Messed up
Part-3
Laksh POV-
I am here sitting on the bed... I can see my shona in a constant fear.. I knew it.. that Rajat.. I never liked him since the beginning.. I thought shona will deny n Maa will help her make the correct decision... But no I was wrong... Very wrong.. Maa filled her brain with all the crap.. n I couldn't help it I tried talking but Maa n papa they stopped me.. asked mr not to interfere... I shouldn't have listened to them.. n today my shona would have been in a better condition...N none the less are the same parents who even after knowing ki what that Rajat did are not supporting her.. hats off to them... I can see her shivering in pain n fear...
In the past 2 months I have several times heard her bable in her sleep..."rajat pls don't .. pls leave me... Rajat..Pls... " N then her sobs... Now she have calmed down to some extent but not completely... I am sorry shona..I am not a good brother..I saw u being pushed into the hell in front of my eyes.. n I didn't even stop that...
I hate myself.. oh n yet how can I forget the cold behavior Maa showed when she escaped from that hell...
Fb--
2 months ago...
It was a pleasant mrng in Bangalore...
We all were seated there in the hall for the breakfast... When the bell rang.. Maa opned the door..N was shocked to see swara...
"U ... I told u Na not come back ... Now rajat's house is urs... " Mom shouted even before swara could enter ...
"Am I not allowed to visit my family..." She looked at her with an expressionless face n asked..
"U are .. but this time... I know what you are up to... " Saying this glared at her angrily...
"Can I enter.." she asked...
"Noo..." N mom closed the door on her face...
"Mom" ...I shouted n ran to the door...I opned it n saw her face... It was dull pale n expressionless...
"Swara..." I called her name..
She left her bag there n then.. n she started to cry... She hugged me n cried miserably...She sat on the ground... N so did I... I asked her what happened... She didn't reply... I tried making her drink water..But in vain she couldn't drink it...
Only later in the day he told me ... Hiwhe forced her...beat her ...n all those things...
I said in a ferm voice..."swara is going to get divorced..I won't let that devil touch her anymore... "
"Pagal h kya laksh... We need to talk to him... Chote more jhadge hote h Na.." mom argued...
"Yes... U still want to talk... Then if one day he will kill her n u will be outside the court demanding justice... Give justice to my 21 year old daughter... Thus man killed her... Rapped her... Forced.. her..." i said in defence..."mom.. I won't let my sister die... N that concerned won't work at that time...just now toh u r standing here n not even letting ur daughter enter the house... N asking her to go to that devil... No... I won't let my shona suffer more.. Laksh Bose abhi zinda h.. aur mein apni behen ka khayal ache se rakhsakta hoon.. she don't need a husband for it... N I will make she independent...She won't need u dad or me..or anyone else .. for any sort of help..."
"Pagal ho Gaya h laksh... " Dad roared...
"Haan ... Pagal ho gya hoon mein... Look at her..what he have made her into... " I showed the beating marks... N bites on her body.. her skin was either red or blue due to them...
"Shut up laksh ...She might have done some mistake.. otherwise rajat keeps her like a queen..." Mom took his side..
"Yes..listen. Rajat yanhan aayega .. aur baat karega samjhe..." Dad declared...
"Okay but not in my absence nahi toh divorce papers p sign karke mein bhi rajat ko send karne mein der nahi lagaunga..." I declared. Took shona along with me..
2pm in our hall... I came n rajat waited for us...
"Should we bring swara now.."mom quized..
"Nope ..."..I denied n
Moved down..N the next was ...a tight slap across his cheeks...
L-ese u behave with ur wife...
Rajat - sorry bhaiya...
L-sorry...koi mafi nahi h.. animal u r...
Rajat- bhiya sorry I won't repeat it..Pls once can I meet swara...
L-noo..
Mom- go beta she is in her room...
L-mom..
Dad-laksh bas ho gya... rajat go n meet her...
In swara's room... She sitting on her bed when Rajat came lashed the door n touched her sensuously... She sivered .. rajat held her hair ..
Rajat-how dare u . Haan.. come on now swara u come back... U r my wife...
Sw-I won't...Pls go...
Rajat- naaah... Ur Bhai slapped me I want revenge...
Sw-noo..Pls rajat go Na...
He moved close n she pushed him... But he came close n took her dupatta n threw it on the ground...
Sw-rajat pls leave me...
Rajat- ssg... Revenge baby. .
N he moved close to her lips...
Sw-Bhai... (But before she could shout he sealed her lips with his...) He unzipped her kurta n h lie her on the bed ... N he pushed her kurta down her shoulder...
Swara was beating his chest...N downstairs I was worried hence I moved up... I knocked the door of her room and at that she managed to push him n opened the door...
Sw-Bhai...
I was her ...N embraced her ... I covered her my blazzer n dragged rajat out in threw him...
L-next Time we will meet in the court room...
Fb ends------
As if this wasn't enough.. on the hearing of the court .. rajat put dirty allegations on my sister... Calling her shameless characterless... N money minded... N what nots... But finally.. ragini helped us get the divorce...
Just the last hearing... Bas shona it's the end if ur sufferings...
It's mrng 7 ..I woke her up... N soon we left for the temple..hope God will help her..
Laksh POV-.ends..
Swara POV-
We r in the temple .. bhai said he will leave soon after this...I don't want him to go but he assured that he will come back soon... We r standing in front of the idol of the god .. when a familiar voice entered my ears... I turned to see the source.. it was ..him... Sanskaar... Oh.. gid..it made me breathless.. I ran n hide behind the pillar..He is with his mom..
Su- sanskaar kal exam h Na..ache se papaer Dena.
Sa-ji mom..
Su-aur ...Abhi hum bhagwan ka ashirwad lenge theek h..
Sa-yo mom..
Su-yo mom...Pagal ladka..
He laughed along with her...N I smiled I took out my cell phone n clicked few of his pictures..I had none...
N then Bhai called...me..
L-swara..where r.. u..
I waves my hand n bahi came to me..
L-swara kanhan gayi thi..
Sw-woh..Bhai.. bas ese hi... Acha chalein..
L- haan..
We left...
Swara POV-ends..
Sanskaar POV-
I was standing n praying when I heard her voice.. I turned to see but found none...I heard a man call someone 'swara'.. but then there can be many swara... But that voice..eegghh.. Ami hallucinating... Shut up sanskaar . tomorrow is ur exam study well...
I diverted my mind n then we soon left but idk y i feel swara is here around n near by...
A week later -
Shock...not just i am glued at my place... holding her elbow.. looking into her eyes... What to say .. what to do... Is this my swara... But how ...N her condition.. swollen eyes..week n pale body... Along with marks of injuries... She got teary eyed... But then i left her hand .. as soon as i loosened my grip she hung head down n entered her class.. where i saw her...is my coaching after i came out of the class.. i saw her n held her arm... Was it true or am i hallucinating...
I ran to the office of the head ..
Sa-sir...
head-yes Sanskaar..wese how was ur paper...
Sa-awesome sir..But I have a question
Head-yes we expected this oy from u sanskaar u r a good student.. wese ask what u were asking.
I smiled. N continued..
I requested him to show me the register.. of the recent batch... Yes it was she swara bose... But the only question was how come .. swara Bose.. I think she was married to..some.. Kapoor..emm..Yes Rajat Kapoor..
I sat outside for an hour waiting for her.. when the class got over I saw her coming out...
She saw me.. we had an eye lock.. her eyes started to form moisture n I simply walked to her n stood there with my hands folded.. she looked down...
"Can we talk " I asked her..
She nodded...
"Come.." I said...we went from there n I started my bike .. she stood there in her place itself... As if glued there..
"U have ur Scooty or may be ur car.. " I quized..She nodded in a no
I signalled her to sit .. she looked at the seat n then at me n then... Into my eyes... Her face was pale n expressionless...But then she moved n sat on the bike...
"Where u want to go .." I asked her..
"Idk ..go where u want to talk.." she replied in a low chocked voice..
"How about coffee shop..." I suggested..
" Just at 5 minutes is my place if ar okay then we can talk there.." she suggested ..N I agreed...
As per her directions we reached there...
I parked my bike we walked in... It was a room with an attached kitchen n was room.. nothing else was there accept her bed... N a bookshelf along with an Almera...
She kept her bag on a chair in a corner...
I was looking at her in utter shock...
She was looking down...
Then she looked up n indicated me to come n sit...
"Tea"she asked...
"No" I denied...
Sa-so what's up swara..U here... N in this 1 room I hope u r okay...
Sw-yes sanskaar I am perfectly fine...
Sa- nope I want to know the truth...
Sw- what u want to know..
Sa-I think we were best friends sometime back..
Sw-we are.. aren't we..
Sa- from my side yes..But from.ur idk..
Sw- me too...
Sa-but I don't think so ... U r hiding things from me...
Sw-no sanskaar..
Sa-yes swara..will u. .
Sw-okay fine.. 1 year n 6 months of marriage n I divorced him...
Sa-what .. but y . . .
Sw-many reasons sanskaar... Physical mental n sexual harassment...
She said it in one go n it shaked me up... Physical mental n sexual harassment... I repeated that several times...
Sa-did he beat u. ...
Sw-everything sanskaar... He did everything.. taunting.. badmouthing.me... Beating me..N .. (she paused) .. forcing me...
A tear escaped her eyes.. she wiped it controlling her self from breaking down infront of me...
Sa- but still u here are uncle aunty okay...
Sw- hmm.. they threw me out .. this is my sort of hidding place .. only laksh Bhai n my lawyer know ki I am here...
Sa-so divorce granted..
Sw-next week is the last hearing...
Sa- u know what .. I hate u swara...I hate u.. u call me ur Best friend aur itta sab hua n not even a single call... Can't u inform me... Atleast this ki u were in Kolkata... Atleast this ki u r staying so near to my house.. so close to me...
Sw-matlab..
Sa-just 2 lanes from here is my house ...
She smiled...
Sw-I am sorry sanskaar but how can I with what r8.. I hurted u in the worst way... N then how could I ...
Sa- sshh..(I cut her) ese kuch mat bolo ki u prove that I am not a friend to u... U never hurted me okay..I loved u n u didn't ... I think that is no sin.. nothing to get hurt about... Okay..
She smiled.. n then broke down... I got up brought a glass of water... She looked up..N I handed over it to her...
She some how in b/w sobs drank some water ... I forwarded a chocolate to her...
Sw-what is this..
Sa-wat it u will feel better... I unwrapped n inserted a block in her mouth...
Sw-u won't eat.. like we used to do in our college...
Sa-(I smiled )- I will.. n I too ate a block... N next was the competition who will wipe the hands with the others cheek 1st...
I saw a naughtorious smile on her face... But I knew her . I caught her hands n applied 1st..
Sw-Sanskaar k bache ..N we started running in her Room.. until the door swung open..
"Swara "a voice stopped us..
She smiled.ore seeing the person... But how can I forget..She is swara.. she before going applied chocolate on my cheeks..
Sw-revenge taken Mr Maheshwari...
N ran to hug the man...
Sw-Bhai...
N she hugged...him..
But then rubbed her cheek with his N applied the chocolate on it...
L-swara ki bachi..He held her ear...
Sw-Bhai..awwoo..choddo Na it's paining...
N the person ..um. ..her Bhai he hugged.her...N she rested her head on his chest ...
Edited by harshitaloomba1 - 9 years ago