Originally posted by: --Anna--
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Anna dearest ๐คWhat a wonderful Chapter 30! ๐๐ You write Swara SO beautifully! This particular situations arose in the show - and both Sanskaar and Swara were a disappointment, Swara ofcourse more so. But the feisty Swara here - who is sure that Sanskaar loves her only even if he once loved Kavita isThank you so much Anna ๐ณ. I take what you say as a huge compliment and you know why ๐ณ๐. As you know, I DETESTED that part of the show- it sort of ruined things for me to a large extent and even with Sanskaar marked a very poor phase for me. I deliberately wanted to deal with the Kavita issue in DK for that reason with a very different treatment given to it, the key thing being Sanskaar's unhesitating and firm choice in choosing only Swara, but not being callous to Kavita. And yes, I wanted an equally trusting and firm Swara- she will not be making stupid sacrifices and sending her man to another woman. If he chooses another she will leave with dignity but choose he must.I loved reading a Swara centric chapter - which I hate in the show ๐Now this I know is seriously major ๐๐ณ- thank you!Starting from the beginning, I loved how Sujata and Annapurna's conversation flowed. Though it is very obvious that Sujata was doing Annapurna's job and AP was taken aback by what Swara had said about Ragini. I dont want to judge AP too soon because she is one of my favorite characters till now. But when it comes to choosing between Laksh and Sanskaar - Ragini and Swara ; I feel that AP might choose her own blood.Sujata did what she felt she had to, to ensure peace in their already battered house. AP was taken aback in that she is surprised at Swara's spirit- I will explain more in 32 ๐. I very deliberately crafted this part of the chapter the way I did and will be able to more freely talk after 32! ๐I loved that Swara is not forgiving of Ragini as easily. You already are aware how I feel about Ragini's failed redemption and blame Swara and AP for it in the show - so I was really happy to see that Swara took a stand here for herself and for Sanskaar. ๐๐Yes we have discussed and are in total agreement about the so called redemption on the show which made a mockery of the whole thing. I cannot have my Swara silly enough to overlook things to the point of allowing Ragini to walk over not just her but her knight and their families ๐.I dont know if I am right or wrong - but the letter as from Kavita - does not seem to be written by Kavita or if it is - it is definitely on the orders of someone from the Maheshwari family. Someone wanted to create a misunderstanding between Swara and Sanskaar because Sanskaar has already told Kavita that he loves Swara and even though he will save Kavita - his heart belongs to her. Kavita is also aware that Sanskaar is not the type to keep a mistress on the side and is a one - woman man. So this letter by Kavita is only to create a misunderstanding. It could be Kavita or it could be someone forcing Kavita to do it? But then Kavita hates Swara and is selfish so it could be her ๐ So many questions! ๐You were very right about the letter- Kavita did write it but it was a calculated ploy not really masterminded by her- she isn't that way sophisticated to plot with finesse. Kavita was left in no doubt that Sanskaar firmly choose another and the whole letter was to destroy Swara's confidence and force her to the Temple at Rudranagar where a trap was laid and she avoided that one.I loved Swara's initial reaction to the letter. She did not judge Sanskaar but she judged the intention behind the letter being sent to Janaki and not Sanskaar directly. Kudos to Swara here ๐๐ The confidence she showed in Sanskaar's love and the belief that she has on her is so beautifully penned down when she confesses her feelings to Annapurna. Really, that confidence of love is rare and I am impressed.I so see Swara as a gentle and pure soul, genuinely good and a superlative person but still human and very much a self respecting and intelligent girl. It's not that she'd never do silly things as most people do but she won't be stupid and in the case of her love and trust on Sanskaar- there she will never err as it is as true and as powerful as his. That to me is what defines soul mates ๐ณ. To me, trust is so important, you can claim as much love as you like but if you cannot trust, it is all rather meaningless.I really dont know what to make of AP at the moment. Swara wrote her feelings about Sanskaar on the parchment about trusting him to love her while a part of him loved Kavita. I too want to know what AP wants to do with the letter because she clearly did not want Swara to take the letter and mentioned about a misunderstanding. I have a couple of situations in my mind on how this could play out - from one author to another - but I am sure you will surprise us ๐I hope I will surprise and after 32 you will know why Annapurna did what she did with the letter and how that played out. Yes there were so many options with the letter and I hope the one I chose will not disappoint ๐Absolutely loved it Shru! ๐๐Thanks again Anna- this means a lot to me! Love ya!LoveAnna