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Hi friends back with another OS ,again I m very very much disappointed with CVS and penning down my thought , though I know its not going to happen in yhm ever .
Roke na ruke naina
Though Raman has shouted on Ishita and,had told her to stay away from him and his personal life but he was not feeling peace . He was moving to and fro in his room ,trying to sit here and there ,trying to forget about ishita and be calm ,bit non of the ways were helping him in forgetting ishita rather he was becoming more and more restless. He sat in the couch and closed his eyes to become calm but instead of becoming calm ,all the moments which he had spend with ishita and shanno was flashing in his mind . He was missing her care and concern for him . He opened his eyes and shouted pulling his hairs in frustration ," why why ,why I m thinking about that ishita again and again ,when I want to hate her . She is no one to me ,no one ,I will not think about her ".
Thinking so he took out a bottle and started drinking it directly,he completes the bottle soon but ,still ishita's memories was like haunting him continuously . He again took another bottle and started drinking it , standing near the window ,thats when he saw Ishita going out from the society ,all alone ,like a lost soul . Her hairs were messed up ,she was just wearing hee suit without any shawl or anything though it was pretty cold outside . At first he shook his head ,then rubbed his eyes and said smacking his head " Raman you are getting mad , looking ishita everywhere ".
Thinking so he tried to shrug the thought and again look out , thats when he saw again ,watchman was trying to stop ishita while she went out without listening to him . He gulluped his drink thinking ,let her go ,I don't care for her , but his heart didn't listened and he went out to chase ishita to know where she is going at this time, in night like this .
He ran out from the house and went behind ishita , he saw her walking slowly without seeing here and there . He too started following her ,they were at a distance of about 100 meters .
Suddenly he saw a truck is coming while ishita was walking in mid of road , the truck was coming closer giving the horn ,its headlights were visible but ishita was not moving side ,Raman shouted her name but seems ,it went in deaf ears .She continued walking like that only ,finally Raman ran to her with all his might and removed her from hitting by truck . The truck driver too stopped the truck and shouted " itna bada truck nahi dikhta ,Marne ke liye tujhe mera hi truck mila hai ".
Raman too shouted " tujhe dikh raha tha na ,to tu bagal kar leta ".
Td- ek to khud galti karo ,then shout on others .
R- tu jaa na bhai .
The truck driver started his truck and went from there ,Raman turned to ishita to scold her ,only to find her unconscious body ,hanging in his arms. He made a dirty face and picked her in his arms ,he took her to the society .The watchman was still there ,Raman glared him while he spoke " I tried to stop her but she didn't listened to me ".
R- come with me .
Watchman followed him while he walked with ishita in his hands , soon they reached in front of iyer house. Raman signalled the watchman to press the call bell ,he did same . Mr iyer opened the door and asked seeing Ishita " arey ishita,what happened to her ".
R- can't you take care of your daughter ,don't know where she was going in night ,just saved by hitting a speedy truck . pata bhi nahi chalta aapki beti ka ,take care of her .huh don't know what type of family is this .
Saying so he went to ishita's room and make her lay in the bed and went from there ,instructed Bala to call doctor .
Raman went to his room ,stood near window and waited for doctor ,soon he saw a doctor coming in the society . After sometimes the doctor went , Raman was still awake waiting for doctor to left . After the doctor left he went to sleep but again ,sleep was too far from his eyes ,was worried about ishita .wanted to see her in senses , wanted to scold her for her carelessness ,wanted to tell her that she would had died .
After much time of tossing and turning in bed ,he finally got up and went to iyers again . He was about to knock but sane time bala came ,he has went to take medicines for ishita . Bala opened the door with his keys and Raman too followed him ,though bala wanted to stop Raman but knows very well that Raman is the only cure for ishita's all disease .
Bala went to ishita's room ,Raman too was about to enter when he listened amma " ishu are you mad ,you went to die for those selfish bhalla's. I had never seen such a emotional fool who want to loose her life because of those people ,who don't even care for her existence ."
B- sach, ishu you disappointed me ,how can you be so weak ishita ,did you forget what Raman calls you ,jhansi ki raani ,how can you give up .you tried to commit suicide .
I- (crying )- then what should I do ,my husband don't know me ,he don't recognize me ,not ready to listen me ,he is even going to marry some other girl . My kids are not supporting me ,my in-laws who were my parents are against me ,simmi has become Raman's enemy and he is not ready to listen to me .you tell me what should I suppose to do . I was Raman's jkr ,jab Raman hi mere nahi rahe to main kya karoon .
Raman got shock listening to her ,he was trying to recall something when amma spoke .
A- same which he is doing .
I- what .
A- you too marry someone ,go away from here ,from these bhallas ,then only you can be at peace .
I- he is my husband ,shaadi hui hai hammari ,though he don't remember me now but he loves me so much . How can I go away leaving him here I like this , what he will think if he regains his memory and then came to know that I married someone else . He will think I betrayed him ,as he lost his memory but I don't ,I remember everything amma .I can't forget him ,I tried but I can't go away from him .
A- you don't want to go away from him but was going to die .
I- then what should I do , I can't see so much hatred for me in my Raman's eyes . kya bana diya us simmi be mere Raman ko .
He again got angry listening to this but ishita continued " you know amma doctor says that if he continues to take that medicine ,he can have nervous breakdown also . I tried to save him with all my plans but all flopped ,now I wanna die before him as his wife ."
Amma- ishita kanna try to understand , life don't goes like this ,love should be from both side ,if wife is loving abd doing everything for a man ,he should also love and take care of his wife like that only ,but its not here .
I- amma you are a normal woman na thats why you are saying so ,did you remember how my life was ,a alone girl who was been rejected by many boys because of her disability . No happiness ,no excitement ,just was living because I was alive . Then ruhi came in my life and gave me a reason to smile , after her ,her papa means my Raman entered my life ,though we fight like cats and dogs but he cared for me . Do you remember our nok jhok and fights ,I always complained about him to you ,but slowly I made a place in not only that house but in his heart also . Amma he loved me beyond my disability , he has done everything for me ,even he had cleaned Ashok shoes for me . I can't forget anything amma , though they hate me now but its the same family who had given me all the happiness and love which s normal girl wishes in her life .
Amma - and this is same family who is chasing you away from them ,and same family is humiliating you everyday .
I- thats not totally their mistake ,I m also responsible for this .
Amma - how can you say so .
I- its all happening because of my wrong statement in court ,if I wouldn't had said those venomous words in court room that day ,they wouldn't had hated me like this . I would had told truth to Raman ,today my Raman wouldn't be in this condition ,that simmi would not had been drugging him to take revenge from me . This all is happening because of me amma ,it my wrong decision which has turned like this ,I thought that I m doing good for my kids and husband, but they broke my family and now neighter my kids nor my Raman is ready to listen to me .
The room become silent for sometimes then after that ,ishita again got up from her place and started going out saying
" and there is only one way to end all this ,I should die ."
She spoke this and before anyone can react he reached the door but she found Raman standing there . She looked at him ,he was already looking at her with tear filled eyes ,her eyes too became teary on his sight .Both saw each other and their eyes got locked for an intense eyelock ,they complained and apologized to each other through their eyes.After much time their eyelock broke ,their faces were full of tears , she down casted her eyes while he asked " why didn't you told me earlier ".
She looked at him with questioning eyes while he nodded ,then she spoke
" i tried a lot but you never listened to me ".
R- how dare you tried to commit suicide .
I- you were not listening to me .
R- so it was you whom I called jkr .
I- yeah Raavan Kumar .
Raman opened his arms for her ,she looked at him he nodded and she embraced herself in his arms while he hugged her tightly mouthing " I love you Ishita ".
That's all for this ,hope you all like this .I don't support CVS crap but its basically ishita POV .
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