TRUE LOVE, A note, page 22. - Page 14

Originally posted by: Pri_kinmuk

wow !!! hats off to your writing kurup...😊

I totally agree with tistaa and sangeeta (roberoi)...you seem to be shiv in your wife's life...

dialogues are beautifully written...

hats off to you !!! 👏 👏 👏

Originally posted by: Manshi

wow...this part touchmyheart,kurup, realy u hv such talent in ur writing which always touch my heart ⭐️ , ya... Enen i expecting that u show anandi's pov wt she feels about Shiv, wt the imp of shiv in her life, nd u show that very...very...beautifuly... Hw a lady feel when she got nothing but ignorance nd humiliation throught her life nd now all of sudden in very short time she got the whole world's happinesh in form of such sweet,caring,loveble nd respectful husband...she definately overwelmed with joy nd same time naturaly scared from of loosing them...i love the way u show hw beautifuly Shiv comfort Anandi as like always he done,again thank u so...so...much for giving Shicv's character... Realy...again this part directly reach to my heart, so a big thank u kurup for this...

Originally posted by: AnusuyaYadav

Wah!!!!!!!! Kurup that ws really fascinatin!!!!!!! :-) thank u sooo much for such an awesome os...:-D and pls do continue...so waitin for ur next piece:-D

Originally posted by: KwitKatts

So finally I got to catch up with your updates😊😊

Loved them Kurup😳😳😳 Do update at your own pace😊😊

BTW how is your tiny angel??? I so wish I could see your baby

At around 06:30 Shiv woke up and without disturbing Anandi tried to get up but in vain, coz Anandi realized that he is moving away from her and she too got up and wished each other a good morning with a kiss on their forehead which slowly progressed to a passionate early morning with both of them placing kisses all over their body as if competing who kisses whom the most and that slowly turned out to b a passionate love making session, their first love making session in the morning, which both of them thoroughly enjoyed. After their workout on bed, both left to take a shower and get ready to their respective works. The moment Shiv was about to enter the washroom Anandi said that she wanted to use the washroom first and that led to a small tu tu main main, their first argument in 10 months of their marital life and the argument lastly was compromised by a mutual decision of sharing the washroom together instead of waiting for one to finish.

Anandi was just waiting for the time to tick 3 and Shiv was waiting for the clock to tick 7. Whenever both of them were free they called each other, which sometimes were answered and sometimes not due to their busy schedule. Finally the clock ticked 3 and Anandi was more than excited and as soon as the college bell rang she was the first one to fly out from the college and took an auto and reached Shiv's office. Since she was missing him badly she dint want to attend her computer classes. She went to his office for the very first time. Though Shiv had asked her many a time to show her his office, but she always denied and today she took the first step to his office and was waiting in the lobby for him. Shiv was informed of her arrival and he hurried towards her hurriedly as he was least expecting her there in the office and was worried.

He asked her did anyone say or hurt her at college or did her past return to her in any form. She said nothing at all just hugged him tight and said ghar chale please. Shiv immediately said yes, he made her sit on the sofa and moved to his manager's cabin and took the day off and went home. All the way from office to home, anandi was just crying holding shiv's hand and shiv was speechless. He was confused and was angry at her behavior but could not show his anger to her as she herself was lost and worried. They finally reached home and the moment they got home Shiv could not hold his worries and squeezed anandi's shoulders tightly and asked her the reason. Still there was no response from her except the tears that were rolling down. He lost all his cool and patience that he had and had maintained so far and shouted at her to give a response to his questions. She moved few steps back at his shout and stood there just gazing at him silently. He went to the kitchen took a glass of water made her drink it and then asked her softly.

After very few minutes of silence she broke the hug and said that after what they did last night and today morning she wanted to be with him and did not feel like being away even for the minutest second, but coz of him she agreed and since the moment he left her at college she was restless. She somehow controlled herself and was fine until noon, but after noon she just could not control. She was expecting his call since the moment he left her at the college gate, but she was sad that she got only two calls from him until noon. She was scared that she would be left all alone in life and that he does not need her now. She just could not understand what was happening. She said that she felt as if he was avoiding her and wanted to get rid of her and so her phone was unanswered thrice at noon and she could not concentrate on anything and was just worried about this and so came to office and behaved so.

Shiv was very broken today, he was almost shattered to death by his wife's behavior today. After about an hour's cry and sob, Anandi got up and walked to their bedroom, she saw him sitting on the chair and lost in some thoughts. She went to him and shook him out of his thoughts. Shiv saw her and he had a tug in his heart by looking at her face which was red and swollen by the cries that she has been doing since the time she reached his office. Shiv so wanted to console her and pull her into a hug, but his heart which bled by her words dint allow him to do that. He was so hurt. He shoved her and walked away from her. While he was moving, she held his hands and stopped him from moving. She came in front of him still holding his hands, fell on his feet and asked for an apology. Shiv still dint respond to any of her acts. He just let free his hands, walked to the bed and lied down pretending to sleep.

The past 10 months of my life I have been dependant on u so badly that I don't even know how to breathe without u. I don't know how my heart beats if u r not there anywhere near me. I have been so used to u that I think a 1000 times to even blink my eyes without u. I get scared at times that I blink my eyes and I lose u, and today wen the call was unanswered i was restless and the very first thought that came to my mind was that I am left all alone again in this bad world. I am so sorry that I hurt u, all coz of my foolishness. Shiv who was listening to all these with his eyes closed, opened it and saw that she was facing her back to him and was sobbing. He sat up resting his back to the headboard, pulled her to a hug in a sitting position and hugged her very tightly, so that there is no space for the air also to pass between them. After being in the embrace for about few minutes, he stroked one hand on her head and the other on her back and said, "anandi mujhe tumse sirf ek baat kehni hai aur yeh baat mein aakhri baar keh raha hoon, dobara kahoonga bhi nahin, tumhein samjhna hai toh samjho warna tumhari marzi. Main isse pehle bhi kayee baar jataa chukka hoon aur bataa bhi chukka hoon, par tumhein samajh mein nahin aaraha hain yaa to tum samjhna hee nahin chahthi ho. Bas ek baat yaad rakhna tum, the moment I leave u will be the last breathe of my life. Abh tum iska matlab samaj sakthi hai to samjho."

I was nowhere in the scene at all and I deeply regret for it and will regret till my last breath that u had to suffer so much since ur childhood. I met u when I was 17 had I taken guts and had I confessed my love to u and had I took the extreme step of marrying u then or to stop ur barriage with Jagat u would not have suffered so much, but at that time I was caring for my carrer and I regret that decision of mine, but trust me Anandi I never ever felt so hopeless and helpless when I found u in the temple tat day as I am feeling today. Today I am lost in all the ways. I have said u many a times tat I need u, tat u r the breath of my life, but u just don't want to accept it and register it in ur brain and ur heart and y cant u just store it in ur brain that I cannot even think in my worst dreams of letting u go anywhere. Just coz I did not pick ur call u thought that I left u.

Anandi wiped his tears and said, "I don't know how all these weird thoughts came to my mind. I really don't know. May b coz i never got any sort of love or happiness in any form since my birth and when i got it from u i am unable to beleive it, I just cant beleive that its me myself who is living this life of happiness where i am getting abundant love". Shiv looked in her eyes and said I will tell u what made u think so cheap about me, "the thing is that U have not left ur past behind. U r still stuck in ur past. U think that ur present and future will also b just like ur past. U lost faith in this world and in everyone. I will not say that u r wrong but u r neither right Anandi. I am not asking u to forget ur past, but I am begging u with folded hands to forget ur past. Anandi immediately held Shiv's hand and swayed her head as if saying no. Shiv wiped his tears as well as her tears and continued, "if u want to remember ur past remember the sweet memories that u had.

After saying these he just stood leaving her and was about to walk when she too stood and hugged him from behind and said, "aaakhri baar mujhe maaf kardo shiv, I wont give a chance again where u will feel so bad. I promise. Please trust me." Shiv could not hold any longer as he knew that even she is equally broken as he is and hugged her tightly and said, "this is the last time I am saying anandi I need u whole my life. I want to love U, I want to b loved by U, I want to spend every second of my life with u, I want to breathe along with u, I want to smile along with u, I want my heart to beat along with ur heart. Never ever think that I can live without U. U r my pride, my honor, the reason for my existence." Anandi just hugged him tightly and kissed him on his chest and said, "I will never even think of hurting u again." They were in the tight embrace for a longer time and when they felt that they were overheated with the warm hug broke the hug and smiled at each other wiping each other's face and spend the rest of the evening being with each other, getting lost in each other, and loving each other.