Valentine's(FEELINGS BEHIND A PSHYCH MIND)

Originally posted by: foram.

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VALENTINE

In this Valentine'.I am thinking'

About my feeling.

What makes me so mad'

That I did so bad.

With her'..

In another Valentine'

When people make promises'.

To keep their Love happy and safe.

I did that just to hurt her and felt her unsafe??

I hope you will forgive me, though '..

That is excessive for me.

In the office.

In the office'..Neel was sitting in his cabin pondering about something. Suddenly his secretary asked his permission to come in. He lifted his face and nodded to come. She stood in front of him and forwarded some important files to him. His secretary's name is Misha''and she is very beautiful and attractive and young. Neel took a look at her from her top to bottom and again started thinking'.." I can't get it'..what makes me so mad and bad?? My secretary is so beautiful and attractive. And she is young too. But I never feel tempted or have lust for her. And I is not only her'. I met so many girls and woman in my life but never felt attracted and tempted towards them. And I am a father of a 11 years old girl who will soon reach at her 12 in coming March. The she will reach to her puberty. But I always have affection and fondness for her. I wish to protect her with all my care and love and if someone dare to do harm her I will kill that son of bitch. But what is happened to me?? I have this kind of mind set and what I have done to her '.what is that?? If Sree ever comes to know this will she forgive me, her Papa for this??" While he was thinking this Misha adjusted his stuffs on his table and made it neat and clean. Then she left from there.

His mobile started ringing. He picked the call'.." Hello'Hey Sree'.no you and Sujoy just wait. I will be there within 20mins. We obviously will go to catch this movie."

He picked up the receiver of his intercom and asked her secretary to come in'.

"Well Misha..I am leaving now and I am on leave for next 2 days. But if any urgency will be occurred '.let me inform." And he left patting on her head. She didn't like this as she has a great crush on her handsome boss and C.E.O of this MNC Mr. Neelabjo Mitra. But he never paid any attention or a glance to her and her beauty. Whenever he called her in he had discussed about their works only. Some time they had to spend some nights in working in office but she never felt any wrong sign or intention from him.

Romantic Movie

" It was so romantic'Papu I love it." Sree aka Sreeparna chirped'.

"Yes'and the way Hero saved the Heroine from those goons was awesome'.Papu I love it too."Sujoy joined his voice with Sree.

Neel was staring at them without saying a single word'.and grinned. He has two tween's children Sujoy and Sreeparna'His 11 years old son and daughter . Some time he felt happy and sometime felt very proud of his children. But at a time he wanted to kill himself out of guilt and weight of sin.

" Papu what is Valentine's and why everyone celebrate Valentine's Day.??"Sree asked in her innocence voice.

" Yes Papu'.tell na'..what is Valentine's? And what is promise day and other consecutive days which are come first before the Valentine's?" Joy asked too in excitement.

" Ah'.Ya'Valentine's is when people express their love to their beloved'.and the other consecutive days are just to make people and their beloved one special'But listen buddies you two are now too young to realize what is love. So it will be better for you that you will go to bed 'now." He made his voice little loud.

"Yes Papa." They both obeyed and nodded their head and bid him" Good night and sweet dreams." They kissed on his cheeks. And in return they got kisses too.

He again started pondering'..before 12 years on one Valentine day he just torn her into many pieces and let her drowning in the ocean of sorrow and self- hatred. That was too happened after a movie'a romantic movie''where Hero's unbound love keeps his beloved alive in his thoughts and imaginations. He too had and has the same feelings '.But how everything began??