Os#20 A miracle of love updated pg 4 14/April - Page 2

Raman woke up as Ruhi kicked him in sleep , he made her lay straight ,he finds Ishita side empty he sat & look around in dark "they all are crazy . what was the need of telling Ruhi about it " he jump out of bed & walk out of room to search for Ishita , all the bedroom doors were close , she was not in living room either " has she gone to her clinic , Jhasi kai Rani, always think about others " he was about to turn back when heard sob, he looked in the direction saw are sitting in balcony wrapping her arms around her knee , her head was duck in , "Ishita " he quickly walked to her

" Tabiyat thek hai ?" he kneel in front of her & tries to raise her head , she cried as he touch her.

" shhh shhh" he tries to calm her

" Raman i am not you know that " she murmur hold his hands " they all have misunderstood " she sobbed

" shhh , bus they all are crazy " he wiped her tears

" how i will full fill Ruhi promise " she cried bitterly , he helplessly look at her , she choked & started coughing

" Ishita please " he ran to kitchen & fetch water for her

" yeh lo" he forward the glass to her ,she raised her head & look at him & shakes her head

"everyone was so happy when the Dr said " she murmur

" pagal hai sub ka sub " he look at her & said tears roll down her eyes " get up lets go in " he tries to pull her up she placed her head on his shoulder

" like every woman i will never feel the motherhood " she sobbed , he look at her , she was looking in dark

" you have Ruhi Ishita " he politely said

" i have not given birth to her , how it feel to carry a baby i will never feel " she sobbed badly , he closed his eyes & wrap his arm around her shoulder

" in life we can't have everything " he said there was a silent between them , she sobbed

" i saw a hope in everyone eyes when Dr said that i am expecting ,our Amma's were so happy they thought a miracle had happen " she chocked & felt like suffocated was not able to breath

" Ishita please " he panic & rub her back " yeh lo " he made her drink water , she with watery eyes look at him , she saw pain & concern in his eyes

"if you will cry like this you will get more sick, you are so strong "he said & pat her back & hold her hand tightly in his , she shiver badly

" i am not at all Raman, i am wearing a mask of happiness on my face , i try to be happy, how much it kill me inside only i know, the smile you see on my face is from my parents " she sobbed " if i show them my pain they will not able to live a single day " she cried , he tightly held her close to him , his tear roll down his eye there was a silent both stared in dark

" i will talk to everyone in morning , you don't need to worry about it" he whispered

She look at him , he was looking in space , his face has sorrow , a smile appear on Ishita lips ,she placed her head back on his shoulder

"what about Ruhi ?" she whisper lean & look at him

" you don't need to worry about her too , i will talk to her " he look at her & give her a weak smile

"Ishu ma papa " Ruhi from back called him

"Ruhi " both wiped their tears & quickly stand

" you both left me alone in room " she said while crying

" Oh baby we are sorry " Ishita quickly hug her

" lets go back in bedroom " Raman picked Ruhi up in his arm & grab Ishita hand pull her with him to bedroom , as the settle down adjacent to each other

" Ruhi Papa was thinking if you will have a baby sis or brother your Ishu ma will take care of them, she will not have time for Ruhi or papa " he said while running his fingers in her hairs

" Ishu ma you will forget Ruhi " Ruhi turn towards her & ask

"Ruhi you still have time ask God something else " Raman whisper

Ruhi look at Raman then at Ishita , & rub her chin

"baby will be small , she will need Ishu ma time " he said

" Oh why i didn't thought of it " she sat & had a face palm ,she quickly closed her eyes & pray

Raman look at Ishita who had weak smile , he slide close to her & tuck back her hairs , she who was mesmerise Ruhi look at him

" you have her, you are better than who don't have any " he whisper she nodded & smiled at him

" uff how silly i am " Ruhi opened her eyes & said " i will tell Dadi , i don't want to share Ishe ma Or Papa with any one" she hug them both in her arms " ishe ma & Papa are only mine" she rested her head on Raman arm & closed her eyes, Ishita pat her with in few mins she was asleep , Raman was quietly mesmerise her as she look at him he smiled

" thek ho ab " he asked & grab her hand which was on Ruhi, she look at him in surprise

"dont underestimate yourself for me & Ruhi you are perfect " he said he pull her arm close to him

" you are saying because you never wanted a child from me " she whisper

He raised his head & look at her " why you said that?" he in shocked asked her

" you don't love me " Ishita acted as a broken soul

" i gave you my most precious Ruhi still you said like that " he became emotional

" if this was true aap ka reaction kya hota" she asked a silly question , a smile appear on his lips he clench her hand & pull her close , making Ruhi sandwich between them

" i must be showing off like others " his eyes smiled at her naughtily , she shyly try to free her hand from his

" sojao or you will take out wrong tooth tomorrow pity on your patient " he smiled at her

"means if " she wanted to say something , he placed his finger on her lips

" chup aik dum kitna bolti ho , as much you will think you will hurt yourself , you want child , we will go to best Dr, you have a check up , if you want to go abroad , i will go with you , lets first give time to Ruhi & understand each other , it is too early to think about child " he said lying down on his stomach

" really " she said while clenching his wrist tightly her lips brush his fingers , he look at her ,all the pain in her eyes had vanished ,it has sparks & had hope " promise "

"Ruhi promise " he smiled at her ,she more tightly grab his hand, with a smile she closed her eyes "she is like Ruhi , i gave her fake hope & she became happy" he look at sleeping Ishita ,didn't try to free his hand, she was relieved but he was restless as he was now scared if it is not possible how he will handle her " i pray a miracle happen" he silent pray for her

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i get very emotional , this concept is so touchy , i dropped the idea to make it a SS , as while typing this part i cried with Ishita

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