Episode 251 Maha
Defeated
The blinds open he awakes. The room is still filled with an aura of gloom. Khushi gets a phone call from Mr. Shukla and Arnav seems surprised his wife is making a way in the world without him? She hands him a towel her eyes a downward gaze. She has been defeated; she no longer fights for her rights to the bathroom. She has been subdued. He doesn't like it... he feels the difference of a quiet and hurt Khushi. She tells Mr. Shukla she will no longer be doing the catering service, Arnav turns at looks at her. He doesn't like it one bit, this new Khushi, the circumstances have created...no, he has created. He goes into the bathroom and Khushi takes out the file recalling the terms of Shyam's blackmail. The file falls as he is about to come out of the bathroom and Khushi quickly picks up the papers unknowingly leaving one under the bed.
He comes to sit on the bed, puts his shoes on and steps on the paper, which catches on his heel and comes out from the bed. I was so excited that, maybe he would find out what was going on but nooo Khushi snatches it up.
It is Khushi and Arnav downstairs. You can cut the tension with a knife. He comes down and she goes back up and meets Shyam who asking if she got the signatures yet, threateningly. She says she will get them when she can. She walks away.
I like this Khushi...she's a fighter. But what about Arnav Khushi? We will see.
Arnav is sitting at the table and can't stop thinking about Khushi. He reprimands himself for letting Khushi abscond his mind with her thoughts. He insists that her behavior and her words mean nothing to him and can't have an affect on him. He goes to drink his tea and can't, he keeps thinking, he doesn't want to hear her voice nor does he want to hear an explanation from her. Why does her existence trouble him so much? Why is he thinking about her so much?
Why, dammit?
He leaves his tea, puts on his coat and leaves. For a man who wants nothing to do with his wife he sure thinks about her a lot.
Shyam is in a state of frustration. Khushi must take his signature.
Khushi is dismayed by the whole situation, recalls what happened at Arnav's office. She must have him believe her and his signature on the documents is the only way. Shyam has totally blackmailed and convinced the distraught Khushi. Shyam reminded Anjali about the mangoes drying outside so Anjali goes to get Khushi. They leave her room the perfect planned opportunity for Shyam to exchange the real' papers with the fake will document. He does this in the knick of time.
Khushi comes back is wondering how she will get Arnav's signature when she overhears Akash talking on the phone to Aman about obtaining Arnav's signatures on some papers. She asks him if she wants her to get it done and he hands over the papers telling her to have him sign on every page.
A tortured man is trying to work at poolside his place of solace and peace but that's not happening. He can't stop thinking about Khushi she creeps into his thoughts at every moment. He remembers when she placed tika on his forehead as he gazed into her big hazel eyes mesmerized and her uninhibited dancing while oblivious on bhang...he slams the computer top down maybe that will make him forget her! And as he lifts up his head their eyes meet and as he looks at her he takes a deep breath her scent so comforting and then realizing he says to her, "What?"
She hesitantly says these papers have to be signed.
"What papers?"
"Akash, needs these papers signed," and she hands him the file. He grabs them from her and asks her why she has them. She explains Akash was getting late and on a phone call.
And he signs them, no questions asked. I'm not sure if it is that he trusts his brother or he trusts his wife at this point. He tells her he understands what she is doing removing all her belongings from the room and making it like it was.
He doesn't care.
She says she didn't do it intentionally for his benefit but he is under a misconception. Hallelulia!!!
Finally she says something.
He hands her back the signed file...saying whatever.
Khushi brings Akash the sign papers. "Perfect. Thanks Khushi."
Khushi holds the file close to her bosom, close to her heart and runs up the stairs. She takes pictures of the signed papers and then wraps them in a plastic bag and hides them in a pot full of dirt. She will not give them to Shyam unless he tells the truth to Arnav and then she will tell Arnav about the papers. She will not let Shyam deceive Arnav or herself again. Now that's the fighter I know!
Hmm, some good thinking on her part.
Shyam comes into her room. Khushi's eyes go wide. This Shyam has such nerve! He closes the door and asks her for the papers. Khushi ignores him and finally she says to him that under the terms of the conditions he tells Arnav the truth and then she will give him the signed papers. Khushi has the upper hand right now. She won't give those papers to him until he speaks with Arnav. He doesn't believe she has done the job so she shows him the picture of the signed papers on her phone. He verifies it and she says he should tell the truth to Arnav this evening when he gets home. Shyam says to her at home, when everybody is here like his pregnant wife and elderly Naniji? Ok Khushi understands so call him. Shyam is looking around the room here and there and Khushi notices and says she is not a fool he will not find the papers and that is the reason why he loves her.
Khushi tries to contact Arnav but he keeps cutting the call. She continues on her mobile and the house phone and he won't pick up. He is in the car driving and pleads Khushi to stop calling. It's almost like the last straw and he is teetering on the edge of breaking. Anjali sees a worried Khushi and tells her what is going on with Arnav because obviously she doesn't know.
Anjali tells her it is their mother's birthday tomorrow, she would have been 56 (a little too close to home for me) and she explains all the things they did such as going to the orphanage, giving alms and clothes and then to the temple. Arnav never took part he always wanted to be alone. Khushi asks wouldn't it be best for him to be with family? Anjali agrees. And she says he shares everything but his pain and this pain never would he ever share it. Then she breaks the news that Arnav is going to London today in three hours and Khushi's eyes go wide, he never even told her.
Khushi is even surer now that even if he is in pain she must tell him the truth. He must know her truth before he leaves for London. She grabs her wallet and runs to meet him. She must convince him of her truth.
Shyam is going crazy looking for the papers and dismantles Arnav's room.
On the way to the airport she insists that Shyam meets her to tell Arnav the truth or he won't get the papers.
He is still searching the room when he hears Anjali coming. Straightening the room quickly, as Anjali walks to the room she is thinking she should be with Khushi she must feel bad that he left without telling her. I so wanted Shyam to get caught! She enters the room and Shyam tells her he was looking for a file. She wants to call Chote but is distracted by Hari Praksh and Shyam is saved again. I honestly did not pay much attention to this part because I despise him so.
Khushi is frantically awaiting her auto ride to complete at the airport. She jumps out hands the driver the money and goes without receiving her change.
Slowy but steadily Arnav is in line to go into the airport. He gives his entry ticket and sojourns in, London waiting, with a forlorn look on his face. Not only is the next day his mother's birthday but he is leaving with things so unsettled with his wife. He has so much distrust in his heart, such confusion between love and hate and he wants to believe her but he just can't. The frantic Khushi must see him and speak to him, her eyes full of worry and fear that she won't get to him on time. She is compelled as she pushes and weaves in and out between other passengers to get to the front of the line. The security officer asks for her entry ticket and tells her where to go to get one. She races out and goes to the window and finds her wallet empty, unable to purchase a ticket she left the change behind at the auto driver. She runs back just hoping she will see Arnav and maybe they will make an exception...but he won't and she whispers his name,
"Arnavji..."
And he hears her, turning around, a gust of wind, a familiar romantic lullaby Rabba Ve is heard in the BG, he sees his Khushi, hands on the glass eyes brimmed with tears. His heart stops, his lip slightly elevates just a hint of a smile, a relief she is here and she opens her mouth breaking the spell,
"Arnavji, I must talk to you, just one minute I must tell you
something." His face changes into the
mask of no emotion, ah yes he remembers now,he doesn't want to hear it. He turns to leave and she dials his phone, he
dismisses the call as he is looking at her tear stained face. The doors of the
airport and his heart close on her once again. But Khushi is fighting for her
life, for her man and their relationship, her pride, her family, her honor, her
morals; she calls again and he places the phone up to his ear and she
frantically rattles what she wants to say but mentions Shyam's name and within
the instant the phone is removed from his ear like it is on fire and
CLICK...DISCONNECT. Disconnect from his heart and brain. He doesn't want to hear it and especially
anything about that snake jijaji. Khushi
in desperation repeats over and over as she is banging on the window,
"Arnavji, listen to me, one minute, listen to me, one minute!"
MY HEART IS WRENCHING, MY STOMACH CLENCHING IN PAIN FOR THESE TWO.
Sure I know he is leaving to film a movie, I know he has to go for 40 odd days and I am damn frustrated too, but leaving this way? My heart can't take it. I feel awful for Khushi and her pain and for him for losing the opportunity to be happy in his relationship... trusting his wife, but alas not to be.
She tries to bypass the guard as she yells out for him but is held back as Arnavji walks away. Her shoulders lift and as she lets her last breath out, for that is how it feels, in all her despair she watches him walk away. He walks as if all the weight of the world is on his shoulders and slightly turns his head over his shoulder for a last glance of her but doesn't.
She is calling to him not by words but by heart and he is straining to listen.
Standing outside of the airport Khushi tries to recover, head down, sniffling and she looks up and standing before her is her husband. Her eyes go wide. Thank Devi Maiiya!
"You didn't leave. You stayed back?" she asks him.
He barks back, " You made me!" Hmm, compulsion? He has no words, seems a bit tongue-tied, frustratingly a small shake of his head. "Why are you doing this?" And she just lets it flow, "How could you think this? How could you leave like this? Why would you think of Shyam with me?" Just at the very mention of his brother-in-laws name he closes his eyes, steam escaping from his ears. "I don't want to hear this," through gritted teeth.
It must kill him inside thinking of his love in the arms of another man. Kills him. Can't even think about it, it repulses him so much.
She grabs his passport and ticket. She begs him to stay one more minute to prove her innocence; someone is coming. She calls asking where is he? He is on his way..it's going to take some time. Shyam time...snakewa. The truth will be revealed, she says. He tries to reach for the passport and she begs him just a little more time, hiding it. Here comes ASR, he steps forward, grabs her by the arm and then snatches the passport away from her. It's time for his flight. She is begging him please and she tells him she can't stand that he thinks about her this way, she can't stand it and he counters with it is I who can't stand it. He swallows hard..so much said in those few words. This is killing him just as much as it is she. He leaves.
She is devastated. Standing there all alone feeling defeated. He thinks so poorly of her; she can't take it.
And then there he is again, standing in front of her giving her 10 minutes to prove herself innocent after that he's gone. He wants this!!! She shakes her head, a cloud of hope in the air, and she makes a call. It's going to take time, Shyam says as his auto has pulled up across the street. Snakewa!
Travelers are rushing pass Khushi to go inside airport and jostling her about when he steps forward and cages her in with his arms and body. Up close and personal, protecting her from outside forces. Seems like he cares about his wife and it was quite touching to watch this hurt, angry man caring so much. Her bloodshot eyes gaze into his, as he is now the object of everyone's bumps. Yes, he cares Khushi, don't feel defeated. She quietly says to him with tear filled eyes she knows why she is leaving today if he only stays back...He interrupts her with three minutes left. A little uncomfortable and vulnerable perhaps this too much right now, he doesn't want to deal with it all.
"Flight 0B359 for London..."it's time, too late. The 10 minutes are over, you asked and I gave and it's done. I am leaving.
One more minute, one minute she goes to call and he yells Stop it Khushi, stop it now!" No one will come. He only waited, he holds his breath gaining strength to tell her the truth. He wanted her to prove her innocence! He hoped for her not to be in the wrong! He has told her this truth. He cares for her!
Now tell me the truth Khushi no one was coming right he asks her and her tears come again. Yeah, right he says.
He starts to walk away she grabs him buy the shoulder begging for him to listen to the truth. He asks her why as he brushes her hand off his shoulder.
Oh these two, what a pair. They both want to tell each other truths but both not really listening and saying anything.
"Why, Khushi?"
She answers, "Why? Because it makes a difference because it is you, I wouldn't care if it was anybody else but you...if you go away like this I won't be able to breathe..."
Looking into those tear filled eyes he wants so much to believe her, he almost does. You can see his yearning for her but his spell has been broken by an announcement calling for him to come to the gate. Oh! Those eyes say so much and so little when need be...he turns to leave her and she grabs hold of his, hand.
She begs him don't go and he takes her hand away but Khushi holds tight until her fingers can't grasp his hands anymore. Your going she asks him and he says yes he is going and walks away. She runs after him and is held back by the guards and he walks forward to his gate to catch his flight. And there she stands holding the glass watching him leave, tears rolling down and feeling defeated.
Every step he takes is a remembrance of their most intimate moments (teri meri dance, Diwali moments, hospital hug, payal return, tangled fairy lights, holi confession, Khushi's bed as she held his neck shirt so tight and his Ranjha speech) of all the moments he supported her. He never let her feel defeated. He was always there.
He stops and wonders why is it so hard to leave her?
He turns, as if to go back to her and is stopped by a tap on his shoulder.
"Mr. Arnav Singh Raizada?"
"Yes..."
Outside the plane lifts off and she watches grief stricken,
Meanwhile on board they are discussing the missing passenger.
Mr. Arnav Singh Raizada.
Defeated and Kidnapped?
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