PART 36
Geet speaks straight looking into his eyes...If I had to leave because of you, then I would have done that a long time ago!
His grip on her hands loosens listening to what she just said.
Geet: There are other things in my life which I have to consider at this point of time. So, me going out has nothing to do with you and hence don't worry..Daadi is not upset with you.
He knows that he has again hurt her...he should have at least understood there could be some genuine reason and that’s why her friend is coming to pick up...and he has overreacted without even considering she is going for 3 days only...now, how to make her understand that he is not prepared to live without her for even 3 minutes that’s why he had reacted like this..how to make her understand how he feels whenever she expresses to move away from him...I didn't mean that..
Its alright..tears wells in her eyes and she wipes it immediately. When you are determined that you don't want to know anything about me. Then this is how you are supposed to understand me!
He looks at her perplexed...he once again failed to understand her...and the reason being only HIM...
Anyways, To remind you, you had given quick permission to Ridzy for my stay in her home for her Birthday party.
YES...he recalls now...he had almost missed it amidst all the twists and turns that has happened in the last 2 days...he further listens to her..
Well, I was about to leave for that by tomorrow but today, one more program has been added to my schedule and that’s the final year students farewell party happening this evening. This was planned all of a sudden and Ridzy too didn't know anything about it.. Daadi has been very understanding and gave her approval as she very well understood that my presence is important for both the events.
She keeps it short and sweet...whereas Maan wants to know when and how Daadi came to know about it..but doesn't want to voice it out as it would further hurt Geet.
And don't worry about Daadi.. She is happy that I am getting to spend quality time with my friends after a long time.
She continues to arrange her things whilst talking to him...So, don't feel bad...feel happy that you are getting to stay away from me for 3 days…
It pricks him when she expresses that her absence would bring him joy…What?
I can understand you had enough of me… You had borne me throughout my stay in KM...and then when I moved to HP, you were forced to come there too...and then this farmhouse…. I know how you feel..as if I am tagged to you wherever you are going!!
Al though he has been nodding it off..but he cant deny the fact that his behavior cannot be termed better than what she has been claiming…its like all what he did is bouncing back at him like a boomerang. He tries to lie to her but can he lie to himself?
M: NO..I am not feeling anything like that..
She just smiles at his denial to accept the facts about their relationship and he just hates this smile of hers as it speaks of her gloominess. I have been disturbing you to the level that you take help of alcohol to tolerate my mere presence. Geet turns away, closes her eyes and bites her lower lips to control her emotions..Geet..tu jhalli ho gayi hain aur ...tu sach main pitegi aaj!! (you have gone crazy...you are asking for getting beaten up for sure) she has no right to talk like this but she is losing her control as he is harming his own health with this alcoholism and his well being is on top priority of her life and for that sake she has to speak up. And to her surprise, Maan is not angry listening to her talks..in fact he is giving her explanations
M: No..Its not that...I was tired yesterday. That's why…
She cut him off...Well, you don't owe me any explanations... Obviously you and I know the true reasons..I don't want to be the cause of your destruction by any means. Anyways, You need to think about your family. I mean, your Daadima, Prem and Annie..
He glances at her to hear with curiosity to list herself in that list of family members but she doesn't. It pierces him where as she continues talking coldly...
G: You can hate me but don't do this to yourself. Don't step into the ladder of destruction!
He is really saddened that Geet still thinks that she is a burden for him.. He understands he had been very mean with her just to keep himself away from her. But he never hated her. He wants to explain to her but she is nowhere near understanding.
M: I never hated you!
G: YOU DID..ALWAYS..!
Geet recalls her KM days and his behaviour expressed only his hatred towards her. Then why does he need to deny it all of a sudden and moreover he claims he never hated her? Maybe it's true...its much more than HATE!
both lost looking at each other...just then her friend Muskan barges in...HEY..
Muskan takes Geet for a round and hugs her... That lady..I guess she is the maid here. I asked her about you and she told me that you are here at the terrace... and next minute, I zoomed over here.
Muskan breaks from her hug.. Kaisi hain tu?
G: Hmm..I'm fine..
Mus: I know how fine you are! Dekho kya haal bana rakha hai apna? (Look at your condition!)
G: What Muski? Nothing has happened to me yaar….
Mus: Listen..Don't you dare lie to me..Ridzy told me everything...what happened to you? Why have you got so weak?
Just then Maan realised that from the time he had woken up, he failed to enquire about Geet’s health… and on top of that he ended up hurting her once again….Aarh...Now he is fuming at himself for having been so careless. .
G: You know Ridzy na? how she exaggerates things!! I had some weakness because I was overly crowded with too many things going in and around me and upar se yeh exams.. Anyways..Dr has prescribed some medicines and It has already started showing its effect.
Geet fakes a smile..and of course, Muskan is not convinced.
Mus: I know You are trying to be smart so that you can have some spicy stuff arranged thro me..Hain na? Dont you dare! I have arranged a special BLAND DINNER for you tonight...And You can't even have paani puri...she teases Geet by showing her thumbs up and tongue out…
Geet makes a grumpy baby face.. She had actually planned to trick Muskan today...but this trick also flopped. Maan was simply lost in her...how she gets into a kiddish mode with her friends.... Also when she is not able to get her favourite food.
Geet gets cautious once her vision goes back to Maan.....Muskan too follows Geet's gaze and jumps in excitement and rush to him..Arre Jiju... In all this excitement, I missed you..so, how are you?
He does remember Meeting her when she was with Geet and Ridzy... But not sure.
Mus: Remember we met for the first time outside the college when Geet got stuck with those Gol Gappas…??
Now Maan is sure that Muskan is the same girl....Oh yes..I do remember the “Gol Gappas ACT” of you and Geet..I guess you both had a competition that day..😏
He gives a naughty smile to Geet.. and Geet reacts with an open mouth...and for Geet this is the first time he is experiencing this side of Maan...He is teasing her in front of her friend...DID HE??...SERIOUSLY? 😮 Again another hidden talent of Mr. Maan Singh Khurana...and that too he would overly do anything in front of others to show off the depth of our so called relationship. .😖
Whereas Muskan is more excited that Maan recognised her and of course she is loving his cute teasing... WOW Jiju..Sharp Memory haan!! YES...A day that it was!!
Muskan brings her right hand forward gesturing for a shake-hand.. and Maan responds..He recalls meeting Muskan once..but she is not that friendly yet like Ridzy and didn't know what to tell her at that point of time and maintains his reservations in talking to her..
Mus: And for all we Geet’s friends, you are MAAN JIJU! and you have a great fan of saali sahibas following you ..she winks.
Maan smiles...thinking about Geet’s friends and of course they all seem to be one better than another…
Muskan did notice the lipstick mark on Maan’s cheeks and passed all naughty comments..And Geet...you seem to have taken full advantage of this place on the first night of staying here itself.. and Muskan winked at her.. Geet is getting a mix of feeling nervous and shy.. and this gets Muskan to tease Geet even more. Arre yaar..why are you feeling shy now? you both are married for a year now and I am so glad that you still have that freshness in this relationship..She looks around the place...So, feel lucky that Jiju is so very romantic person….the way he has arranged this room which seems to be away from the entire world..so that you love birds can live your life ...moreover, this huge terrace in the surrounding...WOW Its so beautiful!!
Of Course Geet wanted to hide that this is her room and Maan lives in the bigger room on the ground floor. She too takes a lead in praising him so that Muskan is super convinced about smooth run of her (Geet’s ) married life.
G: Yes...he suggested this as its so peaceful and quiet and at the same time you get close to nature in this open terrace and also this atmosphere helps me to study and prepare well for my final exams.
WOW..So thoughtful of Jiju.. Muskan is so happy for both of them.....But Geet..one serious problem has arisen..
Geet looks at her questioningly
How will you manage with your studies when you both will be romancing throughout ? Aur issi Tarah Chartha raha na, tum zaroor exams main fail ho jaogi.. (And you will fail in your exams if it goes on like this)
Muskan teases Geet and naturally her cheeks gets heated up feeling embarrassed. She looks at Maan for a brief second and turns away. Hey Babaji..This Muskan doesn't think before talking! 😳 now Maan will get angry on both of us for sure!! Whereas Maan fully enjoys it when she has been teased this way let it be by her relatives, cousins or friends. But still when it comes to her studies, he cannot see her let down..and he speaks up
Maan: SHE WILL NOT FAIL..
Geet and Muskan get into a silence mode.. while Maan continues his talks by folding his hands … She will excel in these exams..I assure you that!
He truely shares his determination in supporting her with every aspect of life.. For a second, Geet looks at him proudly..but then she understands the inside meaning of it as she is sure that they would never even face each other until the time she is in Farmhouse and naturally she will divert her full concentration on her studies and excel well. That’s what he seriously meant!
Muskan too feels overjoyed..Well, trust me Geet.. we all friends were so worried for you when we learnt about your sudden marriage and your Daadi’s death..All we wished is what happened is happened..Geet should lead a happy life with her life partner..and so glad to witness it today. Maan jiju really takes care of you so much and by all means.
And that’s it..Once again Maan feels low whenever someone praises him and his relationship with Geet... Whereas for Geet, she is no more surprised as he once again managed to make a good name for himself. She has gotten used to it by now. both happen to glance at each other for a while
Muskan notices them and clears her throat...And Jiju, I know you are man of few words… and this is the only issue that I feel bad for Geet..you see..Geet used to be sooo sooo chirpy and most talkative among we friends and see how her life has changed? She has become so reserved..
This is the most terrible change that he has found in her. He again recalls that day when he got to see her for the first time...Yes he was all lost in her chirpiness that day that added more glow to her beautiful face...and that playful smile that had adorned her lips was out of this world… and the best irony in this is, he is the one who snatched away all these and he is not able to understand how to give it back to her. Once again he feels at a lowest point about himself.
Geet happens to notice Maan...he seems to be furious about something.. Oh..maybe he is eagerly waiting for me to move out and we are still here chit chatting… It's so understandable that he must be irritated to the core. Anyways, we are supposed to leave as it's getting late.
G: Muskan...I think we must make a move… its getting late.
Maan seriously thinks...is she so desperate to move away from this place? Away from me?
Mus: Oh..I don't know how the time flies while talking to your hubby...feel like talking to jiju for some more time…
G: But Muski..
Mus: Arre Yaar, Itna bhi time nahi huva hain.. (Its not that late you see) you always get to spend quality time with him whereas I just have a few more minutes left...so, let me talk to him na? She winks and smiles cutely.. whereas Muskan’s words have churned Geet’s heart...She flutter her eyes to stop the tears that is forming..She wants to move from this place as soon as possible.
Mus: Maan Jiju, I know you will miss your wife… she pauts.. Sorry but I can't help it.. But don't worry, we all will take full and full care of her.
She turns to look at Geet...Now you are happy that I am done talking with your hubby? Challo.. lets make a move..
Geet: My airbag is almost ready...just wait for 2 mins...I will get it..
Geet rushes inside the bedroom to get her bag..while Muskan follows her...Have you packed all your stuff? Especially something special to wear for the Parties..and then the medicines?
Maan was again lost in his angel...whilst hearing her conversations with Muskan....How cute she looks packing each and every stuff whilst a tension in back of her mind for not missing out on anything...she is all set to leave him alone once again...He knows its just for 3 days...but still he could relate himself partially with that pain now..Then how she managed this one year? This is something he wants to know desperately...where as Geet couldn't help to steal some glances from him...her hazels clearly speaks she will miss him too but she is not able to open up and thanks to HIMSELF for keeping her in this shell.....may be she wanted to be with me while I was about to leave to London and may be wished to help me with my packing and also she would have expected at least my presence while she was packing her things while leaving from KM...and he never permitted her to be around him. Today he regrets having missed those golden moments... How she had borne it all alone? ..today he once again failed to understand her and help her when she is moving out...Glad that Muskan is with her for help.
Muskan notices their eye talks and now she feels she is in between the love birds not giving both required space....well Geet..I will take this carry bag down stairs...I know you would like to have some talks with Jiju.... Hmm Take your time...I will wait down stairs.
Muskan was about to leave and Geet grabbed her hand...and she was quite instinctive with what she was talking...We already spent enough TIME with each other....Geet stressed more on the word TIME whilst looking at Maan. It was again something straight from her heart.... whereas Muskan found it a bit strange and couldn't understand Geet atall.
Also, Geet knows that Muskan would expect Maan would come down till their car to bid them good bye….And she very well knows he wouldn't do anything like that… something she has learnt from her recent memories.. she recalls how she wanted to bid him goodbye on the day he was leaving to London and how she was treated by him when she was leaving from KM.. and she doesn't expect anything anymore...Afterall she is not PARI she is GEET. Ofcourse, all these would appear too odd for Muskan.. Hence she covers up maximum possible.
Woh, what I meant is, he has just woken up and he needs more time for himself during morning hours. Whereas we are in a hurry to leave...Geet now looks at Maan and talks to him...You get freshen up and have a great time. ...we will make a move. Please take care of yourself. She tells all this expressing her true concerns.
Maan clenches his fist… He finds her even more odd today he knows very well she is not speaking all this from her heart...but she is willing to do all this only for him... gone are those days when my angel would have found ways to get a glimpse of me...or to get somewhere close to me where she can get to see me from afar. Today, she is finding reasons to stay away from me? This is something against her mind and soul..that would only hurt her even more.
Geet too is lost looking at him...she is astonished with the changes that have happened in her life...how eager she would be to get one glimpse of him and see how she is behaving these days .she is leaving him alone. She has transformed completely...she is now finding reasons to stay away from him… And everything has got elevated with all what has happened yesterday night.. In a true sense..I have become YOU on the whole Maan...I am sure this would only benefit You! But what about ME? Oh yeah..I can't think about myself as I am not your PARI!
Tears welling in her eyes and she is holding on to it. She feels highly emotional at this point of time but she cannot express this to him.. How will she again stay away from him for 3 days? She will miss him but cant tell him this.. She managed to utter... BYE! softly..and moves from there without looking back and as quickly as possible dragging Muskan downstairs..
Muskan is definitely taken back by this sudden move as if Geet is rushing to catch a train that is about to be missed..Arre Arre Geet...Slowly yaar…Muskan shouts out to Maan on top of her voice... BYE JIJU!!!
Both happen to walk down the stairs..Muskan is astonished with Geet’s strange behavior...
Mus: Arre Geet...what’s wrong with you? should have spent at least 2 mins with your hubby.
G: I told you the reason na...He needs time for himself. Also, its getting late and I need to have my breakfast..
Mus: WHAT? You still didn't have your BF? and of course you wouldn't have had your morning medicines then?
Geet makes a puppy face..
Mus: Tu sach mein jhalli hain Geet! (You are really crazy Geet!)
G: Please don't get angry...my BF is already arranged in the kitchen..I will pack it up and have it on the way..
Mus: Dare you! You are having your BF here and morning medicines and then only we shall leave from here.
Muskan drags Geet to the kitchen..
G: Musky!
Mus: Nothing doing..finish with your BF.. rest all can wait.
Radha gets Geet the veg sandwiches, and juice..and then Muskan helps her in giving her medicines. Radha smiles at their friendship and is glad for Geet to have good friends.
Geet: HAPPY NOW? Come let's leave..
Geet tells this so easily but she couldn't help looking around to get one glimpse of Maan. especially the stairs to terrace and Maan’s room on the ground floor and then she gazes everywhere else desperately...You are crazy Geet.. when will you learn that certain things will never happen in your life..why would he come behind YOU? Who are you? You are not his PARI!!
Just before exiting the Farm Villa, Chutki runs to Geet and holds her hands.
Chutki: Di..where are you going?
Radha again shouts at her...What is this Chutki? Don't trouble Ma’m..Get inside our home. (servant quarter)
Chutki’s face became small and of course Geet didn’t like it.
Arre Radhaji..I told you na, don't shout at her. She is a kid and she is my new friend. Geet winks at Chutki..and Chutki smiles weakly. She kneels down to the level of Chutki..I have to go as I have some important work.....will be back after 3 days… hmm?
Chutki: Oh Ok...Please come back fast di..will be waiting for you.
Geet really started liking this little girl..she is so straight from heart.
Chutki: And Di...I want something...will you buy for me?
Radha again shouts at her...CHUTKI!!
Radhaji..please! Geet again feels low seeing Chuki’s head bent down..Now, Cheer up and Tell me what you want?
Chutki: Can you buy me some books? and some pencils and color pencils too.... I love reading, writing and coloring..Ma - baba not buying me.
Geet is really moved with this request. something she could relate herself with her childhood and studies...she glares at Radha before answering. Sure! I will get you HMM??
Chutki is all happy...Thank you di!
They all exit together..
The driver seemed to be away and Muskan got busy calling on the driver's mobile and finding his whereabouts.. It seems he will take just about 5 mins. Geet is dumbfounded with the scenery outside the farm villa. She just looks around and is lost in its beautiful surroundings… She never imagined that Khurana Farm could be this huge.. again she had a weird feeling...why do I feel I have come here before? How is it even possible? for a second she forgot all her sorrows and wanted to explore this place even more.. that’s when Chutki holds her hand and drags her… Didi… come here I will show you something and you will love it… Chutki drags her by holding her hand.. Radha shouts at her to STOP...Ma..Didi is my friend. I want to show her my favourite place here. Geet goes with chutki without questioning...
Chutki stops and at one point and shouts...DI...This is my favourite place… Geet simply froze ..She got to see all kinds of beautiful pigeons, doves and colorful species of parrots that were in huge cages.. YES...its the same place of that farm house which she and Ridzy visited accidentally.. and Geet was so excited with these birds here..she was looking all over this place to Its again a dream for sure!!
Chutki runs to her baba (Ramu) who was busy watering the garden area….Baba..see I got Di here to show her this place...
Ramu is worried for what Chutki did...and he apologises to Geet...Memsaab..sorry...please forgive her..she is a kid..
Geet doesn't answer him..she is all lost looking at this place now taking baby steps. She thinks Chutki has got her to a neighbor’s farm or so..and she asks something which Ramu and Chutki couldn't believe. Which place is this?
Ramu: Memsaab.. This is your own farmhouse…
G: MINE?
Ramu: Haan memsab… its part of Khurana’s farm..and you are part of Khurana family too..hence it belongs to you too.
She couldn't believe it..she is back to the same farmhouse that she has been missing all these days..she is somehow refusing to accept it..
Ramu: NO..its not possible this is not that farm....I had seen a old man taking care of this place. you were not even there that time?
Now, Ramu is really smiling at her innocent blabbering but one thing further surprises him.... How does she know about that old man? Has she visited this place before? He doubts but being a servant he doesn't argue or questions her further but answers her calmly...Could be true....you might have seen my father...he is on a religious tour and will be back here in 10 days time.
She nods her head for a no..she remembers Daadi mentioning that This FH is in Maan’s name now..… NO!!! This cannot be the same farmhouse that I visited
She looks at everything around and it perfectly matches with all that she got to witness that day...and then her vision fell on the window which she had a glimpse of that day.. She again calls out for Ramu.... BHAIYA…
Ramu was overwhelmed when Geet called him Bhaiya..
Geet points out at that window...Yeh..kidki.. ? (This window?)..
Ramu: This is the window of Maan Saab’s room..
She stood startled..Her heart beats faster and faster .... She just is not able to get over the fact that she is back to her dream land but it belongs to none other than Maan. She is overwhelmed with joy for a second..Is this the reason I felt so attached to this place that day? When I was leaving from here, I felt as if I am leaving my heart behind...some strange feeling she was having since that day and this place would appear in her dreams every now and then even after she got married..she would feel weird with all this as she was damn sure she wouldn't visit that place again..today I got my answers...I was unaware that time that this farmhouse belongs to my future husband… suddenly the smile vanishes off her face thinking about the actual relationship that they share. BUT HE HATES ME!!
She realised what Maan would think about this whole episode of her previous visit to this place? His thinking would get into further advanced level. He would once again accuse her that she had planned well in advance to trap his family..and so on....There is no way he would take it positively. How would she make him understand that it was a mere coincidence? Once again she has to hide something so important..She crashes down on the garden bench nearby...I have no right to feel anything … I am not his PARI…
Muskan reaches there and finds Geet seated on a Garden bench...but she looks tired and lost. As if something was bothering her.. Arre Geet..what happened?
She cannot tell anyone what is troubling her actually...well nothing yaar..I felt little tired. That’s why I sat down She grabs the water bottle from Muskan’s hand and drinks in one go… I am fine now.
Radha also reaches there...Memsaab...what happened to you all of sudden? Wait..I will call saab (Maan)
NAHIN.. (NO)... Nothing to worry. Please don't bother him unnecessarily.
Even though Geet is denying, Muskan could sense that something is bothering Geet. Are you sure?
Geet sighs..YES...And Lets move from here...
Mus: Haan challo...the car is ready now.
Muskan holds Geet’s hand and both make a slow move towards the car...Geet looks around this place with teary eyes before taking her seat in the car.. Chutki, Radha and Ramu bid her bye and the car zoomed off.
MAAN’s POV from the time GEET exits her room...
Geet and Muskan were out of that room before even Maan could answer them...At least she bid him “Bye” and only he knew the depth of the pain in it..the pain of separation that she has been going thro all these days and yet again she will be staying away from him..She stopped him in a very diplomatic way from following her but he couldn't hold himself. He follows them by maintaining a safe distance. He stops half way through the stairs from where he could get a clear view of the kitchen. Geet was munching the veggie sandwich and gulped down a glass of juice. Muskan was helping Geet with her morning medicines.. He takes a sigh that she had a proper BF and had her medicines on time..He missed on this … Thanks God Muskan helped her with it.
And then when Geet was about to exit the farmvilla, She looked around restlessly for something or say trying to get a glimpse of someone..and he very well knew that she was looking for HIM… This is the first time he has got to witness her being so restless.. and maybe she would have got to feel it every moment during her stay in KM!! He sighs sadly. The desperation in her eyes speaks volumes of love that she still holds for him..he feels like rushing to her and taking her in his arms..but he cannot do it and this is the biggest punishment he has got for himself.
His thoughts got diverted to a little girl who runs to Geet and holds her hand. Geet too responds to her and talks to her sitting down to meet that girl’s height..Maan recalls this girl is daughter of the servant there.. and on the other day this little girl was feeling scared with his presence and now she seemed to have befriended Geet in such a short time. A smile touches his lips. She is so friendly by nature that everyone gets glued to her easily...even in KM, she maintained a good relationship with Daadi, Prem, Annie… and also with Shantima and Nakul..But he is the only odd one out as he choose to be like that...how unlucky he is to have not treasured this Gem that was always near him but still he choose his false ego over her.
After a moment, he found all of them exit the villa.. Maan moved to one of the windows near the hall but he couldn't get a clear view...he spotted the car but Geet and Muskan were nowhere to be seen..Where did they go? One after another, he opened all the windows in the hall but still couldn't get to see Geet anywhere… Finally, he entered his room and he neared the same window from where he got to see her for the very first time, almost a year ago. And he gets to see her again via the same window. He feels blessed to witness this day again in his life.....He just couldn't take his eyes away from his angel.. I bet she too feels a sense of attachment with this place. But she was all smiling and chirpy and full of life on that day, whereas today, she has taken her seat in the Garden Bench and she looks tired and worn out..she is surrounded by Muskan, those two servants and then that little girl. She takes a water bottle from Muskan and gulps it down in one go.. and then she gets up and walks slowly holding Muskan’s hand.....He is concerned for her if something is wrong with her health? What happened to her?
Maan rushes out to that spot and finds that their car is not there and Geet and Muskan are nowhere to be found. He could still hear the sound of that Car making its way out of this farmhouse. Guess they left! He sighs..something was wrong for sure. She seemed to be tired... she could have stayed back here for a few hours to take enough rest and then I would have dropped her early in the evening… Instead, she felt it's better to leave from here? He holds on to the branch of the tree. Even the simplest of the things seem to be complicated in their relationship...and the full credit goes to him and only him.. He hears Radha and Ramu’s talks..they seem to be in the backyard
Radha: What happened to Geet memsaab? Why she was looking worn out all of a sudden? Also her eyes were moist.
Ramu: Don't know the reasons exactly..She got lost in this place from the time Chutki dragged her here. She started asking kiddish questions...She was saying that there was an old man on that day..and so on..I made her understand that old man is my father..And then, some more weird questions followed...whose farm is this? Whose window is that? and I clearly told her that this farm belongs to her as she is part of Khuranas ..and that window is Maan Saab’s room...and that’s it. Initially she seemed to be happy to get these details and then all of a sudden her face became pale..she sat down on that bench all lost..She was going thro so many mix feelings. don't know what happened to her?
Radha: Oh! very strange!! Has she come here before or what?
Ramu: I doubt that. Shantima clearly told me that it's her first visit to this farm..
Radha: Its really strange. I don't know why but I feel she has come here before. But she fears to accept it.
Ramu: May be true as I could sense thro her activities.
Maan could understand now..Geet realized that she has been to this farm before.. He is glad to know that she too was attracted to this place just like he got attracted to her. But why is she not accepting it? What is bothering her? Why is she stopping herself to this extent? WHY?? How to make her understand that I am not the same Maan any more...I have changed..but I am unable to even tell her what has changed me. He awakes from his thoughts with what he hears further from the servants talks..
Radha: This girl is really so simple, innocent and a grown up kid. So sweet by nature. I was touched with the way she became friend with our Chutki.. and also she never speaks authoritatively to me. She treats me like any other human...she pauses and Today, I could feel why Shantima loves her so much..and she calls her “GEET Bitiya”. I really feel bad for her that she has got married into this family. She deserves a loving and caring husband and see...God got her married to Maan Saab and she is not even getting the respect of a wife. Also yesterday, I felt weird when she told me she wants to move to another room. But she is forced to do so. She loves her husband so much but she is forced to stay away from him. Feel really sorry for her.
Ramu: Arre Radha, I know what you feel but what can we do? Whatever said and done, they both are husband and wife and its their problem and they can only sort it out... We are just their servants here. We cannot express our emotions. he sighs...chalo lets get back to work and that’s what we are paid for.
Maan feels really ashamed about himself hearing the servant’s conversations and their interpretations about his relationship with Geet. Also another realization strikes him….The servants and other workers in the KM must be thinking in a similar line. Especially for Geet when she was living in a separate room and was deprived of even the basic rights that a wife should get. They might have either pitied her or looked down upon her or even made fun of her. How challenging would it have been for her to hold on to her self respect? His eyes gets teary again...Will his money, status, anger, ego help him to undo all what she has gone thro? Only thing he can do is not to further complicate things and take ample measures to sort out their tangled relationship one by one. But he is not able to decide HOW? Until and unless she opens up to him, he would never be able to make a start. He needs to know what is going on in her mind and she has to disclose this...He must get her to speak...BUT HOW?
Precap: Will she open up to him? Is he prepared to feel the outburst of the eruption that is buried deep within her?
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BUT WAS MADE COMPLICATED BY CIRCUMSTANCES...BY HIS MINDSET...BY HIS CRAZINESS...BY HIS RUTHLESSNESS..
AND HE DIDN'T EVEN KNEW ABOUT IT. ENGULFED IN HIS DARKNESS, HE HAS BEEN IGNORING AND HURTING HIS LADY LOVE, HIS ANGEL
. AND THERE COMES THE MOMENT OF TRUTH WHEN HE COMES FACE TO FACE WITH HER... AND THE HARSH REALITY STRIKES HIM...HIS RUDE BEHAVIOR WITH HIS OWN ANGEL!!!... 
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