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You meet different people in your life because you are destined. Sometimes that meeting changes to a life long commitment or sometimes it just dies because it was always MEANT TO BE that way.
SwaSan, Sanskaar being the player and Swara being his pawn. Thats how it started between them. He never thought it would be any different than what it was.
But he was wrong. His hatred towards her changed into remorse, respect and admiration. He thought this should be it now. There will be nothing more. And so did she.
But they was wrong. Their respect for each other evolved to being best friends forever. And they again thought this was it.
But they were wrong. He fell in love with her. According to him, it was his best feeling to love her but also his biggest punishment since he knew she would never love him back, since he was responsible for her state. She was VERY sure about that too. She knew or say stubbornly believed that she would never love him and ignored him and sometimes insulted his feelings as well. They were just too stubborn to believe in anything else. She didn't believe her fate for true love. She was scared of the heart break. But they were wrong
What they forgot was love is not a thing, its a feeling. And as everyone says "IT JUST HAPPENS" without you even knowing it or realizing it.
And it just happened. She fell in love with him. But he still didn't believe it. And now he didn't believe his fate being this nice to him. He was scared of the heart break. He was very sure that it was just her guilt and nothing else. He still stubbornly believed that she can NEVER love. He thought she will never be able to open those close windows of his heart and he was wrong again.
As it has been rightly said by Jennifer Brown, "Just like there is always time for pain, there is always time for healing".
He opened those windows. He had to open those windows. He had to feel the love because it was pure and true. He wanted to go to her, take her in his arms and tell her how much he loved her. She was waiting for the day when she was in his arms and can tell him how much she loved him. But before this could even happen, their fate played a new game. Sanskaar first love came back from the dead.
They distanced, not because they didn't believe in their love anymore. But because they felt a sense of responsibility towards the girl. It was hard for both of them, to live, to breathe, to even imagine the life without one another. But they still did only for someone else's happiness. And that someone else actually realized what stupidity they were doing in the name of responsibility and made sure to make realize that they are indeed made for each other and no one can come in between them.
And this one day, or say GOLDEN day that every SwaSanians were eagerly waiting for. Their mutual confession.
Tere liye ham hai jiye honto ko siye
Tere liye ham hai jiye har aansu piye
Dil me magar jalte rahe chahat ke diye
Tere liye tere liye
Zindgi le ke aayi hai beete dino ki kitab
Ghere hai ab hamein yaadein be-hisaab
Bin poochhe mile mujhe kitne saare jawaab
Chaaha tha kya paaya hai kya hamne dekhiye
Dil mein magar jalte rahe chaahat ke diye
Tere liye tere liye
Tere liye ham hai jiye har aansu piye
Dil me magar jalte rahe chahat ke diye
Tere liye tere liye
Zindgi le ke aayi hai beete dino ki kitab
Ghere hai ab hamein yaadein be-hisaab
Bin poochhe mile mujhe kitne saare jawaab
Chaaha tha kya paaya hai kya hamne dekhiye
Dil mein magar jalte rahe chaahat ke diye
Tere liye tere liye
The song depicted all those emotions that SwaSan went through before uniting. She innocently asks on why did he let his first love go? And frustrated, he replied, how in his dreams he cannot think of happy life without her. And he confesses again "Main tumse pyaar karta hoon dammit".
And that was enough to break her resolve which she was holding on to her emotions and love for him. And she cries, not because she is sad. But because she is not able to believe that she could have him. He asks the reason of her crying and she cutely responds that "Kyunki I love you", "I love you Sanskaar, and I cannot live without you". And that was it, they just hugged each other as if nothing else mattered. He was holding his whole universe in his arms and so was she. They just couldn't let go off each other. Emotions took over their words. They wanted to say so much yet couldn't say anything. They poured all their emotions in this ONE hug. They felt as if they got their life back again. Their confession, their union was marked in front of the divine power. He sealed their fate during their sindoor wedding, so he had to experience their soulful reunion. And he re-sealed their fate, their destiny. They had to be together now, anyway and any day.
They break the hug to continue with the conversation and speak those unsaid emotions. But all they could say was thank you's and sorry's to each other. He apologized to her for causing her so much pain by ignoring her. Not wanting to think about the bad past memories, Swara stops him and thanks him for finally accepting her in his life, for loving her so much and more than any one ever has. And what returns after is Sanskaar's friendship deal: "Dosti aur pyaar main no sorry aur no thank you" and they hug again, as tightly as possible, thanking their fate, for finally uniting them and praying for life long togetherness.
Their union reminded me of a quote by Roy Craft, "I love you not because who you are but because who I am when I am with you".
Yes, it defines SwaSan. SwaSan are SwaSan when they are with one another. No pretense required. They know each other from then they know themselves. Their love, trust, care, which has no limits, just doesn't remain confined to one another. It is for their loved ones too. They support each other like there is no tomorrow. When one is hurt, the other heals it. When one is wrong, the other corrects it. When one is down, the other lends their shoulder to support. When one is happy, you can see the happiness in others eyes. They both have their own short comings but they have accepted each other with that and that makes them imperfectly perfect. SwaSan are soulmates and their journey was destined by divine himself.
They started off as Swara VS Sanskaar, fighting against each other, and that slowly changed to Swara AND Sanskaar, fighting for a cause and then blended as SWASAN, to fight for each other and become soulmates forever.
P.S.: This post wouldnt have been possible without @sharif.lafungi aka my monkey. Love you girl!!
Ghum Hai Kisikey Pyaar Meiin
