Seeing Chakor crying with his tension-anger-frustration mood, Suraj left from there closing the door on her face without consoling her.
*** Why did he left me alone?
Will he return?
Did I do something wrong?
Did I merit this ignorance?
Was he at fault or me or? ***
He went directly to his office from there to meet his brother.
After 2 hours of discussion not only on business but over everything, he sent his brother to deal the project in Manali and went back to his apartment with peace and calmness.
Waiting outside the door for almost 5 minutes and not getting an answer from the other side, fear and tension which disappeared in last few minutes resurfaced.
Losing patience, he opened his apartment door with a spare key he took from his car.
Steping inside the apartment, he found her fainted in the same place he has last seen her.
Taking her in his hands, he brought her to their room and made her lay on it.
He sprinkled water on her face from the bottle which was on the side table.
After few minutes of shaking and calling her name, Chakor woke up.
When he asked her how she is feeling now.
She replied simply ok.
And when he proposed to go to doctor for a simple checkup.
She denied saying that she was tired and if taken rest everything will be back to normal.
Evening turned and he brought soup for her to the room as she was sleeping since the time he left her alone to rest her body as well as her mind.
When she started to deny, he forcefully made her
have it.
- It's not concern, it's care. -
*** Did I overreacted?
Should I ask him to free me from this relationship?
No I can't and I don't want until he asks me to go out.
Will he talk to me like before? ***
After finishing it, she started to get down from the bed.
"Where are you going?"
"Your dinner!"
- Even now she cares for me.
I have seen love in her eyes.
I have seen affection in her eyes.
I have seen millions of emotions in those beautiful, innocent eyes.
Innocent is the word to describe her.
Purity is the word to describe her soul.
Exquisite is the word to describe her body.
Love is the word to describe her emotions.
Will she be the same when I tell her about my issue?
Will she accept me knowing my past?
Will she look at me the same way like now?
Should I tell her or not? -
"I already had it!"
She nodded and settled down on her side.
Suraj went near her to take a look at her tear strained face and softly caressed her cheek and hugged her without knowing the reason or need to hug her.
All he wanted at that moment is to hold her.
Hold her close to him.
Hold her if possible till eternity.
Stop this moment.
Memorize this feeling.
Capture this instant.
Once in his embrace, Chakor is drowned in all her emotions and initiated a soft sweet kiss which he broke after approximately 2 minutes and said
"I'm sorry!"
"Ahaan?"
As she wasn't completely out of her kiss and emotions when he spoke, so she is not sure of what she heard.
"Do you want me to repeat?" he glared gently at her and she confirmed what he said and what she heard was true.
"No No, I heard it!" shaking her head.
He took her lips in his and spoke in between:
"I'm sorry Chakor."
Few seconds after, still sucking her lips.
"Business tension and emotional turmoil."
"If I can be of any help" she commenced.
"I will tell you." he finished for her.
Next day, Suraj was not in mood to go to work.
So stayed there and worked using his laptop.
Chakor didn't dare to ask him anything.
One week passed like a speed jet and everything returned to normal.
Chakor had enough time to sort out her feeling in her own way.
Suraj made his way out of his insecurities.
He is no more in dilemma with his past issues.
One by one all started to fall in its place.
Shantanu succeeded in getting that project as Suraj guided him throughout the different procedures.
It's Saturday today.
Suraj asked her to get ready to take her out for dinner.
Chakor was more than happy to go out.
No reason is needed when she is going out with Suraj.
Day went calm and afternoon when she went to take dried cloths from balcony.
THUND!
Suraj who was watching news channel precipitated to the balcony hearing a sound to find Chakor laying on the floor with few dried clothes scattered near her.
He scooped her in his arms and put her down on the couch before sprinkling water.
When she woke up few seconds later, Suraj asked her to get ready to visit a doctor as she seems week since few days. She tried to deny it but it was of no use with a determined Suraj.
Can anyone say NO to him?
They went to a nearby clinic of his friend's.
"Can you wait outside?" asked Dr. Mehra to Suraj.
He was waiting outside the cabin until he was called inside.
"I have prescribed few tests. You can do it in the laboratory in the next street."
"Is it something serious Tanu?"
"Don't worry Boss! Go and do the test now.
I will call them so that they can give the test results immediately.
I will be waiting for you two."
Tanu is one of his few friends who knows Suraj as he was and not The Suraj Rajvanshi as the outer world know.
Suraj and Chakor left from there to laboratory.
*** Can it be like she suspected?
Will he believe me?
What will be my unknown future?
Oh God, help me! ***
- Why is she tensed?
Why Tanu was showing all her secret agent attitude?
Is it something good or bad?
All I want now is Chakor to be sound and safe. -
Doing the test, they went back to meet Dr. Mehra.
After analyzing, she congratulated them announcing Chakor to be pregnant and the fetus to be of 5 weeks.
Hearing this, fear gripped Chakor instead of joy to be a mother.
On the other side, Suraj became immobile for few seconds recalling all the past events before exiting from there without uttering a word to Chakor or to his friend.
He went to parking lot and inside his car locking the door.
Seeing his action, Chakor fear multiplied by tenfold.
She thanked Dr. Mehra and took a place in the waiting hall, lost in the tsunami of questions.
*** His face was expressionless.
What is he thinking?
Will he think that I cheated him?
He knows that I was only his and will always be only his, even if I didn't say it through words.
I saw it in his eyes that he knew it.
Why did he leave me alone here? now? without telling anything?
This is our child.
This is my child.
Even if he doesn't want this child, I will bring out my child.
Even if he throws me out of his life, I will give my life to my child.
I have to be strong.
I want to be strong.
I need to be strong. ***
- In all these years I thought I can't be a father.
I can't have a family.
I can't have a child to call me "Father".
How now?
I agree we had protection-less nights since last few weeks.
I agree she was only mine since the moment I saw her.
How is this possible?
I didn't even take treatment after Ria left me knowing the result of the accident 6 years ago.
I didn't even take treatment knowing that the chances are less than 10% and can improve only a little.
Oh No!
I left her alone there!
What will she think?
What will she do?
I have to go.
I have to face her.
I have to face our future. -
He got out of the car and went inside the clinic to find Chakor lost in her thoughts.
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