Well I have this feeling that you have not understood the post well. Of course I can be wrong too. I have fought. It is harder to fight with silence than with weapons. Silence, in some cases not all, when nothing works is the best way of fighting. I believe that even to distrust someone, you have to trust them first. I am named after the strongest woman, Draupadi, and I have tried to live up to that name every moment. Every moment has been a struggle and if not for my faith on God, trust on a few closed ones and never dying determination of mine, I would have taken this story to heaven not posted here.I always thought that why you always write dark story though I never asked.But now the thing I wanna say is I not gonna sympathies becoz. it of no help for u,The truth is that yes the people we trust break our trust but it doesn't means that we should stop trusting others every thing in our life taught us some thing. And if we can't fight then their is no way u can live in this world which has many devil in it.so, why cry over some thing when you can kill their ass with your success and A Beautiful smile on your face.Keep a smile on your face as it can take away the smile from the person face just to know the reason behind it 😃 (I do that all time 😉)
Neither am I crying nor am I not smiling. The last few lines speak about my exact thoughts during the graduation ceremony. Everyone thinks of past, and lets it shape their future but I will let it shape mine in a better way not for worse. I cannot deny I am hurt and it will take sometime for the pain of four long years to fade but I am not crying. I know better than crying about the past. Depression is something I am trying to control but I live in better things, I find my happiness in small things and I became the fire I was named after - the fire cannot be stopped, but can be used in better ways.
And I do not wish to take away smile for someone's face. That would equate me to heinous people who taunt and ridicule.