Originally posted by: Banjaaran.
highly negative, criticizing, tired rant ahead. please do not read if you are enjoying the episodes.
why did i start watching the show?
Suraj.. a fascinating character with SUCH a phenomenal potential to be a spectacular character from the man he was to the man he could be.
SuKor: if this is the passion with which they hate each other.. imagine the way they will love. especially Suraj!
So what do i get?
a beautiful transformation of Suraj to such a precious man. - loved watching those brilliant flashes of brilliance.
and then what?
Chakor showing more intensity, passion, angst, feelings and depth for Suraj. i thought it would be other way round considering his kaands against Chakor and his intensity during 'imli' phase. looks like all his passion has been spent there.
his beautiful, sweet, poignant love for Chakor is truly touching but i would be lying if i say Chakor is not trouncing him when it comes to the sheer intensity, passion, need, desire, burning red hot fierce kind of emotions for the one she loves. She is.
and i thought she would be erecting walls and barriers around her and we will get angst, pining, going to hell and back for her from Suraj's side. the rate she is going she might say the magical words first. sigh! a walk in the park for him. and i was hoping from to hell and back journey for love for Suraj.
hope she finds some imli, Suraj pics in that jacket and finally common sense and sense of self preservation and vulnerabilities and insecurities giving a square solid knock on her head.
her feelings for Suraj are beautiful. all that missing, need and everything. but i want Suraj to be the one feeling AND showing those emotions more because between two of them i thought he is one who is more passionate, intense and dark.
and yes.. Suraj! remember your 'sood sameet promise?' are you planning to do something about it or should i stop hoping?
Dear Cvs...
Imli, Suraj, Baccha, rape attempt on Chakor - NOT minor issues but only ones who cares - US the audience.
Vengeance, retribution, payback, winning - again who cares for these things - US the audience.
are WE the only ones who care?
let me know so that i will stop caring once and for all.
i love Suraj and Chakor.
I love VJ and Meera has grown on me so much.
But thing is... i love a damn good story more. and the one you are telling is NOT the one i could enjoy without 'if onlys'.
The Suraj i want to see and the one you show - no connection.
The Chakor i want and the one i am getting - north south again.
you can tell me to change the channel if i am getting so disenchanted. tell you what? someday i just might!
Ahhh...Nimmi Di,I really get your frustrations and understand your pov as well,but we all here who have loved Suraj from day one,stood by him in every situation,desperately need on very important thing,and that is PATIENCE...yes its that indeed,we all require it very badly...
we all have loved our old badass Suraj and yearn to see him back,and he will surely return with a transformation,but let him rest for abit,its not even a day passed that he had been freed from the shackles...
We all very badly waiting for the day that he will start his vengeance mission,and are getting pissed at the fact that he has turned into a baby sitter,but its just his job,and this is all he could get for himself,after all that he had gone through...he willdefinitely live upto his 'soot samet promise',but first he needs to settle his foot...remember during olden days,when rulers were totally defeated,and snatched of all that they possessed,what they used to do,they went to some quite distant places,first to calm their minds,then they slowly ans steadily arranged for a entire new army,some arms and people as well,and then re-attacked their enemies with all their might,and it took them years to do so,history is filled with plenty of examples like that...
In the last episode,you saw the way he rubbed his wrists in full attitude,and remembered that he will turn into a baby sitter,but perhaps you forgot to notice his glare,,,,,,did anybody noticed that why he did'nt had much dialogues to say...thats because he was experiencing a storm within,it happens with all of us,the way he did'nt uttered any thing worth while,but the way his expressions were changing,and his eyes spoke a billion words...
[I was going to write about it in a different post altogether,but feeling the need to write it here itself]...I dont know about you or anybody else,but Me personally,not known to be a very egoistic person,or self arrogant...but still it happens with me,like whenever I have even a small fight with elder sis,[I love her more than myself].but still,if we are not on talking terms,even for a day,and I have to ask her for something that I am badly in need of and only she could provide it,and I have to ask her,keeping my self respect aside,I feel like burying six feet under the earth,I feel that I am disregarding my self respect,...
And here we got to witness a man who had always been known to be self-centered,he did'nt had the discipline to talk to elders,THAT PARTICULAR MAN HAD TO LITERALLY BEG FOR HIS BASIC NECESSITIES FROM HIS SERVANTS,AND HIS BIGGEST ENEMY...
can we all imagine what he must have gone through...its beyond imagination...
The man was broken of chip by chip,of his personality,the attitude he had been made off,waht he had to go through during this phase,no other bandhua had ever experienced in Azadgunj,the man was completely teared,broken,shattered inside,his soul had been torn off,he had to time and again keep aside his ARROGANCE,SELF RESPECT...
would not it be very unfair to demand some thing from him at this point...
THE CHARACTER NEEDS TIME FOR A REMODULATION AND WE ALL NEED JUST SOME AMOUNT OF PATIENCE...
Anupamaa
Iss Pyaar Ko Kya Naam Doon
