Thodi Si Bewafai #2 Part 26 on Page 110 - Page 46

Raman kya hai yeh sab, she asked shocked as he entered the house.

(Raman what is all this, she asked shocked as he entered the house.)

Saaman aur kya, he replied while taking a deep breath as he carefully put the shopping bags on the floor.

(Stuff what else, he replied while taking a deep breath as he carefully put the shopping bags on the floor.)

Woh toh dikh raha par itna saara...itni badi list toh nahi di thi maine, she still could not believe her eyes seeing the number of bags he had brought.

(I can see that but so much...the list I gave wasn't this long, she still could not believe her eyes seeing the number of bags he had brought.)

Arre woh actually mujhe jo jo pasand aata gaya main leta gaya, he confessed embarrassed while she laughed at his excitement.

(Actually I bought everything I liked, he confessed embarrassed while she laughed at his excitement.)

Waise baby kya kar rahi hai, he asked to divert the topic.

(By the way what is baby doing, he asked to divert the topic.)

Jabse aap gaye teen baar uth chuki hai...bas abhi soyi dobara, she replied while checking out the bags randomly.

(She woke up thrice ever since you left...she slept just now, she replied while checking out the bags randomly.)

Ruko main dikhata hoon, he held her hand.

(Wait I will show, he held her hand.)

Yeh baby ke liye kuch kapde...yeh diapers...towel...wipes...yeh tumne jo kaha tha dudh ki bottle and sipper...yeh baby ke liye oil, powder, body lotion wagarah aur yeh baby food...aur haan yeh baby ke liye kuch toys...i know woh abhi choti hai is se khelne ke liye but still pasand aa gaye toh le aaya, he excitedly showed her what all he shopped while she continued to look amazed seeing his precise shopping as she had missed so many necessary items in the list which he had himself got.

(These are some clothes for baby...some diapers...towel...wipes...this is bottle and sipper the way you said...oil, powder, body lotion etc and this is baby food...and yes these are some toys...i know she is too young to play with these but still I got as I liked them, he excitedly showed her what all he shopped while she continued to look amazed seeing his precise shopping as she had missed so many necessary items in the list which he had himself got.)

Raman aapko itna sab kaise pata hai babies ke baare mein, she finally questioned him about his deep knowledge about babies.

(Raman how you know so much about babies, she finally questioned him about his deep knowledge about babies.)

Pata nahi tha...jabse Mihika se sab sach pata chala tabse research kar raha tha toh bas pata chal gaya, he replied casually which she found too cute of him so immediately hugged him.

(I didn't know...but from the time Mihika told me everything since then I have been researching so I got to know, he replied casually which she found too cute of him so immediately hugged him.)

Raman Raman Raman suno na...dekho abhi baby so rahi hai...please mujhe bata do ki aisa kya hua tha ki humare beech itni duriyaan aayi...aapko abhi dekhke aisa lag raha hai jaise ki aapko bachon se bahut pyaar hai...phir kya ho gaya tha ki main engagement nahi karna chahti thi...please mujhe bata do na...mujhe kuch bhi samajh nahi aa raha hai...maine aapko hurt kiya aapne mujhe kiya...itna pyaar hai humare beech phir kaise humne ek dusre ko dukhi kar diya, she suddenly came to their incomplete conversation.

(Raman Raman Raman listen to me...baby is asleep for now...please tell me what happened between us that we got so distanced from each other...by seeing you like this it seems you love babies a lot...then what had happened that I didn't want our engagement to happen...please tell me right away...i just cannot understand anything...i had hurt you and you had hurt me...if we had so much love then how did we hurt each other, she suddenly came to their incomplete conversation.)

Calm down...sab batata hoon, he made her sit.

(Calm down...will tell you everything, he made her sit.)

Ok, she sat down holding his hand ready to listen to all of it which led to their sour relation.

---------------------------------------------------------------

Ishita us din tum engagement mein bahut late aayi thi...hum sab bahut tensed the kyunki tumhara kuch pata bhi nahi chal raha tha...i remember Appa Amma ko baar baar daant bhi rahe the...main bhi bahut bechain tha...tum humari meetings ke time bhi usually late ho jaati thi toh pehle mujhe laga aaj bhi tum late ho par phir bahut hi der ho gayi thi toh mujhe kuch darr sa lagne laga tha...jaise ki dil ishara de raha ho ki kuch galat hone wala hai, he started to narrate.

(Ishita that day you reached very late for our engagement...we all were really tensed as there was no information about you...I remember Appa scolded Amma many times...even I was very restless...you usually came late for our meetings as well so I thought it was a casual delay but then it was getting too late so I started getting scared...as if my heart was giving me a sign about the upcoming mis-happening, he started to narrate.)

Phir, she asked scared to what was coming ahead.

(Then, she asked scared to what was coming ahead.)

Phir jab finally tum aayi toh main bahut khush hua...par, he stopped suddenly.

(Then finally when you came and so I was very happy...but, he stopped suddenly.)

Par kya Raman, she held his hand even tighter knowing something was hurting him inside.

(But what Raman, she held his hand even tighter knowing something was hurting him inside.)

Par jab tum aayi tumne meri taraf dekha tak nahi...tum seedha apne Appa ke paas gayi aur tumne sagai rokne ki maang ki...now I know kyun ki thi par us time aisa laga jaise sab khatam ho gaya, he got emotional.

(But when you came you didn't even look at me...you directly when to your Appa and demanded to stop the engagement...now I know why you demanded that but at that time I felt as if everything was over, he got emotional.)

I am sorry, she mouthed knowing how much pain she had caused him.

Phir tumhare Appa nahi maane aur humari sagai ho gayi...us time mujhe tum par bahut gussa tha par ghar jaate hi humari sab mulakaatein yaad aa gayi...mera mann hua ki tumse puch lun ki kya wajah thi ki tumne sagai ke liye na ki...agar tumhe koi shikayat thi toh main use dur karna chahta tha...par jab tumhe call kiya toh Mihika ne phone uthaya...peeche se bachi ke rone ki aawaz aa rahi thi aur tum Mihika se keh rahi thi ki Raman ko bachi ki aawaz nahi sunayi deni chahie...aur wahin se mere dimaag mein shaq ka beej pad gaya, he accepted feeling ashamed of his own thoughts.

(Then your Appa didn't agree and we got engaged...i was very angry on you at that time but as soon as I reached home I recalled all our meetings...i felt like asking you why you didn't want to get engaged...if you had any complaints then I wanted to clear them...but when I called you Mihika took the call...a baby was crying in the background and you were telling Mihika to make sure I don't hear baby's voice...and right from there I got suspicious, he accepted feeling ashamed of his own thoughts.)

It's ok Raman...aapko bura feel karne ki zarurat nahi hai...haalaat hi waise ban gaye honge ki aapka shaq karna jaayaz tha...par maine aapse chupane ki koshish kyun ki...main toh sagai sirf rokna chahti thi taaki aapko sach bata sakun phir kyun chupane lagi, she rubbed his hand.

(It's ok Raman...you don't have to feel bad...conditions were such that your suspicions were justified...but why did I try to hide from you...i wanted to halt the engagement so that I could tell you the truth then why I tried to hide it, she rubbed his hand.)

Ishita mujhe Mihika ne bataya us din ghar jaane ke baad kya hua tha, he spoke.

(Ishita Mihika told me what all happened that day after reaching back home, he spoke.)

Kya, she asked.

(What, she asked.)

Appa Amma ne tumse pucha ki kya wajah thi tumhare us tarah achanak sagai ko rokne ki baat ki...tumne unhe sab kuch bataya aur kisi bhi normal parents ki tarah woh vishwaas nahi kar paaye...unke gale se yeh baat utar hi nahi paa rahi thi ki unki beti kisi anjaane ki beti ke liye apni zindagi barbaad karne chali thi...har maa baap ki tarah unhe behad chinta thi tumhari...bahut samjhaya unhone tumhe...baby ko police station mein deke aane ki baat ki...orphanage mein daalne aane ki baat ki...jahan tak ki uska pura kharcha tak dene ki baat ki...par tum kisi bhi baat pe nahi maani...tum toh bas mujhe sab kuch batana chahti thi is umeed mein ki main us bachi ko accept kar lunga...Par Appa ko darr tha ki main aisa kabhi nahi karunga aur ulta Rishta tod dunga...jiska asar unke business unki izzat aur unki beti teeno par hi hoga...bas isi baat par puri shaam behas chali aur phir unhone tumhe chup karane ke liye khud ki kasam di, he drew a picture of their past in front of her eyes.

(Amma Appa asked you the reason for trying to halt the engagement that way all of a sudden...you told them everything and like any other parents they too could not believe...they could not digest the fact that their daughter was on the verge of ruining her own life for someone else's daughter whom they didn't even know...like every parents they were too concerned for you...they had explained you so much...they suggested handing over the baby to the police...or keeping her in an orphanage...they even offered to take care of all the expense of the baby...but you didn't agree for anything...you only wanted to tell me everything hoping that I would accept the baby...but Appa had this fear that I will never do this and instead break the relation...which would affect his business, his prestige and his daughter all three...and this argument went on the whole evening and finally he had to take a promise from you to shut you up, he drew a picture of their past in front of her eyes.)

Phir maine unki kasam maanke aapko kuch nahi bataya hoga, she tried to guess.

(And then to keep his promise I might have not told you anything, she tried to guess.)

Nahi Ishita...jitni izzat tumhe Appa ki kasam ki thi utni hi izzat tumhe mere us waade ki bhi thi jo maine tumse liye tha...kabhi ek dusre se kuch bhi na chupane ka...aur usi waade ko nibhane ke liye tumne us raat faisla kiya ki tum mujhe agle din milke sab bata dogi...isilie tumne Mihika ko kaha tha ki main us bachi ki aawaz na sun paun kyunki tum mujhe agle din sab kuch shuru se batana chahti thi, he looked at her with love filled eyes.

(No Ishita...as much as you respected your Appa's promise, you respected the promise I took from you as well...to never hide anything from each other ever...and to keep that same promise you decided to tell me everything the next day...this is why you told Mihika to make sure not make me hear baby's voice as you wanted to meet me in person and tell everything right from the beginning, he looked at her with love filled eyes.)

Phir bataya na maine sab kuch aapko...us time aapne baby ko accept karne se mana kar diya tha kya jo mujhe laga ki aapne mera dil tod diya...kya hua tha Raman us din, she tried to connect everything.

(Then I told you everything right...did you refuse to accept the baby at that time that I thought you broke my heart...what had happened that day Raman, she tried to connect everything.)

Agle din tum mujhse milne toh aayi par mujhse mile bina hi laut gayi...maine tumhe jaate hue dekha aur tumhare haath mein baby ka kuch saaman dekha...mujhe laga tum mujhse milna hi nahi chahti thi...bas baby ka saaman lene aayi thi...bahut gussa aaya mujhe aur main wahan se chala gaya, he told her further.

(Next day you came to meet me but went away without meeting me...i saw you leaving with some baby stuff in your hand...i thought you just didn't want to meet me...and only came to fetch baby stuff...I was really very angry and left from there, he told her further.)

Arre...main aayi aapse milne aur bina mile chali gayi...aisa kyun, she sounded confused.

(Arre...I came to meet you and went back without meeting...why so, she sounded confused.)

Mujhe bhi kahan pata tha...woh toh ab Mihika ne bataya ki...

(Even I didn't know...now Mihika told me that...)

*The evening next to the engagement day*

Ishu kuch bolegi bhi ya bas aise hi gusse mein cheezen idhar udhar phenkti rahegi, Mihika asked as she caught another pillow that she threw angrily.

(Ishu will you say something or just continue to throw things here and there, Mihika asked as she caught another pillow that she threw angrily.)

Kya bolun main, she angrily took out clothes from her closet.

(What should I say, she angrily took out clothes from her closet.)

Arre yeh kapde kyun nikal diye closet se, Mihika tried to understand Ishita's actions.

(Why are taking out these clothes from the closet, Mihika tried to understand Ishita's actions.)

Bahut din se thik se nahi rakhe...aaj rakhungi, she tried to justify her habit of getting an OCD attack whenever she was upset.

(I didn't keep them properly since long...will do today, she tried to justify her habit of getting an OCD attack whenever she was upset.)

Ok ok rakh le but bata toh hua kya, Mihika started helping her hyper friend.

(Ok ok do it but atleast tell me what happened, Mihika started helping her hyper friend.)

Jab main wahan pahunchi na toh maine Raman ko baat karte suna kisi se...shayad unka dost tha koi...woh dono kisi teesre dost ke baare mein baat kar rahe the...jisko shayad recently baby hua...baat kya Mihika to be direct woh us dost ka mazaak uda rahe the...mujhe apne kaanon par vishwas nahi hua jab Raman ne kaha ki bache married life mein hindrance hote hain...i mean kounsa acha aadmi aise kahega yaar...koi itna selfish kaise ho sakta hai, Ishita grinned her teeth.

(When I reached there I heard Raman talking to someone...probably with his friend...they both were talking about some third friend of theirs...who probably had a baby recently...not talk Mihika but they were laughing at his expanse...I could not believe my ears when Raman said that kids are a hindrance in married life...i mean which gentleman would say that...how can someone be so selfish, Ishita grinned her teeth.)

Ishu ho sakta hai tune aadhi baat suni ho...woh log kuch aur baat kar rahe honge...kisi aur context mein shayad...tujhe puchna toh chahie tha na Raman jeeju se, Mihika tried to calm her down.

(Ishu maybe you have heard an incomplete conversation...they might be talking about something else...in some other context maybe...you could have asked Raman jeeju atleast, Mihika tried to calm her down.)

Jis bhi context mein kaha ho...maine apne kaanon se Raman ko kehte suna hai ki unhe bache nahi chahie...atleast shadi ke 7-8 saal tak...unhone kaha bache bandhan paida karte hain...kalko kya pata keh de biwi bandhan paida kar rahi hai...jis insaan ko khud ke bache nahi chahie Mihika woh meri beti ko kya accept karega, Ishita put extra stress on the word "Meri Beti".

(In whatever context he said that...i heard Raman saying that he does not want kids...atleast not for 7-8 years after marriage...he said kids take away your freedom...tomorrow he might say wife took away his freedom...the man who does not want his own baby would never accept my daughter, Ishita put extra stress on the word "My Daughter".)

Ishita tu baat ko badha rahi hai...khud se kuch assume mat kar...ek baar baithke baat karle unse...kya pata kuch work out ho jaaye, Mihika tried one last time.

(Ishita you are just increasing the matter...don't just assume anything on your own...just talk to him once...who knows something gets worked out, Mihika tried one last time.)

Kuch work out nahi hoga Mihika...mujhse ho gayi galti ek galat insaan se pyaar karne ki...mujhe toh is bachi ka shukrguzaar hona chahie...iske bahane se mujhe pata toh chala ki Raman ki soch kya hai...kahan main unke saath family start karne ke sapne dekh rahi thi...kahan unhe family life hi bandhan lagti hai, she cried hugging her friend.

(Nothing will be worked out Mihika...I made a mistake of loving a wrong man...I should be thankful to this baby...because of her i atleast got to know Raman's thought proces...I was dreaming to start a family with Raman but for him family life is a suffocation, she cried hugging her friend.)

*Present day*

Raman yeh sab...maine aapke aur baby ke beech ek bahut hi pyaara aur gehra Rishta mehsus kiya hai...main maan hi nahi sakti ki aapne woh sab kaha hoga, she looked at him unable to believe what she heard.

(Raman all this...I have felt a lovely and deep relation between you and the baby...i just cannot believe it that you had said all of that, she looked at him unable to believe what she heard.)

Kaha toh tha Ishita par waise nahi jaise tumne samjha...main Bala aur Mihir us din milne waale the...tumse bhi milna tha islie maine Bala aur Mihir ko ek ghanta pehle bula liya tha...Mihir aa gaya par Bala late ho gaya...Bala ko kuch din pehle hi beti hui thi...toh Mihir keh raha tha shayad beti ki wajah se Bala late hua...toh main bas keh raha tha ki bache kaise zindagi badal dete hain...Bala ab beti ka itna dhyaan rakhta hai par pehle toh bachon se kitna chidhta tha... Woh saare shabd jo tumne sune the woh Bala ke the main toh bas repeat kar raha tha...mujhe toh bache behad pasand hain...bas tumhe kabhi batane ka mauka nahi mila...mann hi mann toh maine socha hua tha ki humare bache, he suddenly bit his tongue realizing what he was going to say.

(I had said all of that Ishita but not in the way you took it...I, Bala and Mihir were supposed to meet that day...i had to meet you as well so I had asked Mihir and Bala to come there one hour before...Mihir came but Bala got late...Bala had been blessed with a girl recently only...so Mihir was saying that Bala might have gotten late because of his baby...so I was saying that kids completely change your life...Bala takes care of his baby girl so much now but earlier he used to dislike babies...all the words that you heard were of Bala and I was just repeating them...i love kids unconditionally...it is just that I never got a chance to tell you...i had even thought inside about our kids, he suddenly bit his tongue realizing what he was going to say.)

I am sorry Raman...I am really sorry...aapki aadhi baat sunke maine sab kuch bigaad diya apne haathon se...isilie shayad humare bade kehte hain ki aadha sach ek pure jhuth se jyada khatarnaak hota hai...kya kya soch liya maine aapke baare mein, she cried apologetically folding her hands shamefully.

(I am sorry Raman...I am really sorry...listening to half of your conversation I ruined everything with my own hands...maybe this is why our elders say that an incomplete truth is more dangerous than a complete lie...I had thought such wrong things about you, she cried apologetically folding her hands shamefully.)

Please don't cry Ishita...tumne toh mere muqaable kuch bhi nahi socha, now it was his turn to tell her the most crucial part.

(Please don't cry Ishita...you didn't think anything wrong in comparison to what I thought, now it was his turn to tell her the most crucial part.)

Matlab, she looked at him wiping off her tears.

(What do you mean, she looked at him wiping off her tears.)

Us din tum milne aake bhi nahi mili toh main bahut naaraz tha...par tumse shayad pyaar itna karta tha ki humare bikharte rishte ko baar baar jodne ki koshish kar raha tha...do din baad main tumhare ghar aaya...mujhe achanak dekhke tum aur Amma dono ghabra gaye...Amma jaldi se ander gayi room mein shayad baby ko chupane...tum mujhe gusse bhari nigahon se dekh rahi thi...main baat karne hi waala tha par tabhi baby royi...maine pucha ki ghar mein koi aur hai kya par tumne na keh diya aur apne kamre mein chali gayi...main peeche aaya toh tumne mere muh pe darwaaza band kar diya, he started to steal eyes from her knowing he was going to accept his most shameful deed now.

(I was upset with the fact that you didn't meet me even after coming to meet me...but maybe I loved you so much that I was trying to mend our broken relation again and again...i came to your house two days later...you and your Amma both got tensed seeing me suddenly...Amma hurriedly went inside probably to hide the baby...you were looking at me with angry eyes...i was about to strike a conversation but just then baby cried...i asked if there is someone else in the house but you said now and went in...i came after you but you slammed the door at my face, he started to steal eyes from her knowing he was going to accept his most shameful deed now.)

Phir, she asked attentively not blinking her eyes for once.

(Then, she asked attentively not blinking her eyes for once.)

Phir woh sab dekhke mujhe laga ki shayad woh bacha jise tum mujhse chupane ki koshish kar rahi thi...woh tumhara tha kisi aur ke saath, he slowly stammered while confessing his crime.

(Then seeing all that I thought that maybe the baby you were trying to hide from me...that baby is yours with someone else, he slowly stammered while confessing his crime.)

Kisi aur ke saath, she repeated his words feeling shocked and disgusted at the same time while her hands immediately left his.

(With someone else, she repeated his words feeling shocked and disgusted at the same time while her hands immediately left his.)

Ishita listen to me...mujhe kuch bhi samajh nahi aa raha tha...it was all happening too fast and all of a sudden...maine bachi ko dekha nahi tha...uski age and all ka kuch idea nahi tha...sach kahun toh hota bhi toh bhi yahi sochta...i had lost my sanity...bas sab kuch connect karke yeh soch baitha ki you cheated on me...I am sorry...really...i didn't mean any of my thoughts...bas pata nahi kaise aa gaya dimag mein ki tumne mujhe dhokha diya hai, he regretted his dirty thoughts while locking back her hands in his.

(Ishita listen to me...i just could not understand anything...it was all happening too fast and all of a sudden...i never saw the baby...I had no idea about her age and all...to be honest even if I had an idea I would have still thought the same...i had lost my sanity...i just connected everything and felt that you cheated on me...i don't know how it all came to my mind but I felt betrayed, he regretted his dirty thoughts while locking back her hands in his.)

Raman shant ho jaiye...main samajh gayi hoon sab...aapki koi galti nahi thi...jaise maine aapke baare mein galat socha waise hi aapne socha...aapka sochna toh shayad banta bhi tha...incidents hi aise hue...koi bhi aise hi connect karta...hum dono ki hi galti thi aur hum dono ki hi nahi thi, she consoled him as he cried regretfully.

(Raman calm down...i have understood everything...you were nowhere at fault...the way I thought wrongly about you, same way you did...your thoughts were even justified...anyone would connect the way you did...we both were at fault and we both weren't at fault, she consoled him as he cried regretfully.)

Phir bhi Ishita jo bhi tha main tumhe jaanta tha...mujhe waisa nahi socha chahie tha, he cursed himself.

(Still Ishita whatever it was I had known you...i shouldn't have thought the way I did, he cursed himself.)

Jaanti toh main bhi thi aapko phir bhi galat soch baithi na, she tried to defend him against him.

(Even I knew you but still I misunderstood you, she tried to defend him against him.)

Hmm, he nodded still unconvinced.

Aur phir aise hi hum ek dusre ko galat samajhte rahe aur un uljhanon ke rehte hi shaadi ke bandhan mein bandh gaye, she made a statement more like a question.

(And then we continued to misunderstand each other and got married amidst all those confusions right, she made a statement more like a question.)

Haan...actually nahi...mere ghar mein kisi ko yeh sab pata nahi tha toh woh log toh shaadi ke liye excited the hi...maine maa ko bataya bhi ki main tumse shaadi nahi karna chahta...unhone papa se baat ki par papa ne maa se rishta todne ki baat kar di islie main shaadi ke liye maan gaya...phir bas sab rasmein dhoom dhaam se shuru hui...jis din humari mehandi ka function tha us din Bala aur Vandu mile the tumse...Vandu ne tumhe bataya ki mujhe bachon se kitna pyaar hai aur usi time tumhe tumhari galti ka ehsaas ho gaya...tumhari toh sab misunderstandings clear ho gayi thi aur isilie us din se tum baar baar mujhe manane ki mujhse baat karne ki koshish karne lagi, he recited ahead.

(Yes...actually no...nobody at my house knew all this so they all were very excited for the wedding...i told Maa that I didn't want to marry you...she talked to Papa but Papa said he will break relation with Maa so I agreed for the marriage...then all the rituals started at a grand scale...the day we had mehandi function Bala and Vandu had met you...Vandu told you how much I loved kids and you realized your mistake immediately...all your misunderstanding were cleared and so right from that day you started to coax me, tried talking to me, he recited ahead.)

Par aapko toh kuch clear nahi hua tha na Raman, she sadly exclaimed.

(But nothing was clear to you Raman, she sadly exclaimed.)

Haan isilie tumhari har koshish bekaar gayi...kaash koi Vandu mujhe bhi sab sach bata deti toh main woh galti na karta jo mujhse hui...tum mujhe manati jaati aur main akadta jaata...shadi ke pehle aur shadi ke baad na jaane kitne Anmol pal gawaye hain maine...jahan tak ki jab hum shadi ke baad pehli baar ghumne gaye wahan bhi maine tumse bahut rudely behave kiya, he kneeled down repenting for his actions.

(Yah and that's why all your efforts went waste...i wish there was some Vandu who would have told me everything too and I wouldn't have made the mistake I made...you kept coaxing me and I kept growing rude...i don't even know how many priceless moments I wasted before and after our wedding...when we went for a holiday after our marriage for the first time even there I behaved very rudely with you, he kneeled down repenting for his actions.)

Par Raman ek baat samajh nahi aayi...jab mujhe sab pata chal gaya tha phir maine aapko kyun kuch nahi bataya, she brought him back onto the sofa close to her.

(But Raman I didn't understand one thing...when I got to know everything then why didn't I tell you everything, she brought him back onto the sofa close to her.)

Kyunki ab tum humare rishte ko time dena chahti thi...ab shayad tumhe samajh aa gaya tha ki is se pehle ki hum ek bahut badi zimmedaari le humen apne vishwas ko pakka karna tha...nayi nayi shadi mein tum ek bache ki zimmedaari na jodke humare rishte ko majbut karna chahti thi...tum chahti thi ki yeh gehra raaz mujhe tab pata chale jab humara Rishta bhi ek gehraayi paa chuka ho...par Ishita tum mujhse chupke apni Amma se ya Mihika se us bachi ke baare mein continuously baat karti thi jis se mera shaq aur pakka hota jaa raha tha...main bahut chahta ki tumhari har koshish ko support karun par jaise hi tumhe phone par dekhta mera gussa wapis aa jaata, he continued.

(Because now you wanted to give time to our relation...maybe you had realized the fact that before we take up a very big responsibility we had to make the trust between us strong...you wanted to make our relation strong by not burdening our newly married life with the responsibility of a baby...you wanted me to know this deep truth when our relation had gained a depth as well...but Ishita you used to talk to your Amma and Mihika enquiring about the baby hiding from me and this was just confirming all my doubts...I so wanted to support all your trials but as soon as I saw you on the phone I used to fume in anger, he continued.)

Aur main...main giri kaise, she felt too heavy after hearing everything but at the same time wanted to know the last bit as well.

(And I...how did I fall down, she felt too heavy after hearing everything but at the same time wanted to know the last bit as well.)

Us din tumne hum dono ke liye kuch special plan kiya tha...room bhi decorate kiya tha jaise kal raat kiya tha bilkul waise hi...woh sab dekhke maine bhi mann bana liya tha ki aaj tumse sab puch lunga...kyunki sach yahi tha ki meri nafrat tumhare pyaar ke aage choti padne lagi thi...par tabhi achanak, his eyes dropped as he recalled the most painful day of his life; their life.

(That day you had planned something special for us...you had even decorated the room just the way you did last night...seeing all that even I had decided that today I will ask you everything...because the ultimate truth was that my hatred was losing to your love...but then suddenly, his eyes dropped as he recalled the most painful day of his life; their life.)