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Rain is something which is very pure which can removes all our sins, but it cant remove our pain which is given especially by our beloved ones whom we think they r the world. Welcome to my life, Iam twinkle and iam 25 years old today going to tell about my story. Yes its my story which is full of passion, hate, love and emotion.
My life is a rollercoaster. As we all know life is circle the mistakes we comitted in the past will affect us in the futue. Yes like everyone i too comitted a mistake. But my mistake should be an example to all those girls to not to do it. I thought love is blind, if you fallen in loven you will see the only man arounds you. He becomes the only world. You see every thorns as grass, evry dark shades become colours, every Sorrow becomes happiness as in everything you know that he is there and a part. Trust me I too think the same things like each every girl. Like you all I too had a dream man, my prince charm im my thoughts but you all know the prince charm you dream and you want will not always be as we thought. Yes I too fallen in love like the many girls. My prince charm Yuvraj luthra, he become my world as i can see him everywhere around me. Am I getting mad. Yes iam. Iam mad and crazy about him. He even proposed when i was very young. And each girl in the school gets jealousy of me. Because the handsome prince of the school proposed a dumbo like me. But i used to avoid their coments, as iam very confident about myself because there r many boys who proposed me. But I like the one who is liked by the many crazy girls. I dont know but somewhere inside I thought iam his perfect match.Note my point many girls always fall for a boy who is popular, smart handsome and rich. Like others iam not a unique character Iam as same as them. What is a big deal in it. Yes it is big deal girls. Whenever i was with yuvraj I was the one who sacrificed everything, I was the one who told many lies to my mom whom i loved the most in the world, Iwas the one who went behind him whenever there is a fight, but I liked everything because iam in love. Love is giving but girls love is not always giving. It should comes from both sides but iam very young to understand it as iam blind in love. I thought girls should do all the sacrifices, they should took care of them, becuse we just need only love from them which I can see him saying only by words not by actions but I got satisfied in it. Like this I loved for 7 years. And we both were in a relationship of 7 years. Iam very proud to say that Iam in love. It is only because of me that we stood in a relationship for 7 years. I finished my modelling courses and today Iam the miss Amritsar peagent. My boyfriend yuvraj always appreciate me for my looks. So i took deep intrest in glooming and won the title. Yes yes i answered many questions which is based on social causes. You all know that iam beauty with brains. Then my mom wanted me to get married. You know friends i never lied to mom regarding any matters (except my love) but evertime i look her i feel guilty that there arises a question is am doing right. If I shared this with him he only says lets not tell them because our mothers are the biggest rivals. I dont know why, there is a fight between my mom and Yuvraj mom. But i can guarantee it that my mom will never do such things which will hurt others. So we kept our relationship as a secret. As this secret is known only to my best buddy chinky and Yuvraj friends. But what to do i even rejected 49 proposals, but is it right to do it, my mom is getting tensed as everyone in the city pointed on my chracter. I dont know why if a women not married is considered as chracter less is she very weak. Is she cant handle her own problems?. If she is educted and can stand on her own legs why she cant stand alone. Why there always need someone in her life. I cant change this society. And there my mom challenged anita aunty that she will confirm my marrige within five days. I was shocked then I and my Yuvaraj decided we will run away and marry as it is the only way. When i planned everything i felt something is wrong. There i saw my mom with a concerned face said that you r my heart and you r my soul. And she believed me blindly as she loves me. Iam the only hope of her to live. I was young when i lost my father, she is the only one who acted as both. She is the best example for a brave women.
Then i realised whatever iam doing is wrong i even convinced yuvraj but he only showed his evil side. He even broke up with me. I with a heavy heart accepted the proposal which is given by my mother. But somewhere I felt that this time i cant escape. I entered to a party with my usual makeup to meet my 50th proposal. Guys my fiftieth proposal. When i was entering i was never in a mood to meet him so i entered the hall as if iam going to do another siyapa but something hit me and i was going to fall but wait i was never in the ground, iam in the arms of someone when i opened my eyes I saw two brown eyes starring me. Iam in the arms of a handsome man. I cant take my eyes of him. Because no one in life after my mom had saved me from siyappa. I felt an unknown connection. But coming back to my sensed i stood up but i saw my man standing in a frustated mood. My mom introduced him to man standing next to me, he said iam KUNJ SARNA.I dont know why the name has several impact on me. There the media asked us what is love as they considered me, kunj and yuvraj are the youngsters who know very well about love. Kunj said love is friendship. I never thought love can be a friendship as i never ever felt this in Yuvraj. And he said love is fire. But its true he looked me with lust and not with love. And i said love is pain since i can feel it after my first breakup. But this time i never tried to mend it. I dont know why i didnt went behind him this time. I think i got a new formula
Yuvraj came to me and said that he regrets for his mistake and he want to sort it out. But this time i never forgave easily. He took a knife and swore it. Is love is emtional blackmile i dont know but i only know that he is having a knife and went to him and took it of from him and we mend again like a common lovers. The guruji came which manohar uncle, i mean kunj' s father believes him very deeply. He saw our kunles and said we r made for each other. Hey wait i thought i was meant for uvi but here the story goes diifferent. May b its true. But i want uvi and I know i love him. But again wait is love is to say everyone agin and again that iam in love. i dont know. Then I want this proposal to get cancelled. But somehow it was made. I got to know that kunj too loves someone. Then its set we should be with them whom we loved dearly. Then we decided to act for three months. I and kunj signed a deal to fool our parents. But all thought that we like each other. But i dont know i somewhere like it. Then I and kunj met several times unknowingly but dont know why. Once we challenged each other for a date with their partners. Eventhough i liked his date which is not even liked by his girlfriend. Somewhre i felt bad for him. He said that i won the challenge but how could i won. I always challenged uvi but he never accepts his defeat and iam the won who will accept it. For the first time in my life someone said i won. It really feels great.We both put lot of efforts to stop the engagement finally i got engaged with kunj. The one who fills the ring finger is the one who is connected tothe heart. How kunj can b my soulmate. I again said to me that iam in lve wth uvi. Yuvraj attacked kunj but he never blamed me. He only saved me everytime. How can i forget to tell you that kunj'smother usha aunty never liked me because my first impression doesnt go well. She even blamed me but unknowingly he stood by me in every steps. He was there for me when iam alone. He never left me alone. There again he was seen along with me when i went to meet yuvi in jalandar. He saved me from marrying Yuvraj. He saved me from my mom. But i don't know what it is. He even did poojas by climbing stairs to take holy water so as to cure me. But still i dont know. But my intentions towards him changed after the farmhouse night i blamed him as a rapist and insulted. But somewhere i felt he cant do this.But he was ready to marry me. But why? I dont know He said he is doing for the sake of his family.And i said i am doing only for the sake of my mother. During the marrige ceremony yuvraj got into cheap acts that he will do anything to obtain me. I really saw a different kind or say different face in him. Hence i chosed my mother over him and finally got married to the one and turned MrsTWINKLE KUNJ SARNA.After our marriage eventhough we had a bitter relationship kunj ,wait my husband never betrayed or tourched like a typical husbands.Even my mom my life didn't talk with me as she got to know about my relationship .He supported me in all my paths. My sasurji lost his wealth but kunj supported his family too. How could a man do multiple things in life. There I understood he loves his family dearly. Anita aunty and yuvi created so many problems in our relationship. But whenever he is around i feel safe. In his arms i feel safe. He didn't believe me that Yuvi is acting but he never insulted me in front of family. He even made my mom to fullfill my wish on my birthday. Once he raised his hands but when he knows he is wrong he apologised in a way that i cant say no to his apology.He is very protective .I dont know i dont feel good when he becomes sad. But still i hurt him by saying the farmhouse night I apologised many times but i thought he doesn't want to b with me as i saw divorce papers With him. I got to know that he loves maya but iam not happy. Is am jealous dont know. I get away from him but he came to stop me and cleared all the misunderstandings. Somewhre i felt happy. He mend my family by bringing my father who i thought i lost. For sometime i thought i got rid of yuvi but he agin came and spilled his poison. But he was there for me everytime.you all know that i am deep devotee of my babaji. And i asked him to show me who is my prince charm. I got kunj in my eyes. There i realised iam in love with this man. And guess he too loved me. But his treatment of love gestures r different. He never expect anything in return. He never said iam beautiful. But he made me beautifull. Today i would proudly say thai iam Mrs TWINKLE KUNJ SARNA. He taught me love is not blind, we should not get blinded by love but we should believe it with our eyes.As love is not speech by words it is contact between two eyes that without words can easily understood. He taught me love is sacrifise. It doesnt not considers only two people. It also belongs to people who r the reasons to mend our love. Love is not just love it is respect which comes from both sides. If you want true love sacrifise it and wait for it so that you will get it one day. So my friends this is my small story and i like to share it in this book my destiny. As my destiny blssed me with a beautiful princess and a loving husband. Here iam sitting under the rain reminiscing my memories, though i undergone many pains in life by my beloveds and my closed ones which even the rain cant cure but friends if there is true love around you there is nothing impossible. Every body must have thought by reading my first line that i wrote this in sad mode. I said those lines because even the purest rain is nothing in front of true love. Tq
Hey guys sorry if i said anything wrong here about love. It is just my views.If any wrong plz forgive me as your sister. And hope you all like it.
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