SwaRon Three-shot: when it gets hard to handle *Replies added page-6* - Page 2

Great concept
Really luking forward to read more
Update soon and pm me

Originally posted by: nida.swaron

awesome...swayam"s pov👍🏼

beautiful

plzz update soon

cant wait to read more

Originally posted by: AnanyaVruShan

well penned. & i m eager to knw how d story proceeds. Plz continue

Originally posted by: shaaz23

Great concept
Really luking forward to read more
Update soon and pm me

Part-2

After mid-term exams, St.Louis is going to hold final exams of batch 2014 like after some 3 months. But before that it is festival time; a dance festival held by college in honour of graduating batch. It is time to come in terms with what damage I have caused. I was lucky to get enough time preparing for mid-term exams to wrap-up my mind around few things I had done in past which now I regretted to the core. Now I would have to face her daily be it in class, dance routine or ACS duties. I still fear her antics to get me close despite what I say or do.

Nevertheless I went to college today as I had to set up routine for group dance as well as to check arrangements for fest. It was getting difficult every passing minute being so close to her yet so far. Not that I was avoiding her or something, No - not at all. I was as normal as I should be with anyone else; there is where difficulty lies - acting normal, it was not my cup of tea. I was habitual to bottle up my emotions but this was nerve wrecking, heck she was making it harder. I tried my best, passing small smiles when we crossed paths, talked to her normally when doing arrangements or deciding budget - nothing rude anyway. However she was not acting normal; sitting unusually close - I even sometimes feel her breath on my face I swear, frequent touches - that sure give me Goosebumps, and unnatural sweet way of talking. But this all was crossing limits, sure no harm was done yet but there is no assurance it would be same tomorrow - I might lose my senses any minute, it was hard to get hold of them after all. Today was the day I lost all my senses, my emotions surfaced up - she kissed me, on my cheek okay and don't ever think I would tell you my personal moments shared, may be some but not that I would have told you if she would have kissed me that way. I was done and it was high time to show her reality although it broke me to do that but I tried to do - for her sake.

"What the hell is all this nonsense Sharon? . ."

"What?"

"Please stop doing it and its time that you face truth."

"What truth are you talking about?" she batted her eyelashes in most seductive way possible. Oh God open this mother earth, I want to go in. you tell me, is it possible to make a person face truth with causing any damage?

"Sharon it's just that you are making it difficult because you don't lo. . ." I paused as I saw whole gang staring us and students peeking in RH and no, I won't hurt her publically. She is my love - and nobody even I don't have right to hurt her after all she is in this situation because of me. I know what it feels like to be insulted in public and hearing all those words which pierce right through your soul. I don't deny that if a person, say you saw him for very first time, say you words which even in your dreams you haven't thought about, leave you thinking if it's really true. Alright people say words and you can't shut everyone's mouth but I ask you, what would you feel like if you have to face that person every day? And we have to face everyone in college every day. Even today when I cross that corridor and see girls gossiping, I wonder if they are still talking about me. Yes, I am still not over that incident, how would I be if I see those faces every day, I am a no god.

"You don't know that . . . I'm going to have my exams so. . . I have to study. Bye guys."

"swayam, stop right there." She shouted at loudest decibel possible, that any homo sapiens would be deaf right then and there.

But No, there is no stopping now Sharon. Sorry

"sway. . ."

I stopped in my tracks when that sound trailed behind. I hurriedly turned and saw her trying to catch her breath. Inhaler. God where I put that spare one. I searched all my pockets when I saw simmi coming to her rescue. She pated her back and called me to give inhaler.

"swayam. What are doing? You do keep spare one, don't you so? So give her that." She spitted

I opened my bag and threw out all contents. And I found it. I sighed in relief. I pushed medicine in her mouth and after few minutes of taking deep breaths her respiration became normal.

"Thank god." That was only one word escaped my mouth. While whole gang surrounded her with questions about all this happened, I put back all contents back into bag hurriedly so that I could escape now.

"Thank you swayam."

"it's okay Sharon. You should take your medicines on time."

"I'm sorry swayam, please forgive me for once. I promise to be the girl of your dreams."

"I Love You."

I was dead in my track as those three words escaped her mouth. Neither could I go from there nor I was able to face her. And gang. Poor people they couldn't utter a word. Vicky tried to say something but was hushed by rey. Once again we were going to be talk of the town. This is what I feared and I was solely responsible for this too. Only if I could redeem the past.

"I was never angry with you in first place Sharon."

"swayam please for once try to give us once chance."

"You shouldn't be the one apologizing. I'm sorry. And you are forgiven a long ago because I realized it was never your mistake. It was mine; only mine. It is about me."

After all this happened I wasn't able to say a word. My throat felt sore, even it hurt to speak a word more. It was getting hard to handle. It seemed like one word and I would end up in tears so I chose to run. Before my legs could respond to orders of my brain she hugged from behind. My remaining courage drained. I couldn't take it anymore. My knees gave away and I fell but she never left me. She was still holding me tightly like I was her breath. She fell with me on floor. Why doesn't she understand? Damn it why?? I got up taking support of nearby wall and made her face me.

"Thank you for giving me this one last chance. I promise I won't fail you this time."

I don't know what I should have done that time. All I was able to do was give a nod. She took me wrong - correction, I let her take me wrong.

Part-3 (last part) page 5

-Hello once again people. . here is an update. Do share your views. Only last part is remaining. I will surely update it as soon as it get completed. And one more thing, I am not sending out any messages as I'm not sure any one would be interested in reading my kind of work; To be honest I don't think it is up to the mark. writing is no child's play anyway. Cheers.

hey Rinku, we are interested in your story nd plz don't think that way, your writing is upto mark dear..

about the update...

loved it..
emotions were very well penned down..
yup it is hard to forget all that corridor scenario...
waiting 4 d next part..
update soon dear..

Originally posted by: Rockingbhardwaj

hey Rinku, we are interested in your story nd plz don't think that way, your writing is upto mark dear..

about the update...

loved it..
emotions were very well penned down..
yup it is hard to forget all that corridor scenario...
waiting 4 d next part..
update soon dear..

loved it...i can completely imagine swayam and sharons expressions

Wow!
Ur amazing!!
love the story..
The corridor scenario was perfect.
I love u was just too good
Just loved it
great job!
update soon ..

Reserved.Unres in Night hopefully :) 😃
^Unreserved^

Hey Rinku!This one is so amazing.I love reading write ups from Swayam's pov. . .You wrote such deep emotions so casually without letting go the hurt and pain Swayam must have suffred. . .The flow in your writing was amazing.I seriously loved Part 1 like hell. . .Swayam taking break from college,and no no i m prfctly fine thing. . .N Part 2 Sharon confessed in front of everyone but Swayam has turned unsure. . .Ah!And he still carries that inhaler with him...Loverboy can never be changed :)

Updatw soon :)