He's been ripping apart in between his mind and soul ...Her state always makes him distress and right now on terrace she is completed ripped and he can feel that but those words and Shyam's hold makes him believe what he saw is the reality...
When the pain is too deep, a woman always tries to hide it. Or
she is so scorched inwardly that doesn't even want to show her anger.👏 She tells
him why he is not getting ready yet; they suppose to go back to Shantivan by
noon. She is picking her clothes from the clothesline, she is talking
gibberish, will he buy all new clothes for her after going back? They will have
more baggage now. Bua and amma must have already filled his car with some. They
also got so many gifts form the moholla, after all she came home for the first
time after her marriage. She tells him to check the pursey (parts) of his car.
She doesn't want him blame her mohollawale if the car beaks down in the middle
of the road. She goes inside to pack. Arnav is completely flummoxed to see her
staccato behavior, her nonchalance, is she a stoic!
"kiss mitti se bani hai yeh!."
I love it , why would she waste another aansoo...she said that before hum inhain app jaise pathar dil keh liye zaya nahin karaingey...He is stone heated for him and why not , think being in her shoes...he is
Bua and amma successfully cooked Italian pasta for their
favorite babua. Ammay exults, "It exactly looks like the pic in the recipe
book."
When Khsuhi tastes
it, her face distorts with distaste.
"buaji yeh khilake aap humse jaldi shantivan vejne chahte
hai kya?' she is asking besan ka laddoo
for her favorite Payalia and her favorite jijaji.
They made everything for everybody. Arnav is espying her every
move, it's unfathomable to him how she is behaving so normal!. Seeing him
coming from bathroom, khushi reminds him to take everything! She quips; he also
should check beside the hand pump, whether he forgot anything there or not. Bua
chides her for her banter. Amma suspects something is wrong. She asks her, is
Arnav fine; did they have a fight. Khushi says he is sad as his bidai is going
to happen. He gonna miss you more than me. amma pats her lightly, she is too
naughty. Khushi asks Arnav,
"kiyu ji hum theek keherahi hai na. you will miss them
right?"
Arnav's anger pulsates more to hear her banter.
While packing Arnav's eyes go to the stars laying on the
bed. He holds it and thinks how Khushi is so insouciant!. After spurting out the
truth he was expecting some kind of umbrage or explanation. Or was he expecting
she would try to prove her innocence! He might want himself to be wrong for
suspecting her alleged affair with Shyam. When he was still cogitating Khushi
enters still trying to behave normal. Actually she was overacting to veneer the
clamor of her heart.. Her voice is still broken. 😭She again starts her
incoherent talk with constrict voice, where she will put the extra container,
bua gave besan ka laddoo for Payal, what she loves, but she loves all kind of
sweets. She gives a flying kiss to Salman Khan.
You can feel the wavy and shaky voice of her through deep pain...she wasn't laughing...I was surprised how could he not feel or see it but then after watching too many times , he was expecting her to say something...to fight with her because he wants convo over this matter which he didn't do that night...he wants to clear all MUs as u said was expecting her to prove her innocence .A HOPE
" what are you trying to prove now? What ghatiya plan you
are making? why you are behaving that nothing has happened?" he asks angrily,
unable to control the rapidly mushrooming desperation in his voice. Khuahi
still feigns ignorance. Arnav wants to say more, but can't speak as bua calls
her from outside. She wants to give her more sweets. khushi says, "jitna mitha
denge kaam parega."
Is it her indirect reply to Arnav, that he nurtured so much
bitterness inside him, that her defense will not lessen it.
Very cute thought...👏👏
Finally it's time for bid adieu. Khushi is carrying a big
portrait of Arnav and her in her hand. Why she is holding it so closely, is she
trying to get the strength to face the upcoming storm?
Bua and amma beg
their ardent apology to Arnav for all the discomfort he faced in their small
house. Arnav refutes, the love and affection what he got in the house is more
than everything, it doesn't matter the house is big or small. Bua kisses him on
his forehead and amma cares his cheek lovingly. khushi feigns anger,
" arey sare ashirwad damadji ke denge, toh humare liye
bachenge kiya?"
amma can sense her daughter's disquietude, she is too
garrulous today.
"humari ye adat to unhe itni ache lagte hai amma."
He bangs the dickey door of the car , tries to control his
anger under rein. Khushi also agitates a bit in anticipation. She can
anticipate what dread is waiting for her. She needs her beloved amma and bua's extra
love and pray today. She hugs them before bidding the final adieu.
On the way to shantivan, Anjali calls Khushi. She again
starts her gibberish talk, trying to hide her tension in the faade of zeal. "di
is so happy." She is also happy to meet everybody after a long time. She tells
everybody's name one after another.
"aur shyam." Arnav asks her with gritted teeth. Khushi tries
to ignore his question and continues, who else she will meet. She shows him the
pic of them, dancing together in Preeto's sangeet. She doesn't know when they
took the pic and Nandini masi framed it for her. His eyes blaze as unsuppressed
anger erupts him like lava. He screeches
the care to a halt. Khushi jerks in fear. Anticipation and apprehension make
her tizzy. She yet didn't recover from a bout of his extreme rampage.
Arnav gets down from the car and drags her out vigorously. He
hurls the portrait on the road, what she was carrying so lovingly. He is
cantankerous in anger.
DID you notice he always throws her out without coming out except once on Janmashtami...this time he comes out and then takes her out...and breaks the picture...as breaking glass usually is a bad omen but I take Egyptian style...he is removing suffocation...glass to bring both of them out of this misery of MU
"That is enough...enough..." his holler echoes in the orchard
around the bridge.
"don't you forget that I know the secret behind your drama.
What do you think; I'll forget everything so easily! Don't try to act that you
don't know what I'm talking about." He says angrily his voice pulsates
menacingly.
Khushi is aghast, his every words are ravaging her soul.
Arnav's tirade continues,
"Actually it doesn't make any difference to you. That's why
you didn't think to explain it to me. or you might have nothing to say.'
He is inciting her to speak. The self flagellation continues
unabated inside the calm surface of her mind, but she is still taciturn,
staring at him with bewilderment.
His vexation continues,
" Or how would you
have, cause you know very well that you are wrong. And you are expert of hiding
your faux passes. It's sad that you and my family love you so much. You don't
deserve their love. It's good that your mom and dad are not alive to see these
days.
Khushi who was listening and enduring his accusation
silently, can't bear his insolence any more, it's felt like a sacrilege to her
sanctuary. She retaliates him with gritted teeth,
"humari amma babuji ke bade mein ek shabd nahi."
Bingo .he hit the jack pot to bring her at the table of talking...
Ok, now he is successful to make her speak. He wanted to
instigate her more to know the truth,
"kiyu, what wrong I said. You always say that your parents
have become stars. So how will you face them?"
Fulminating anger suffuses her face; she antagonizes him
strongly by pointing her finger towards him,
"I told you not to say a word against my amma-babuji"
both become silent
for a moment.
"Hume ghar jana chiye. Di is waiting." Khushi aberates the
topic and turns towards the car. His anger goes to zenith now, he doesn't want
to relinquish until he gets her explanation.
"no way you and me will not leave from here, until I get my
answer." Arnav bangs the door shut and hauls her vigorously near the bridge
again.
"we are not going until I get to know that after getting
such good upbringing, how can you stoop so low! We will not go until I know how
could you deceive me and my family. And today after coming out everything how
can you behave so normal as if nothing happened."
He told her that not his family only but she cheated him as
well. So he accepted that there is something between them. Khushi's eyes are
redden with pain and rage, but still she is numb. Now Arnav relents her and
asks her meekly,
"khushi mujhe explain karma zaroori nahi samjha?'
His voice modulation is enough for plea full of HOPE and that is what makes her open her mouth.I got my furious Khushi back
Khushi now recriminates,
. "so you want the explanation, why I am behaving like that as if
nothing happened. How dare you asked such question? You want to know, why I'm
quite, why I''m not giving my explanation
then listen, Agar aap humare bare mein itni ghatiya soch rakhte hai toh
humein nahi lagta aap humare safayi ke layak hai".. If you can think
so low of me then you don't deserve any explanation from me. if you think that
I have an extra marital affair with Shyam, then you are most welcome with your morbid
thought. Lekin humari taraf se apko serf khamoshi milegi. "
Arnav contemplates her for some moments. He is trying to read her mind.
Khushi continues,
"Why didn't you ask me this before, why didn't you ask me on that night
when you married me forcefully?"
[YOUTUBE]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jy5cExWxMhc[/YOUTUBE]
credit goes to Shy
plz ignore typos and mistakes, i don't have time to proof read.
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