Bawre-swasan part18 PG 28 - Page 8

Baawre part 8

~GirlFriend Puran~

A/N- hi all sorry for not replying on the earlier part.. I am having a fully packed schedule..I just had 2 options one... To type the next update n second to reply .. I chose the first one...

Thansk for ur response on the ff.. even though my exams are going to start I have typed this part only because of the response on this story... Pls keep showering ur love.. I will try to reply this time..

Pls ask any questions ..give suggestions.. critisize the story as well but do leave replies... They r really important...

Thansk for reading in advance

Loads of love

Harshita

Swara POV-

I sat in his embrace.. I pored my heart out.. but still only one thing was in my mind hmy he doesn't have any problem with me...

Sw-Sanskaar...

Sa- hmm..

Sw- oar tumko pakka koi problem nahi h...

Sa- nah nahi h...

Sw- par kyun..

Sa- Lego u tell me r u feeling better

Sw- can I be there like this...

Sa- as u wish ..

I stayed in his embrace for even longer...

Sw- Sanskaar ...

Sa- bolo...

Sw-tum gussa bhi nahi ho..

Sa- isme gusse ki kya bat h swara...

Sw- point.. gusse ki bat toh nahi h..ya phir h...

Sa- pata nahi par mujhe nahi araha..

Sw- sachi

Sa- muchi..

He pecked my forehead again..N we both giggled...

After about 30 minutes...

Sw- Sanskaar tum nahi bataoge ki tumne kya Kiya...

Sa- bata raha hoon..

Sw- bolo...

Sa- r u sure...

I nodded

Sa- I know yeh bahut hurt karega tumhe but I think u should know every thing about me like I should know about u...

Sw- yes...

Sa- so here we begin the GirlFrind Puran...

Sw- swaha ..

Sa- yeh kya tha..

Sw- effect de rahi thi...

We giggled again..I made a drink for both of us n then we sat...

He gulped half of his drink n so did I...

He Began narrating his story...

Sa- swara u know how are boys..

(I nodded in a no.. )

Sa- I will tell.. wese can u pls open the drawer at ur side..

(I nodded n followed his instructions... All I could see in the drawer was a pack of cigarettes... I looked at him n then we lit our cigarettes... He continued in a b)w a smile cloud... )

Sa- so boys Han... U know like u I too never understood the concept of true love..I am also confused ki who gets true love in their lives .. and honestly speaking ..I never experienced true love... There is a thin line in b/w love n attraction.. I never crossed it..yeah I had successfully fooled myself that I was in love several times... what is needed for that it's simple.. a cute smile on a sexy body n boys are blown they easily fool themselves of being in love.. my first gf was in my college..yeah... She was so nice.. MATLAB hit sexy... Ek dum pharak figure usko ptate ptate meri 12 baj gayi.. par jab woh Mani Na toh bas maze hi Gaye mere... Usko gifts dene parte the par bade mein she used to give me kisess .. we used to kiss very often... That was it.. for that kiss I could give her endless gifts...

(He looked at me but I didn't feel strange ..yes a bit hurt but what to do we both have such pasta ... Whatever I signalled him to continue.. we gulped our drinks continued our smoking n he narrated further) so I was on the kiss... Uff but kya karun her dad was transferred to some other place first I waited for her.. no contact..no contact..no contact phir mein doosri gf banali.. weseuske jesi bold koi nahi Milli... U know swara ek ne toh break up hi issiliye kiya because I asked for a kiss...

(My eyes were wide open.. y to break up for the kiss I thought.. was she dating a guy or an asexual...)

Sw-phir...

Sa- (making drinks for both of us)- phir kya ... phir mein aur meri new gfs.. untill the turning point of my life... After I got into my business .. me n kavita we met... Sweet innocent girl... But u know too chirpy to handle... Uff thak jata tha usko control karte karte .. par u know.. holi k din kya hua..

Sw- kya...

Sa- she spiked my thandai with bhang ...

Sw-phir...

Sa-phir I committed the biggest mistake of my life... We were out of our senses aur hum... Holi k venue se seedhe in my car n then a long drive to my farm house ..there I lost control n we make out...

Sw-phir..

Sa- phir .. kya after some time wahi hua jiska dar tha.. she called me n said she wanted to meet me... I was shocked when she said she is pregnant... But then for a minute I closed my eyes... All the events were running in my mind .. n then all I could imagine was a small cute baby... In my arms... Idk i loved Kavita or not but still that very moment I decided I can't let her n the baby go.. I talked to everyone.. but first to laksh Bhai n mom .. I never disclosed about the pregnancy but yes they helped me convenience everyone.. the wedding was supposed to be after a week... I was so happy.. I took her to the shopping n took care ki kanhin she doesn't feel tiered.. somewhere I started caring for her... But the question still was do I love her... N the answer was I Don't know... Well after 3 days we were returning from the clinic after the check up... I was driving very very slow... I wanted to protect her from everything... But then it was raining n all foggy .. our car met an accident... I was also serious but Kavita.. she was struggling for her life...I knew the baby had died .. n trust me swara it the world's worst feeling... The doctor said she wanted to meet me... N u know what she said... "Pls move on sanskaar... I love u.. bye ..." N she left me... I was broken... Me the heartless roo cried at that time... Uske baad move on karna .. bahut bahut mushkil tha... I really required a psychiatrist... After an year or more I was perfectly fine... Yrr utna Dard..U know loosing my baby.. my unborn baby n somewhat loosing the person whom I started accepting was tough...

(Saying this he exhaled a lot of smoke... He was probably trying to hide his tears .. I was sad for 2 reasons ..one it isn't easy to listen about ur husband's ex girlfriends n two my heart was aching for him.. how much breaking will it be for him to loose everything in a blink of eye... I took his cigarette n extinguished it along with mine... I turned to him he had visible traces of tears on his face... I kept aside our alcohol glasses.. n i saw the freash tear drops he just released from the corner of his eyes... I wiped it... N the next moment he clutched me close.. closer. ... I felt my dress getting wet in his tears... But I did not stop him .. i never knew he was so broken... he too had so much in his heart... )

Sanskaar POV-

I just clutched her close to me.. I needed her... I shared with her the untold secrets of my life..They were burried deep inside my heart but today I disclosed everything to her... Everything..

Pov ends------

Sa- swara

Sw- hmm.. bolo sanskaar

Sa- mujhe chod ke toh nahi jaogi Na..

Sw- never.. untill u wish the same...

Sa- I won't ever...

Sw- y...

Sa- idk..

Sw- Sanskaar..

Sa- Han...

Sw- Tum mujhe bhi mujhe nahi chodhoge Na..

Sa- Na ..untill u wish the same...

Sw- no I won't ever...

Sa- y

Sw- idk...

They did not break the hug...They stayed their like that... Supporting eachother.. absorbing eachother's pain... Completing eachother...