SUKOR-LOVE IS ALWAYS RIGHT-PART VI

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Eatifi

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Posted: 8 years ago

Hello friends,I hope anyone did'nt forgot this series...

writing after a really,really long time...

I am not going on to the topics of last parts,[will post them as well],but in this part I am going to write up on my take on,"CHAKOR'S LOVE FOR SURAJ"...I mean,her equation with him,and how come her hatred changed to the divine feeling of LOVE...

"SURAJ HAMAARA AAJ HAI,

SURAJ HAMAARA BHAVISHYA HAI,

SURAJ HAMAARA SUHAAG HAI,

SURAJ HAMAARI ZINDAGI HAI,

SURAJ HAMAARA 'PYAR' HAI"...

yeah these were Chakor's words to KN on the day of holi,while she was threatening him to reveal her the secret to save Suraj's life...and that was the day when she revealed this to even herself,that,Yes,she loves Suraj...

there was a 'Laila',there was a 'Juliet',there was one 'Heer',and there is one CHAKOR...a free bird who loves the moon,but who instead ended up falling for the 'sun' itself...

yes she fell for the mighty sun,who helds only the fire of 'hatred' in within him,yes she fell for the person with whom she never really striked a chord since childhood.Yes,she fell for the person who kidnapped her,the very moment she stepped in her land.Yes,she fell for the person,who changed her world upside down,in matter of few seconds.Yes,she fell for the person,who kept her as a captive in marital bond as his bonded wife.Yes,she fell for the person,who had vowed to make her life a living hell.Yes.she fell for the person,who did'nt even knew the meaning of love,compassion,humanity,something that were the inborn virtues of the girl.

YES,THE ANGEL DID FELL FOR THE DEVIL...

for only this devil knew that she was a 'wild cat' and she could be in that mode only with him...

it was never really expected from Chakor to fall for Suraj in the first place,an educated,intellectual,mature,self esteemed shining young sports personality,falling for a rugged,immature rough goon seems to be a joke from the beginning itself...but it happened,it did happened as when love comes calling,there is seriously no logic working enough to convince the heart not to go in the path that really did'nt had nay sure short destination,any secure future...COZ THE GIRL HAD REALLY LOVED HIM,WITH ALL HER PASSION,WITH ALL HER EMOTIONS,KEEPING EVERYTHING ASIDE...SHE HAS LOVED ONLY HIM...ITS AS SIMPLE AS THAT

the day she entered her native,happily with aspirations in her eyes,,,she was kidnapped by her own sister,with an another master mind behind it...and she was taken as bait TO HIM...

And there he found her kidnapper,the only son of the girl's biggest foe ever...

and it was surely HATRED AT FIRST SIGHT FOR HER,

and then began series of meetings with him,as Chakor time and again involved in a verbal fight with him,with he shamelessly flirting on with her,and she challenging her every move,,thereby a never-ending battle was established in between them,that had genuinely had no reason...

and one fine day,it was a terrible earthquake for her,when the veil was removed and she get to know that she is married to him...CHAKOR IS MARRIED TO SURAJ.

and her world was turned upside down...another shocker came for her,when she came to knew that she would have to remain in that forced marriage as his "bonded wife",his "bandhua biwi",a word that she had been hating since her birth.

Chakor became "Mrs Suraj Rajvanshi" but her heart was still attached to another guy who was apparently her husband's younger brother and her own sister's husband as well.

and then as events unfolded,and destiny started its own games,,,there came a time,when he fir the first time exposed his inner demons to her...in the rains.

yes,in the rains Suraj was claiming on with his love for his ex-flame,the girl whowas the mother of his alleged child,,,but still that scene came to be the first ever intense Sukor scene,as it was indeed a path-breaking moment,for it was the moment WHEN CHAKOR'S HEART LITERALLY MELTED FOR SURAJ,FOR THAT DAY,THAT VERY MOMENT SHE WITNESSED THAT IN CAMOUFLAGE OF A BEAST A HUMAN WAS IN WITHIN THIS DEVIL,WHO LOVES,WHO WANTS TO BE LOVED...

that day,I had seen Chakor tensed,not because of her own personal problems,not because of her sister's life,but that Chakor was literally tensed for him,for Suraj.

Such is her innocent heart,that she did understood his pain,the one who inflicted the biggest pains upon her.

That very day,she just could not sleep peacefully,without confirming that he has slept peacefully...who was he for her at that moment that she went on to tell him to sleep on the bed instead of the couch,that she went to apply ointment on his wounds,forgetting all the invisible wounds that he gave her.

Was it sheer humanity?...I dont think so

Was she fulfilling duties of a wife?...I dont feel so

I think that an altogether different emotion had come upon her in relation to Suraj,for she could understand what he must be going through at that moment..

AND THE SEEDS OF THE SPECIAL DIVINE SUKOR CONNECT WAS SOWN IN THE HEARTS OF CHAKOR.

She was very much engulfed in her own pains of lost love and heartbreak,but she did her best to convince Suraj to act maturely and move on.Once she was connected to his pain,she connected her with him as well...

there was the day when Suraj,supposedly Chakor's husband sent her way with her ex-lover so that he could propose his love to the lady,he allegedly loved.And I remember that she did't wanted to got with Vivaan ,she insisted on going on with Suraj,I guess there was two reasons for it...one,she did'nt wanted to spend any time with her ex-flame...two,somewhere in these days,she had considered herself as Suraj's wife,going on with him to different places,and she no longer felt uncomfortable in going on somewhere with him.

And when they returned,everyone witnessed that Suraj had proposed Imli and that Imli was missing,Vivaan started to beat Suraj accusing him to be responsible of Imli being missing,but then CHAKOR CAME IN BETWEEN,IN BETWEEN HER EX-LOVER AND HER HUSBAND...dont know how come she had the faith on Suraj had he really did't knew about the whereabouts of Imli,but CHAKOR HAD THE FAITH THAT SURAJ WAS NOT LYING.

and then came her moment of freedom,when things got sorted out and she knew that she would be no longer blackmailed.Chakor was once again free,free from the bonded marriage.the one who had captivated her,had set herself free...and she was running around celebrating her freedom.

And she came back into the bedroom,she used to call it as hell,to meet him for the last time.

And that was again an intense Sukor scene,with many underlying emotions within.She said to him,that it was not only her day of freedom ,it was he also who was set free,set free from the walls of arrogance that he had built around him.Chakor said to Suraj that today,just because of his act,the hatred has also melted within her that she had for him and then he said something that was probably a cent percent true fact that even Chakor was always unaware of...Suraj said that..."Tum humse waise bhi kabhi itna nafrat nahi karti thi,jitna tum dikhaati thi"...and then there was a brief eyelock,for he had said something that left her in a trail of her own thoughts about what he said,but she soon washed it off.

After Chakor went back to her parents house and Vivaan called her for a meeting,the moment he just touched her hand,she became really uncomfortable,for she was still someone else's wife,and she thought it would be better to get back and live in the house as his wife.

She was preparing for a date and not very far away spotted him lying in a drunk state.NO RELATION,BUT STILL SHE WAS TENSED,SHE WAS CONCERNED FOR HIS STATE AS SHE WENT ON TO HIM TO WAKE HIM UP.

then late in the night,after everything had winded up,a businessman came to meet Suraj,and she decided to hear on his meeting secretly.

Chakor was very sure that Suraj would definitely sell her off to that man,as according to her,nothing mattered more to him than money,but to her shock,he refused the money,and hit the man roaring as," HAMAARI BIWI KO KHAREEDEGA...and this would probably given Chakor a confidence that this man could EVEN FIGHT FOR HER RESPECT,,,,,that she continued with going to nurse his bruises.and when he asked her,why was she doing all this,she in a very straight forward manner,almost claiming her rights said,"KYUNKI HUM TUMHAARI BIWI HAI"...

this was Chakor,when he can fight for her as her husband,she could nurse to his wounds as his wife...

at that time,I really became sure that Chakor has indeed started to accept him as her husband as she has accepted her self to be his wife...

TO BE CONTINUED...

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Posted: 8 years ago

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and then came up the shocking news for everyone...that Imli's child is no more,the child that biologically belonged to Suraj and Imli,but somewhere even Vivaan and Chakor were also emotionally attached to the child,everyone was in their own pains...and at that vulnerable moment,once again Chakor surprised me...everyone was busy consoling Imli...but only she,just only Chakor was concerned about Suraj,she went on in search of him,leaving behind her crying sister along withe her parents...because no one,no one other than Chakor was knowing about how much he would also have been suffering at that moment of loss,even when he never expressed anything much to her,but Chakor knew it,she knew it...that was the novice stage of their connection...

next came the moment when Suraj came to her to remove the symbols of their forced marriage from her,as Chakor was convinced by her sister to start a new life afresh,and so these symbols did'nt really meant anything...

And I noticed Chakor's hesitation there,she never really loved Suraj,she never accepted him as her husband,then what was the hesitation for???...was it because of the purity attached to the pious 'sindoor' and 'mangalsutra'...or it was an altogether something else...???

after all,the marriage was absolutely real,after all all these days she was Mrs,Chakor Rajvanshi,after all the one removing it was her husband..

Yeas she was relieved as she was finally released from the 'bond of a forced marriage',but I guessed that INSPITE OF BEING RELIEVED CHAKOR WAS NOT HAPPY...

and then leaving everything in the past,the free bird once again started dreaming of living a life where,she will love,where she will be loved...and her dreams came shattering down mercilessly in the very front of her own eyes...the man she was supposedly in love with so many days,all of a sudden claimed love on her sister,and she realized that she has lost it...but being Chakor,she gracefully accepted her heart break,and went to destroy the ruins of her "first love" which remained unfulfilled...

and then HE CAME,HE CAME EVEN WHEN SHE DID'NT CALLED,he came walking in the rains to gather her broken pieces...and we got an another path breaking Sukor scene...when SHE CRIED,SHE CRIED IN FRONT OF SURAJ HOLDING HIS JACKET,HIDING HER FACE IN HIS CHEST,,,,,JUST AS HE WAS CRYING THAT DAY HOLDING HER HANDS...

this is what is called the divine Sukor connect,SHE CRIED FOR ANOTHER MAN,HE CRIED FOR ANOTHER WOMAN,BUT THEY BOTH CRIED ONLY IN FRONT OF EACH OTHER...

and when she regained her senses,her head was resting on her enemy's shoulder,the feeling is certainly un-explainable...when all you want is to not speak,but just hold someone,feel someone by your side,but the thing is its very hard to find someone,who just listens,who just gives you his shoulder,and that day Chakor did found one,the one MAN WITH WHOM SHE COULD BE WEAK AND WHO WILL NEVER SPEAK,BUT JUST LISTEN...isn't what every girl wishes for..???

and leaving all her pains aside,she started making arrangements so that her ex-lover could start on a marital journey along with her sister...but in between all these,she never really forget about him...!!

and then started his own mental abuse on her...

she was humiliated by him,amidst several guests...she was accused by him "for not being a good wife",and though she never really accepted him fully as a husband,she never accepted the marriage in the first place,but somewhere his words did affected her,affected her badly as she questioned her self,of being a good wife or not...and somewhere she vowed to herself that 'one day she will be a good wife'...

She was thrown out of the hose by him,got officially divorced from him,but things took a drastic turn,when her biggest foe since childhood came back to her life...she got an altogether new mission in her life,but along with it,a new concern overshadowed her being,"all of a sudden,she got separately concerned for Suraj,for his life,for his well being"...

I think nightmares regarding something comes only when something has really engulfed us,and only regarding the person,who matters somewhere to us,when Suraj did'nt really meant anything to her,how come she got a nightmare that directed of his lire being endangered,and she went on to warn him,CONVINCING HERSELF THAT HE DOES NOT REALLY CARED FOR HIM,YEAT SHE PRAYED TO HER GOD TO PROTECT HIS LIFE...

I really dont get,what to name this feeling...

after she got well aware of all the conspiracy ,made to end Suraj's life,the girl did'nt gave a damn to her own safety,and went to save him,in any manner,in any possible way,even disguising herself to be a dancer...

and then she took a decision...days back,she was almost willingly ready to remove the same 'sindoor',the same 'mangalsutra',the symbols of her forced marriage,and today she even more willingly reapplied the 'sindoor',once again wore the 'mangalsutra',and promised to herself that "she won't let anything happen to him"...AT LAST SHE ASSOCIATED THOSE SYMBOLS WITH HIM...

And then,the young woman DID really lived to her promise...she did all that she could have done,to save his life,she completely forgot self as her only concern became Suraj,even rejected the offer of freedom for her people,JUST FOR HIM...who was he for her that she dedicated everything to him,her time,her concern,her career,her talents,in short she dedicated HERSELF TO HIM ENTIRELY...

when she came to know that he used to hate her so much in childhood,the girl was really hurt,if he never mattered anything to her,if even she hated him equally,then why HIS HATRED MATTERED TO HER SO MUCH,WHY DID SHE WAS AFFECTED BY IT SO MUCH...????

but when she realized that,they both were misguided and Suraj was unknowingly kept captive,SHE BECAME RESTLESS.....the way Chakor came and without saying a word just rested her head on his shoulders,I was reminded of the day when Chakor had a final date with Vivaan,the way she cried that day,Suraj took her away and she was resting her head in his shoulder...what a feeling it was,u know guys while watching the particular scene last night,my eyes got wet the moment Chakor put her head on his shoulders,I didn't cried but was completely moved,how could one explain the feeling,she came running for him,he was not her typical husband,not her friend as well,now not an enemy as well,neither an acquaintance...SO WHO WAS HE FOR HER...why she could'nt control herself,did'nt she bothered that Vivaan was watching them...no she did'nt,,,,why would she had,,,after all,only the thing that she bothered at that moment was the sense of relief she got when she saw.."SURAJ IS ALIVE,NOTHING HAPPENED TO HIM,HE IS SAFE" .

She just wanted to dive in this feeling and live the moment...and did what pleased her,without thinking twice she just wanted to feel him physically,OH WHAT A SENSE OF PEACE SHE WOULD HAVE GOT...can alone explain that,perhaps all girls here can coz its the same felling and sense of peace and security that a girl gets with only two men of her life,first when she hugs her father and second with another man who could be anyone,her friend,boyfriend,husband,soulmate..I almost had the line of the song ringing in my mind at that moment...

"HOTI HAI SAANS MEIN SAANS, JAB TUM HOTE HO,

MAIN JEETI HOON MERE PAAS,JAB TUM HOTE HO.."

I also loved the moment when Chakor held her mangal sutra promising herself of suraj;s safety,

"REHTE HO HOTON PE,ZIKR BANKAR,

DIL MEIN TOH HO TUMHI,FIKR BANKAR."

why I liked this moment coz chakor held her mangalsutra as her most prized possesion ever,she was just not behaving as a typical married indian hindu lady,coz she was the one who was all the way willing to have sindoor and mangalsutra removed from her by suraj days back,when she wanted freedom from the marriage,today she is the one who truly cherishes the piece of jewellery on her neck linking that with her husband,,,maturing slowly from a girl to woman,...

and then came the special moments when they both had to spend the night together,in a room...

she was scared due to the presence of some another animal,so she attached her bed along with him,the very same girl who used to keep a knife with her as a safety measure in order to protect her4self from him was all of asudden ready to even sleep beside him...COZ SHE HAD REALLY STARTED TRUSTING HIM,and the next morning when he had left her sleeping,waking before then her,in her sleepy state she was searching for her presence...THE FEELING OF SECURITY THAT SHE GETS WITH THIS MAN...

she was questioned of her credibility,and at that vulnerable moment,she could only think of holding him tight,FOR SHE KNEW THAT ONLY THERE WOULD SHE GET A LITTLE BIT OF SECURITY AT THAT MOMENT.

they both came back and in her drunk state,the girl poured out her heart,the girl exposed herself fully to a man who used be her foe...she said it all to him,her feelings,her insecurities,her aspirations,her dreams,that day Chakor just wanted to be listened,she said it all,that she never ever said to anyone,not to her parents,not to her sister,not to her friend,BUT TO HIM...a girl always wants to BE LISTENED,RATHER TO LISTEN,a girl always seeks a man with whom she could be herself,without caring about how she is behaving,a girl seeks a man TO WHOM SHE CAN TRUST ON WITH HER FEELINGS,WITHOUT THE FEAR OF BEING JUDGED,a girl especially someone like Chakor,seeks a man with whom she CAN BE WEAK,WITH WHOM SHE CAN CRY,,,,,,is it such a big demand???

But sadly,very few get this...

and that day CHAKOR GOT THAT MAN,,,,,,after finally retiring to bed,she opened her eyes and smiled at him,the smile said it all,IN HER SMILE THERE WAS PEACE,THERE WAS A RELIEF,THERE WAS A SENSE OF SECURITY,THERE WAS A GRATITUDE...

COZ EVEN SHE GOT ENSURED THAT CHAKOR HAS FINALLY GOT THE SURAJ WHO WILL ACCEPT HER IN HSR "TWISTED FORM"[tedha],she knew that now she is not required to behave poliely with him,as SHE CAN BE COMLETELY HER SELF WITH HIM,WITHOUT THE FEAR OF BEING JUDGED...

and then came another moment,when she had to give IT,she had to give it all,she had apparently left her own land,her own people,to build up a future,to build up a career,to earn fame with which she can fight fight for her ambitions,...AND SHE GAVE ON WITH HER CAREER...ANNOUNCING RETIREMENT...

but not for once did she ever thought of leaving HIM...

and she took a difficult decision to send him away,away from her...FOR HIS SAFETY,as nothing mattered to her more than his life...

He was going,and all she wanted to fell him,,,FEEL HIM FOR THE PERHAPS LAST TIME,,,,HUG HIM WITH ALL HER EMOTIONS...

WHEN HE FINALLY SAT ON THE CAR,SHE WOULD HAVE BEEN DEFINITELY WONDERING,WISH THAT SOMETHING HAPPENED AND HE STOPPED...

and he went away,leaving her behind...with she crazily checking her phone for his call and messages..

and when her birthday came,she came to her room,to collect her things,she did missed him,he remembered her bday or not,did mattered to her...

and the happiness she got when she discovered his surprise... no one ever made her to feel special this way as he had done...AND SHE WAS ASSURED THAT SOMEONE REALLY EXISTED FOR WHOM HER HAPPINESS MATTERED,NO ONE EVER CELEBRATED HER BIRTHDAY LIKE HE DID...

make a woman feel like a princess,and she would make the man feel like a king...

TO BE CONTINUED...

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Eatifi

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Posted: 8 years ago

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AND THEN HE CAME BACK...

he came,but held in chains,and Chakor witnessed all her efforts of so many days going down in drain...

He came in front of her,and only he could say was a 'sorry',and she started crying incessantly,for the strong girl;s tears are indeed very precious,and it was only for him,she held his hands,and as he was taken away from her,,,,,it FELT AS HER SOUL WAS BEING REMOVED FROM HER BODY...

and she came running like a crazy for him,still not thinking for her own life even for once,she came,came to spend the moments that was probably the last moments of his life...and all she wanted to FEEL HIM,FEEL HIM BY RESTING HER HEAD ON HIS CHEST,SO THAT SHE COULD FEEL HIS HEARTBEAT,THAT CAN PROBABLY FUEL LIFE WITHIN HER...\

the next morning,when he was taken,she knew that she had lost,but still she held him,held him with all her might...how innocent was that action of Chakor,that she thought that she could save him by not letting him to be taken away..

she came running to the decided spot,by running behind his car,trying to touch him from the glass window...

and even in the climax moment...

SHE WAS STANDING IN BETWEEN HER HUSBAND AND HIS DEATH CHALLENGING EVERYONE WITH JUST A KNIFE...

she tried till the last moment...but could not stop his fate being stamped...

and then started on the most beautiful journey of unconditional love...

IT WAS HE WHO HAD GOT THE PUNISHMENT OF LEADING THAT LIFE...but she suffered along with her equally,at every stage,at every point,it was not her punishment,but she shared it along with him equally...

the girl did everything that she could have done,...

tried to took help of a hosepipe to make him drink water...

forcefully put sleeping pills in his mouth to make him sleep

she never really ran that way even in her marathon,the way she ran round the pump to gather water for her

even accepted a public humiliation for him,but never backed off,never left him..

when he was crying in pain in his hungry state,the day he was probably about to die,she hugged him with all the passion,she just made him cling to her,almost wanted to hid him within her,made him to sleep with a lullaby...if he was hungry,she never really consumed a morsel...

whenever he gave up on his resilience,she became his strength

she jumped after him in the well

she was ready to be slapped by him

for saving him from cold she slept along with him,never giving a damn to her modesty...

she jumped in the play field to face six mighty men

BUT NEVER LEFT HIM...

In the 28 feb,episode,we all once again got to witness the drunk Chakor,,,,,,,,,,the sweet innocent and pure doll she becomes whenever she gets intoxicated...one who is not concerned of weighing her words,one who is not restrained in giving the expressions she feels inside,one who pours her heart out...to whom...???,,,,,,,,,

to her husband,one who has been her childhood hater,one who was once her biggest enemy...ONE WHO WAS,AND IS,AND WILL ALWAYS BE THE ONE,WITH WHOM SHE COULD BE JUST HERSELF...

would like to share a random thought,the two have progressed in their story,shedding some of their own as well as imbibing from each other,some of their qualities...so to give her hubby a peaceful sleep,she decided to give him bhaang,in the same way he had made her drink alcohol,to give her rest,some days back.

But thankfully,she ended up gulping it herself only,and then the real action began.

as soon as Suraj realised that she had the bhaang...HE IMMEDIATELY DECICED THAT SHE WILL NOT GO ANYWHERE,SHE HAS TO STAY WITH HIM...my query is,why did he said so...???...i know that he was concerned that in this state,she wound end up doing something,which will cause them more trouble...or else I should say that the EVER POSSESSIVE AND CARING HUSBAND in him was awaken,...he could not accompany her,as he was chained,and how could he leave her alone,he has to be with her.so its better that she stays with him...

anyways...He pulled her closer to him,and she smiled like an innocent child and hugged him tightly...God knows,from where does she gathers so much boldness and courage to time and again HUG him,to hold him tightly,to come closer to him and more and more.even as the duffer stands still,just allowing her to do whatever she wishes to do...like a dumb,as if he has written off himself as her private property...She is the same girl,who once was very much hesitant to even hold him to turn over,so that she could apply some ointment on his bruises,,,,,,,,,,when she used to be her so called,'bandhua biwi'...and see the contrast SHE HOLDS HIM AS HE BELONGS SO MUCH HERS,THAT HE DOES'NT BELONGS TO HIMSELF...!

and then the girl,makes her oh so heart warming confession,which she felt while looking in the mirror and tenderly touching her cheeks,the very same spot he had touched her instead of slapping her...She could have said this to him that day only,but her ego or the her restrained feelings did'nt allowed her to sat so...BUT SHE SAID IT TODAY...yes the simple gesture,that he did'nt slapped her,even if he is starving for 10 days...that HER respect for him is above all,more than his life...touched the girl's heart so deeply...that she felt that however,rough,dirty his hands be SHE JUST WANTED TO HOLD HIS HAND AND TOUCH IT WITH HER EYES,KISS IT WITH HER LIPS...so that she could soak in herself,imbibe the physical touch in her soul...the hands who had made her feel sooo special...

And this oh so special secret wish of hers made our alpha male smile sarcastically,or rather very soothingly,maano sharmaa gaya ho...,as if he was proud of himself..

many of us were left thinking that why did'nt he reacted to this in some other way...but I was very,very much impressed at this gesture of his...as he listened to her,he smiled and then without reacting much,he immediately ordered her to go back and sleep in her room...OK.seriously,few moments back,he wanted her to stay with him for preventing her doing any other 'siyappa',and now such a quick change of plan,he is ordering her to get back to her room...why...???

Actually,I noticed that,after hearing this 'secret wish' of hers and smiling,he moved his glance away from her for a fraction second as if he was feeling very awkward to face her,as if he dreaded that what would happen is she there,at the very moment,fulfills her'secret wish',...how the hell he would have controlled himself,if she had really done what she was saying,,,,,,,so its better that before she does anything,send her away...!

But the stubborn girl is in no mood to leave him...Why???...arey yaar use achha nahi lagta us kamre main uske bagair...!

After all,he is her partner...knock,knock,no life partner,here is being mentioned...here is the "jhagda partner",we are talking about...on one hand is the ever stinking and dirty cowshed and on the other hand is the comfortable[though,deprived of furnitures],haveli's bedroom,and the girl just does not want to stay in the room,alone coz he has no one to fight there,...so good idea hits her that she would stay in cowshed only,along with him,but that too only on one condition...HE HAS TO FIGHT WITH HER...and the man,ever confused in handling the drunk doll,so aptly agrees and assures her that,yes I would fight with you..

And their is a very good 'bahaana' as well,after all it was 'Mahashivratri',and husband and wife should stay together.and then again the woman in her is awaken,first she refers herself as his wife,THEN DEMANDS ITS AFFIRMATION AS WELL FROM HIM...although many a times,Suraj had proclaimed Chakor,as his wife...but today,at this very particular moment SHE HAD TO HEAR IT FROM HIM,,,,,,she just needs to have the conformation that,"Tum maante ho na hame apni biwi.?"...

Oh what a pathetic,outpouring...the supergirl,who can win over the entire world all herself,who just does not needs any other person in her battles of her life,SHE,the very girl wants to know that WHETHER HER HUSBAND CONSIDERS AS HIS WIFE OR NOT...after all she is a simple girl,with sweet,innocent and pure aspirations in her pure souls,She also needs to be loved the way she deserves to be loved...and all these shades of her is hidden from the rest of the world...and she is in her TRUE SELF,ONLY IN FRONT OF HIM...for he had been her mirror,who knows her inside out,only if he could have heard what she could not utter...and why he would not understand her,she is also the only one person,who knows him inside out,for the duo are two wandering pieces of a jigsaw puzzle,imperfectly fitting into each others lives in the most perfect way..

And then he assured her,that...YES...I do consider you as my wife,and even on the auspicious day he prays to God that every boy,gets a girl like him...who is just so much perfect in all possible ways...the same man who had said that,."Chakor jaisi biwiyaan,pyar ka hassen sapne nahi hoti,balki daraawna bhayaanak khwaab hoti hai...!"

And today hearing this same man it felt as if she was released from the burden he had put on her that day tagging her,'not to be good wife'...and from here she got the signal that she could trust this person with her emotions...and once again shared with him the underlying complain,she had held deep within herself,that she had always been ready to sacrifice her own self for others,BUT NO ONE EVER DID ANYTHING GOOD TO HER...but he was different,after all he had broken the unbreakable chains,invisible chains of fear,just FOR HER...and he wants this to go on and on...she wants him to be with her as he had been,for somewhere she had the affirmation that HE IS THE ONLY ONE TO WHOM SHE CAN WILLINGLY DEVOTE HER BEING...

And then he assures her that he will always remain by her side,and before he could say anything more,she dozes off in his arms,peacefully,as of sleeping in heaven...and he also looks at her with a unsaid glance,that was perhaps signalling her that,Chakor,I would never leave you,nor would I ever allow anyone,even you ti get you away from me,,,you are born to be mine...

And the two slept hugging each other tightly,cosily,for both were deprived of a good and peaceful sleep,and today in company of each other,they had a very good sleep,without any pillow,or bed,or blanket,the two were enough for each other...and even the next day while on their rescue mission,they even confessed to each other that,"Hame kal raat bohot achhi neend aayi."...still the duffers did'nt bothered to notice that their mere reasons for the oh so peacefull sleep of last night was just beacuse of each other's company...

But Sukor sleeping in each others arms,is such a heart warming and visual treat,for in each others arms they are in their safest spots...

even apparently the girl lost her dearest mother,unintentionally by him...but STILL IN THAT MOMENT ALSO,ALL SHE WAS NEEDED IS HIM TO CLING ON WITH HIM,TO SHARE HER SORROW...FOR ONLY IT WAS HIS ARMS,HIS EMBRACE,IN HIS PHYSICAL CONTACT THAT SHE FELT THE MOST AT PEACE...

he was her abode of happiness,her abode of security,her abode of serenity...

and at last her dedication finally paid off,for with all her efforts she made him to release from the captivation...and fulfilled her promise

all her feelings was realized by her,when she was told to remain away from him,all these days,she spent all her time with him,and all of a sudden she was just unable to deal on with these separation

she was only wondering how would he manage to find any work for himself without her,but at last she ended up helping him.

After the kids were safely rescued,and Chakor came back to her room and found a hand written note by him,then only I GOT TO UNDERSTAND THE REAL THING,that oh this was it.

Actually,both the duffers were very much convinced that the reason that fact that they had been together for so many days,had a PARTICULAR REASON,that they were together just for HELPING SURAJ,it had nothing to do with what they felt for each other.After all you need a reason for some purpose,and that was it,both of them had the false affirmation that if they had been together,it was helping Suraj,otherwise they dont need to be with each other...

That is why...that is why Chakor felt a little jealous,when she got to know that Suraj had managed to find job for himself WITHOUT HER HELP...and at last, that is why she was sooo happy that after all,she finally got to help him.

That is why,when the kids got disappeared,he was saying ,"Chakor,hum tumhaare bina kuch nahi kar sakte.."...and the note,"AGAR TUM NA HO,TOH HAMAARA KYA HO...!

It said it all,that finally their oh so particular REASON OF BEING TOGETHER WAS AT LAST FULFILLED.

Not aware that it is JUST SIMPLE LOVE that is making the two long for each other...

Separation in love is like a wind for a fire,and the value of love is indeed realized in separation...the second time we got to witness Chakor's longing for Suraj...first off all she was angry at Suraj that he so easily agreed to the separation condition and frustrated even she also consented.But it all was just not as easy as was seemed initially.

At first,she was unable to sleep properly,then how the hell she got to know what actually lead her to a peaceful sleep.she opened her suitcase,and took out HIS JACKET...[people who are unable to sleep properly,normally do not bring out stuff like that]...

And then the next morning,she was seen to be cleaning it thoroughly...[a Chakor doing household chores,is not a typical thing to expect].

she was constantly thinking of only HIM,what must he had been doing?,whether or not he got any job?..If he was alright?..etc,etc.

Lost in her thoughts,she ended up burning her dress as well..But she was so stubborn to accept the fact that SHE WAS DESPERATELY MISSING HIM...not because she cared for him,but just because she helplessly fallen for him.

and when he actually,entered the premises of the haveli,SHE FELT IT...here I am going to share a very filmy or cliched thought,but I truly believe in it..."when you have madly and hopelessly fallen for someone,and if your feelings are genuinely true,then yes,even nature also comes along your side,giving you instinctive feelings,regarding your beloved"...yes thats what happened with her also,that she could feel his presence when he was actually there.

TO BE CONTINUED...

Edited by KUTUR - 8 years ago

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Eatifi

@Eatifi

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Posted: 8 years ago

CONTINUED...

and then came the day of holi when she was to meet him after a separation of few days...she was more than happy and eager to meet him without even realizing the real reason behind her excitement...

and that very day she did realized everything that she had been going through all these days...

once again Suraj's life was threatened to be end and helpless she came back to her isolated and empty bedroom...the room she used to share once with him,the room she had referred to as 'hell' on the first day,she checked out the entire room,remembering all the serious and silly fights she had with him in every corner of the room and Chakor broke out...realizing that never ever the moments are to be returned back,wish there would have happened some magic and she could relive those moments capturing every second,and Chakor once again shed HER PRECIOUS TEARS...ONLY FOR HIM...

she never really cared about her parents or the villagers,all that she could care was for Suraj,her Suraj...

she got to contact him and all she could say after the phone was disconnected was for him to come back..."HAMAARE PAAS WAAPAS AA JAO SURAJ"...the girl never invested so much in any relation ever,the way she has dedicated herself to this one,which altogether never held any meaning for anyone,HER CALLING FOR HIM AT THAT MOMENT WAS PAINFUL ENOUGH TO REACH THE SKIES...and she fainted.

and then only HIS NAME,HIS VOICE was enough for her to get back on her senses,with a new life awakened within her...

and came the EPIC REALISATION-"HAAN SURAJ,HUM TUMSE BOHOT PYAAR KARTE HAI..!!!"

shw was still leaving without him,and when she came to know that he can finally come back to stay with her...Chakor ran,for a running Chakor means that she is flying...the free bird flown to her 'sun' to announce that he is to stay along with her from now onwards,and she became a 'joganiya'...

she also did remembered her anniversary which once used to be her doomsday,and when he proposed her for a date,she was ready as if she had been wanting this only since so many days...

and finally Chakor confessed-

sitting on her knees,with a red rose,confessing him her love,all she wanted from his WAS TO ACCEPTED AS SHE WAS...FOR SHE KNEW THAT EVEN SHE IS ALSO NOT PERFECT,SHE IS NOT THE 'DO IT ALL' DOTING WIFE NOR A DOCILE DAUGHTER-IN-LAW,NOR SHE CAN EVER BE...SHE CONFESSED THAT SHE IS ALSO A CRAZY GIRL...ALL SHE WANTED FROM HIS WAS TO HANDLE HER CRAZINESS FOR EVER...

AND THE FREE BIRD IN LOVE WITH THE MOON FINALLY GOT HER SOLACE IN THE SUN...

this was Chakor's story,the story of Chakor's love for Suraj,for she has loved him as if she has worshiped..no one could love him the way she has done,no wants,no desires,no conditions,all she wants from him in return to her love is JUST LOVE...

she has given it all,she has given her being,she has giver herself,she has given all her emotions to him...the purest form of love that one could have done,never did his past bugged this lady,never did his past misdeeds were questioned by this lady,for all that matters to her is HIM,AND NOTHING MORE THAN THAT..

"YEH KASOOR MERA HAI...KE YAKEEN KIYA HAI,

DIL TERE HI KHAATIR RAKH CHHOD DIYA HAI.

TU HI SABSE QAREEB HAI MERE,TU HI MERA NASEEB HAI AB YEH MEHSOOS KIYA HAI...!!!"

EK TU HI HAI DAULAT MERI,,,HAASIL TU MERA

KITNI HAI MOHABBAT TUJHSE,,,,,, BEHISAAB WAFAA...

HASRATON SE BADHKAR APNI CHAAHA TUJHE HAMESHA...

KOI DARD RAHAA NA DIL MEIN,,,,NA HI KOI GILAA

HAR KHWAAISH PURI HUYI HAI,,,TUJHE PAA JO LYA...

DOOR MUJHSE HONA KABHI TU,KARNA YEH IK EHSAAN...

If you never lost you mind in love,if you never dedicated your being in love,if you have done something really crazy in love...SORRY,the you never really loved,

coz LOVE IS LIKE THAT ONLY COZ THE HEART REALLY DOES'NT KNOWS ANY OTHER WAY...

COMPLETED

thanks for reading,and if you really liked my analysis of 'Chakor's love for Suraj',then do hit the like button and tell me how it was...

Sorry for making it too long,but I cant help it,when I come to writing,whatever comes to my heart,I go on with it...

Do tell me that,"Did I lost the flavor of this series" or it has the same old Sukor vibe to it...

Take care...see all of you

-Rabia

Edited by KUTUR - 8 years ago

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Eatifi

@Eatifi

Rocker

Posted: 8 years ago

my personal favorite,I mean "Suraj's love for Chakor" will come up in Part VII😳

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sumsukor

@sumsukor

Rocker

Posted: 8 years ago

Rabia

I am speechless... All i can say honestly is that tears are rolling down my eyes... What an analysis

Hats off.

Waiting for Suraj's... I am sure your love for him will come out for sure

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Maithili

@maithu_

Rocker

Posted: 8 years ago

Wonderful!

First thought that crossed my mind is that even the CVs will never be able to see what you just put in those words.

Loved how you started and progressed with your view over each and every situation.

I have no words to say what you have written dear!

You are blessed with the ability to see through scenes and show us a new view that get us to see them with more love and care!

Splendid!

Waiting for Suraj's love for Chakor!

And I know it will be more than the best as it's Suraj who will rule it!

Waiting for that day to read!

Love this series of words!❤️

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Chasa

@Chasa

Dazzler

Posted: 8 years ago

This is bang on rabia!! Loved it!Loved how you expained the drunk scenes...and the holi scene..

Read the analysis thrice already...waiting for ur personal favourite and mine too ..so pls update soon

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AISHA GUPTA

@-Euphemia-

Voyager

Posted: 8 years ago

rabia di

fabulous update!!

you know na I already hold chakors love in such high regard. you pointed out things I didn't even notice. this only took chakors love higher in my eyes. I had to pause in between because it hurts to see chakor loving suraj soo much after the last track..the intro, chakors drunk scenes awww!! they really made me emotional..credit to your writing.

after reading this I am waiting for surajs love to reach the same intensity.

again really really enjoyed it.

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Eatifi

@Eatifi

Rocker

Posted: 8 years ago

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Originally posted by: sumsukor
Rabia
I am speechless... All i can say honestly is that tears are rolling down my eyes... What an analysis

Hats off.

Waiting for Suraj's... I am sure your love for him will come out for sure

Thank you sooo much yaar,I am glad that you liked it😳

Well,it has to come out coz everyone knows this about how much I am crazy behind him😛