ki family m kisi ko ni janti,wo log kaisy hn main unhn bhi to ni janti...phir jb donon taraf mamla barabar h to main kis cheez ka dawaa karun...kia kahun m ammi sy k main aik aesy larky k lye iss rishty s mana kar ri hun jo pichly 2 mahiny sy mjhy roz milta h lekin m uss ki family k bary m kuch ni janti...uff...ALLAH kis kashmakash m mubtala hun...khwah mkhwah ki attraction ko kuch or hi samajh ri hun main...kia karun kuch samajh ni aara."i was lost in my thoughts.
"ayesha beta kia hua???kia soch ri h???"ammi said.
"kuch ni ammi chalen"i said and we went to my officially own house.
i enter inside.i was silent all the time,m glad ammi and maa thought i m nervous so that's why i m thinking about them but i was thinking about him and then realisation hit me i shrugged my thought...in simple my emotions fighting with my duties.car stops at haider mansion and there came my sweet little jumpy sister ayat came running hugging me tightly as i will run if she will loose her grip.
"appi...iii...m sooo so happy"she said.
i just smile.
"ayat chor usy...haddian tory gi uski kia"ammi glared at her.and she laeve me.
we enter inside the house was beautifull clean and decorated as always.i straightly went to my room upstairs.and sit on my bed looking at walls...lost in my thought...when i remember abbu's words.
"jab insan ko lagta h k sab rasty band ho gy hn tab bhi aik rasta hamesha khula rehta h or wo hai dua ka rasta...ALLAH ky samny jhuk kr apni takleef bayan karo ALLAH zaroor behter hal nikalty hn."
i got up and made abolution then took out my prayer mate and offer nafail...then i sit there and pray long to ALLAH for help.for leading me the path which is best for me.bcuz we humans do not know what best for us.sometimes we ask ALLAH less when we r deserving more...i don't know how much time i spent praying...and finally i said ameen and caress my hands on my face.ending pray...when i turn around...
i saw one decent lovely lady standing at my door step smiling at me.i hurridly fold my prayer mat and stand up...then ammi came from behind and introduce me and her she was grooms mother...i mean wife of my pappa's friend which is here 4 me specially.
we had some conversation in my room and on dinner also they both are very sweet persons,so loving,i like them both but the big problem is that...i have to spend my life not just with them but with whom they are parents of...he was not there and i was happy that one shock is lessen...but they assure me that they will come after two days with their beloved son who was busy today...offcourse a famous excuse but i did'nt care...when ever he come.i was wishing he may never come...and after good meeting they leave making me ready for another surprise after 2 days...
so here is the chapter...not read proof...will try to update today if not then tomorrow.
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