PART 2
Beautiful she was. She smiled and I noticed that her smile didn't reach her eyes. I smiled back in a similar manner
"Kahaan jaa rahe ho?" She asked innocently
"Mumbai " I answered reluctantly
"Wow! Do you work there?" Curiosity evident in her voice
"No" I replied bluntly
"Khadoos" she muttered and I could not stop chuckling
Even 'she' used to call me so.
"Aap kaha? " before I could complete my question, she told, "Mumbai. First time jaa rahi hoon to thoda dar bhi lag raha hai. Lekin jaana to hai"
"Job issues maybe na. But can't you find a decent job in Delhi. Seems like you're decently educated. Aren't you? Haa. Ghar main majboori hoga tho aisa kadam uthaana hi padega. Thek hai"
"Oye, kudkud bandh karoge apna? Kuch bola nahi sab kuchh assume kar liya. Have you heard about Ruchi Food House? That belongs to my"
"So you're a Madrasi. I see. "
"Madrasi nahi Malayali"
"Ek hi to baat hai"
"Saari southies madrasi nahi hote. Apna encyclopaedia badalwaane ka time ho gaya hai"
"To Madam aish karne ke liye Mumbai jaa rahi ho?"
"Nahi. Apne pyaar ko dhoondhne ke liye" hope brimming in her eyes
"Pyaar. Mumbai mein? Paagal ho gayi ho kya?"
"Aapko paagalpann lagega. Aap kya jaane apne nohabbat ko kho dena ka dard"
Kaise btaayein kyun tujhko chahe yaara btaa na paaye
Baatein dilo ki dekho jo baagi aankhein tujhe samjhaye
Tu jaane na... tu jaane na... tu jaane na... tu jaane na
"Boliye na. Shaayas mujhe samajh aaye aur aapka dard bhi kam ho jaaye. Maybe I can help you in Mumbai " I told. Laughing at my own actions of running away from my love.
"Subbu naam hai uska. Matlab I call him Subbu. Subrahmaniam Iyengar. Basically he is a Tamilian and I am a Bhattathiri from Kerala. Interstate you know"
"So family was villain"
"Arre yaar nahi. Poore to suni. Villain to khud woh tha. Uska ego. Mera bhi
We knew that we loved each other but didn't want to admit the same. Irrevocably in love, we were. We thought that words were not necessary to express and feel that
Milke bhi hum na mile tum se na jaane kyun
Meelon ke hai faasle Tum se na jaane kyun
Anjaane hai silsale Tum se na jaane kyun
Sapne hai Palkon tale tum se na jaane kyun...
Kaise btaayein kyun tujhko chahe yaara btaa na paaye
Baatein dilo ki dekho jo baagi aankhein tujhe samjhaye
Tu jaane na... tu jaane na... tu jaane na... tu jaane na
All went fine until Abhimanyu came to Delhi. Abhimanyu is my Paternal Aunt's son. My cousin. Or more precisely my 'muracherukkan'. Whom i was to be in nuptial bond according to the custom.
I was forced to spend more time with Mani. Under the context of courtship. How badly I wished Subbu come and tell me how much he needed me"
Khayalon mein lakhon baatein yun tu keh gaya
Bola kuch na tere samne
Ooo huea na be-gaane bhi tum hoke haar ke
Dekho tum na mere hi bane
Afsos hota hai dil bhi yeh rota hai
Sapne sanjota hai pagla hua soche yeh
Hum the mile tumse na jaane kyun
How much I loved him. Alas he didn't seem to bother. All those moments we shared together flashed in front of me, always. But maybe I was the only one bothered. He left me. Asking me to move on with Mani. Coldly. As if I was nobody to him. Maybe I was nobody. And ran away to Mumbai"
I was caught in deep thought. But I responded.
"Maybe he loved you all along. But couldn't muster up enough courage to say that he loves you. Maybe he thought Mani was better for you. Maybe he was not sure about your feelings. Even you couldn't tell him right. By the way , where is Mani?"
"The courtship proved that I belong to elsewhere. It was like stabbing myself each time, a moment spent with Mani. I hated myself for being part of his beautiful dreams. And one day I told him everything. Just before he slid the engagement ring into my finger. And that ine day is today. You see , I will have to find him and tell him I love him.
And about what you told initially. Impressive. You men think the same or what. Mani explained this to me and I am here. Going to Mumbai."
I looked into her eyes. I looked onto her face. She is beautiful. Very beautiful. How can someone run away from her
Wait a second. Was she telling my story?
"I love you" I told her. Deeply looking into her eyes
I saw her eyes moisten. Lips trembled