SACCHA PYAAR 9.12 DT pg 18
BHAI & FAMILY 10.12
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The waiting of the Raajkumari...
(Nikki... you again made me...)
Saanvi, aap hamara Jaan, Hamara Rajkumari, aap nahi royengi!!!
Learn yourself to be away from your mummy...these were the words spoken by my dude... during the Imli expose track when she was sent to the asylum.
Saanvi you are our sunshine, without you our life is empty... These were the words spoken by my birdie when she set off for the mission...
Destiny had played havoc always with SuKor at various point of time but to only get them back together more binding.
But I never thought that destiny will play blunder with SuKorVi too... For not only were they brutally separated physically but mentally too...
True the Raajkumari now living the life of an ordinary girl, lucky she has got atleast the affection of the step mother while she is away from the Royal parents...
Destiny always goes along the way it has been written, but good deeds are considered by the almighty who intervenes to rewrite the same, but takes his own time... Yes Bolenath and Bal gopal had indeed waited for seven years (ironically the human life is always calculated in multiples of seven so this is also in the same way done?? May be??)
Chakor extended her hands and Anjor placed hers, she walked only to be stumbled as her soul had triggered within her to reach out... I did not realise until I saw my dude's frame... Should thank the gods?... somehow a drop fell down my eyes... there was no explicit emotions... Chakor was cold... I loved the way Anjor caught the photo, symbolic she will bring them together... The way she held the photo and looked at him with her little fingers soothing him was so loving... I remembered the way Saanvi was holding on to dude's photo refusing to leave during the Unnati project. It was ironical...
The next action , Chakor held the photo, looked deep with no emotions, subtly wiped him with her dupatta and placed it back and her hand was immediately held by Anjor in front of him...yes that scene i eyes were moist...
Yes I felt like dada, your raajkumari has in a way found her mumma, entwined her hands, now waiting for you to return soon as her other hand is waiting to hold yours and swing her way high up in the air holding you both.
A blob of tears in my eyes this time but I did not wipe it.
As i am also waiting along with this little princess looking at the sky for the sun to descend soon!
Not defending but making myself calm, to braze through the coming epi
The episodes post Suraj entry, as usual the writers are messing his character a big time as always!
While we know there is a pinnacle for every track, this track's pinnacle of negativity is on Suraj, the
Suraj we know - in one simple line he doesnot have his own identity as he is Chakor, Chakor's Suraj, Chakor is his pride and everything.
But the Suraj portrayed now, forces us to believe that Saanvi is the only connector for Chakor's existence with him. ??
Its hitting hard on me, but (I am just hating the new writer)
He said at the end of the ML track that my half life is with you and if anything happens to it I will die fully, and thus he froze in the lake, died, his mind temporarily took over his heart which is with his Chakor and he left her. Destiny won ...
She said, I will not leave you as you are in deep pain and you will not be able to think, and I will be with you to make you think and prove my innocence but no the mind played with destiny and drove her and he froze, made his anger within him grow over the past seven years to burn himself, turn himself off.
But Chakor, I thank you for breaking the barrier, the frozen state of Suraj, it was ironical that the BG of heartbeart was on when Suraj knew about Saanvi. She is breaking him, breaking the wall of anger he had built around him and only she can do. His heart is battling with his him and that was evident at the hospital, she led and he gave in even before she told that Saanvi was alive. the first stepping stone... And he felt her presence in the room without turning back, and also told though cold that he is looking at everything. Hope his mind is starting to function now that Chakor is leading him.
He never hated her, he is in deep pain, not the pain of only loosing their daughter but the anger is mainly that she broke his promise and did not trust him.
His mind will soon loose, to his heart... I am not at all defending but to watch the further episodes I need to calm myself, soothe myself to braze through this.
Chakor said amidst her agony, she said your anger and pain and hate is because you lost Saanvi and you buried everything, our relationship in that for which he just closed his eyes. This is just my perception and though I am loving this constrained, composed Suraj but the fighter birdie proved that only she knows about him more than him and my respects grow for her more.
I would also stand by Chakor, after all the chaos, if she gives in Anjor to Suraj and walks away (though I donot want Anjor to suffer but just to make him break himself that Saanvi is out of their love and not their love, while Chakor is his love, and Sukor are themselves a unique category of love).
In all these I am standing by my camaflagoued buddhu dude whom we know is always hasty, angry, does not think when he is not with his Chakor and will soon realise his mistake as Chakor has taken control and he as usual has allowed her to lead albeit all the chaos.
Girls, again I am not defending his actions but just calming myself to sit through the few episodes.
You can never become like your sister...My dude...he raged, glared, slapped...I clapped...
There was Two Suraj, one the Sun, the glaring one and the next was the mistaken grown up child.
What an entry... Chalo goli!!! Roared my Eagle... the evil aimed... but can she be killed?
Just the hand, that hold, that wrist band I sat up, walks in my dude lifted up the gun, eyes firm straight into the evils eyes, no words, that firm glare, he seldom speaks but his actions proves maarne ko dhoor, haath lagakar dekho kaat daalenge! And that slap, the evil saw not one but 1+1 when Sukor are together it is not two but eleven.
He allowed her to take control, all through when Chakor spoke to Imli, he was just looking firm at Imli, did not look at Chakor, he allowed her to take the strike, he just listened, replayed that dreadful day, the day he froze, he was defreezing only now but guilt was taking over...
That rage, he throttled her, that roar, the protrusion of veins (VJ mind blowing) the lava just bursted out, loved the way he just pushed her, suffocated her, for he was suffocating for seven years, and everything is clear now.
SR never reserves or adjourns judgement, he care for no law for he is his own law, he will give punishment and seek justice.
What stood out... Chakor she will never change, so many times you gave her the opportunity but she never. Imli YOU CAN NEVER BE LIKE YOUR SISTER. I WILL MAKE YOU AS A PAST...
You made my daughter away from me! You killed my reason for living as he lived only for his Chakor, as she is his beginning and his end... He lived like a corpose...Enough of this evil, I will not allow her to ruin our future, will make her into past.
Powerful it was, none could calm the volcano, but only she could, only by using the last straw, Anjor ki kasam, his red eyes bled more, he turned and all he said with that shivering expression...Anjor... Saanvi... he dropped the evil down, he had to live again, start all again, afresh for his life is in front of him with their life...
I am glad you slapped, but would have been happy f you had slapped more...
She weighed you down, as she wanted you more, wanted her happy family after seven long years...
Thank you Suraj, for slapping as I stood up clapping...
Thanks you for glaring, flaring
The Boarding Pass to a losing battle...The grown up child - Part II - Sukor
Sorry being too long.. But when it comes to my adories I am totally gone...
(Ruby hope i could meet your expectations)
After yesterdays epi,,, after a long time... I had a smile on my face and slept...
But, I felt a throttle in my neck, opened my eyes and I smiled a big smile for I saw my dude's mind ranting, puffing holding my neck... I knew.. I had a bottle of water next to me!!! I offered it to him in anticipation!!!
Why...
Mind: You are not Chakor!!!
Me: Yes I am not!
Mind: Then how did you know I will loose!
Me: Budhu Mind... Its not rocket science as when you took your Boarding Pass from New York I knew you travelled down to loose your battle... I knew the battle of hearts will start soon..
Mind: Nooo, I held him for seven years, had faith that I cannot be defeated! Puffing still..
Me: Nope I knew seven years you were loosing day by day, only to be lost completely today..
Mind: sipping the water... Hmmm you are right, you know him too well!, now what do I do.
Me: get back as you have lots to do as his heart has started to function, so do what you always do! Listen to his heart which is his Chakor...
Mind: so you mean to say accept defeat?
Me: where is the question of accepting... you never won it!
Mind: hmm thanks...for the water!
Part II My dude ... The grown up child...stood guilt, felt ashamed but I am proud for he did not ask for forgiveness... He wanted to start afresh. And I stood witness
Loved Bhuka... Maai, signed her to take care of him...
Dude gave in completely the day he met her, silent, composed but he did allow her to take control...he agigated on the road, he burst at the sight of her lying unattended in the hospital which proved his love, he did not emote in the hospital when he saw her dead, for he knows in his heart she cannot, but he was frozen so only teared.. In all the happenings then on he just followed her, when he signed his fortune, he knew she is his fortune and trusted her, but still seldom spoke.
Even while Chakor was embracing her parents, he head his held low, in shame, in guilt, not looking at her...
Like a child which has committed a mistake, stood in front of her ready to be punished. He was adorably cute, looking down while she cupped him.
My head went high, for he did not ask to be pardoned, his mistakes are unpardonable so he was ready to be judged, punished, accept whatever scoldings, bashings she would pour on him.
Stood there like a child ready to face the ordeal.
This trait of my dude makes me love him more, fall for him more and more he never shy to accept his mistakes...How can I be angry with this grown up Child. My Rabbi's bhudhu gaddha
He does not try to whitewash or brush beneath the carpet. He stands up to be punished...
His guilt was chewing him, he has broken into pieces and he knows she will gather him, waiting to be gathered as only she knows him.
She understood him, his pain, his agony and broke all his wall of pain, got her heart within him to beat, to beat for her.
He did not see her eye to eye, how can I see you Chakor, went on saying I am very bad, did so much of bad to you, never trusted you, you tried to put sense but I am senseless I am to be blamed not only Imli.
In all the seven years he realized he had to be blamed, he made the mistake but punished her... He did not want to be forgiven.
This is Suraj Rajvanshi, will not want to rewrite what was written wrong by him but will start everything fresh, will start to love her more for he is born, destined to love his Chakor.
He did not ask to be pardoned, not wanted to be forgiven, but vowed to start all over again.
She did the best and all the more I respect her, she made him realise that it is not his mistake though it was, but made him feel all the more special as she longed for him like he did too, theirs is not ordinary love, theirs is sukor's love, not for Saath Saal but for Saath Janam...
He did not go forward, but will not go behind too as the moment she spoke of her tiredness and wanted him to hug her, he took her into him, incubated her, imbibed her that look of love, passion in his eyes spoke volumes..how can you be like this to me for what I have done to you...
But he knows his eagle, she may fly high, soar high, fight with, for him, against him but she turns into that sparrow, his birdie for her peace, safety is in his arms, her safe abode.
He wanted to make good the mistakes, to renew his vows new, and did it in his own style. He does not need big mandap, big fire as his heart is big, and he the sun her private sun is a fire... Her happiness is what he wanted and he will turn anything into heaven for her and he did...
Quickly wanted to remarry her, gathered for the pavithra agni as agni purifies everything, purified their love again... he took the vows leading but all their eyes on each other... that innocent smile on her face, that happy tears, he allowed her to lead. She missed her MS but I told you my dude knows he will loose so was carrying it in all his jackets as he knows he is in the lost battle, tied the MS and he needs to see his existence on her maang, goes down to fill it with his blood as nothing is pure as his. That minsicule second, she shuddered for he was hurting him, she will not allow him to get hurt but he wants to complete her in his stride...Be it the Gandharva wedding or the current Godown wedding... he does it in style.
Anoki my adories aren't they, I had tears in my eyes throughout.
The hug and the eskimo or the penguin kiss I always like to say, I will henceforth name it as SuKor kiss. This kiss I enjoy with my hands under my chin, I can just seen them endless, she rose, went into him, and he the axis slanted to take his world which started to spin. His chin on her head, eyes closed for he wanted the time to freeze...
I went into my sweet slumber... allowing them to be in that hug, for they have to make all they lost those seven years.
Yes he took the Boarding pass to the loosing battle, but he won his world back!
Meejay, you just ignite my screen, with passion, compassion and I sublime in it never to be woken up!
Suraj Rajvanshi... the frozen heart (for Ruby)
Ruby actually I had to rewind myself to get into that mode as my current stage my heart and my mind has synced eversince the Sukjor happened but none theless, I cannot forget my dude's transition
The bedroom scene with Chakor, he reacted with happiness and went into his frozen state again, the question arisen in everyone's mind(I don't find it wrong) that is he happy only that Saanvi is alive? is Sukor about saanvi?
I keep repeating the same lines like the cracked gramophone but that is the truth. He froze, died that day in the lake and after that his mind took control and he raised the frozen wall against him. He became emotionless, rigid, calm, not reacting to anything.
He is in deep pain, pain of loosing his daughter, pain of the trust lost as she broke the promise. He felt that seeing her will rake his pain, his loss and he buried his emotions completely.
He was living in pain, in those memories and never moved forward for him the day froze the day he lost his daughter. He is not loving himself anymore, does not want anyone to love him too as he is extremely hurt and this hurt has indeed frozen him.
Even in New York his eyes swelled at the photo of Saanvi and was aloof when Naina spoke to him, he avoided her, and when she told about Teju's health, he did not emote, no big words or even tears just that Kya. His emotions are just dead. He vowed not to go back as he does not want to kindle his emotions. So when he found Teju fine he was surprised but at that same time felt suffocated because the memories were now haunting him.
He became very calm, composed, but taking complete control of the situation. His heart is completely frozen and he has built that ice wall around him. The first crevices was formed when he met her at the procession, he was scared as he would break so he became rigid he does not want to go through any emotions, any love for when you love, you have emotions, also comes the pain. He was cautious not to bring her any close as he does not want to relive those painful moments.
But destiny was overruled by divine forces, the crevices in him did creek when he saw her on the road and again in the hospital but he did not want to get affected as once you are emotionless there is no feelings, so no pain. He froze there too when he saw her, but his eyes at her was giving in so he accepted to her request but not allowing to break the barrier around him. He know that she has been hurt terribly so allowed her to prove that she is being targeted.
The bedroom scene, I loved him for he was careful with his barriers but his composed nature, taking stride and loved SR his aura there. He was firm he had accepted her to prove herself, to live in the Haveli even before he know about Saanvi, though she took Saanvi kasam, so he proves that Sukor love is not on Saanvi without realizing himself. One thing that none can deny for SR kasam is something he will never never break so he shudders though the kasam is on the daughter who is supposedly dead, so what is there even if it is broken, but SR stands always by Kasam at any point.
Sometimes the extreme pain freeze you but a second of happiness brings you out, make you come out in open the same happened (this is purely my perception) like a person who was deprived of food for months together is suddenly shown a platter of mouthwatering food and suddenly it is taken away, the mind get confused with happiness and the sudden sadness and disappointment. That's what happened when she told that Saanvi was alive, it was like a boiling water at 200 degree temperature was poured on the ice, it melts but a sudden gush of arctic cold wind blows to freeze again. He was happy as his life started to tick, spin when he was told that he is woken from the dead, from being numb, but when he realized that the happiness is there but cannot be visualized or felt he froze again. His fear gripped him as he cannot bear the pain again, he does not want his emotions to be raked and be played with again. So cocooned himself to firmness and rigidness and told her not to refresh his wounds and play with his emotions. He cannot die again...
But in all this he knows that he was loosing, he was following her inspite of his rigidness. Also chakor was amazing as she understood his frozen state, he herself felt upset as because of trusting the untrust worthy he has been pushed into that state. She is also repenting for that, she wants to set things right, want to gather him and she did as she knows whatever it is none can love her like her Suraj and none can love Suraj at any state like his Chakor.
Hope I could make you peace with that bedroom scene.
The best part is dude gives in ...on a lighter node... He refused to have baraf ka gola and insisted to have amruthi but ended up having baraf ka gola with his happy family after school as Chakor wanted to have it and she knows her way to make him accept it and he does not shy to accept whatever she wishes!
Loads of love to Sukor
Is dada, beti cutie ya my sukor the treaty
My adories was having a simple happy day to day routine. Loved it what a peace while the evils are making all hell to hamper this peace. But do I care! My Titans are together along with their princess, I don't feel threatened of anything so what I do, enjoy my dude and his princess teaming and enjoy my adories treaty.
Just loved the sukjor together, binding, Anjor was quick to accept my adories and I loved the way my dude embraced his life and their life when she came running to them hugging them both. Dude hugged his chakor alongwith his daughter what a blissful sight, kneeling down, one hand hugging his Chakor and the other holding Chakors other hand while their life, their princess was within their hold. Tears were rolling down but smile was there on my lips too.
The moments are to be cherished, for this is what he was waiting for, to lift her with pride go around proud showing his child, the symbol of their love, their undying love.
Sukor's happiness knew no bounds, they were equally excited in showing her the room, he was all the while lifting her, will not allow his princess to keep her feet down... hahahaha. This is what Suraj Rajvanshi wants, a simple, blessed happy life with his wife, daughter, his mother.
As the saying goes a daughter is always dada's princess. It was so soothing to see the trio in the bed (though I wanted my birdie to cuddle him, but they made their nestling to be cuddled.. its ok). Cutie pies aren't they stealthily seeing if mumma has gone and quickly cuddle the dada and dada places his hands on her head to draw her closer, to fool as though sleeping only to be woken by the splash of water ... he he Jungli billi not easy...Chakor looked more innocent and cute...Loved that Chakor ki bachi haha... She not easy and knows how to bring her dude in to her line. Rants, no going to school, go roaming, and dude what a studious guy, principled one mocking her saying chee what a mother you are, instead of making her to go to school roaming round ha ha ha and Anjor not easy siding her dada saying she never thought mumma will be irresponsible... mumma fakes and how can dada leave mumma, quickly grabs her my adories are cute, running calling DP don't get angry and dude sings ha ha he gets lost in her holding her but suddenly realizes his daughter and turns to look at her, DP also lost in his hold but that khudkudhi aww so cute the three were, laugh laugh I wanted them to keep on ever... God thank you as they had missed so much.
Dining was so cute, made me feel so happy that Anjor was more towards dada and does not want to hurt him and that Suraj Rajvanshi will teach you how to dine... and lo flies the toast, but before she could boast, thrusts his toast. Ha ha ha
Going to School, felt so nostalgic and all the while Dude was so proudly looking at Chakor and Anjor. She is now becoming truly Jagat beti na, worried that her friends are not able to go to school. Well she need not , her dada will not make her feel upset, and knows about his princess, can she feel sad NO, dada is Suraj Rajvanshi who will ensure everything that his princess wants. The pride he had on his face looking at Chakor and at his daughter who was indeed group hugging the kids like her mumma. Happiness was written while driving to school and enjoying the baraf ka gol ( ha ha I told you he was saying amruthi as gala karab hoga but ended up eating baraf ka gola as it is Chakor's choice and does he have another choice... loved the kiddos licking and thrusting the gola and running around) Anjor must be thinking am I kid or these two??? Anjor please allow my adories to play kid around as they have undergone so much of ordeals in their lives.
The TV scene was simple so so natural... Dude is scared to see horror movies, biting his nails, ha ha I thought he may chew his fingers, while Chakor was so cool and so cute, the girls teamed and scared the already scared dada and he panicked and then that smile, that simple smile of saying girls I love this moment, and trust me girls I completely lost myself in that smile, it was so natural, which showed that all he wants is his wife, daughter and a simple happy life.
Putting their daughter into the slumber was so cute, the kiss on her daughter and the next moment, she knew he wanted for him too, for its been long , long seven years and that longingness to feel their lips. Dudes those lustful eyes and she sensed it and unusual of Chakor who always refuse, but, this time, she just gave in wanted to seal and feel him. Dude was surprised, his face lit bright and yearning for it, they closed in so much with the need to feel the long lost sensation, but lo opens their princess and embarrassed (aawwwhh cute they were) kissed her and Chakor cuddled her with a shy smile and dude too understanding. He was not upset but was happy and that sigh of happiness that the little princess is between them. That breadth of happiness made me happy.
Dude its not going to be easy with your princess by your side always, but I am waiting as I know you will think ways to fulfill your both yearnings soon and I will be waiting to see you both in peace while I take care of Anjor...
Meejay and Samriddhi are really gelling well I felt as those moments were indeed priceless and kept the smile on my face continuously.
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