Fangirl part 11
A/N - hi all harshita here thanks for ur response. Here is the next part n also I would like to tell u ki now with the end of this update we will soon be reaching the point of wedd thanks for the really creative ideas till now guys I will wait for a week or two before the Wedding part I want to collect the best info about the paces etc . Also till then if any other idea strike ur mind then pls do respond to me. Again for this part I want thank Monisha for translations of Bengali.
Loads of love
Harshita
L- toh ab swara tumhare ghar gate band rakhne ka riwaj nahi h kya.
Sw- matlab
L- it means when we came Na the gate of ur house was agar.. u know any thief could have came..
Sa- y r u worrying about them r u less than a theif urself...
L- matlab
Sa- matlab u enter at my house like anytime n don't even knock.. just directly open the door n Tanna... U r there surprising me...
L- oho Bhai u r single Na.. abhi knock karna is useless
Sa- shut up... N that day what u did Han..
L- what I did...
Sa- bataun.. wait let me tell ur Fangirl first..
Sw- what
Sa- ur great superhero is chocolate chor..
Laksh laughs seeing his brother's red nose ..
Fb--.
It has been a month sanskaar shifted to his new house.. laksh entered but what he saw on the dinning table... His mouth watered.. before meeting sanskaar he sat on the dinning table...
5 minutes passed sanskaar wasn't out of the washroom yet..
N he slowly touched the silk kept there n removed it's outter covering.
Now he left it again...
2 more minutes passed... Laksh slowly Removed the golden wrapper...N then within next 5 minutes he ate almost half of the chocolate... When sanskaar came out of his room n caught his brother red handed...
Sa- Bhai tu Aadhi kha gaya
L- sorry.
Sa- (still in his towel)- u.. wait n started running behind laksh holding his towel
L- Bhai towel will fall n .. bas ...
Sanskaar stopped
Sa- shit up u jerk... Aadhi kha gaya woh bhi merese bina share kiye..
L- toh adhi tu ab khale Na..
Sa- reende ... I know u.. abhi thodi der u will open ur den n will ask for another bite..
L- (blushing)- woh toh mera haq h
Sa- okay okay Mr tomato come Na saath mein share karte h..
Laksh quickly joined his brother..
Fb ends------
Swara n all others laughed heartly ..
L- acha okay okay pehle clear me what u all were talking in Bengali.
Sa- woh .. okay u tell how u think is swara
L- swara... (Gulps ) aaa.. (sees Ragini). Achi h.. sundar h.. meri Saali h... What else u want to know..
Sa- ab.. tu ghar chal ...I will tell u there what we were talking ...
L- y not here
Sa- we need to talk to everyone regarding this..now u come
Raglak- okay...
Sa- shakar uncle, Ami Akbar, amar parents r satha khotha nishoi bolbo(shekhar uncle I will talk to my parents once )
Shekhar- ha ha, Amader somoya to, amar MAa giya chilo, amaradar somporkae kotha bolar jonno,
Akhon to, tomra nijarai chola aso, biyar kotha bolte (u have to .. in our times my ma went for sharmishta n my alliance n see nowadays u kids. .. coming urself for the alliance)
Dida- ha ha, Tumi to khub sadhu chila shakar... Ti na!...
Sanskar, Tumi or kotha baad dao, darao Ami bolchi ki Kora edar biya ta hoya Chilo '(yes yes .. u were a very innocent soul .. h Na... Sanskaar Don't take him seriously wait I tell u how their marriage was fixed)
Sa- (bright eyes)- - ki Kora (how)
Shekhar- - Maa... (Maa.. pls)
Dida-Tumi amar, nati Kay bokle, abar vogo (no pls .. u scolded my grandson now pay for it)
Shekhar-Haa amaree vul (huh.. always my mistake)
Dida- Tomar Maa, Amadar floor r uprai thakto, akdin Tomar baba dora porlo, tao ki Kora jano, pipe diya upraa utta giya, Karon Tomar Maa opakha korchilo Tomar babar jonno r tomar dida r Ami dujon orakka hata Nate dora fali (ur Maa lived on the floor just above our floor .. ur papa was caught climbing a pipe n visiting her balcony n she was waiting for him.. me n ir Nani caught these two red handed...)
Raglak felt confused with the talking while all these laughed
Shekhar- - and, hobu jamai Kay bokar, odhikar amar acha,
Asa Kori tomar mona acha, somir baba ki vabe amar pichone lagto (but scolding my to be son in law is my r8.. I hope u remember how sharmishta's father used be at my back n make fun of me)
Sa-. haa, uncle thik e bolcha (yes uncle it's ur r8..)
Dida- Ara, abar to baba, bolo (Aree start practicing.. call him papa.. )
Sa- ,thik acha... Baba (sorry papa..)
Dida- akdom thik acha(r8..)
L- oh god take me ... Call me.. call me before my mind blasts ... Pls
Sa- ki holo? (kya hua)
L- yeh hua
Sa- kya
L- I will die of confusion
Sa- par kyun
R- Hindi mein .. can u talk in Hindi... Bhai pls ...
Sa- sure I will tell u everything... (To shekhar) u.. papa now I shall leave.
Shekhar- God bless u we r waiting
Raglak looked confused but then they chose to keep quite.
Sa- Bhai u go I am coming in a short time
L-y
Sa- swara se milke (looks at her family) if u don't have any problem
All nod n leaves ..
Sa- woh fangirl
Sw- yes sir
Sa- woh ...
Sw- ji sir say it
He didn't know what to say what to do few minutes ago they could freely talk n now they Both were just blushing ... No words were escaping their mouths..
Sanskaar bent down n pecked her Cheek
Sa- bye fangirl
Sw- (turning red)- bye.. sir...
N he left soon all smiles...
Swara touched her cheek where he pecked n smiled...
He went out in the hall took blessings n left.
Outside...
He informed Raglak about the agreement n marriage
L- superb... Aree Congo yrr Bhai I am so happy
R- yes sanskaar bhai I am so happy
L- acha listen let's go home n inform all
Sa- yes
All excited they left
In mm
Sanskaar n Raglak entered.. their Family was in the living room.
All were happy to see Sanskaar after long he directly went to his mother n father.. he bent down n took blessings...
Su- cleared the controversy
Sa- yes mom
Su- good tell me how come here today
Sa- mom I want u to meet someone
Ram- someone or some girl
Sa- (looking down)- yes a girl
Su- oh so found someone
Sa- mom her name is swara ... Swara Bose
Su- I know her we have met many times
Sa- mom tell me when you all r free so that I can bring her
Su- y have u come to inform us or seek permission for ur marriage
Sa- mom both actually her parents have agreed so I thought to tell u all about her n offcourse I want ur blessings n permission before that
Su- do as u wish .. what we want or not this never bothers u .. u do as ur heart says .. n no need to inform u may get married n have few kids n then to y r u bothering us
Sa- mom it's not like that .. I thought you would not have any objection
Su- no no who has objection go marry her enjoy ur life but don't include us that's it.
Sa- but y mom
Su- I think u r forgetting ur promise ... Remember u said u won't bother us ever... So go n do what ur heart says u r no one to us...
He got the point her mother was not satisfied with the wedding.. like she was unhappy about his job same way she is unhappy about his wedding he got up n started to move out when he heard his dad
Ram- sanskaar
He turned n his dad hugged him...
Sa- yes dad
Ram- sanskaar we want to meet the girl tommorow itself
Sa- sure dad ... (Smiles) (to his mom) mom n I hope u won't hurt her or disrespect her in any way...
Ram- Han baba n come today let's celebrate.
Sa- Papa pls I shall leave now ...
He turned n left ... He was heartbroken
Ram- what is this sujay y u hurt him so much Everytime can't u see he is happy in his life.
Su- ram pls thus boy has gone mad he now wants to marry Swara ... They have no idea what there future will be.
Ram- how it will be ...
Su- I will tell u tommorow.
Ram- pls don't hurt him
Su- I won't I want to give him a last reality check rest it's his life and he is a mature person he knows what he is doing.
Ram- hmm... N pls I am again n again requesting no harsh words pls ...
Su- okay .. but both kids need to know where they stand as per our standards... Their reality... The darker side of their wedding.
He nodded his head in disappointment n left
Next Day
In Sanskaar's car
Sa- swara listen
Sw- Han bolo
Sa- okay so we r going to meet my mom n she is quite a typical lady.. pls don't mind if she says something..
Sw- Sanskaar it's okay .. she ur mom Na ..
He nodded and stopped the car ...
She came out n he held her hand..
Sa- swara
Sw- yes sir..
Sa- my fangirl is looking so pretty..
Swara smiles
While walking in
Sa- wese y don't u.were this in office...
Sw- what this suit
Sa- yes..
Sw- it gets uncomfortable.
They held eachother's hand he was admiring her.. his fangirl dressed in white long kurta with blue velvet borders .. complemented by matching blue leggings n a simple blue duptta which rested on her r8 shoulder. They walked in.
Ram Sujata n all others along with Raglak were waiting for them.
They both came down with smiles n sanskaar introduced her ..
Sa- so swara this my family
Swara joined her hands n greeted them
Sa- aur mom dad she is swara..
She looked at him confused.. who were his mom n dad he held her hand sensing her confusion
Sa- swara so mom (takes her to Sujata) dad (takes her to Ram) n so on..
She bent down n took blessings.
All were seated .. they were chatting they asked About loads of things from her she slowly replied to them ..
Ram- beta ur family.
Sa- Papa they will come soon. U can meet them.
Su- oh god.. so u met her family.
Sa- yes mom
Su- hope we will meet ur side of family soon swara.
She nodded.
Su- okay swara sanskaar come
Sa- where
Su- come Na
Sa- okay
Sujata took them out ...
They followed..
Shemoved to the main gate.
Su- see kids this is the enterance of our mansion ...
This metallic gate ... She calculated on her tips. It costs more than the combined per annum salary of u both. Both swasan were confused n looked on.
Today sujata was unpredictable. She continued..They followed her.
She entered the garden.
Su- see kids these plants this grass these trees all are rare species or imported. This whole garden it's maintenance cost per month is equivalent to the combined salary of u both for a month. They both felt awkward with her talks but still they kept on moving n following her.
She reached at the front of the main building of mansion.
Su- see this is the main building. N honestly speaking it is 50 times of ur apartment sanskaar. Well let's move in.
As soon as they entered.
Su- see the wooden furniture. It is made up the best quality wood. Each costs.. Lego .
Su- see this flooring the finest Makrana marble flooring.
She moved in N showed the carpets.
Su- all the way from kaishmir.
N then showed them the hall.
Su- this hall it we have all our success parties here.
N then shows them the curtains. N work on the windows n walls.
N then leads them to a collection of wines.
Su- see kids this is the exotic wine collection. Oldest finest wines. Red wines , blush wines...
Sa- (cuts her ) mom but what will we do with ur wines n ...
Su- oh I forgot u don't drink h Na. Come
She showed them the kitchen n the expensive equipments there...
Su- n see kids these vegetables n fruits . They r not a part of ur diet even once in an year . They r our regular diet.
She kept on comparing things. Showing them evry part of the house n it's maintenance cost to purchase prices n telling them even if they work their whole lives they can't afford to match even the 1% of these things. Swasan felt insulted they still kept quiet. She entered sanskaar's room. When a small smile crept ont heir faces. She showed them the room n it's furniture n decorum.
Su- this room and its furniture etc all together is about 2 month salary of u both.
Hearing this their face turned pale. Sanskaar couldn't take more of insults.
Sa- mom enough yrr what is this? What u want? N can u pls stop this?
Su- what I am doing nothing .. I was just giving you both a reality check.
Sa- we know mom n don't worry we won't come here n live in ur house .. I have my own n we will stay there okay. We are not here to listen to all this. I wanted u to meet swara n not insult us.
Su- This is no insult ... Or is it... U know what sanskaar u r ashamed of ur ownself ..
She dragged both of them to the car parking.
Su- see these cars... The luxury cars u won't be able to buy a single one ...
Sa- so what
Su- sanskaar r u so dum that u can't understand what I mean.
Sa- mom I only understand this that u r Targeting our self respect.
Su- sanskaar it's nothing like that .. I am only showing n requesting you for the last time . I have no problem with swara but think once how much deprived of these u r keeping her when u can give her all these cars all this luxury. Just think about her, she will marry you for what. That small apartment, or that boring life .. tell me.. sanskaar I have no problem with swara. U r a nice girl dear but my only request is that pls give an honest try to make him understand that he should work at the place he deserves.
She looked at him with moist eyes n nodded in yes
Sanskaar looked at her n then looked down. Sujata dragged them inside.
Ram- sanskaar Swara come have lunch with us..
Sa- Papa it's fine we r leaving...
Ram- what r u saying son
Sa- r8. I am say correct dad . We both middle class people don't deserve to be here in ur lavish mantion
All looked at him shocked laksh tried talking but sanskaar denied
L- Bhai what happened
Sa- nothing .. we will talk later or may be never ... Bye
R- sanskaar bhai
He didn't listen to anyone held swara's hand n left the mansion
... All were shocked n waited for sujata to answer
In the car-
Sa- swara I am sorry
Sw- Sanskaar sir it's okay but I want to talk to u..
Sa- bolo swara
Sw- sir i want to know everything about you
Sa- yes I think it's time for u to know everything... Everything from the starting .. from me n kavita to u .. from my debut film to this nanotechnologist ...
He turned the car n they reached a grave yard.
Same were kavita's grave was present.
They came down n walked to the grave they sat by its side n sanskaar narrated his story from the beginning...
Sa- swara u know u know I was born in a rich family. The family of superstars. As kid these always fascinated me. I too wanted to be a star like my Parents n Bade paa n badi maa. They all were my role models. Kavita n me we were best friends. Her family was also same as mine her parents were also successful actors. Like me she too wanted to be a star. After completing mschool I gave audition n was selected for the first film. I worked with full passion in that n won the best actor prize for it. This is a successful story swara but stories are not like this ... Actual stories are of those who don't achieve .. actual stories aren't of those models who win Miss India or Miss Universe ... Or those who badly loose these competitions .. the actual stories belong to those runnner ups .. the once who win have a set carrier those who loose leave this industry n work for something else but those who r the runners up are in the biggest delima . Kavita was one such runner up. The glamour n money here is too attractive for any runner up to leave. She wandered around in search of work gave auditions but no use. She tried for long it frustrated her . She started taking drugs. Light doses initially n then heavy ones. But no use her heart ached. She tried again for the modeling competition but no change she was still a runner up. She now skipped to harsher things. The desire for being a start kept on growing in her heart n her runner up status never let her loose hope. She slept with directors who promised ad films or roles. She got work but her soul was scratched. I tried stopping her on her every wrong step but situations only worsen. She started getting success. But for most of the things she slept with producers or directors. Her n8s were sleepless n days were alcohol soaked. I had started my college after my film. But seeing her condition my all the interest in acting n this industry started fading away. One day she called me. She wasn't in her senses . She said she wanted to talk urgently I rushed to her place where I found her sitting on the floor in her apartment . Her dress clearly showed she had returned from a party her mom n dad were too along with her . But then I noticed her. Her dress was torned n the body looked chewed up by worms . I rushed to her n cupped her face. I asked her what happened she said nothing but broke down. I Lifted her face and she handed me a letter .. I was about to open it when she fell on the floor. We three me her mom n dad were shocked. But then we saw white lather coming out from her mouth. We tapped her face sprinkled water but no she was dead she commited suicide. I read the letter. It stated that while returning from a party .. yes swara the high class party .. the part of Elite class she was raped by the son of a producer. She was already half dead but this incident broke her completely. N my friend she died ..
Saying this he had moisture in his eyes n swara was horrified.. she was horrified thinking other conditions kavita suffered.
Sa- swara yeh story yahi end nahi hui. U know after she was dead there were many who claimed to be her friends n her co stars they didn't even show their faces. None the less those who came they were looking at her dead body n (wiping a tear) n they were discussing about her dress. Her shoes her hand bag which was not perfectly matching her dress. They were badmouthing her. N these were the people who used come n meet her addressing her as sweetheart .. honey .. baby darling n what nots. .. they were least bothered about her condition. The brutal crime which broke her. No. . they showed fake tears in media .. they showed sympathy .. but no buddy dared to file a case against it. I tried n wanted that my dead friend should get justice but her parents suppressed the issue saying this will only defame their dead daughter not even a minute media will take to prove her characterless. They said if she is dead then the matter should be rested n stay hidden. I burried the letter her along with her body. I tried a lot to explain them but in vain. I am a person who could not let his friend her justice. I promised my self that never ever in my life I will work in this industry. Never ever. Even if I get successful then too I don't want this success I want peace .. mana ki some bad mentality people r there everywhere but still when I will die I want just 2-3 people around me . Just those who really love me. Bas .. n not a crowd who will gossip non sense about me.
He wiped the tears from her face n hugged her .
Sa- swara if u still want then I am ready to go n work in the industry...
Sw- ssh... Sanskaar sir .. first of all idk what u do .. we have enough money for our heath n sickness we won't require to beg anytime in our life n this is enough. Moreover I will support you in whatever u do . U work as a nanotechnologist or as an actor. U r successful or unsuccessful i Don't care. .. I love u n will be by ur side no matter what happens. I want a husband in my life n not an ATM machine. I want u n I need u n ur time to be happy in my life n nothing else. Afterall money can't buy happiness. .
They sat there by kavita's grave in a side hug for sometime.
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