Ishra SS Your problem is My Problem - Pg 107 (completed) - Page 40

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Thoda matured theme hai...SO kids stay away!

This part has an overdose of romance as well...so pls kids and innocent souls keep away!

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Part 10

kya sochenge?? Aur yeh door aise kyun bandh kiya??? Aiyoo murugan main kal..."

Without giving her a chance to speak further, he grabbed her closer and sealed her lips with his.

When she stopped resisting him, he parted to reply, "kya sochenge???yahi sochenge ke hum dono normal pati patni bann gaye...as simple as that...ab chalo..."

She tried to speak further, "Raman, suno na...mujhe kuch important baat kehna tha..."

He wrapped his arms around her as he walked to the bed and replied, "sab kuch keh dena...whats the hurry?? You have the whole night to talk...Tum kehti rehna but just let me do what I want to, ok?"

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His fingers were busy playing with her hair as his face dipped into the nook of her neck, kissing at her most sensitive point which he had explored and found last night. He knew that this gesture of his turned her own and she wont be able to stop him from then on. She was finding it difficult to talk as his passionate onslaught was taking a toll on her senses. Her words only escaped her lips as a moan which drove him even wilder.

When he finally parted to unbutton her kurti, she tried to speak, "Suno na Raman"

He replied but his fingers doing its task simultaneously, "bolo na Ishita...bolne se mana thodi na kiya hai..."

She hissed as she felt his lips teasing her skin, "but Raman..."

It was clear that he was in no mood of a conversation and her words were going into deaf ears. He wasn't going to stop his intimate touches which were driving her crazy and invading away her sanity as well.

Her words trailed off as he rose up to capture her lips. That took away the last thought of talking to him from her head. There were no words from then on. She slowly responded back and lay back for him to conquer her over. He deepened his kiss savouring every taste and flavour of her fervently.

She took her time to groove into the flow but then when Raman was in his play mood, nothing could stop him.

What followed was a wild passionate night!

A few hours later, they lay exhausted in each others comforting embrace. She slowly spoke up as sleep had escaped her eyes long back.

"Raman, I went to the gynaec's clinic today...scan aur baaki tests bhi karwaali"

That was a surprise to him as he didn't expect her to pursue all that so soon. He hid his surprise and replied, "hmm...accha kiya"

She went on as his hands caressed her back gently as if rocking her to sleep, "Doctor se bhi mili...unnone scan dekha aur kaha ke natural conception ka chances feeble hai...phir bhi kuch din aur try karne ko kaha hai...blockage remove karenge toh chances hai...usska procedure bhi karna hai..."

He just nodded wondering what was going on inside her head as she narrated her visit. He could feel desperation and at the same time, a sort of nervousness in her voice. He realized that she hesitated to tell it to him. So he added, "sunn raha hoom...bolo kya baat hai"

She slowly added, "Doctor ne kuch instructions diya hai Raman...ek chart aur calculation bhi...I mean monthly periods ke isaab se kis din pe karna..."

He cut through her words sensing her discomfort to talk about it, "hmmm I understand...aage bolo"

She gathered up and went on, "We shouldn't have done it today..."

He couldn't believe what he heard her say. He could sense his anger soaring up.

Before he flared up, she added, "But its ok...bas aage se humein unn dates ka khayaal rakhna chahiye aur...kuch cheezein aur bhi hai Raman...we should follow all her advices for better results..."

He parted a little and looked at her face weirdly. He wasn't angry at her but he didn't seem pleased either with what she said.

He zipped his mouth tightly because he knew that it would get over the top if he started answering back to her mad theories. He didn't reply neither did he nod. He closed his eyes, a tad worried about her. He knew he had started all this and lit up a ray of hope inside her but then her talks indicated that she was taking it all too far. Had he unknowingly created a negative stir inside her? What if nothing works out in their favour? Her disappointment and dejected feeling would be inevitable. Moreover, this wasn't what he desired for too. He had desired for a happy married life as husband and wife in all meanings. In the journey towards that, a baby was only a bonus but was never his final destination. But from her desperation, he could feel that it was her only goal in the entire journey as husband and wife. They were in different planes and that thought was really unnerving for him.

She slept soon after but his sleep seemed to have got lost now.

It was just the beginning of sleepless nights. In the days that followed he realized that he had opened up a Pandora box of problems inside her which can never be shut now till she had a baby.

He had relief in one thing that her love for Ruhi only grew with each passing day but he truly wished that she showers such unconditional love on him too. But ironically, her love seemed limited to her want for a baby from him or rather he felt so from her behaviour at times.

One night as she elaborated the instructions for the intercourse, he had jokingly taunted, "ab mujhe yeh sab tumse seekhna padega?"

She chose to ignore it and went on and on. Though he made it sound like a joke, he wasn't really joking as he was literally annoyed with her over indulgence into the problem.

Every love making session or rather the baby making attempt of theirs was preceded with her so called instructions of how to do it, totally ruining his mood. It was reason enough to get him irritated and put him off.

She didn't stop at just that. Soon after the intercourse, she ended up with complaints of sorts, either blaming his hurry or his ignoring of what the doctor adviced. She was getting more obsessed with it after each night.

Yes he was frustrated and angry but then what hurt him more was her deteriorating mind state. With every passing month, or to be precise an unsuccessful month, the desperation and helplessness was making her more obsessed and totally submerged in self pity and despair.

The chores at home and her responsibilities were also taking a toll on her. There were nights when he was fully charged up but then she turned him off saying that it wasn't the right day and there were days when he was totally exhausted and came in late to find her all ready for the night. He did get angry but then tried his best to keep his annoyance at the minimum. He didn't want to add onto her agonies by fighting with her on such matters. He tried his best to adhere to everything she wanted and please her as much as possible.

Their relationship was really on a tight ropewalking mode and Raman had become the most supportive husband, and transformed into someone very different from his real personality. It was proof enough to know how much he loved his wife and cared for her happiness. He was sacrificing his pleasures, desires and happiness for her sake. He did everything to make her dream come true. She had her monthly tests and check ups regularly. She also had the block removal procedure done and that had a rest period of almost a month when he had a tough time maintaining the distance. He controlled himself even though he took immense care of her and did all the intimate chores for her.

Despite all that, in the deepest of his heart, her over obsession disturbed him endlessly.

At the end of her rest period, he thought perhaps a change of place, a weekend getaway would relax her and they could spend quality time together. So he planned a trip for just the two of them. That night, as they lay on the bed, his fingers seductively nudging through her fingers, he voiced

"Ishita, I am planning a weekend getaway...thayaariyaan karlena..."

He instantly added remembering the previous picnic, "Nahi tum rehne dho...pichli baar maine plan kiya toh tumne haddiyon ki line lagaa diya tha...so this time I will plan everything...you just come with me and remember that its just the two of us..."

She nodded with a shy smile and then instantly spoke up remembering something, "Raman, not this weekend...let's go next week na?"

"Kyun? Kisi ke dhaant todne ka emergency hai kya?" his mocking question was almost instantaneous while she frowned and replied, "Aiyoo Raman...woh baat nahi hai...woh mere dates yaad hai na..."

He understood what she was meaning and cut through her words angrily, "kabhi toh baby ke aage bhi socho yaar...sab kuch aise calculations ke isaab se nahi hota...our happiness matters first Ishita..."

Main hoon gumsum tu bhi khamosh hai
Sach hai samay ka hi sab dosh hai
Dhadkan dhadkan ik gham rehta hai
Jaane kyu phir bhi dil kehta hai
Jee le zara, jee le zaraa
Kehta hai dil jee le zara
Aye humsafar, aye humnawa
Aa paas aa jee le zara

But she seemed stubborn not to understand even basic things. Her logical thinking was indeed blinded with the baby dream and the desperation. She argued back, "But Raman, baby bhi humaare khushi keliye hi hai na? Remember, aapne hi kaha tha..."

He snapped her, "haan maine bohat baatein kaha tha ...aur tumne bhi bohat saare lectures diye teh about love, love making and baby making...yaad hai na kitna sunaaya tha tumne?? Ab kya hua?? What on earth are we doing with our life??? You are so engrossed and obsessed into your problems that you forget everything else Ishita?? You forget the real purpose of this life...Sometimes, I get a feel that you wont even let me touch you once we are done with all this! "

He didn't meant to hurt her or even alienate her with her problems but then she took it all in the wrong sense, blame it on her weak vulnerable mindstate.

She whimpered, "My problems Raman??? When did it become just mine Raman??? You told me that my problems are yours as well...isiliye toh maine..."

Her words trailed off as a sob escaped her lips.

He knew that he had touched her weak nerve and so turned to her side to console her, "I didn't mean it that way Ishita...I am just trying to make you understand..."

Her silent retrieval and recoiling away from him made him realize that she wouldn't understand all this so easily. So it was better not to broach on the topic or try to advice her now.

He switched the topic immediately and pulled her into his arms breaking away all her denials and protests with just one statement,

"Now come on...let's not waste tonight...Its a favourable day, right?"

She forgot all her anger and jumped at the thought.

In the spur of the moment, be it the love, desire and physical attraction for each other, or just her undying hope for yet another successful attempt, they made love or made an effort to make a baby resting all other thoughts, burying all other worries, atleast for the night.

Hai zindagi mana dard bhari
Phir bhi isme ye raahat bhi hai
Main hoon tera aur tu hai meri
Yunhi rahe hum, ye chahat bhi hai
Phir dil ke dil se, pul kyu toote hain
Kyun hum jeene se itne roothe hain
Aa dil ke darwaaze hum khole
Aa hum dono jee bhar ke ro le
Jee le zara, jee le zaraa
Kehta hai dil jee le zara
Aye humsafar, aye humnawa
Aa paas aa jee le zaraa

[To be continued]

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I know thoda sad sad update hai but then tried to make it as realistic as possible...I know all would feel that Ishita is going over board but then its difficult for her too. Next update will have her point of view!

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Omg Vidya...u r brilliant

I can totally understand Ishita going overboard and respect to Raman for actually understanding and taking care of Ishita so well. But he is right, somethings should not be planned and Ishita might just be setting her hopes too high. I hope she gets why Raman is saying so soon.