SwaSan TS: Shattered Hearts (final part 3 updated on pg 1)

Hey guys. This is Jessica here. Im not really a writer, but i just felt like writing this short Three shot on our favourite jodi SwaSan. I will try to upload othet parts by today itself. I hope you guys like it. Your likes and comments, good or bad are valuable.

Part-1

My story is based on the current track. So basically Ragini managed to bring out Rajat's truth from Swara's mouth(like in the precap). And on the other hand, Sanskar, who had been keeping an eye on Rajat's whereabouts found out his truth. He also got to know that he was the one who hurt Swara. He was fuming in anger, and was searching for Swara everywhere to confront her.

San- Swara... swara..
(Enters Raglak room where Swaragini are present)

Rag- kya hua Sanskar, aap aise..

Before she could complete, Sanskar grabbed Swara's hand and pulled her to their room. Ragini followed them to their room.

After entering their room.

San(holding Swara's shoulder on anger)- samajhti kya ho tum khud ko? Superwoman? Kitni baar kehna padega tumko ke khatre se dur raha karo. Lekin nahi. Tumhare toh adat ban gayi hai!

Swa- nahi sanskar. Main bilkul thik hu. Mujhe bilkul bhi dard..

San(without letting her complete)- chup.. Ekdam chup. Tum jaanti ho k main tumse kitna pyaar karta hu. Tumhe kuch bhi hota hai toh main pagal ho jata hu. Phir bhi tumne itna bada risk kyu uthaya swara!? Tumne mujhe kyu nahi bataya ke tumhe Rajat ne chot pahunchayi!

Swara was shocked and was wondering how he found out.

Rag- sanskar.. Wo aapko batane hi wali thi. Usne mujhe bhi abhi hi bataya.

Sanskar gave an angry glare to ragini for speaking in between their personal matter.

Swa- Sanskar tumhe kaise...

San- swara.. Tum mere jaan se bhi badh kar ko mere liye.. Kisi bhi dukh ko tumtak pahuchne se pehle mujh par se guzarna hoga.. Main tumhe har dard se bachana chahta hu, lekin tumne toh mujhse yeh baat share bhi nahi karni zaroori samjhi. Balki tumne ragini (pointing towards rags who was standing at the door and listening to them).. Tumne ragini ko bata diya..

Swa- nahi sanskar.. Aisa nahi hai.. Main tumhe batana chahti thi.. Lekin..

San- lekin kya.. Lekin kya haan... Batao mujhe.. Kya tumhe bharosa nahi tha mujhpe, ke main tumhe bacha sakunga ya nahi..

Seeing the argument between the two getting heated up, ragini thought it was best to leave them alone.. And she moved out of their room.

Swa- nahi sanskar. Tumpe mujhse khud se bhi zyada bharosa hai.. Main bas tumhe pareshan nahi karna chahti thi.

San- pareshan... Seriously swara.. Tumhe andaza bhi hai ke tumhe dard mein dekh kar mujhe kitna zyada dard hota hai.. Aur tum pareshaani ki baat kar rahi ho..

Sanskar jerks away swara's shoulder, moves away from her and walks upto the window..

Swa- please sanskar, tum gussa mat ho.. Mera kuch chupane ka iraada nahi tha sanskar..

San- shayad galti meri hi hai swara.. Shayad tumhe mere pyaar pe itna bharosa hi nahi hai.. Apna pyaar tumko saabit karne mein mujhse hi koi kami reh gayi hogi.

Swa- please sanskar.. Aisa mat bolo..

San- aisa nahi toh kaisa bolu main.. Bharosa nahi tha, isliye tumhe yeh baat chupayi mujhse... Aur yeh jo chot hai, wo bhi meri wajah se lagi tumko..

Tears started to brim in sanskar's eyes.. Whereas swara was already crying miserably trying to pacify sanskar that it is not his fault.

San- meri hi toh galti hui na.. Mujhe tumhare paas hona chaiye tha.. Tumhare saath hota toh yeh kabhi nahi hota.. I should be punished for this..

And in anger, he bangs his hand on the window. He banged with so much force that the glass of the window shattered leaving blood tripping down his wrist..

Swara shouts out his name and rushes to him. Now she was crying terribly, seeing her love in pain. But he holds her back from tending his wound.

San- nahi swara. Jab tum apne dard mere saath share nahi kar sakti, toh tumhe mere dard ko bhi baatne ki koi zarurat nahi hai.

Swa- please sanskar. Mujhe dekhne do. Kitna khoon beh raha hai. Im really sorry. Aisa phir kabhi nahi hoga.

San- tum hamesha aisa kehti ho swara. (He said in a matter of fact manner, then he wiped his tears, and with a sad smile said) Dekho swara. Main gussa tumse nahi, khud se hu. Aur main akele rehna chahta hu. Isliye please mujhe jaane do.

Sanskar leaves her and moves out of the room. Swara tries to stop him but all in vein. As he walked out, blood from his hand kept dripping on the floor. And his pain pierced her heart.

She could now actually feel the pain which sanskar must have felt when he found out the she was hurt because of Rajat. She was deeply sorry. She wanted to be with Sanskar. Hold him close to her. And never ever leave him. But she herself puched him away...

Seeing sanskar leave the room, ragini came in, just to see swara sitting on the floor, crying her heart out, shattered glass all around her.. She rushed to her..

Rag- Swara.. Yeh sab kya hua.. Kya kiya Sanskar ne..

Swa(wiping her tears)- ragini, tum plz jao yaha se. Mujhe abhi kisi se baat nahi karni. Please jao. Main kal baat karungi tumse.

She got up from the floor and in a haste launched herself on the bed and pretended to sleep.

Ragini dint utter a word and walked away from there..

Sleep was far away from swara's eyes. She was feeling guilty for hurting sanskar again, unintentionally. She remembered all the times when sanskar was there beside her to support her, and shield her from any impending danger. She cluched his photo close to her heart. Tears flowing from her eyes. She was badly missing her Sanskar.

Sanskar on the other hand was equally in pain.. He walked aimlessly for hours into the dark night, letting his wounded hand bleed. But he was broken from inside. In his anger towards swara, he was trying to hide his fear of being incapable of protecting swara. He started thinking that swara was in pain because of him. He just wanted to see her safe. And he decided to take Rajat's matter in his own hand. He could not let Swara suffer anymore.

Part-2

The entire night passed away in uneasiness for both swara and sanskar. They both wanted each other, but were distanced because of their fears of hurting the other. Neither of them slept that night.

In the early hours of the morning, sanskar returned back to MM when he encountered Laksh in the corridor.. Sanskar wanted to walk past him as he was still not in a proper state of mind to make conversation with anyone.. But laksh was stubborn as always. He stopped him and abruptly pulled him to his room. He made him sit on the bed. And without uttering a word, he sat next to him with the first aid box. He started dressing his cut wrist.

Lak- Bhai yeh tu kya kar raha hai. Khud ko chot kyu pahucha raha hai. Tu jaanta hai na, tu swara ki takat hai. Agar tu khud ko dard dega, toh wo kaise khush reh paegi.

Sanskar sat there, not uttering a word, but listening to whatever laksh was saying.

Lak- mujhe ragini ne rajat ke baare mein bataya. Aur kal jo hua wo bhi bataya. Bhai tujhe andaza bhi hai ke swara kitni pareshaan thi tere liye?!

Sanskar finally spoke up.

San- uski pareshaani tujhe dikhti hai. Aur meri pareshani. Wo jo har mushibat me akele kudne ko tayaar rehti hai. Usne kabhi socha hai ke uski chinta mein meri kya halat ho jaati hai.

Lak- mein samajhta hu. Aur ab shayad wo bhi samajh gayi hai. But please bhai, khud ko usse dur mat kar.

San- lucky, main usse dur kabhi jaa hi nahi sakta.. Wo sirf meri zindagi ka hissa hi nahi, wo meri puri ki puri zindagi hai.

Lak- toh jaa uske paas. Tujhe pata bhi hai ke wo kitni pareshaan thi. Pehle toh usne ragini se baat karne se mana kar diya tha. Lekin phir jab bahut raat tak tu nahi aaya, toh wo aayi thi humare kamre mein, mujhse puchne ke liye ke kahi mujhe tere bare mein pata hai ya nahi.

San- dekh lucky.. Main swara se gussa nahi hu.. Lekin mujhe thora time chaiye.. Abhi mera usse dur rehna hi hum dono k liye thik hai..

By now laksh had done dressing on sanskar's wounded wrist Sanskar stood up and walked away. Just as he left, ragini stepped out of the washroom. Seeing sanskar leave, she asked laksh what he said, but his disappointed look said it all..

Sanskar entered his room, expecting swara to be asleep, as it was still early for her to wake up. But he was surprised to see her, curled up on the floor near the broken glasses. Hugging his photo in her hand. He shattered seeing this sight. For a moment he forgot everything, his anger and rushed to her. She lifted her head hearing his footsteps.. She gave him the brightest smile seeing her entire word in front of her. Even though she looked tired and totally sick from crying the whole night, her smile was the best thing sanskar had ever seen.

He lifted her up carefully, making sure the glass doesn't hurt her and placed her on the bed.

Swara 1st held his hurt hand, and was releaved to see that dressing had been done on his wound. She cupped his face and then hugged him tightly, burying her face in his chest.

Swa- sanskar kaha the tum.. Puri raat main intezaar kar rahi thi.. Tum aaye kyu nahi.. Main kitni pareshaa..

He pulled her out of the hug and cupped her face.

San(putting his finger on her lips)- sshhh.. Kitna bolti ho tum.. Lekin jab bolna chaiye tab kuch nahi bolti..

Swara bowed her head down in embarrassment.

San- swara tum so jao. Tum abhi bhi puri tarah se thik nahi ho. Tum araam karo.

Swa- lekin sanskar, mujhe tumse maafi mangni hai.

San- nahi swara.. Abhi nahi.. Aur waise bhi mein gussa nahi hu tumse. Toh maafi ki koi zarurat nahi hai. Bas kuch time ke liye yeh sab baato se dur rehna chahta hu. Aur haan, tum ab Rajat se koi bhi baat nahi karogi. Aur mujhse vada karo, ke mere ghar wapas aane tak tum kahi nahi jaogi. Ab main khud usse deal karunga. Isse tum mera gussa samjho ya pyaar.. Lekin this is my order.. Aur agar tumne nahi maana toh..

Swa(with a small smile)- your wish is my command.. Jaisa tum kahoge, main waisa hi karungi sanksar..

San-good. Ab so jao.

He pulls the quilt over her, and walks into the washroom to freshen up. Swara saw his retreating figure.

Swa(to herself)- main jaanti hu sanskar ke galti meri hi hai. Yeh bhi jaanti hu ke tum mujhe dard mein nahi dekh sakte. Aur main tumhe manaa kar rahungi.

Swara was so tired, that by the time sanskar came out of the washroom, she was fast asleep. Seeing her sleeping figure.

San(to himself)- im sorry swara. Mujhe abhi tumse durr rehna hi hoga. Werna tum iss musibat mein fasti chali jaogi. Lekin ab uss Rajat ko main chorunga nahi. Meri pyaari behen ko dhokha dekar, aur tumhe itni chot pahucha kar, usse itni aasaani se nahi chorunga main.

He lightly caressed her hair, and with a small peck on her forehead, he walked out of their room. Feeling his kiss on her forehead, swara stirred a little and smiled in her sleep feeling content that now she has sanskar by her side.

Part-3

After a few hours swara woke up from her sleep. She loooked here and there searching for Sanskar, but faced disappoint as he was not in the room. She was about to put her foot down on the floor. Just then her phone beeped, and she read the message.

Message from Sanskar
Swara, Im sure tum ab tak uth gayi hogi. Tum bed se utarne ke bare mein sochna bhi mat. Tumhare pair mein ghav abhi bhi bahut gehra hai. Isliye tum sirf araam karogi. Side table pe tablet padi hai, wo kha lo. (She had a slight smile on her lips, seeing his concern for her. She already knew how much he loved her, but his care never failed to surprise her) Thori der mein Ragini aakar tumhari dressing change kar degi. Ghar pe sab shaadi ki tayari kar rahe hai. Lekin tum chinta mat karo. Main yeh shaadi hone nahi dunga. Main Rajat ke khilaaf saboot lekar hi aunga. Apna khayal rakhna.

Swara was immediately concerned about Sanskar. But she also knew that he could handle the situation better than anyone else. Absentmindedly she was about to step down from the bed, when she remembered sanskar message. Then with a small smile she slipped back into the quilt. Just then ragini knocked at the door.

Rag- arrey swara. Tum uth gayi. Mujhe sanskar ka phone aaya tha. Usne hume kaha ke tumhari dressing karne ko.

Swara was again in full awe of sanskar. He was a man straight from any girl's dream. And she was extremely happy that he was only hers. She let ragini do her dressing. But she was silent all along. Not uttering a word. She was lost in her own thoughts of sanskar.

Rag- kya hua swara. Kya soch rahi ho tum? Uttara ki chinta ho rahi hai na.. (She said in a matter of fact manner)

Swa- nahi.. Main wo sanskaa..

Just then she realised something. She was actually thinking about sanskar. But even ragini had doubts about that. She had made such an image of herself, that everyone thought that she put her maa-baba, her sister, and sanskar's family as her priority. It was actually true. She was the one who sidelined sanskar. And at that moment she felt terrible. But then she put aside those emotions and promised herself that she will rectify her mistake.

She requested ragini to leave as she wanted to rest. And as she left, swara took her phone and called sanskar. His phone went unanswered. She tried 3-4 times, getting the same response, she got infuriated and banged her phone on the bed. Just then her phone rang and she picked up in a haste, without even reading name of the caller.

Swa(on phone)- sanskar kaha ho tum.. Mera phone kyu nahi utha rahe the.. Tum thik hi na? Sanskar? Sun rahe ho na..

That very moment she was shocked to hear the voice of the person on the other end of the phone.

Rajat- Namaste swara bhabhi. Kaisi hai aap. Per ki chot ab thik hai na? Kher chodiye yeh sab. Waise maine aapko samajhdaar samjha tha, lekin aap toh bahut hi zyada bewakuf nikli. Warn kiya tha na maine? Ke kisi ko mera sach mat batana. Lekin nahi. Phir bhi aapne apne pati ko sach bata diya. Uski jaan ki zara bhi parwah nahi hai aapko.?

Swara was listening to Rajat half heartedely but then hearing him speak about Sanskar, swara was shocked.

Rajat- lekin chinta mat kariya bhabhiji. Main aapke pati ko kuch nahi karunga. After all wo mera hone wala sala jo hai. Ab jo bhi karna hai aap karoge.

Swa(in anger)- apni bakwaas bandh karo Rajat. Ab tum kuch bhi nahi kar sakte. Kyuki ab sanskar tumhe nahi chorenge. Wo tumhara sach saamne laakar hi rahenge. Aur mujhe uspe pura bharosa hai.

Rajat(laughing wickedly)- soch lo bhabhiji. Agar aapne sanskar ko nahi roka, toh main kuch aisa kar dunga, jo aap soch bhi nahi sakti. Baaki faisla aapka hai.

Saying this he cut the call. Swara was shocked out of her wits. She couldn't bare any impending danger on the love of her life. She tried sanskar's number again and again. Not getting any response, she was irked. She had full faith on sanskar but she could not trust rajat.

She didn't want to get involved in the matter as she knew how angry sanskar would get, but she couldn't resist her fears. She quickly walked out of her room and went to laksh's room to asked him about sanskar's whereabouts. She did not find laksh in the room. Instead ragini was present there.

Swa- ragini... Laksh kaha hai?

Rag- swara.. Hume bhi nhi pata.. Wo subah subah hi nikal gaye.. Kuch bataya bhi nahi. Hum phone bhi try kar rahe hai, lekin lag hi nahi raha hai.. Lekin tum kyu puch rahi ho? Koi baat hai kya? Swar...

Swara was in her own thoughts. She didn't know what to do. Before ragini could say anything else, she walked out of the room. She went back to her room. She was pacing to and forth.

Swa(to herself)- should i go to look for sanskar? No no.. I can't do that.. Sanskar bahut gussa ho jaega. What if Rajat hurts sanskar? I can't let his life be in danger! Mujhe waha jaana chaiye.

She stepped towards the door, and then stopped in the track itself.

Swa(to herself)- par maine sanskar ko vada kiya hai k uske aane tak main kahi nahi jaungi.

Tears were now flowing unstoppably from her eyes. She kept dialing sanskar's phone, hoping for a response, but no luck.

It was late at night ans sanskar was still not home. She could feel the pain which sanskar would have been feeling, knowing that her life was in danger. Now she could totally understand his anger, and why he didn't want to speak to her in the morning. She felt the same helplessness which sanskar must have felt. She was feeling empty from within. As if a part of her soul was missing. She cursed herself for doing this to him, and was just hoping to see him in front of her eyes.

Just then, the door of her room opened. She looked up, and when she saw the person standing in front of her, she could feel the emptiness being filled. She ran towards the door and crushed herself in his arms.. For a moment she forgot about her hurt foot and the pain.. She was feeling complete in sanskar's arms. He was hers.. Only hers. HER Sanskar. She had realised that he is not just a part of her soul, but her entire soul.

She was crying hugging him and he was trying to calm her down.

Swa- sanskar kitni der laga di tumne aane mein.. Main kitna pareshaan thi. Aur wo Rajat. Wo mereko phone karke kya sab bol raha tha. Main kitna tension mein aa gayi thi.

San- tum shant hogi, tabhi toh main bataunga. Please chup ho jao.

It was when they parted that she noted that there were blood stains on his head and arms. Her eyes got widened seeing that. She started panicking. She touched his head and hand.

Swa- sanskar... Yeh.. Yeh kya hua tumko.. Yeh chot.. Yeh khoon.. Kaise hua yeh.. Yeh sab uss rajat ne.. Main usko chorungi nahi.. Uski itni himmat..

Seeing this avtar of swara, sanskar started laughing..

San- bas karo meri jhasi ki rani.. Tum usko jaan le logi kya..

Swa- tumhe mazak lag raha hai sanskar.! Haan.. Main jaan le lungi uski..

Sanskar simply smiled at her innocence. She pulled him to the bed and started applying medicine on his wounds.

San- Sab thik ho gaya swara. Maine kaha tha na tumko, ke main sab thik kar dunga.

Swa- mujhe pata tha ke tum sab thik kar doge. Lekin.. Yeh sab.. Kaise hua yeh sanskar.!?

San- Rajat ke bare mein jab main pata laga raha tha, tab mujhe pata chala k wo uttara ko blackmail kar rha hai.. Uske paas kuch pictures the.. Jisse wo uttara se shaadi karne ke liye istemaal kar rha tha. Toh main aaj wo pictures wali chip lene uske ghar gaya, decoration wala banke. Lekin chip tak pahuchne se pehle usne mujhe pehchaan liya. Hum dono ki thori hatha payi ho gyi.. Uss wajah se yeh chot. Lekin ussi waqt lucky ne aake mera saath diya.. Just as i had palnned. Aur rajat ne apna saraa sach ugal diya.. Infact rajat ek serial con man hai.. Aur ab wo apni sahi jagah pe hai.. Jail mein..

At that moment swara felt proud of sanskar. She knew that he could handle any situation. And also that she was a complete idiot to have not confided in sanskar in the very first place.

San- maine abhi tak ghar mein kisi ko nahi bataya Rajat ki sachai ke barey mein. Abhi sab so chuke hai. Kal subah sabko batana hoga. Mujhe tumhare saath ki bahut zarurat hai swara. Sab ka dil tut jaega yeh sab jaan ke. Yeh jaan ke ki hum sab ne rajat ko pehchaane mein galti kar di. Sivaye tumhare.

He gave a worried yet proud look to her. Swara sat close to him. Putting her head on his shoulder. He wrapped his arms around her waist.

Swa- dont worry sanskar. Hum dono saath hai, toh kuch bhi sambhal sakte hai. Aur haan. Main tumse ek promise karna chahti hu.

Sanskar looked at swara raising his eye brows.

Swa- main vada karna chahti hu ke aaj ke baad tumse kabhi kuch nahi chupaungi. Jiss tarah tumne meri zindagi ki har musibat khatam kar di hai, mere saath chalkar, ussi tarah main bhi hamesha tumhare saath rahungi. Apne saare such aur dukh sabse pehle tumhare saath batungi. Aur dobara kabhi tumhe dukhi nahi karungi.

Sanskar smiled at her words. As he understood that in the past 24hrs she could herself feel the pain which his heart felt for her when he saw her hurt. They both had a content feeling in their heart.

Swa- chalo sanskar, ab tum araam karo.

San- nahi swara, pehle tum araam karo. Tumhe per mein chot laga hai na.

Swa- nahi sanskar. Dekho tumko zyada chot lagi hai. Haath mein bhi aur sar mein bhi.

San- lekin swara..

And then both burst into laughter realising the reason of their argument. And then they both lay of the bed, and slept peacefully in each others embrace.

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So guys.. done with the final part of my three shot.. I hope you all liked it.. sorry if the end was disappointing.. you likes and comments, good or bad, are welcomed.. thank you for reading my story..

Love

Jessica

Originally posted by: harshitaloomba1

Hi. Nice part

So sanskaar is hurt because of swara not disclosing the matter to him..

Well he is angry not much because of uttara but more for her own saftry .. N that makes him perfect.. He loves his sister and as well his wife n there is a perfect balance for it..😊

Waiting for more pls update asap

Originally posted by: sneharay

Superb..
Well written...

Originally posted by: Helee

awesome chapter. beautifully written. ⭐️ you have written swasan's characters perfectly. their love for each other is so visible. will wait for the next chapter. 😳