Messed up part 1
Hi all this is the 1st part of the story.. hope u all will enjoy it... Pls do leave ur replies... I would need bindas response so as to continue it..
2 yrs later ..
Sanskaar POV-
Haan I stand just now in front of the coaching centre.. yes I teach here the students of class 10 11 & 12...
This is my part time job.. I have to do this...I need fee for my own coaching n also ... N I want to get a job asap...
They pay me some 20,000 a month.. I know it's less but enough to get through the monthly education charges... Along with dads help..
I entered... N went into the class there young minds were waiting for me.. they wished me n we began with the class..
6 pm... Uff.. here we put an end to these classes n I now move to my own class nearby .. yes I am preparing for competitions...
9 pm .. now finally I am back home ... I had my dinner in with maa n dad..yes these 2 people who love me.. more than anything... Just now I am in my room.. clutching close to my heart her Picture... Yes swara... What all happened 2 years back I still remember it clearly... Our story..my story.. a tear escaped my eye...
Fb--
I was in college at Bangalore... Yes my dad sent me their to study.. it took us hard chips... We aren't that rich but still dad wanted the best for me... I went there n on my 1st day I met swara.. it was almost an accident..her BMW almost killed me... The meeting was pleasant enough for me to get mad on the driver n the owner but seeing an angel like delicate girl .. my heart melted... Or rather I felt attracted.. yes I know there is a huge difference in b/w love n attraction
I was walking when my phone rang.
Sa- Maa.
Su- nasta kiya..
Sa-ji
Su-dabai Li
Sa-ji
Su-pooja ki.a sirbaad liya bhagwan ka.
Sa-ji..
Su- saman pura liya.
Sa-ji
Su-huh.. ab bata kesa h..
Sa-mast .. bas college ja raha Hun phone hi ashirwad dedo.
Ram- sada suhagan raho..
Sa-dad...
Su-chup karo ji.(to ram..)(to sanskaar) kus rehe aur idhar udhar aawara gardi Na karta phirna.. padhne mein dhyaan lagna... Choriyon se door rehena...
Sa-ji mom
Su-par je Na ho ki mahre ko bahu Na mile.. dekh sanskaar mujhe yeh mat sunnana ki maa ashi toh mili nahi Ashutosh hi Sahi.
Sa-mom..
RP-she is r8 ... MATLAB h ki achi si ladki dhoondh Lena pad rishta Teri maa leke jayegi..
Sa-uff u both Na... Challo.. let me...
Before I could complete a car hit me..I fell on the ground along with my phone..
Sa-aaah...
Su +rp- sanskaar.. bacche r u okay...
Sa- yes mom talk to you later...
I cut the call n tried getting up but I fell down again..
Sa- andhe ho...
Driver- sorry sir..
Sa- what sorry sare kapde gande kar diye.. aur yeh mere pair bhi toda woh alag.
Owner- sorry..
It for the first time noticed the angelic face in front of my eyes...
She forwarded her hand n helped me get up..I stood up n held the bonnet of her car...
Owner- r u okay
Sa-what u think.. I can't walk even...well thanks for your concern
N I left..
She stood there for a few seconds n then left...
I all the Time imagined her ... Her voice n her face
..She was an Angel...
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Huh... I crwled my fingers again on her pic...
Remembering us n how our friendship started...
Sanskaar pov ends------
Swara POV-
I am here in Kolkata.. searching for a job.. yes it is tough for a college drop out... But I have to do it...now.. my stupid decisions... Have costed me a lot.. but still I am here in Kolkata away from rajat .. away from Bangalore.. away from home.. alone..here ..
The only reason being in Kolkata is a small expectation of getting just a glance of my friend.. my ..no no... He is no more my..But whatever..yes I wanted just a glimpse of him.. I have lost him for forever 2 years back but today I just want one glimps of his...
My family is unaware about me... N my whereabouts.. I simply moved to a room in a guest house.. I entered changed n lie on the bed... But sleep is far away from my eyes...
I remember how me n sanskaar 1st met. .. this made my lips curle automatically in a small smile.. my car had hit himm.. n yes he sounded angry...y not we almost broke his leg..I was feeling guilty for it... He left limping.. till then I was just guilty bit our friendship started from the music class...
Fb ---
I was in the music room playing my guitar..
When I herd his voice...
Sa-aaah... Kuttee.. pair chodh..mera... Aaah...
Person- chup kar sale.. ek toh dawai Lago phir galliyan Khao...
Sa-aaah... Kamine ese dawai lagate h kya... Aaah...
I ran out n saw him...
Person(pressing the cotton more roughly)- tameez se.. rehe ... Warna..(presses it)
Sa-AAhhh... Rahul sale tu pittega...(Rahul his friend)
Rahul- chup.. kamina pata nahi kanhan p bhidda tu sale .. hosho hawaz mein h ya ... Sadak p bhi sleeping Beauty...bol...
Sa-chup kar. .. woh ek car ne tgok diya toh meri galti nahi h...
Rahul- car se thuuka toh driver se harjana nahi manga...
Sa-mein chup chap agya ..not much of fight...
Rahul- shit.. u dumb...
Sa-Shut up.. n apply the bandage properly..
He was wincing In pain when he saw me...
"Hi " I said with a guilty smile..
Sa- hello.. miss... Amm...
Sw- swara.. Swara Boss.. n u...
Sa-miss Bose I am sanskaar .. Sanskaar Maheshwari..
Sw-woh sorry about the mrng incident..
Sa-it's okay...
(Rahul again pressed the wound roughly).
Sa- aah... What the...kya h Bhai...
Rahul- (teasing smile)- kuch nahi..
Rahul n Sanskaar talking silently in signs ..
Rahul- acha issiliye tu uthke aagya...h Na..
Sa-nahi..
Rahul- haan..chal jhoote..
Sa-Shut up..
Rahul-u like her Sanskaar...it's love at 1st site...
Sa- Patti kar...bakwas nahi...
Rahul- doing u talk ..Na na..be comfortable..talk to Bhabhi... properly..
Sanskaar rolled his eyes...
After the bandage..
Sw-sorry..
Sa-are it's okay... Bythe way which class.. now..
Sw-music..N u..
Sa-same..
We entered.. n played the guitars together..it was a nice experience.. in that 45 minute class we had a bonding .. we became friends.. atleast talking to each other..on a bit more comfortable level...
Sw-so sanskaar how about lunch together..
Sa-sure... We had our lunch together...
It was fun ..we talked about music n our school.. results.. excitement for the college..N everything...
In the end of the day we bid a bye... Rahul supported him... The whole day... N he limping moved out...of the college gate ..N I too sat In my bmw...N left...
Fb ends------...
Ah.. how much my life was simple... At that time.. mom dad and everyone loved me..my world was complete n I made new friends too..like sanskaar...
Swara POV-ends...
Sanskaar POV-...
Hmm...our second meeting was same day ...it was not the dangerous one... like the 1sy but blissful...1st day n I got a new friend... Swara
.. we became friends..
N then best friends... We had our lunch together . .. we used to sing together ...sit together study together... Those were the best of the days of my life...untill I crossed the thin line between friendship n love.. ... Yes I fell for her.. Idk was it a mistake or not
Fb--
An year later..
We were still together..I started to feel for her.. she was special to me.. we laughed together..did everything together... We wnet on trips.. alone..too... Yes nothing happened.. but still we spent time... .
One fine day I decided to confess I knew the consequences yet I couldn't keep it in my heart anymore... I disclosed my feelings to her... When we were on a trip like we did on Sundays.. we used to go to natural places like gardens n all...
Sa- swara..I want to say something...
She was resting her head on my shoulder..
Sw-say it Sanskaar .
Sa-gussa toh nahi karogi...
Sw-nahi baba...
Sa-swara ..woh..I..I..hmm.. (I took a deep breath).. swara I love u...
Her face changed Colors... As if she was expecting it or guessed it.. she distant herself form me ...
Sa-I am I... I am sorry swara but it's true .. pls I Don't mind if don't accept it but ...
Sw-what sanskaar..
Sa-but don't break our friendship pls..
Sw-hey I am not doing that okay... Pls just don't repeat what u said ever ...
Sa-hmm...
Sw-sanskaar we r best of friends can we continue to be that...
Sa-yes... Swara for forever we can be bestfriends.. forever...can I just hug u once..
She opened her arms..
A pulled her in my embrace.. n a bone crushing hug... I burried my face in her neck.. n then we separated.. I sat with my head hung down..not that I was sad that she rejected but I had a fear of hurting her... Yes I did... had it.. what if she won't ever be that comfortable with me..
But then I felt her head back on my arm..like before..I smiled..
N there she was again chatting...I was soo happy...
I kept my arm around her Shoulders...
Fb ends------...
It was soo good till the I must say..it was the best one year of my life n that day was the best of best ... Swara n me... But it all was shattered soon... My happiness died the next month...
Sanskaar pov ends------
Swara POV-
I still remember the day he said he loved me..I was numb...for me he was a friend..very very good friend..But love ... Idk...He confessed n was guilty..may be because he felt he hurted me...
But no it didn't felt hurt atall..I felt okay..I mean..it's fine if he feels for me..it was no sin but yes ..I didn't for him.n he too never considered it a sin..N hence I decided to move on.. we could be best buddies..ack like we were...
I again hugged him
But that day was eventful... I reached home in the afternoon after a fun lunch with him but a surprise waited for Me...or rather the beginning of mistakes..had started..1st I denied sanskaar..that day but I must say my life changed after it...
Fb ...
I entered my home... N I saw a bas***d.. sitting..yes it was Rajat..They had brought an alliance for me... U was shocked... I excused myself saying I need time...yes I needed it ..more than anything... Time to think...time to choose.. or rather I wanted to love sanskaar back or accept him but couldn't..i was a scared... Idk what to do... I was confused... Hence I talked to my Maa... After all with whom a girl talk about this accept her Mother.
Sw-mom tell me...what should I do...
Mom- do u love sanskaar...
Sw-no but he is my best friend..
Mom- then marry Rajat..
Sw-but y Maa... Atleast I know sanskaar atleast he loves me... N rajat he is complete stranger to me...
Mom- beta..think like a matured person... What is love haan .. a 2 day attraction..that sanskaar will leave u.. n may be I convince ur father about him ..just think.. what will be ur life... Sanskaar.he himself is a student.. n his father...N family .He is a middle class boy he won't be able to give you the facilities..like rajat. .. ur life will be a hell after 5 or 7 years u will feel like divorcing him.. even if he will establish himself he won't be able to give u the things Rajat ..can .. n that sanskaar he will turn u into a maid a 24 hour servant that too free of cost for his mother...
. sw-mom won't Rajat do it..
Mom-y will he..N why will his mother need u.. when they have servants...N workers appointed 24*7.. tell me...beta just think once ... A life with sanskaar n a life with rajat..
N she left...
Fb--ends------
This increased my confusion... Was I marrying rajat for his money.. are marriages done for money or for love.. the answer my mind stuck again n again with was love... Yes I should marry the one I loved...N not the one who is rich.. or in my case atleast sanskaar loved me..even if I don't do the same I can accept his love... but then what my mom said ecohed in my ears n again n again .. especially..the divorce thing.. I will spoil 2 lives in that way... Mine as well as of sanskaar's.. I that n8 took another worst decision of my life marrying Rajat...the brat...
He too acted nicely infront of me n my parents .. he took me for a long drive before our marriage...
Fb--
Before our marriage rajat took me on a long drive n there on the empty road in the middle of it he sat on his knees..
Rajat- swara I don't know wether u will agree or not..N yes ur alliance was fixed by ur dad...But still i want to propose u...
(He took out a small box from his pocket n opened it.. it was a shinning bright diamond ring... )
Rajat- swara I know you need some time to adjust with the things... But here I promise ki I will try to be the best husband .. I will love u .. I will be loyal to u...
Sw-but rajat my studies I mean I am dropping the college for this ...
Rajat- hey swara don't worry u need not to u can study after wards... U can get admission in any of the tip colleges of Mumbai...
I looked at him for sometime...
Rajat- toh mein ... Haan samjhun..
I smiled at him.. n he slid the ring in my finger n pecked it...
Fb ends------...
I was confused... Still.. but what could I do... His gestures n his fake ..concern n care...I thought it was real n I ended up Marrying him... But u see time gives answers to all ur questions.. yes marriages should be dobe out of love... N I regret my decision...N now I have my complete life to do that. ... Regret choosing money . .. standard.. Society n mom... Over sanskaar's love...
I felt chocked ... I covered my mouth with a bedcover ...N cried.. cired n cried ...wanted to do it ... Do it from sooo long... Sooo..long... I cried...more n more ... Untill I slept...in b/w sobs...
Edited by harshitaloomba1 - 9 years ago
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