Hey guys! i've been a silent reader for a while now. i am really overwhelmed with the current track and just needed to get this out of my system. i will be updating ASAP - only if you want me to! :P so please comment and like as you please :) it's my first OS, so leave lots of constructive criticism! :D and this whole thing is after everything that happens in the terrace scene based on promo/sbs/spoilers... and i am SO sorry if something similar has been posted, i have no intention to plagiarize! so without further ado:
Part One:
"JUST GET OUT!" he roared, his eyes leaving no trace of the love that had glazed over them mere minutes ago.
She remained silent. Her heart was broken, she wanted to scream back at him but she wouldn't. She would go away. She couldn't let her sister's wedding be ruined - because of her - not again. She took faltering steps backwards, towards the doors against which she had stood days - no, decades and centuries ago when Arnav had cornered her after she had kissed him.
His heart broke to see her backing away. His insides screamed at her to shout back, defend herself like she normally did, stare back at him with those marvellously brave, brown eyes, and prove him wrong. She didn't. He willed her bowed head to look up at him, face him and tell him what the truth really was. It didn't. He would listen, he thought desperately, promising her head - he would believe her. All she had to do was to look him in the eye had tell him the truth. He wondered how she could not receive these silent waves of pleas raging off of him. Why could she only sense his anger? Why could she not see what he needed? Why was she silent? Of course, he had just told her to get out. But he always says that. It wasn't anything new. Khushi should KNOW what he really wants. Why the hell was she quiet? Did that mean - no, it couldn't be. Was - was Shyam - right? No! How could he even think that? Hatred clouded his mind as he hated himself for doubting her, even for a second. It was too much. So much pain, so little time. Losing Di, losing her. He felt himself drowning. His desire for her to speak up was fading away - numbing, almost. He felt layers of coldness - pure and malicing ice -wash off the warmth that had built up in his heart over the last week, over the last six months, over all the moments that had made him almost human again. This is exactly what he was talking about. Feelings - they invite hurt and betrayal.
She took another unwilling, wavering step backwards. Her heel caught in the carpet, and she stumbled. She felt the rest of his family take a step forward towards her, the familiar concern not quite gone from their faces. But her eyes sought out his face - the face with the mouth that could hurl insults at her and then soften at her tears the very next minute. The manly hands that had held her arms so painfully, and had held her so gently while she danced with him. The hands which had cupped her face twice now, and had caressed her hair out of her eyes. Her entire being was focused on him. It didn't take long for her to realize that he had not moved a muscle or a breath. She could see a vein twitch in his jaw in anger as he looked at her with pure loathing, as if he would be quite happy if she fell in the god damned carpet and broke her neck. He was not going to save her anymore. She could trip as many times as she liked. It was over. He was gone.
She found herself running away, out of the house that had brought her so much happiness, no much feeling. She had become close to this family, she realized as she ran. She had started to think it was hers. And she had fallen hopelessly in love with everybody. Even the goat. She would miss every corner of it. Her heart lurched as she thought of the poolside, of his beloved garden. She would miss that the most. She shook her head, trying to clear it. There was one last thing that needed to be done. And then only could she run herself away to oblivion.
Arnav was ASR as he watched her run away. Of course she would run. Only the guilty ran. Gold digging bitch. Now, where were his aviators?
Part 2 - page 2: https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/topic/2780981?pn=2
Part 3 - page 3:
https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/topic/2780981?pn=3
part 4: https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/topic/2780981?pn=3
part 5: page 5:https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/topic/2780981?pn=5�
part SIX: https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/post/52982988�
part 7: https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/post/52985896�
PART 8: https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/post/53044964�
LAST PART (1) -https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/post/53049915�
LAST PART (2) -https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/post/53097931�
THE END:https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/post/53427032�
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