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Part 17
Next morning when Raman woke ,he saw the room was empty ,he looked at his watch and noticed that today he was late for the day .He got up immediately and made his way towards the bathroom to complete his morning chores .He came out of his room only to saw ishita busy in her household work chatting with Toshiji and simmi . He noticed that ishitas behavior was a bit different ,according to him she should be angry and gloomy but instead she was looking happy and was smiling .He also became happy looking to her state ,his guilt that he had again became reason of her sorrow lessened a bit.
Toshiji was making paranthas ,simmi was just chatting and ishita was setting plates in dining table ,when Raman came and sat on chair near ishita ,she ignored him and resumed her work .Raman raised his face and saw her ,she was busy in her work . Before he can say anything ,she made her way to kitchen to bring the breakfast .
R- ishita whats in breakfast.
Ishita didn't spoke anything and went to kitchen ,when Raman spoke loudly
" arey ishita seems you didn't listened to me ,I asked what's in breakfast ".
Now Ishita was stuck as if she will not answer ,everybody will know that ishra are not in talking terms so she has to answer .She glared him and spoke
" mummyji is making aaloo paranthe ".
R( smiling )- oh that's my fav ,ishira bring it soon .
Ishita didn't showed him but she too became happy to Raman smiling and talking after so many days .Both themselves were upset with their own condition but felt contended to see the other one in their original self .Soon all sat to have their breakfast ,ishita after serving bf was going to sit in her usual place when Raman called her and spoke " Ishita come sit here beside me I have to dicuss something with you ."
I- ( trying to avoid sitting beside him )- Raman boliye I m listening .
R- do you have any problem in sitting here .
T- haan puttar tu wahi baith ja Raman ke pass .
Ishita sat and Raman spoke " ishita I have decided that from now onwards we will go office together ".
I- why ,what's the need .
R- I m saying same ,we go to same place then why to waste two cars and a drive.you sit I will drive simple .
I- but.
Before she can oppose toshiji spoke " haan that's a great idea ,in this wat you can spend some more time with each other.
Ishita don't have any option so she nodded .After finishing their bf ishits went to her room to take her files and bag when Raman entered the room and spoke " Ishita please listen to me ."
I( without looking at him)- say Raman I m listening .
R- ishita I m sorry .
I( murmuring )- ye achcha hai pahle galti karo phir sorry bolo .
Saying so she was leaving the room ,when Raman held her hand and pulled her to him ,she herself was in hurry and was leaving fastly ,so Raman also pulled her with force ,due to sudden pull she lost her balance and landed on his chest ,he immediately wrapped his hands around her and spoke " Ishita I know I had done many mistake some of them are unforgivable but still if you can forgive me ."
Raman was speaking while ishita closed her eyes lost in his fragrance ,when Raman was done with his talk he looked at her for response but saw her state .she was breathing heavily ,closing her eyes he also raised his hands, caressed her cheek and planted a soft kiss on her forehead .She was still closing her eyes feeling his sift touch ,then he hugged her ,the hug was gentle and soft as of assuring her that he is with her .its not that they were hugging for the first time but this feeling was bit different ,earlier when they were close it was always to console or to share each others pain as a friend but now at this was their moment .They were still in each other embrace when his phone rang breaking their moment ,ishita realised that she was melting in his arms ,she pushed him a little and ran dowstairs where Mrs bhalla stopped her and handed their lunch box to her .Looking to the lunch box ishita asked "Mummy ji why so big lunchbox today ".
R- because from today onwards we will eat lunch together .
Ishita listened Raman who was climbing down the stairs .She didn't spoke anything and walked out of the house and went to her car ,she was looking for driver when she heard him ,
"ishita I told you na ,from today onwards we will go together ".
Ishita came to him and spoke showing finger to him "don't you dare to force yourself on me ,mere saath jaane se ya mere saath lunch karne se ye kabhi mat sochiyega ki you will win me ."
R( calmly)- I m not saying that ,I just want you to give me a chance to try to woo you ,ishita can't we start afresh .
I- I don't know .
Saying so ,she went to passenger side and sat on her seat ,Raman too sat in drivers seat and drove towards their office ,rest of the drive was silent affair. Both ishra mind was filled with different thoughts ,ishita was fighting with herself thinking that why she is pushing him from herself when he is coming to her as she always want him to be with her while Raman was thinking ways to woo her .
Soon they reached their office and both moved to their respective cabins ,after an hour or so Raman entered her cabin, she got up from her place and spoke " Raman what are you doing at this time in my cabin ."
R- ishita our company has signed a new project in which we have to work together .
I- why we will work together .
R- because sir has told that .
I- appa has told that or you suggested that .
R- I told you ishita na that I will try my level best to woo you ,due to this project I will be near you as much as possible .
I- but till now I m looking after some other project .
R- I never told you that I need your help in this project ,I just want you in this project .
Ishita didn't said anything and went to window ,she faced outside pretending to see something but actually she was hiding her tears ,she can't exactly figure out why she was crying or these tears are sad tears or happy tears ,she was wiping them again and again but they were so adamant that coming again and again.
Raman walked to her ,he turned her to him and spoke wiping her tears " if you are angry with me ,want or want to hurt me then fight na ,why are you hurting yourself ."
I- Raman I don't want you for me ,just go away from here .just go away leave me alone .
R- ok I m going but not for always .
Saying so he was gone leaving a confused ishita behind ,she threw the things from table and shouted angrily on herself " why I m doing all this ,I want to hurt him but why I m feeling bad when I shout on him ,I already had accepted that he is not for me ,then why I want him for me ,then why I want to throw myself in his arms and cry my heart out ".
She sat in her chair frustrated not getting any answers of her questions and lost in herself when she felt tug in shoulder .She raised her eyes and saw him ,she again made an angry face but before that Raman held her hand and spoke " ishita we need to talk ."
Ishita didn't spoke anything but turned her face to other side ,he went to her side and spoke making her look at him,
" ishita we are not teenagers we are grown persons and moreover we are husband and wife .We can't leave things like this ."
I- ( shouting )- I don't know anything Raman but its clear that I don't want you .
Raman wiped her tears,held her hand dragged her with himself .Soon they were driving aimlessly on the roads of Delhi ,both were silent till they reach a silent place .it was a pond type place surrounded big rocks ,he held her hand and took her with himself and make her sit in a big Rock..
Ishita was glaring him when he spoke
" ok tell me ishita what you want .I can see that you are fighting in yourself . your mind don't want to accept me but your heart isn't over with me . ishita please apne aapko itna stress mat do. you just tell me what you want I can do anything ,I repeat anything that can make you happy ."
Ishita raised her head and looked at him with teary eyes ,while he continued again " ishita I m not going to leave you for now or ever ,beside that you can demand anything , my life too .if my death can make you happy then...
She didn't let him complete his sentence and slapped him again then she spoke with teary eyes but angrily
" Raman don't you try to blackmail me emotionally , aapko kya lagta hai ki itne dino ka dard main ek din mein bhool jaaoon ,aapko kya lagta hai li itna aasaan hai sabkuch bhool kar ek nayi shuruwat karna .do you think its easy to accept that I m second choice of my husband ."
Raman closed her mouth with his palm and spoke " no ishita you were never my second choice ,you were always my priority .I closed you over shagun always ,at the time of marraige ,at the time when I was going on trip with her moreover kyun jaane diya tumne mujhe uske paas ,you were my wife ,you had all authority on me ,the day I told you that I don't love you but shagun at the sake day you would have slapped me saying that " how dare you can think of another woman if i m your wife .kya tumne aisa kiya, nahi na."
Ishita looked at him surprisingly ,he cupped her face and spoke " I m not blaming you ,but I m saying that not only me but you were also wrong ,not only you but I had also suffered equally ,not only you but I m also in same pain ,non of us want to leave each other, not only for you but its veryuch difficult for me too ,but I m trying can't you try ,bolo ".
Ishita was in delimma ,she just managed to say one line " Raman I want to go to appa's house for some days ."
That's all for now friends,hope you like this part .I had wasted much time and my mind in writing this part ,so please write some lines instead of nice or awesome and suggestions are most welcome .
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