guenhwyvar, what an uplifting post! I've always adored to learn through other people's experiences.
One of my natural traits is curiosity - fortunately the one of the nice kind which means that I like when other people tell me about them but I don't feel neither the urge nor the need to tell it to other people except if it is okay for the one who talked to me.
So, my life is filled with stories (from books, movies, people) and experiences/observations which helps me a lot to deal with myself and with the greater 'picture' (the world we live in). I know that humans are able of doing the most atrocious but also the most lovable things. I know, what you, guenhwyvar, wrote is the right thing to do, I know that regrets and feelings of guilt/anger/frustration/reproach are part & parcel of my life like they are for other people (I may love/like or dislike).
So, yes, one has to learn to deal with the past in a way that benefits the present and the - unknown- future one lives. I learned that everything negative (seen as negative) in my past was meant to have a positive counter-balance. The death of my parents did not eliminate the regrets yet I made them (my parents) part of the good forces of the Universe which guide and protect me and I'm thankful for that and tell them that.
I learnd to love unconditionally and to say and show it so my beloved ones will keep everything positive in mind when I'm dying a sudden death myself. Even the death of one of my kids and sad aftermath had - at some crucial point in my life - a positive counter-balance.
I've become like what you, Supari, wrote...a smiling person enjoying small things and being grateful...and thus a happy person (which influences the people around me).
Edited by Clochette - 1 years ago
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