MY FORBIDDEN LOVE
Dear Universe,
Though we were neighbors, neither of us had actually been to each others house... I suppose, I've seen the living cum dining area a couple of times, whenever AuntyToshi would drag me inside and try to feed me the Parathas soaked in Gee, saying that I'm too thin and need to put on weight like her. BUT as for Raman this was his first time being in my house. We've always kept our LOVE under the wraps though our Parents are really close friends, were they close enough to accept each other to become more than being just neighbors/friends is something I never stopped thinking about. Yet Raman and I could NOT stop from falling in love with each other, something our HEARTS knew but our LIPS couldn't utter. Raman's parents had gone to their native town for some special prayers, leaving Raman behind or should I say that Raman refused to go with them... reason was his work. LIAR! It was impossible for him to stay away without seeing me and though we do have the WONDERFUL inventions of smart-phones, he was someone who still preferred seeing my beautiful face in person... not self praising here BUT everytime Raman sees me he always says, "You're so Beautiful & that he Loves my Smile." This compliment seemed like a very casual one for those around us BUT I guess only the both of us knew the REAL definition to the so called causal' compliments and conversations. As for my parents they actually...sort of...hmmm...oh god this is harder than I imagined, well as for my parents their trip's purpose was ME, finding or should I say more like double confirming the already confirmed groom for me. I knew it was coming as they had been talking about it for quite sometime. AND also I know who they would most likely fix. Subbu of course, who else!!!! He is my neighbors son from where we had lived 7 years ago before shifting else where. Though we knew each other closely for 3 years had lived in the same apartment, the friendship still continued after that. Subbu was a nice guy, definitely a guy all parents would want as their Son-In-Law BUT I'm so regretting the fact of my parents being in the list. I'm to be blamed actually...Being in contact with Subbu for 10 years sort of made my parents, NOT only my parents BUT his family, my friends, his friends and our common friends.. everyone sort of thought that Subbu & I were together. Well, even I thought that, till Raman came by that is. I always thought that Subbu and I were in love BUT there was no need to be open about it, you know like...it was just some unwritten norm that we will end up together. Than Raman happened, in these 10 months whatever I had felt in these 10 years of relationship came crashing down. AND like this wasn't TOO much to handle, than came another bomb, 2 weeks ago Subbu had called up my parents and told that he loves me, that we both were very much in love and he doesn't want to hide it anymore from either of the parents thus he decided to bring it to the open. My parents were happy of course.. actually they were overjoyed, I was too... BUT something didn't feel right, I felt like I was forced to be happy about something that I NO longer felt any happiness for and that's when I realize that maybe..just maybe my heart had slowly started realizing that, this was WRONG and my Mr.RIGHT might actually be the one whom I always thought of as being Mr.Wrong. Raman & I were in LOVE but we never spoke of it and this is not like the so called unwritten norm I mentioned for Subbu's case, for Raman and I, it was different we couldn't even acknowledge the fact that we knew what we felt about each other. Deep down we knew why it was and is...going to be HARD because ours was no ordinary love ours was the kind of love everybody feared... OURS was a FORBIDDEN LOVE.
As I'm writing this story, almost set to publish it in my blog, I hope that those who of you'll reading it, would not just see it as a random story that you came across in the internet...because it's NOT. This is not some random story, this is MY LIFE. The struggle I go though every minute trying to fight off my feelings for that "Forbidden Person", I ONLY end up inching closer to him by the second. AND let me warn those who are reading, this is NOT some fairytale story filled with rainbows and unicorns & it's definitely not for the fainthearted.
Read it ONLY if your HEART tells you too, if not please just skip ahead. Neither of us are going to be at a loss here, so NO WORRIES. This is a story about ME... Dr Ishita Iyer and My Forbidden Love.
Lots of Love,
Ishita.❤️
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