Peace might sound a small word but the dynamics that this word brings in human life is huge, a term that is loved by all, but one of the most difficult stage to reach at. When ever you reach this stage and , then feel you are at peace then , one needs to understand that either you are very lucky that you have everything in life , just the way you want...
OR
You have lost everything and you have no hope , nothing to look forward in life, that you have decided to be in peace with your fate.
Yesterday Naina stood there and listened to Sameer about their relationship to Sharad's mother. She knew , that he said that to save her image in front of everyone. While she understood this factor , she also came in touch with the reality of social disparity ...something that she had over looked all the while because he had not even once ,allowed that to come in between them. Her father might have told this a million times that he is rich spoil brat but for Sameer's friends this never appeared because he never flaunted money or played the high social image with his friends. He would be ready to eat from a roadside eatery or walk /ride a cycle along with his friends.
But yesterday , his statement did make a mark on Naina's intelligent mind. We all know and she also knows whatever Sameer said was to save her but the statement of social disparity and the examples quoted to prove the difference between them has led to another thought in her mind. Her expression, that painful smile when he looked at Sunaina and said "yeh hain mere type ki ladki and mere status ki ladki..perfect jodi "was worth watching . All the while she had ONLY thought about how cast is going to affect their relationship . And how it's going to affect Sameer when she can't stand by him. Not even once did she think that the social status disparity could also affect their relationship from his side of the family.
What surprised her is that in spite of the disparity he was ready to fight for their relationship but she wasn't. This kind of made her feel so low about herself. After this self-realization , she understood what she had done and how much Sameer has changed as a person.
NOTE : - Ashi you excelled as an actor here . Hats off to you. Your expression while Sameer spoke was too good and on the spot girl. Brilliant acting !!
Then her voice over "Us dhin Sach mein laga ab hum school mein nahi hain. School ka Sameer aur college ka Sameer , dhono mein kithna farak tha. PHIR EK SOCH NE MUHE UDHAS KAR LIYA NA JANA KITNE BADLAW AYENGE SAMEER MEIN? JO MEIN NA DELH PAUNGI AUR NA JAN PAUNGI
It's the last line that took my heart away. This girl has concluded that she has lost everything in life and nothing is in her hands. So, she decided to stop fighting, even a miniscule of fighting spirit or hope that she had with in her was gone after what she witnessed at the canteen. She was happy to see that her Sameer had done it again for her but what can she offer in return when her life was not with in her hands?? And now with this social disparity what can make him happy ?? He had everything that money can buy and now even a girl who matched his status and class!!. All she could offer was a chance to friendship...hence the hand of friendship. The last possible connect thru which she could make her Sameer happy.
SHE HAS MADE PEACE WITH HER FATE!! In short, she has lost all hopes in life with nothing to look forward .
PS : I felt so bad for her , I had tears in my eyes when the voice over was talking abt the changes in Sameer. I hate her dad and Tayiji . If she is in this state they have a lot to do with it. Poor girl has lost her confidence to even fight for her rights. WOW!! CVs hats off to you...you do have a way to introduce twist in the story!!
I sincerely hope that Sameer understands her plight and do something to get her back to what she used to be. The topper , naughty and fun loving Naina Agarwal.