Chapter 5
Where am i suppose to sleep????" she asked angrily
He raised his head looking at her all dusty , hairs up , his t-shirt and sweatpants all wrinkled on her , still she managed to look pretty to him , he moved uncomfortably on his chair at being hit by this thought but then he retained his smug smirk and answered her
"With me"
Two simple word , which shook her world
She widdened her eyes staring at Suraj as if counting the seconds after which he'll laugh at her and say he's joking but no he preserved his smug smirk
"Are you high or something???? I am not sleeping with you , i need my own room" she might have insisted to stay under his roof , but damn she'd never compromise with her self-respect
"You do know am talking about sleeping in a room not having 'sex'much to your displease though" Suraj rolled his eyes at her thoughts , as if he was a sex starving maniac and even if he was god knows he had much better options than Chakor to be with
As for her , she did understand what he meant , sleeping never meant sex but she couldn't trust him , what if he murders her while she was asleep or worst what if he's a psycho horny pervert, her mind kept on running from options to worst ideas "Nooo" she yelled making suraj place his hands on his ears
"Girls and their squeaky squeals" He muttered slowly but before he could add on it
"I am not staying in a room with you , no matter whats your definition behind 'sleep together" She announced firm and rigid
Why was she acting soo pricy at just staying in a room together , worst he was doing it for her own best , he could have dumped her in a room but with horny killers roaming around it was not just the best idea.
"i repeat i am not asking you for sex , you know the one you used to have with Vivaan" He added rubbing more salts to her wounds watching her grow all pale to red, according to him Vivaan wouldn't just have dated her without tapping it
Chakor could feel her blood boiling with anger , what on earth did he think of her??? She was not a low character girl , she digged her nails in her palm controlling herself
"I am not like the hormones-high girls you have been acquainted with Mr gangster Suraj" She defended herself tightening her jaws
Her words were like a puzzle to him , heck she was herself a mystery, she was defending like a virgin would at being accused , wait ...'a virgin' , it was then he realized she was one who kept herself innocent , no wonder she was scare to sleep with him in a room but his orders weren't meant to be bent for anyone
"Oh for evils sake , just stay in this room , i wouldn't even be here tonight " He scolded getting tired of the argument but true to his words he actually had to be somewhere else that night
They both stared at each other angrily controlling not to pounce and strangulate the other
'well there's nothing wrong to stay here if he's leaving' she explained to herself then nodded her head as if saying yes but found Suraj still glaring at her , ' I did say yes i will stay in this room but i remind you Suraj , if you attempt anything , i'll be a terrifying ghost" she pointed her index finger at him wanting to poke it hard in his eyes
As if understanding her motive , he pulled her close to him holding her finger , crushing it between his rough and hard one , "You don't have to be a ghost to terrify me" He pulled her infront of a mirror showing her reflection
It was a jaw dropping moment for her , she looked like a monkey who escaped out of its cage.
He bent his lips on her ears , smirking as he felt her tense under his touch and whispered huskily,"You already look like a ghost"
His words and action were like someone pouring cold ice water on her after a beautiful dream , she angrily pulled herself out of his grip
"You're a jerk" She was a lot angry now , not only at him but at herself , how could he have such effect on her by mere a touch
"one who you wish?" He persisted, he felt like a teen all over and again , teasing a girl like crazy
"You do remember that kick on your balls this morning right????" she smiled innocently reminding him the plight she had put him through
He was the guy who din't budge after punches during sparing matches or while fighting with enemies but damn her kick , it were like someone inserted thousand of needle right at his family jewels.
"I forgave you for that , dont add on it"
Chakor left a laugh as his face grew red with anger and embarassment
"But who says i was even sorry for it????" She continued her laughs but much to her displease , he decided to grab her by her arms , digging his fingers in her soft skin
He could feel her warm breath hitting his face
"Bosss we are getting late" Jagan and adi entered the room finding Suraj holding chakor to an inch distance of him
"Oh shit sorry!!!" He said , loud enough to make their presence known causing suraj to leave Chakor's arms
"We just wanted to inform you about our consignment is arriving tonight" saying so adi and jagan left the room , leaving the couple haunted by an awkward silence
He was about to leave the room when Chakor interupted him
"i need clothes" She said staring at the floor
"Just take whatever suit you from my wardrobe , i will send Adi to get you cloths tomorrow" He gulped and left the room
"Jerk" Chakor mumbled under her breath before going in the washroom , washing her face and setting her hairs which she recognized as a bird nest , she slipped under Suraj's blanket
She could feel tiredness taking over her senses driving them numb
Eyes closed she found herself in a car which went hayway, the bright lights of the nightlife hurting her eyes as she tried her best to regain control on the car ignoring her pounding head and ache of her bruised arms but then in a flash of seconds the car's front mirror crashed her head banging against the steering wheel , glass pieces piercing her skin.
All the loud cries, yells ringing hard in her ears , on realizing it was just a dream she attempted to wake up but she felt paralysed in her sleep
"Chakor!!!"
A familiar yet new voice called her , she sobbed in her sleep still unable to wake up , unable to escape the accident scene which kept on replaying , hurting her like the very first time if not more
In spite her semi conscious state , she could feel someone trying to shake her out of it
As if his tries were hard enough , her eyes jerked open , she sat , her hand on her chest panting hard
Suraj sat on the bed stroking her hairs , as she threw herself in his arms , hugging him tight , it was all silent , no cries no word nothing.
When he left her for his work he did not imagine to walk in to her crying and mummuring words while being asleep, he was afraid she was having some kind of fit and tried to wake her up
It was the second time he woke her up , second time he saved her from living it all , she din't want to face him , not yet , infact she was still confuse why was he even letting her in his embrace , why din't he push her away yet?.
Suraj was never good with comforting words , her pounding heart beating against his chest were an indication she was badly scare but she wasn't crying like most people would after a nightmare..
Realizing she might be letting her vulnerable state out to him , she slowly detached herself and stood from the bed making him move back
She walked to the washroom closing herself in, opening the tap she splashed thee cold water on her face , as if making sure she was really awake , away from those nightmares , it was all over. She was tired crying , the chakor who never cried , was always optimistic... was gone.
He looked at his bed and wondered if that bed was jinx , first him, now Chakor , he has had his fair amount of nightmare but damn , who was he fooling , his were not nightmare , it was flashes of his past, he placed his fingers on the bridge of his nose , trying to relax himself and forget about Chakor.
7 O'clock , a new day , he was still snoring like crazy on the bed , she woke up from the couch which had been her bed for the other half of the night and walked towards his wardrobe , opening it and removed a white-shirt she found okay to be worn and a pair of sweapants , she din't miss her girly outfits at all , infact she realized she was a lot comfortable in his cloths , they were loose and comfy on her
After a long shower in which she allowed the hot water relax her muscles , she donned up , ready to face the world but damn did the world really had to consist of Suraj , she still couldn't believe the fact he had allowed her to hold him after her nightmare
"What are you wearing?????" He glared at her standing from the bed
She stood clueless on the washroom's door exit "Din't you say infront of your spoons i could use your clothes???" Was this man seriously that ignorant ?
He approached her confirming if he's doubt were actually for real but yes it was "Remove this shirt right now!!!!!!" He yelled at her causing her eyes to go all wide
She recomposed herself pointing her finger at him and spoke "i knew i just knew you had bad intention , you psycho pervert"
"You crazy woman , i have no interest in you, i just want my shirt" He yelled again but then his eyes hit her upper exposed cleavage, 'she din't even bother to do the top buttons'
Following his gaze she looked down at her chest , her lips parting aparts in shock , her hands moved even quicker to button up the shirt
"Pervert!!! What was that? i am not into your kinda???? But you were just drooling over my cleavage" She scolded him placing her hands on the hip
He had picked his first gun at the age of 11 since he had lost any connection with the word 'patience' but this girl here were testing his every limit , he fisted his hands controlling himself harder "Shut up will you , i simply wanted my shirt , it's my favorite!!!"
She looked at him in disbelief , 'favorite shirt???' ..."Thats soo feminine even i don't have anything i tag as favorite clothes" She laughed at this sudden realization
But her laughters weren't easily digested by Suraj , he wrapped his arms along her waist pulling her close
She could feel his hand brush against her bare waist by the speed he approached her
He grinned naughtily at his effect on her ,he could see she was trying keep herself from shivering against his touch
"Feminine you said???" He could feel her oozing his own scent must have been because she showered with his bathing lotion while for her she tried struggling out of his arms ,closing her eyes and wishing he would dissappear as she reopens them, but alas her dark brown iris were only met by the handsome features of her capturer
"i'll give it back later" She whispered which went inaudible to Suraj as he was way too lost admiring this girl he was suppose to hate
"I'll give it backk later" She yelled this time causing him to jerk behind leaving her
Her voice were going beyond his ears , he cursed himself for always losing the upper hand while teasing her, she was all flushed up but he had a bigger issue to handle which was throbbing in his pants and he din't even realizing how 'I need a quick lay' he assumed leaving Chakor confused for his behavior
"He's insane" She said to herself staring his back
The day was quickly coming to an end , while engaging in different housechores she din't even realize when the sun were close to set , she relaxed her muscles looking around the house , it had an antique touch which made her wish to explore it closer starting from the left wing she decided.
She stared at the walls again wondering why there weren't any family picture , perhaps he was an orphan not knowing his parents , a sad feeling came rushing to her , she din't like him but she wasn't insensitive, her trail of thought was broken as she bumped against a door , which opened at her collision, she was about to turn away afraid she might invade someone's privacy but she stood in awe watching the room , it was of a classic purple color leaving no doubt it might be a girl's room..
She smiled at the though of a girl other than her living with these brutes but where was she?? she never saw any girl knowing it was wrong to stay in the room longer she turned on her heels only to hit her foot against a table 'Way of being clumsy Chakor' She said to herself but then her gaze met a photo frame which rested on the table
She lifted the frame running her fingers over the glass , it was a picture of a girl around 20 hugging a boy of around 10 , they both seemed soo happy , while the girl were extremely pretty , the boy had something familiar in him but she couldn't point how
She stared at the picture longer finding it strike curiousity in her when suddenly a voice startled her
"What the heck are you doing here?????" His roared echoed around the room causing Chakor to drop the picture all panicked and scared , the next breaking sound din't help in ceasing the fear.
She looked at suraj standing in the door way angrier than she ever saw him then looked down where he was staring and found the picture frame all broken
He walked in the room , lifting the picture among the broken glasses pieces not caring it might wound him then he directed his anger at Chakor wishing not more than to bang her head against the wall till she's not visible to him
She could feel her heart bouncing to her mouth as she tried to defend herself "I was just..."
"Shut up!!!!!! Just freaking Shut up" He screamed at her at the top of his voice
"Suraj...atleast listen to me" she tried harder but was again interupted as he held her tight pushing her hard against a wall , she could feel a sudden pain rush in her back at the impact
"No!!!! I have been tolerating your every single acts but mind you i will not tolerate you mingling in my personal" his eyes were bloodshot red and face showed he wouldn't think twice before killing her
She could feel her eyes tearing up but she refuse let it out, she knew she was wrong for having invaded his privacy but it wasn't such an unforgivable crime
"Suraj , you're hurting me" She whispered trying to free her arms from his nails which dug hard in her , but her plead made him dig his nails harder , she angrily pulled her arms off his grip causing his nails to scratch off her skin
"aaahh" She cried loud placing her hand over the scratch which was oozing blood now. Tears which she was trying hard to keep in flew out of her eyes "You're a monster" She spatted "No doubt if whosoever she is left you" She was hurting inside , she was clueless how would the words slipping from her lips affect him but it was atleast helping her from the pain
"Shut up i said" He roared again , her words ringing in his ears reminding him of that past he caged deep inside his mind
She looked at him with disgust all over in her eyes, how could he have manhandled her for once she wanted to leave his roof no matter about imli's word but before she wanted to hurt him like he did to her
"You need to learn how to respect a woman for them to be able to stay with you" She said bitterly which again caused him to loose control over his temper
Banging his hand over the wall next to Chakor head, locking his eyes with her he muttered " That girl was...My Elder sister , She was freaking murdered right infront of my 11 years old self" He opened up banging his hand again , shocking Chakor all over and again
She stared at his face shockingly regreting her words deeply , letting his words register in her mind again and again , she opened her mouth to say something but closed it in an instant knowing she din't have the right word at that instant to soothe his pain
"Get out" He said closing his eyes
She wanted to stay, talk and hear him ,he was a stranger to her but she could feel he had the same relationship with pain as she did , if only he was more human towards her , she slowly slipped out of the room , her tears refusing to stop flowing
Once she was out , the memories he locked deep beneath his strong shell rushed back to him
A 11 years old Suraj shouting for them to leave his sister "Bhagya didi , leave her please" , His sister's cries of pain echoing in the air but no one came for help , his sister's last wish "Kill me but please take Suraj away , he is only a kid dont let him see this i beg of you" she cried , but nobody listened to her , they held him tight letting him see how they brutally stabbed his sister, her cries of plights and his begging were loud but neglected
A drop of tear slipped out of his eyes, he shockingly moved a finger to touch it , he was sure he had severed all relationship with pain and tears but this girl managed to stir his past back , he roughly remembered her feeling his anger rush back to him
"I hate you Chakor"
Edited by Blushy_Auntacid - 8 years ago
