Ishra FF Destiny- A cruel game updated chp 17- I just love you- pg 36 - Page 17

This part is dedicated

to my dad and mom, to the dads and moms of who are reading this and to every dad and mom of this world.

Dad- a son's first hero and a daughter's first love

I know a girl, she puts the color inside of my world. She is my daughter.

I love it when he smiles, it's cute when he laughs. Everytime I look at him, I remember the first time he looked into my eyes and now I can't imagine my life without him. Yes, that little boy has me wrapped around his finger.

Raman's Pov:

Adi, my first child, there are no words with me to tell how ecstatic I felt when I held him in my arms. The joy of becoming a father is the greatest joy ever. The moment you hold the baby in your hand, you feel you are the luckiest man in the world, as if you have achieved everything in your life. That feeling is the most special feeling. Everytime your child calls you dad you feel you have got all that you wanted. The first time you here the word DAD' from your little child's mouth nothing can describe the happiness.

He was my little child who grew up with me. They say when you become a father you become the little child you were back then playing with him, living those little moments again, fulfilling every wish of your child, doing those crazy things you did when you were a child. All of a sudden you become so powerful that you can fight the whole world for your child. You'll do anything for that tiny little smile on his face. And I could do anything for Adi.

I felt I was the happiest person on this world, but then he went away from me and all that happiness also went away along with him. I cried every day for him until Ishita came and brought happiness in my life, made me a father to Ruhi again. But, no one call fill the void of him. I still cry for him, but the only difference is this time Ishita is with me to support. His little hands stole my heart and his little feet ran away with it.

A few months back when he called me DAD' after years I felt my son born again, I felt a father in me born again. I felt that void in my heart filled again though he still didn't completely accept me I felt so happy. And today when he said that if he wouldn't be born I felt myself dying. Those words killed me. He is my life, and I'll wait all my life to get back that life.

Ishita had come to sleep here today and I was thankful for that. I looked at the little angel sitting in between me and Ishita. She was my princess. They say you can love only one woman- without whom you can't live and you feel you can never love anyone as much as her, my Ishita, but then you'll fall in love again. This love, it is different, it is like love at first sight. It is born instantly. You fall in love with your daughter and I fell in love with my cute little daughter.

I fell in love with her the moment I saw her, but I just couldn't show it until Ishita came and then a father in me was born again. I felt those joys again. Even now I feel guilty of not giving her the love she deserved. How much she must have suffered? I gave a peck on her forehead making a silent promise that I would protect her from the whole world. She sprang into my arms calling me papa and that made me love this little girl more, made the father in me rejoice. I adore her smile, I cherish her hugs, I admire her heart, but most of all I love that she is my daughter. She asked me if he would buy and give her the favourite game, I said no for fun and then I saw her cute pout and when she did that I could never deny her and immediately nodded my head and asked for a kiss and she gave me instantly and my heart jumped. How did I miss all this? Ruhi jumped to Ishita's arms.

I'll never ever let anything harm Ruhi in the slightest sense. She is my princesses, my first love.

I'll never leave my kids ever. They are our life. Humari jaan basti hai Ruhi aur Adi mein.

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Mothers, hold their children's hands for a while...hearts forever.

There is nothing like the love between a mother and a son.

If you need me, call me. I don't care if I am sleeping, if I am having my own problems or if I'm angry at you. If you need me and if you need to ta talk me, I'll always be there for you, no matter how big or small the problem is, I'll be there for you- from a mother to a daughter.

Ishita's Pov:

The first time someone calls you maa, you just can't help but smile, let a few tears of joy roll down and thank for the best gift ever given by god. My daughter is the best and I am lucky to be called as ma by her. I get to wake her up everyday, get her ready, plait her hair; make her have her food, drop her to school, pick her up from school, help her in homework, put her to sleep and I am the luckiest because I get to do it. She makes my day. She stole my heart. I fell in love with her instantly. She is a miracle and this miracle is in whom my life resides.

Ruhi, when I see her I feel to take every pain of hers and see her smile which makes me smile. She is not my biological daughter, but my real daughter. I smile if I see her smile, I laugh if I see her laugh, I cry if I see her cry. I can't explain you this relationship in words. Our relationship is not made of flesh and blood but of hearts and that's why I say she is my real daughter. Everytime I see her I feel she stays blessed, everytime I hear her calling me Ishima I feel blessed.

I had made the biggest mistake of my life when I left her and I vow today to never leave her because I just cannot leave her.

I saw my Ravan Kumar putting his arms across me as he slept. He was m Ravan Kumar and this Ravan Kumar reminded me of Adi- his junior version, junior Ravan Kumar. I had always loved him. I shared a different bond with him. It was different of all the bonds. There is an unsaid bond between us. We have never expressed our love to each other, I don't know if he loves me like a mother, but likes me for sure and that unsaid things are known to only us. I could see that he acknowledged me as his mother in his heart from his eyes. He always said that he hated me, ofcourse he was the junior Ravan Kumar right. So, he always showed me his love in his hatred. I love for him, care for him, wish for him like a mother and he does the same like a son, but only the words are unsaid. And, I am sure this time when he comes to mihika and mihir's wedding I'll make him realise that and with these beautiful thoughts I fell asleep.

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Daddy, I may find my prince but you will always be my first love.

Mom, nothing could be better than you.

Dad, you are someone to look up no matter how tall I have grown.

A mother understands what a child does not say.

Ruhi's Pov:

I got up and saw the two people whom I loved the most beside me and felt that I was the luckiest because I had the best papa and best mumma in the world.

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A dad is someone who holds you when you cry, scolds you when you break the rules, shines with pride when you succeed and has faith when you fail.

Dad...Remembering you is easy, I do it everyday, but missing you is the heartache that never goes away.

A mother's heart is a special place where children always have a home.

Dear Mom, I may not like you always. We may have arguments and fights sometimes. But, there is one thing that you should know I love you always and forever.

Adi's pov:

I broke down as I cut the call. I have always craved for a mother's and father's love. I love Dad and Ishima- I don't if I can call her that. But, I am scared to get close to them. My mother betrayed me, would they also betray me?

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Will these hearts stay together forever or destiny has other plans?

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Pitah se hai naam tera
Pitah pehchaan teri
Jiye jis sahaare pe tu
Pitah se woh saans mili
Hai pitah, rab tera

Ho Ishwar Allah, Jitne bhi Rab hain
Noor tera tujh mein hi sab hai (x2)

Rab hai hai
Tu hi sab hai hai
Rab hai hai
Tu hi sab hai hai

Pitah ka mol hai kya
Paas reh ke jaana nahi
Pyar pita se karein
Ye keh na paayein kabhi
Hai pita sab tera

Ho Ishwar Allah, Jitne bhi Rab hain
Noor tera tujh mein hi sab hai (x2)

Pita ke aashirwad se tune sab kuch paya hai
Kya lekar tu aaya jag mein
Aur kya tune kamaaya hai (x2)

Pita ka rutba sab se ooncha
Rab ke roop samaan hai
Pita ki ungli thaam ke chal toh
Rastaa bhi aasaan hai
Pita ka saaya sar pe ho toh
Kadmon mein aakaash hai
Pita hai poonji, Kho jaaye toh
Phir kya tere paas hai

Pita bana na hasti teri
Naa koi tera thikana hai
Pita ke naam se aana jag mein
Pita ke naam se jaana hai (x2)

Ishwar Allah, Jitne bhi Rab hain
Noor tera.. tujh mein hi sab hai (x2)

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