Udaan DEDT #4 - Page 99

My dude walked... Proved...indeed he is right...as he has his Guide right

Thanks Mai... How much ever I thank you for your updates its not enough... Else I would have missed this excellent gun scene..

And Nikki... hmm should I say... who nudged me...

My adories... are being put to test always, by anyone, this time it is the Colonel. (After KN I am feeling threatened by Colonel... indeed he is very good)

Like the Mall scene this Market scene just took my heart..

His expressions were bang on, very natural telling Colonel he is in love with his daughter and he will give his life to prove it... Yes he will as he has his orders set.

He gets shocked by being given a .22 caliber gun... the gun which is at its best at a point blank range (thanks to Udaan for making me knowledgeable in this). He is asked to prove his love by taking his love's life... (not planned though... but planned by the almighty).

He walked towards the chosen target... To lift her else he will be lifted by the snipers.

He walked... with his guide's words flashing... the colonel is too bad (yes he knows he has experienced it) he is going to kill so many innocent lives... Abhay's words... you have to win the daughter to get close to him... He hardened...

He walked to prove... and indeed he did

His face questioning himself, sweat drops in his temples... he walked... aimed the target in the burka.. an innocent lady...

She felt him ??... She turned to be shocked...she dropped her purse... He saw her bangles, her rings... it is his life in front of him... his remembrances of those sweet times, he quickly thought through, have to save her and himself... Their little goddess played trump again... Saanvi...that word. She knew that he recognized her being there... he signed left calling out Saanvi and she did the right to follow suit...she turned and he shot...his face was an absolute marvel to see... calm, intact... full of emotions in his eyes... but very firm. VJ just nailed... if he had emoted by moving a single facial vein he would have been caught... He stood by his words Come what may not a scratch on his world...

What an irony...

She was there, there right to guide him when he would have taken wrong step... a step to prove his love for his love's love for the nation and lo he indeed proved that she is his love... And Suraj Rajvanshi is excellent street smart when his Chakor is beside him...he is indestructible.

None can know as SuKor know each other, the cherry on the top was when Chakor just looked at Suraj from far away and spoke to Abhay that her Suraj saved her by bringing in Saanvi's name... (SuKor spoke no words or there was any external actions by Suraj... she knows each and every action, thoughts of him... No wonder he wanted her as his guide...who can understand his actions just from his eyes).

He proved indeed that his Chakor is his life, love..

Every step, every action is planned by the almighty... with Sukor it is proved again and again that they are divine...

The colonel was smitten yes indeed but he told that if Suraj is not fit for his daughter then he is not fit to live... Arey Colonel saab... You are not dealing with your guns but two live granades.. more stronger, sharper than your Mehbooba...

... not writing anything more...

Bas aanshu niklena baaki hai.. He said...the tear dropped from her eyes.

Mai after reading your update I saw the full episode (seeing a full epi after so many weeks) on voot... saw it with my eyes plain very plain(though I found it very difficult). it was good.

I saw on twitter...rage about the hug... but it was circumstantial..

He was happy thanking his DP that he has come this far in the mission ( He JUST wants to complete it soon)...

But he was shocked when the Colonel spoke about his next test... wedding in a week.. He is realizing the guillotine he is under... The colonel was clear... a tear from his daughter's eye, he will be torn apart... And he knows... But ...he went under this guillotine for... we know the reason... His love's love for the nation's security.

The colonel left him to bring his daughter he reached a peg to gulp down his fear which was very evident in his face... a drink to calm him... gets shocked to see her there...then on my dude was just lost... his mission was to see her safe out of the room... He was excellent with his slow hand gestures asking her to leave... Eyes fixed on her... His heart beating fast... but not showing anything in his face... But his eyes giving her signals...

It was not a surprise for Naina but for him too... He did not expect this... nor did Chakor... She realized the depth of the grave... it is not just six feet... it is unimaginable, she realized it at the market but now shambled at the house...

He tried diverting them by his talks... but she was so shattered, was about to shatter the vase, (I was wondering how the two were so dumb in not knowing a big figure squeaking through... it was not a small rat it was the wild cat but well logic is beneath the tectonic plates under the sea)

They heard, she was about to turn, he jumped, brazed himself to embrace her... He did not pull her as she would hit his torso, but he went down thank god she is small... just bending , this sudden act also jittered the colonel to turn down in shy... (Suraj babu and his impromptu actions ...)

The next scene made me just freeze... he spoke with a straight face, his DIP eyes looking at his love in front of him... Yes I am happy so much that I should shed happy tears... And the tear dropped from her eyes... and that tear blob teared him apart... the sigh after she left spoke everything...

He hugged not out of love... he hugged because his love should get out

He hugged not to insecure her... He hugged so that she leaves secure

Chakor that tear blob reminded me of the tear blob from my dude during the poison scene.. Both these tear drops are precious. In both he underwent the pain for her...

She saw him hug... she did feel bugged not of insecurity... but bugged of the feeling of guilt... The guilt of bringing him beneath the harsh guillotine. He was like the goat which was being taken to be sacrificed...

His eyes spoke so much so much to her... Pain, pain of the current situation, pain of holding someone in his arms which are meant for her only her. She understood the pain in his eyes... (Meejay just killed here)

Chakor sneaked in easily, could have come out easy too... were some tweets.

Yes she sneaked in but unless Suraj was inside it would have been difficult for her to come out as she said that she was meeting Naina to give her surprise... And thankfully Suraj was that surprise...the guards will not suspect more now...

I was happy Chakor was there, she realized the terrible net that her Lion has been pushed into, a net which is tightening more, like a nooze around his neck. He is indeed suffocating... She is realizing...the way she told Abhay, Suraj is terribly shattered, frightened, I need to calm him to take through the mission..

Wait??? worried about mission???... Chakor I admire your guts deary as still you are worried about the nation...

Also there was tweets that Suraj should use his brains and not blindly follow Chakor... Knowing him and his love for her, and knowing about her adamancy and her way of risking herself... He is right in following her orders blindly, but Suraj Rajvanshi is not blind enough when it comes to execution, he knows and we saw it at the market.

For what all my adories are going through, I just pray pray for them to get back together to their little princess soon enough...

Yes I will be waiting with many other sukorians to shed those tears on that day for definitely it will happy ones

You're destined to be my life... I will kill myself...Sukor don't kill me

Just my adories I write about...

He just wanted to get away, with his family...far away from the mission, from the colonel, not because his life is risked but, because he cannot risk her life, he cannot see her in pain... He can undergo any amount of pain, but none to her...

The pain of faking love, the pain of seeing his love distancing him, the pain of his love being put as a target... He is pained, immensely but the pain is due to his love for her, his love's love, she inflicts and he endures it... he will...

Yes the song Janam Janam was playing in my mind... continously...

Janam janam janam saath chalna yunhi

Kasam tumhe kasam aake milna yahin

Ek jaan hai bhale do badan ho judaa

Meri hoke humesha hi rehna

Kabhi na kehna alvida

Meri subah ho tumhi aur tumhi shaam ho

Tum dard ho tum hi aaraam ho

Meri duaaon se aati hai bas ye sadaa

Meri hoke humesha hi rehna

Kabhi na kehna alvida

Dam those who said my dude is enjoying faking love and not understanding her pain...

Mixed emotions and questions in my mind... I cannot bear Naina to see your bride.. I will kill her and kill myself... (why kill Naina... Kill yourself??? Too many questions in my mind, varied emotions... thanks Nikki for calming me as you said sometimes words donot match emotions they are said just spoken and not attach any meaning to it... at the spur of the moment.

She is his pain and she is his peace... she pained him to fake love she will bring peace by killing that pain... which will lead to kill herself for she has killed an innocent one's feeling (am staying away from Naina POV)

Hum bhagwan se cheen kar tumhe apni zindagi me le aate.... My dude said it right... He will fight with the almighty for she is just his and he is just hers... He knows, she is gulping the poison within herself... the pain of him becoming another's will kill her more than the wound caused by the bullet, she will die living, and he cannot see her in that pain... Never...

He talks freely to Naina when she is not there... Yes when I am looked upon by my boss at work, I do my work which is being asked to do but still I am not my 100% self when being watched upon but I do the same work more comfortably when I am not watched over... Simple logic... And when being with his chakor he does not find words to talk as she makes him just spill those magical words which cast that spell around me too and I sublime in that... the confidence he has that nothing wrong will happen when she is with him... Yes dude trust me Nothing wrong will happen...

I then realized what she meant by killing Naina and killing herself... She will kill the pain, and will kill herself for being guilty to inflict the pain... well I realized why she did not say kill you too... as she need not... he would have already died the moment she end herself as there is no he only she...

But adories... you are the soulmates chosen by the elements of nature, put through various ordeal and currently the last going through the fireballs... only to emerge more shining more pure as nobody can love as SuKor love each other.

Chakor true you are destined to be his life as he has no life of his own...

Sukor please donot kill me as I will fight with almighty to always be your guardian angel along with that little angel who is waiting for her Titans to return back after the War.

Thums up to the celestials, Thums up to my Titans... Love my adories..

Put them together just for few minutes, anywhere any moment, any time they create the magic, the sheer bliss is just seeing them...my adories together...

Yesterday's bliss I enjoyed this morning... Thanks to those snippets and the pics of insta and twitter... Sharing the sheer bliss.

It was the pre engagement, celestial engagement and the soulful confidantes

The pre engagement

Dude is like a kid, does not want to do what has to be done, so find ways to avoid rather not to fulfill the tradi-way, like a cutie pie plasters his fingers for those are only for his Chakor... The lion can be pecked anywhere only by his birdie and not by anyother.

The sparrow sheening the skin of the eagle but the Sun knows that its birdie needs his incubation... listens to her words with those glistening eyes of hers, not meeting his as she will break and if she breaks that will break him too. He walks away... to fake ritual but the irony is they both jitters of the risk they are going through...

The Celestial engagement

The moon comes down pale in dark... Yes it is indeed dark though she wanted the no moon day... but will she be allowed to whine in pain...

It was so serene, the spot light on his with Bolenath at the back...They are not ordinary couple, not just connected by body and heart. They are the divine, they symbolize the celestial connection...

The Sun descended down in the dark to meet the moon (can sun meet the moon for the moon is always there but the suns rays hides everything the stars, the moon everything... But here the Sun will even rise from the west if it was the call of the moon, his moon...

The soulful confidantes

The engagement scene proved the best soulful confidantes...

He struggled, worried that she may still come( he knows that) mumbles at Naina but when his soul is in front he need not put up an act as his heart just flows, she casts her spell and he spills the beans what he would not otherwise..

Aawh that shyness when Mr Chakor said that Ms.Rajvanshi chamaks at the sight of Mr. Chakor. Yes indeed he does, his eyes just sparkles and he just flows.

Can I love him more, he takes all the risk but says that his self confidence is her courage that courage will make him confident to achieve her goal...He prides in saying that the Chakor is the mission's foundation and he is just an implementor...I am not surprised as he did the same during the Benaras Track.

Chakor I now know why you never never never leave your Suraj as you are his strength and you being beside him you know that he is indestructible...

It was blissful to see my adories celestial engagement and also I saw the Titans gearing up themselves for the War...

Indeed my THUMS are indeed UP as I know My Titans are destined to Win

Sukor to Sukorvi... the journey of my adories!!

At the outset thanks Krupy for initiating this. I have loved my adories so much that I infact wanted to see through this journey.

Shreeti, Ammu, Malar lovely inputs.

I will not be doing it in the Q&A format but shall try to answer your questions..

Thanks Mai, Krupy, Divya (my MR) for those sweet lines. So grateful.

Hamara Bacha... this word has become so emotional for me and find a new meaning, new happiness in it and when told by my dude...

They realized that they have blossomed in midst of chaos but still they emerged winners fighting the evil... He scared at the thought of the earlier lost pearl but nonetheless this one has been blessed by Bolenath on the Mahasivratri day so it has to be divine... He vowed to give all the happiness.

Hamara Bacha... Suraj has told this n number of times... And Chakor keeps smiling at him now that they are leading a normal happy family life... AZ is free...

Bhuka comes to Teju happily announcing to have the Godbharai for Chakor. Just then Girija casually says that hope this fourth Godbharai atleast sees the heir soon... Just the word makes Chakor go pale ... she wants to forget but that word made her remember the gruesome loss and Suraj seeing this realized it. He quickly said no kaaki, lets make it at the temple this time... He had other plans... But the elders were not happy, but does SR care..

That evening Suraj went out as Chakor went to Mai's house to have a short visit...and picked her up... Seeing her dull he asked her,

Suraj, I want the rasam for our child but I don't know I feel worried or scared thinking of the past... and where were you? He just told her that he went to check with the Dr about her multivitamins... He said I shall take you out of AZ to temple and we shall do it in front of god... but Mai... Ma... and where which temple...

Suraj took her to the Dr... he drove her through in his car, his car had all the essentials... The long drive she slept after a bickering with him for taking the car and not the jeep. Well the car was for the safe and smooth ride but DP has to say something to PP.

She woke up and what she saw amazed... she was in the village the same village where they had the vasant Panchami during the ishq ka safar time in front of the Ram temple... the idols to which they performed the wedding and in turn they had their divine wedding too. The old lady was there with full of happiness to see Chakor for she was happy that the couple indeed are divine. Chakor just saw Suraj who was taking her to the room with his bag which had the yellow and Majenta lehenga with yellow dupatta and he was in Blue sherwani... He asked her to change, she was in full of trance as to what was unfolding, they went into the same room, he turned and changed into his sherwani... She changed into hers... But... wicked PP has made the same blouse with dori's untied...

Suraj oh god again these doris why the hell would you get something like this... you don't know with this pregnancy I am unable to do anything... he just told... Miss World I still have the hanky shall I tie my eyes to tie your Dori... Smirking wickedly...She just gasped for she knew her dude was into something... but JM was quick enough to say blushing... Tie my dories not your eyes as I am for all your eyes... He moved in to do the same act but with his eyes full of lust and she was now no more holding herself for she was fully for him... He tied the dori placing subtle kisses on her entire back which make her go in a trance... He handled her preciously as she was carrying his precious pearl.

He brought her to the temple which had a tree beautifully decorated.. there was a swing made of creepers with marigold flowers and the plank was made of bamboo with rose seat... He made her sit on that... with none and only him.. adorning her with chandan and flowers and made her forget everything... True to his words... He performed this rasam too all by himself ... She was emotional.. for the guy in front of her who bowed to her, this time spoke in her ears and vowed that he will be with her through and through till the pearl hits the ground... This time no materialistic vows...

She was surprised at the same time wondered why here this place... He said Chakor this was the place which made us a couple by divine forces when we were in our senses without any gunghat, this was the place where we were in close proximity and I realized my touch did made you shiver, this was the place both danced together and when I lifted you I felt I lifted my world... I felt peace... Chakor I may be not the best then but when you asked me what sort of a girl I want, that day I realized I wanted you, and I wanted to be for you... She was silent and teary... He hugged her smoothly and placed his gentle kiss on her forehead... Chakor I may sound stupid but that night when you were hugging me, placing your head on my shoulders, that day I felt the almighty was preparing me to be your axis and you my world... I thought this would be the best place to celebrate the godbharai in front of the divine couple who are the epitome of being only one for each other...Chakor said Suraj you have given me the best ... She was surprised as to how he had prepared everything... and what will the elders think... He just sshhd her as the elders have been informed he is taking her to the temple... She questioned why alone...He said Chakor I donot blame the bastiwalas but sometimes we need to be for ourselves as they have been at the wits to blame you and when you help to fame you... I don't want anything fake to my queen and my pearl.

Chakor was speechless ... But felt very hungry... Suraj yeh sab teek hai par hume bahut bhuuk hai... Suraj knowing his foodie brought chaat items... But lo comes her moods swing... it is so late and hot and you brought chaat which is spicy... you have no sense suraj... How can I eat this... I wanted watermelon with some spice sprinkled ... Suraj babu was like...what ?? watermelon.. arey I had given you this last time and heard a mouthful... hey daak baaba but I cant say that... so he cursed himself I should have gone to the fruitwala and not the chatwala... But lest he realized she was demolishing the chaat items in a jiffy... hahaha

They were going for the monthly checkups and Dr adviced Chakor to go for walking for easy delivery... Suraj would faithfully take her in the evenings in his arms and walk... Suraj Dr asked me to walk... What are you doing... Chakor yes ok but I promised you that I will not make you place your feet on the ground so I will carry you and walk. Chakor was hitting her head as what sort of a pathi I am having!!!! He hehe

Comes the D Day...Suraj was adamant that Chakor will be with him only and he will take her to the hospital... chakor was having contractions she was screaming with pain and Suraj carried her and rushed to the hospital. He was not allowed but he could hear her cries which flinched his heart...She was having pains but the baby was not making it easy for her... He walked in to the delivery room much to the astonishment of the Gynae and knowing SR no one could dare him... he went to Chakor beside her bed holding her hands, all she was screaming Suraj... his hands on her made her peace... She was loosing herself due to pain...the nursing assistant wanted her to push so that the baby could come... But she was feeling weak... with eyes full of tears he went near Chakor, came close to her ears and spoke those words, My fighter girl, you can do it, just one push, please bring our pearl out... She held his hands, brought all her strength and gave a big push...his hands too bled due to her nails digging into his palms. That push... he left her hands to see his pearl as called by the Gynae... He froze to see with tears... He saw the opening of the oyster, those lips wide open with those blood and the umblical cord bringing the pearl out... he saw his life coming out... He could not move his eyes or his hands... the dr said Suraj Rajvanshi it's a girl... she was so small, tiny, beautiful... He came to his sense when the Dr gave him his pearl... the little goddess... his whole body shook ...holding that little life, her lips was trembling, she cried... his heart bled,, no no my princess donot cry... the dr said Suraj she has to cry for it will pump her oxygen.. he vowed this is the first and the last time you will cry... I will not make you cry anymore... he held her so preciously... Chakor was drifting into unconsciousness... She just opened her eyes with great difficulty, called Su...he ran to her side holding his princess in his arms for she was too tiny for his hands... he went down to her with full of tears kissing her forehead she just saw him... wha??? Shhh thank you Chakor for giving me a little Chakor... She smiled holding his hands drifting into her weakness...Yes Suraj Rajvanshi wanted a little Chakor and Chakor Rajvanshi never falter her PP's wish... I too felt numb very numb.

Comes the day of the naming ceremony, Nithiba no Devika. No Suraj I only decide, okok he gives in as usual.. comes BhuKa and Teju... this is our pothi and she is blessed by durga so lets name her Durga.. NOOO shouted both in Unison... that's too old name... Suraj said as it is I have my JM who turns into Maa Durga so na ... Ok Paakhandi then we will name her different she is our Shaan and shall be victorious being your daughter so lets name in the name of Maa Lakshmi who brings in peace and prosperity as Saanvi...

Does Paakhandi has any choice but than to accept his JM... and so came the name Saanvi..

This is what I wanted but I know I am asking too much... and sorry for being long ( well sumi and her essays)

That's it girls... hope I made it interesting

C for Courage, Vs C for Coward

Let me leave aside everything of making the devi into mahadevi...

I felt sad ...for what has to be written all over as Sukor won the mission turned out to be Vivaan was shot...

After all the hardship, turmoil, life risks, love risks underwent by my adories what's the title I see all over in the WU, Voot, Tellyupdates etc... nothing about my adories...but the one minute of run by Vivaan and taking the shot. Aren't my adories unlucky,

What I wished to see a fierce hug of my adories, I have to settle for sacha pyaar falling prey!

But my adories were excellent

It was a battle between Courage and Coward

C for Chakor Vs. C for Colonel

C for Courage Vs C for Coward

Applaud my adories.. who went into the Den to hold the Monster (is he monster no I found him meek complete meek) to save the nation though they put their love, life at risk constantly..

She is the fearless Tigress, He the ferocious Lion

There was close to say ten men holding guns captivating her (Wah Wah colonel saab I appreciate your Courage??? Na you are the best Coward)

He the ferocious Lion was quick in stopping the colonel. I would have appreciated Colonel if you had an open fight a physical fight with my dude for befooling your innocent(?!? Is she really) daughter's feeling... as a father I would have sat to see your fight...

But you are the coward made those men captivate her, as you know holding that krypton my Superman will fall weak.. (but you don't know their promise to each other... marthey dhum thak pyar karthey rahehai, hamara hothey huey thumhe kuch nai hoga... jab thak ham zinda hai koi thumhara ooper ek ungli bi nahi utasakthey,)

Wah Wah and you hit my dude black and blue asking him not to hit back. What a courage???? Coward aren't you.

My tigress and lion will pounce when the other's life is on stake.. and never will you be able to win over them unless you did this cowardly act...

You have to applaud as she is not an ordinary recruit... she is the special recruit, self recruit...she needs no training as she has been trained by life's experiences since she was three days old to fight back attrocities, her brain has been tuned by her life's experiences... She is not ordinary girl She is Chakor... she is Courage...

The courage and the clear thought to catch you with evidences... With that courage she got you with that hidden security camera!!! Coward Colonel you did not know on whom you laid your hands on its my Courage Chakor...

My adories are Titans...Courageous... He transferred the recordings in the Benaras track and she recorded the happenings in this Mission Track..

I salute my adories as none can be like them, You indeed won this Mission, I hold my head high chin up.

Jai Hind!!!