FF- Sairat: Untold Feelings (Part 8 Updated on pg 15)! (1/9/21) - Page 5

I love your story

Keep the good work

I love how you made sai a mature kind person

She had a change of heart towards her virat sir

But  those same feeling are the reason she is indifferent to him

Sai has started to love viraat too... 

Would love to read more of it

I am in love with your story. It's truly very beautiful. Keep it up.

I love how you are building their relationship.

Nice update. Waiting for next part.❤️

Originally posted by: Chahat_A_Doshi

A couple of days later after the dinner gathering

Virat returns home and sees Sai smiling while listening to something. She was so engrossed that she didn't even notice him come in. 

He removed her.left ear piece.

Virat sir aap kab aaye? 

Duniya mein ya kamre.mein?

Kya bakwaas joke hai.

Kya sunn rahi ho?

Mann ki baat.

Mann he thought Mann one meeting and she's in first name basis with him and she was ao formal with him even after so many years of marriage he was still Virat sir but Dr. Mann became.Mann.

Kya soch rahe ho aap?

Kuch nahi koi zaroorat nahi hai Mann ki baat sunn ne ki.

Saying this he removed her right ear piece.

Sai frowned.

Aapko PM Modi ji se.Kya problem hai?

What? Who?

PM Modi ji Aapko kya problem hai agar main Mann ki baat sun rahi hoon toh?

Mann ki baat oh PM Modi ji ke Mann ki baat.

Toh aapko kya laga? 

Nahi Kuch nahi suno suno Mann ki baat suno Modi ji ke Mann ki baat suno.

Saying this he put her ear phones on for her.

In the wash room,

Virat tu kitna silly hai. 

Silly ki kya baat hai Sai meri patni hai mujhe bura toh lagega na.

Virat looked in the mirror and there he saw himself dressed in his wedding outfit. 

Sai was done listening to Mann ki baat and her thoughts went to Virat.

Virat sir itne ajeeb kyun hain?

Sorry but it just came to me and then I can't keep it to myself.

Woohh...this maan ki baat cracked me up!! Super hilarious loved it!!😊

How beautifully you depicted the emotions of Sai. I am in awe and am very much waiting for more and more!! If only the writers took some notes from you only! The show would get on a different level.👍🏼😊👏

Originally posted by: by_stander

PART 2.... I tried... please excuse all the errors. 

Nagpur Medical College

With full excitement, Sai walks into the orientation meeting in her lab coat and scrubs for her new research assistantship program. She sees her professor speaking with another faculty member while she takes a sit at the table. Another student walks in as sits next to her. “Are you here for the research assistantship?” the girl next to her asked. 

“Yes. I am guessing you are the other assistant who will be working on this project.” Sai answers with a polite smile. “My name is Sai Josh--- Chavan. Sai Chavan.”

“I am Usha Gupta. Nice to meet you.” She replies with a smile.

“Usha, my aunt’s name is Usha as well. What a nice coincidence. Nice to meet you as well. I am not sure if I am nervous or really just excited to be part of this.” Sai replies.

“Oh gosh, same here. Let’s see how it goes.” 

“Well, looks like our assistants are here.” Professor Deshmukh interrupts with a smile as he walks to their table. “It is good to see you Sai. I am very pleased to have you on board for this project.” 

Thank you, sir. I am so grateful for this opportunity.” 

“Don’t be… you deserve it. You are here for your qualification.” “You must be the other assistant, Usha, that Professor Patel had recommended.”

“Yes, sir. Nice to meet you.”

“Nice to meet you as well.” “Great. Now that we are all here, let me introduce you the other professor who will be working with me in this project.” He looks back and calls out her name. “Dr. Malini, can you come here, we are about to start the meeting.” 

“Yes Bhai.” She walks towards the group.

Prof. Deshmukh gave her a disapproving look to which Dr. Malini replied, “oh sorry, I mean Dr. Deshmukh. Old habits die hard.” She says with a grin on her face. 

Dr. D sighs at Dr. M and starts the introduction. “Anyways, this is Dr. Malini, our new Ob/Gyn and a guest professor in the school. She will be assisting us with our study. As you know from the proposal that I have already sent you, we are looking into potential heart problems of this specific drug in women and pregnancy and if it causes any defects in fetus development. She has done research on the drug before joining our team and of course has extensive knowledge about women’s health and female reproductive system, so her expertise in that would greatly benefit us with the project. Oh, also, she is also my younger sister, in case you are wondering why she called me bhai.”

“Dr. Malini, these are the two medical students who will be helping us with the project.” “This is Usha, a third-year student, and Sai, a second-year student. They are very bright students, so feel free to work them to your hearts content.” Everyone let out a smile at the last comment. 

“Nice to meet you both. Don’t worry, I will not work you guys to death. I know you guys have a lot in your plate already, so we really appreciate you guys for giving your time on this project.  He has a habit of scaring his students.” She says looking at his brother. 

“Nice to meet you as well. We are both looking forward to working with you.” Sai replied and Usha nodded.

“So essentially, I will give you your assignments through e-mail, and you guys will have a week to finish it. The initial part of the research is data collecting before we get more into the clinical stuff. Don’t hesitate to ask us any questions at any time and so let us know if the workload is too much so we can arrange things accordingly.” Dr. M and Dr. D went over the entire project and their expectations from both the research assistants. 

Chavan Mansion

“Don’t worry about it Pawan. We will see you the week after that then. Sounds good… okay, you take care as well.” Ninaad finished his call on the phone and looked at Bhavani. “Vaini, Pawan and his family won’t be able to come next week, but the week after that. They had something urgent come up on that day.” 

“Chalo koi baat nahi. It has been so many years since we met them. Yad hai, Pawan unke biwi bacho ke sath kitna aata tha hamare ghar me, aur Samrat aur Virat kitni maja karte the unke bacho ke saath.” Bhavani reminisces the old times with a sip of her evening coffee as Sai comes back from campus. “Tum itne deri se ghar me aai ho? Suno Larki, agar tumhe hamare ghar ke tor tarike nehi aati hai toh mat aao. It has been over a year since you came to this house, and you still don’t know what is allowed and what is not. Tum achi tarike jaan ti ho ka Chavan gharke bohu-e itni raat bahar nahi rehti.” Bhavani began to charge Sai as soon as she set her foot inside the house. Like always, she never misses a chance to taunt and demean Sai in front of everyone. 

“Chalo, shuru ho gai hamari ring master ki daily drama. Meri beti ko  ek minute saas bhi nehi lene dete” Ashwini comments under her breath listening to Bahvani’s usual bickering. “Usne mujhe phone me bola tha ki college se aate thora late hogi. Sai, tu ja fresh hoke aa, me Virat ke liye chai paros rahi hu, teri liye paro su?” Ashwini dismisses the situation before Bhavani causes a bigger scene.

“Nehi aii, meh nehi khaoungi. Doh, meh unki chai upar le jati hun.” Sai walks towards Ashwini to grab the cup of tea and whispers a thanks in her ear for handling the situation.

“Why are you so late today?” Virat confronts Sai as soon as she enters the room.

“lo dekho, log aksar uske maa baap pe jata hai, par unhe dekho, pura unke kaku par geya. Ek kam thi ke doosri bhi aa gya sawal leke.” Sai says it under her breath.

“kya kaha?”

 “Nothing. Here is your Chai. Remember I told you about the research project. We had our orientation today, so I was late because of that.”

“oh okay.” Virat replies as he takes a sip and remembers all the praise Sai did of her professor last time. 

“So, was it just you and your professor only, or were there more people?” Virat asks in a taunting way which annoyed Sai.

“kya matlab hai aapka?”

“Nothing, I was just curious if there were more people working on it or just only one professor.”

“No, we have another professor working with him who turns out of his sister and one more student assistant like me. She is a third year and super nice. It was so exciting; I can’t even express how well the first meet went. I feel like my life is going in the right direction for the first time in a while.” Sai expressed her excitement unaware of how Virat felt with her last statement. 

Virat kept staring at the cup. “Yes, your life turned upside down because of me. If only Kamal sir hadn’t saved me that day, then you wouldn’t have to go through all those pain and suffering. No matter what I do, it will never be enough to turn your life back to normal.” He got immersed in his thoughts when Sai interrupted.

“I am gonna go freshen up and meet you at the dinner table. Please go on time or kaku will find another reason to taunt me. “Even Virat is breaking all the rules of the house from her influence..blah, blah, blah.” She already gave me an earful earlier for coming home late.” Sai sighs as she walks to her closet. 

*Later that night *

“Achha suniye, mujhe kuch bolna hai. I think I might have to stay longer on campus after class for the research. Can you please manage kaku and speak to her about it? Today, Aii covered for me, but I can’t ask her everytime. Can you please speak to her?”

“Okay, I will tell her that I will be picking you up from now on after you are done.”

“No, that is not necessary. I will come on my own like I have always done. Besides, I don’t have a set time when I will be done. In any case, by the time I wait for you to pick me up from your work, I can easily be at home.” Sai answers Virat back adamantly.

“What is wrong if I pick you up? You don’t know what the streets are like in the evening.”

“Like I said, I could be home by then, and please don’t worry. The streets from my college to here are safe.”

“Okay, if you don’t want me to go, then have the driver pick you up.”

“Again, that is not necessary. I carry my own weight. My abba has taught me to be self-reliant and responsible. Since I can manage my own, I don’t need any favors.”

“This is not a favor, tum iss ghar ki bahu ho. Tumhari haak hai ghar ke chiso me.”

“Bahu hoti agar aap or meh iss shadi ko accept korti.This is just a contract marriage and hold no value to either of us. I do not want to take any more favors from this family; especially for things that I can sort on my own. I hope you understand that.”

“Thik hay, tomhari marji.” That is all Virat could say to Sai, but deep down he was restless. He knew as each day passes by, Sai gets closer to becoming a doctor. He remembered the words Sai uttered during the phere: “jis din mei doctor ban gayi, uss din mera apke sath akheri din hoga.” If only he knew back then that those words will come and hunt his heart, then he would have stopped Sai from uttering those that day. 

“Are you staying up late today also?”

“Not as late as yesterday. But I have to get something done before going to sleep. You can turn off the light.” As Virat turns the light off, Sai takes out a black diary and begins to write which Virat assumed was her notebook.

Now this curious soul wants to read the black diary!!! 

Somewhere it feels sai has feelings towards Virat, which black diary will potray, but yet is cold to him!! Let's see what our writer has stored in for us!!!

As usual beautifully penned down!!! The cold treatment was worth reading!!!! Awesome!!!❤️

Originally posted by: by_stander

PART 3

Dear Aba,

How are you? How is Aii? I hope you are happy and all settled with Aii by now. Did you guys go for an early morning walk and see the sunrise together like you used to? Do you guys miss me? Does Aii remember me? Aba, it has been over a year since you left me, but not a day goes by that I miss your presence, your hugs, your laughter, and your love. Aba, that day when you took that bullet, you took a piece of my heart with it and now I feel hollow and lifeless without it. I remember in one of my early lectures at medical school we were learning about the heart. The professor was saying how the human heart pumps blood and supplies oxygen to the entire body and that is what keeps human beings alive. However, no matter how much I breathe I still don’t feel alive. I realized that the professor was talking about the heart of the body, but what about the heart of the soul? What keeps that alive? How do you revive that Aba? I am like a living dead body who is just walking lifelessly from one place to another. Aba, I don’t show it on my face, but sometimes, deep down I feel like I can not do it anymore. Don’t worry, I won’t repeat the same mistake I made already. That day you sent me back to this world. I remember the words you said in my dream, “Sai please go back. You are still not ready to enter through this gate. I am fine and happy to be with your Aii finally. See, she has been waiting patiently for so long and I am finally here to company her. You need to fulfill your dreams of becoming a doctor. Remember, it has been your dream since you can remember, and eventually, it became my dream as well that I want you to accomplish! Remember, you said that you want to save the lives of those mothers who never have to leave their children alone after birth. Remember, you said that you always want to be there for the fathers who risk their lives for the country, so that their children can welcome them home with a smile. Remember and focus on accomplishing them. I know you can do it. Even if I am not with you physically, I am always with you in your heart and in your memories. Please don’t let both our memories, our dreams die here. Live on and work on the dreams that you and I have seen together. Please go back. I am here and I love you, my majiaii.”

Aba, I didn’t know then that I have to walk a thorny path inside a never-ending maze. I feel like I am balancing on a tightrope to reach my dreams, and if I waiver just a little then I will fall into the pit of darkness under me. I wish I could go back to those innocent days of just you and me, but I know it is not possible. What is possible is keeping your memories and your love alive in my heart. Even if I cannot bring back that piece of my heart that I have lost with your departure, I can at least keep my remaining heart alive through your memories. Sorry for getting you all emotional, but I have some good news to tell you!

Aba, I am getting one step closer to our dreams. I got into a great research study where I could learn and grow more in medicine. I have such great mentors to study under and a good friend to work with. Working there makes me feel alive and gives a purpose of this new life. No matter what I might go through that day, walking into the research office gives me hope and a blooming reason for my existence. I know my work and time on this may contribute to something better in the future.  

Future… yes, the closer the future, the faster the promises will be fulfilled. The promise that I had made to Virat sir and the promise he had made to you. It is not just your dreams that I have to fulfill, but also my promise to Virat sir. That day did not just shatter my life, but his life also. He came into our lives uninvited and suddenly got deeply entangled with my responsibility that he cannot throw out. Aba, I need to free him from this burden, this imposed duty, this so-called marriage. Aba, please send me your blessings so I can lift off this load from his shoulder, so he could finally move on with his life. I know how suffocated he must feel seeing me around him all the time. Every day, I remind him of those uneventful days, this imposed duty he needs to fulfill. I wish the hands on the clock would tick faster so that he would be done with my responsibility sooner. Aba, I am trying my best to not involve him in my matters as much as possible, I talk to him as minimal as possible so that I don’t get used to his presence when I leave this house. 

But Aba, what should I do? I feel like I am getting used to this family- Aswini Aii, Ninaad babba, Kaku, Mohit da, Karishma, and… Virat sir. Just thinking about leaving them brings this indescribable pain in my heart. It almost feels like the pain of losing you. I keep reminding myself that this is a deal and my stay here is only temporary. I will have to eventually leave this place. But the more I say it to myself, the more upset I become. Aba, please look over me when that day comes so I can leave this house on a happy note with all the good memories. I pray and hope that Ashwini Aii will still love me and think good of me as her daughter when I leave. I hope she won’t misunderstand my love for her as a lie and pretentious. After you, I have loved her the most and I can’t even imagine the day when I won’t see her smiling face anymore.  I know my entrance to this house was due to an imposed and unwanted relationship, but the bonds I have created with the family is real and honest. I don’t even know when Ashwini Aii became my Aii, Nanaad baba became by baba, Kaku became my Kaku, and Virat sir became…

Aba, please look over me and guide me like you always have been. I want to make you and all these people who have become my family proud. Send your blessings so that I can stay true to my goal and don’t let my heart waver. Alright, now will let you go to Aii. Give her my greetings and a big hug from me. I love you both forever and always.

Yours only,

Sai

Wow, awesome would be understated words for this one!!! It was beyond superb!!! Loved th le way sai's feelings her selima are potrayed!!!!

Plz continue soon!!!❣️❣️

Thank you everyone for the feedback! It really means a lot. I will try to have the next chapter updated this week. I have my finals going on, so haven't had time to work on it, but your comments are very encouraging and a great motivation ❤️. Stay tuned!

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