Mess up
Part2
Swara POV-
I woke up.. n saw myself.. I had burning on my skin due to the tears n tear marks... I stood up n moved to the washroom to freshen up... I came back saw the clock it was 7 am... I had nothing to do... So I sat on the bed again.. after so long..may be about 2 years I have slept peacefully... I chill ran through my spine remembering all that happened to me.. the horrible n8s when Rajat used to come home drunk n force himself on me... N from past two months it's my family continuously taunting me.. n babaling nonsense about me... Thanks to laksh Bhai who gave me some peace n let me sleep in his lap... My phone rang ... Breaking my chain if thoughts... It was Ragini my lawyer ..
"Hello" I said..
"Swara u reached properly..r u comfortable there" she asked concerned..
"Yes..." I replied...
"Okay tc.. dates atte hi I will call u ..." She assured..
" Sure rags.. I trust you". I said...
"Okay now u rest n pls do have something n listen laksh said he wants ti send u some money.." ragini again spoke up...
" Ragini ask Bhai ki he is already paying my rent..N now atleast I don't want him to do more... He is also suffering because of me..." I explained her..
When I herd a knock on my door..
"Oky this u n ur Bhai should decide personally.." she said n confused me...
"What?.. " I asked perplexed...
"I think u should go n open the door.." she hinted.."go swara n I will talk to u later..."
"Bye" we both said n disconnected the call...
I opened the door n laksh bahi was there... He entered n closed the door... I saw him I was on the verge of crying...
"Bhai..." I managed to speak...
"Ssh...how is my swara".. n I then n there hugged him n cried my heart out...
"Bhai... thanks kal u helped me a lot... Bhai... I..I.." sobbed badly n a tear escaped from his eyes... But he wiped it .. n made me sit on the bed...
"Shona...Kitta royegi... Chal.. " he made me drink some water n gave me a lunch box...
"What is this Bhai.." I asked...
" It is ur breakfast.. kich khaya tune.." he said... caressing my hair..
I nodded in a no... He patted my Cheek .. n asked me to eat... I did it n then he asked me to sleep..
He left saying he will be back soon... N I lie on the bed... Thinking about everything... Yes... How I messed up more n more my life how it became a hell...
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After I was sure about rajat...my family asked me stay at my home only...rajat often met me n my family several times... Even though I met him several times... I wasn't feeling that happy... I said this to my mom who Said n assured me ki I will soon be Happy once I will marry him.. I nodded yet my heart wasn't satisfied... I was still confused.. I once requested my mom ki want to meet my friends last time before I left for the college..
Sanskaar he thought I was Angry due to his confession... N more than shocked he was when .. I told him about my marriage...
Sa-swara..what is this...
Sw-sanskaar yes..N what what is this.. thus is my wedding invitation...
Sa-but how can u marry Someone else...
Sw-sanskaar only u love me... Not me...
Sa-(mosit eyes)- swara r u still angry upon me for that...
Sw-no sanskaar I have moved on..But see mom n dad say that Rajat is a nice person..who will keep me happy...
Sa- but ur college...
Sw-do u think I need to study much... N btw. Rajat had asked me to continue all my studies after the marriage...
Sa-par itti kya jaldi h..y u want to marry so soon ...U r just 19... So young..
Sw-idk sanskaar..my dad fixed this alliance..not me...
Sa-(composing himself)- hmm..Okay ..ha..have a hapoy married life swara...
Saying this he went away...
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A tear rolled Down my Cheek...
I again hurted him n in the worst possible way... Hope he is fine... He is happy n he have moved on... From me a bag of disappointment... .
Swara POV-ends.
Sanskaar POV-
I saw the time it was 10 in the mrng... I have to leave in an hour... For my coaching..I closed my books.. n rested my head on the table... My mom entered with a glass of milk..
Mom-sanskaar... Take this..
Sa-mom I had tea in the mrng Na..
Mom- sanskaar chuo Chao pee.. Na itti der se 5 baje se padh raha h... Ab toh kuch khale .. aur tayar ho jaldi ..U have ur coaching son...
Sa-okay mom...
She pecked my forehead n left..
I opened my cell n again saw her photo... I think she might be very happy in her life..or may be she might be having a kid by now... My eyes filled with tears.. I still couldn't move on..I couldn't... I love her.. I am nit even angry at her for leaving me... I closed my phone again... Again resumed work..
I was all lost in my world when came I voice..
"Hey Dev das.. " it was dad..
I laughed a little...
"Hi dad..how was ur walk.."I asked him...
Dad- awesome Dev das ..kya bataun Mrs.khana.. she was all flat on me she said she liked my energy level... N said I look like I am still 20...
Sa-(I laughed a little)- dad...U r ... Just amazing..
Dad- umaur bata Dev das koi Chandra Mukhi mili ...
Sa-hehehaha...no dad..
He patted my Cheek..
Dad- move on soon son..
Sa-sure dad..
Sanskaar POV-ends...
Swara POV-...
I opened my eyes it been a hour .. my body is now aching like anything...
I lie in the same position.. now this pain didn't effect me... I was all numb ... on bed ...yet I had peace...
The peace I lost due my mother's advice...
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Rajat used to force me at n8s n that thing ki he won't treat me like a maid was true... So true.. I never required to do anything... But it's better to work for ur family like a maid then to be a prostitute... Yes my life was no less than that.. he didn't let me continue my studies... His mother n her friends.. they used to be there whole day long... I had to come with her for her boring shopping... N then her Kitty parties...
I felt so irritated but never expressed.. trying to respect her... At n8s her son used to haunt me n during the day..She n her Friends... Asking personal questions which I never answered...
Once I woke up late... Rajat was whole n8 there with me... Forcing me... I slept only in the mrng after his lust was satisfied...
He was sleeping by my side n I was weeping... But then dossed off... I woke up at 10am.. I was still tired but manged to get up... I freshen up n moved down...He had left n his mother was waiting for me...
"Is this the time u get up... " She asked furiously...
"I am sorry"I said looking down.."I was tried.."...
"Oh wow u get tired doing nothing...that's great..." She taunted...
I chose not to reply as I might loose my patience and say something I shouldn't...
Continued to ask me n taunt when all I could say was sorry I won't repeat it.. she then dectated how she used to a hardworking lady n bahu in her days...N nit like me...the lazy n useless girl.."
My head hung Down... listening to all the ear bleeding taunts...
I ran upstairs when I couldn't control my tears...
I locked myself n cried for long ..I called my mom requested her that I want to come back..But she rather roared upon me... Calling me shameless n what will I do there... Lke seriously ... Was I a stranger...N what will people say..does that even matter... I cut the call n actually threw my phone n disgun anger... breaking it into peaces... I decided to fight back.. i needed to set things r8.. or I won't be tolerating this non sense anymore... I still cried as his mother's words echoed in my ears ... I slept there on the floor near the bed... I woke up in the evening it was 7... I went down
And tadda ...there was a suprise waiting for me .. a Rajat boiling like a volcano... N there he was waiting for me... I walked up to him.. n was about to ask him how was his day.. when he slapped me several times... In front of his mother.. who seem to stand still.. n entertain herself..
Sw-what the hell... Rajat be in ur limits...
Rajat- u bloody bitch u be in ur limits 1st ...
Sw-mind ur tongue...
He again was going to slap me n i held his hand ...He twisted my arm...
Rajat- how dare u disrespect Maa... N insult her...
Sw-i didn't do anything...
Rajat- shut up... My mom can't lie...
Sw-yes like her son can't do anything wrong...
He pushed me... N was about to beat me ..when I ran up n locked myself in my room... Only late in the mid night I came out...
I expected him to be asleep by now but no he wasn't..He was drinking..
N as soon as he saw Me... He pulled me... To our room..lashed the door...N threw me on the bed... .
I cried begged .. pleaded...But he had no mercy... He did what he wanted... He again crushed my sole... Like an animal...He was an animal...
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I started to shiver again remembering the incident... Just was the time when laksh Bhai arrived n saw me shivering...
L-shona...
I couldn't speak but broke down... He calmed me down ...
It was my last day oh sorry... My last n8 with him... I the next mrng took a fight back to my house... I told ma about him slapping me... Misbehaving with me.. they were angry on him but not for too long... They changed their sides soon.. when the so called friends n relatives started to taunt... Only Bhai was with me... Not that Maa paa said that I should go back to him..bit their cold behavior indicated nothing else...
My days were like hell once again... Whole day there were people taunting me... Oh wow..I got to know so many things about myself...
That I am a character less girl who married rajat for his money... N I have now found a better n richer person n hence I left himm... Wow hats off to the story makers.. love their talents...
There were incidents when me n Maa had heated arguments n she ended up slapping me.. n nevertheless she too used to call me.a bitch..aah.. this was the Mother who said rajat will keep me happy...thus was the rajat who promised me huge things... N here was the reality... No body cared... No they actually didn't... N the last n8... It seemed to be the worst argument ever after which I was thrown out..
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Mom- go where ever u want but don't enter our house... We don't need u here... Go to Rajat n ask for his forgiveness...stay in ur house...
She shut the door on my face leaving me numb... At that time Bhai called ragini... My lawyer.. yes the reason for this cold behavior is my admin decision to divorce him.. she came running...
N Bhai had a phone convo...with me n rags.. he asked ne where I wanted to go.. he said he won't let me be with these people ..
I thought ... N then the only place I wanted to go was Kolkata... Near to my best friend... N away from the hell ... N just now I am resting my head in my bahi's lap ... We r not exchanging a word... He is just caressing my hair... N calming me down... Soon there is the last hearing of the case n divorce will be granted...
I am relieved... After thinking that now it is an end to all those miserable days... Worst of my life... Just last time I will be facing that bas***d n then it will be over.. for forever..I will be free...
This thought made me stop my tears iblifted my head.. Bhai smiled..N I hugged him...
He pecked my forehead...and showed me the books he brought...
L-see sisi I am here.. challo ab se no crying okay.. I will come to meet u.. shortly... N here are ur books ..now my shona will have to make me feel proud...
I nodded..I was still chocked..
He asked me to change..I wore my jeans n top ..He took me to the coaching classes..N showed me the places.. he showed me a small house ..it was the one he purchasing for me... I asked y..He did it but he said no questions...
We shifted my things there... It was just at 5 minutes from my class n main market ..
We had dinner together n he made me sleep in his lap... I couldn't sleep properly.. again n again the thoughts of that devil .. his Animal like behavior.. his torture all made me shiver... Bhai . Calmed me down n I slept with difficulty...
Swara POV-ends...
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