SwaSan SS: Amaranthine - A/N pg. 70 10/12 - Page 28

Originally posted by: darcyholic

Hello Nyna
Wonderful post as always 😊 .The integration of swasan epic romantic lines just bring backs the memory and makes me remember why I love this couple
The memory loss was brought up in a non clichd way which is refreshing.The letter is just so profound and touched my heart.I have read love stories before but this letter just felt like true love.
Please let sanskar get his memory back and swara get her happily ever after.
The educational plans of swara supported by sanskar is relationship goal.sujata's pride on her daughter in law is wonderful to read about.
Of course sanskar would look dashing even without hair 😳 .sweet cute little boy. 😆 Sanskar's habbit of opening swara's hair by removing the clips is...
Hey how do come to know my memory and also daily nuisance.But unlike swara I hate it when my hair is freed from bun 😡 .Thank you for the pm.As I say you are a fan tastic writer.
Minerva

Originally posted by: iam_aheli_98

Res for ch-4 Nynu. 😳
A Very Happy Birthday to u Nynu dearest. 😳 🤗 🥳
Unresed. 😃 And my apology for being late. 😳

Dear Aheli, No apologies for being late. You are here, that is what matters.

This was a awesome as well as very heart breaking part dear. 👏 😭
Swara was tensed and sad that she couldn't have a last glimpse of Sanskar before he was wheeled to the OT. Then she got Sanskar's leter for her. 😊 The letter was very heart touching one. 😳 And he even sprayed his woodsy cologne on the letter I think. 😉 Finally, his operation was successful. 😳 But destiny really seemed to play a cruel joke with Swara and Sanskar, that's why Sanskar lost that part of memory which he had spend with Swara. 😭 And remembers Kavita instead!! 😲 😭

It was heartbreaking, indeed. Swara must have had a premonition or maybe it was plain worry, which is why she was distraught at not being able to meet Sanskaar. Sanskaar knew how worried she could be and was also prepared that he might not make through, so he wanted to let her know how much she was loved.

And it is tragic - that he forgot her but remembers Kavita.

Oh god! Poor Swara. 😭 And Sanskar couldn't even recognize her. 😭 Swara tying both her and his engagement ring in the mouli and tying at around her neck was very touchy one. 😳

That was symbolic, she hoped that somehow, the rings tied together, might appease the fates and soon they could be together. But the fates were not to be appeased so easily.

Even RagLak decided to postpone their wedding until SwaSan reunites. 😊 Swara even left the city to fulfill both her and Sanskar's wish about her studying Ph.D. 😳 How she was hopeful that Sanskar's memory will return, but it didn't happen, even after six months. 😭 Finally Swara lost all the hope about Sanskar remembering her, about their reunion and again put her engagement ring on her finger and again tied the mouli holding Sanskar's ring around her neck, and vowed never to return to the city, where she lost her 'life', Sanskar, forever!! 😭 😭

She was really left with not much choice, when everyone ruled out the possibility of Sanskaar remembering her, she decided to give up on her love and memories. So she vows to never return to the city where here dreams died. But then, she should know - "you never say never"
OMG!!! I was crying at the end of the chapter. 😭 Hope that Sanskar remembers Swara soon and he himself goes to Swara. 😭 😳

Sanskaar remembering Swara, not much of a chance, but missing her- very much so. And no the fates will not play any role now, it would be someone else who would play the game😉

Update soon. 😳 And thanks for the pm. 😃

Will update soon.
With love,
Aheli.

Originally posted by: krishuuu

Res nynu...

Unres

Nyna dear...😭

After readingthis update..one word came in my mind...painful...it was painful update...left me devastated..😭icried with swara...for swasan.destiny was cruel to them...😭

***sigh***fate is indeed cruel, leaving Sanskaar alone and Swara with her memories of them

Letter from sanky was a soothing balm...😊 but what came next..itwas indeed panicky..well all guessed something would happen to sanky..but i imagined motor function loss or paralysis...but it came as memory loss...that of only few months..why?? Why??? He remembered kavi..should have forgotten her too..why???😭

That letter was intended to be a balm and a source of comfort for Swara. The memory loss hit you hard, and yes it was as though the fates are quite vindictive that he just forgot the exact period in his life that had Swara in it

Swara was in super pain n agony..but why she left him...stay near him..may be he will fall for her again.or he will come to know about kavi n her marriage...n move on from her..😭 why girl u left??

Im soo desperate for next now..how will thing go on?? How life will give second chance to swasan..waiting😭

Swara left for two reasons, she could not stay when Sanskaar had forgotten about her, she did not believe that she could stay and make him remember. Further, she felt that staying away could be good for him and also give her a chance to earn her doctorate, which is what Sanskaar would have wanted.

Life will not give a second chance, per se, it would be someone else who will.

Though it was painful..but you penned emotions perfectly baby...👏

and for the bold above☺️☺️☺️

Love u

Talia

Originally posted by: showrav24

Res nyna dear
& wishing u a very very happy birthday

Unres

Nice update dear

ohh sanskar forget swara why u distance swara & make her give up even without trying. atleast she can believe her love but i know ur situation swara had a past with her fate. pls patch up between them soon.

loved sanskar letter

update soon dear

bye

Originally posted by: Sushma98999

ohhh god so emotinal , so powerful, i was trying not to cry, really awsome

Originally posted by: Nynaeve

I like that thought process:

How do I beat thee, let me count the ways

Three on Fitoor and Vajra has two,

One each for Viji's, another two I says

One on EI, totals eight,

I think I beat you, and that is great😃

I think I have forgotten a few

Never knew it pays to be late😉

See, that is so brazen of me, - I am absolutely shameless, will focus on all unres today

Love,

Nyna

PS - let us update together, we can res together

Originally posted by: Nynaeve

Dear Nita, Kamila, Viji, Khushi and Sara,

I have managed to reply to quite a few comments and was planning to get around to yours, but I have to step out for some work. Please bear with me for a few more hours.

love you guys

Nyna

And a very happy Vijayadasami to you and your loved ones.

Originally posted by: fangirl-swasan

Dear Nyna

Sorry for being so late to post on your amazing story. I don't have words for the latest chapter. It's heartrending and gutwrenching. Swara's agony is so palatable. I feel for her and for all poof souls like her who lose their love in this way. It's worse for them as to even fall in love and accept it requires a lot of effort. It's hard to take a leap of faith without knowing that the,other side is just quicksand where if you give too much you will be swallowed by the earth. I loved the callback to their first meeting. Time itself is such a fascinating concept. I hope and pray Sanskar gets well soon and even if he doesn't he falls in love with her again because the brain can forget but the heart always remembers the one you love.

Regards

Sara

Originally posted by: Vaiyambar...

Re darling

Unres darling...

Nyna... Meri Nyna..🤗 I have to sing a song for you darling... I loved it very much like I love you...

And I love you too😳🤗 😳🤗 😳🤗

As I promised..

From the very first... I liked the way how Sanskaar doesn't want to wake her from her peaceful sleep... It might be the last peaceful sleep of her.. What he afraid is came true... I cried baby.. you made me cry... I loved laksh words to the broken swara..

Sanskaar, really knows his Swara very well, he was half afraid he would not make it and fully aware that she had hardly slept in all the months leading to the surgery, so when he saw her sleeping he did not want to wake her up. But then he also knew what her reactions would be which is why he told Laksh what to tell her to calm her down

Here comes the letter.. What can I say... I never cried when Gerard died in P.S I love you... But I cried a lot after reading Sanskaar words to Swara😭😭.. as I said in the pm.. you play with the words.. they are bewitching me... 👏👏

Sanskaar poured his heart out in that letter, it was both a declaration of his love for her and a tiny apology mingled with hope that she would be strong if in the rare case he did not make it. He did survive the surgery, though not in the way either of them expected. And @bold above, makes me very very happy, it a great compliment😳😳

Then the shattered news.. he lost his memory of her... Forever.. why God.. why??? I cried.. I liked her decision and respect it.. but it's like a meek.. of her... Sorry dear.. for this.. she have to try at least for once.. I know how difficult it'll be for her.. But I'm not convinced with her decision..

That forever is intentional, for their love is eternal and even if the mind forgets, the heart should remember. His losing his memory was against everything scientific, so their love should be able to defy fates also. Regarding Swara, I did pm you, so not replying here😉

I cried a lot reading last two updates.. I want a refreshing updates hereafter... It's a request or order😡😲⭐️..

Now let me think, next update or the one afterwards . The one afterwards, next will have Swara and Sanskaar, but no SwaSan, I have capture all the PoVs, prepare the grounds and set the stage.😊 after all it is not everyone who gets to live "Twice in my Lifetime"

Soo from next it's going to be my hero who going to her place.. And going to fall for her again.. it'll be fun if he meet her again in a coffee shop...

They will meet, and no it will not be at her place and not at the coffee shop either. Swara is determined / stubborn, and it will be a at a different place, different circumstances😉 with slightly different results.

You know how much I love you.. or I have to say it to you... Ahh I'm more romantic(frantic, dramatic) than your Sanskaar...

Love you darling...

I know you love me, but like our Sanskaar, I love hear you say it

Kam..