SwaSan is the union of two broken hearts. Swara and Sanskaar, two individuals who lost their first love, found each other amongst all hurdles & adversities. Their companionship is built on trust, unflinching support & undeniable love for each other. Even as strangers, they had a divine connection that made them feel each other's presence & pain even when apart. She is his reason to live & he is her reason to smile, together they were brought together by destiny which played a huge part in binding the two souls together in the sacred bond of matrimony. Sanskaar is irrevocably in love with Swara, pledging every moment of his life for her happiness while Swara is slowly falling in love, seemingly smitten by him. They are truly destined to be.
Where it was felt...
The most important moment for SwaSan, where their souls felt connected although both of them didn't even know each other's real selves. Their cosmic connections is definitely a thing to rave about... the way they heard each other, his heart called her name with such authority that words weren't required anymore. The way she heard him here, she had never heard anybody like that before. He vowed to avenge her here, promising to NOT LEAVE her at ANY COST, a promise he is STILL fulfilling albeit in a manner they both didn't imagine to 😳 She heard him back when he called her with all his heart, a yearning even he was unaware of at that time but his soulmate that she is, heard him & immediately turned back to find the source which called her name with such intensity & devotion. A poignant moment that showed their soul connection even when they & the whole world was unaware of it. The universe was definitely conspiring for these two...
Where it all begun...
He came to avenge his family, using her as his pawn in the process. She always had a niggling doubt about him, the only one who was somehow able to see through his facade. He had people who he considered his ally's, providing their help so that he could complete his mission. He had hurt her in every way possible... his mission was getting slowly accomplished... but then why did he feel guilty everytime he hurt her? Why was he horrified when Swara was about to be killed? Her biggest enemy comes as her savior at this point, saving her from a witch'es clutches, literally. Her doubts are finally confirmed & she confronts him, asking him WHY her of ALL people? What has she EVER done to deserve his hatred? Why does she have to suffer for HIS revenge? Compassion for him replaced the feeling of anger when Sanskaar told her, how brutally his first love was snatched from him. He saw tear roll down her eyes, her eyes full of compassion & pity for him, for the devil he's become & for the first time, he could realize the error of his ways. He couldn't believe it when he saw no hatred in her eyes for what he had done to her, all that was there was care & compassion for him. The girl seriously took him by surprise when she made him promise that he would not spoil his life any further for his baseless revenge & he promised her to mend his ways & make her proud of him by becoming a better person. Swara was relieved & Sanskaar: awed, mesmerized, moved and just maybe... a little in love.
When they took their first step... together...She was betrayed, hurt, sad, heartbroken & completely shattered after receiving the biggest blow of her life. Her sister andsupposed lover had betrayed her, by not showing their trust in her & later getting into matrimony together, one for her obsession & the other for his ego. In their stupid ego battles, they had put on stake, the relationship she held closest to herself- her parent's marriage; her maa-baba. She cannot let them ruin her parent's marriage, the one she put her everything into so that they could be together, she just couldn't. Forgetting about her own hurt & broken heart, she decided to reunite her parents again which could only be possible if he supported her & took their first step together. Sanskaar willingly obliged to help her in her mission, for himself, so that he could in some ways make the wrongs caused by him in her life, right. It was to clear his own guilty conscious, to take some steps towards his own redemption, towards becoming a better person... but was that all he wanted? Or did he crave to help her cos he felt a connection, a responsibility towards her? This fake marriage was definitely the most real thing in their lives.
When he held her close to his heart...
She was betrayed again, her maa-baba's relationship was at stake again & this time, she just couldn't help herself from breaking apart. Tears flew from her eyes, mourning upon her fate, upon what her life was & what it had become. She was willing to give up, not able to fight back anymore when she herself was breaking apart every second. He came to her rescue then, at this poignant moment of their lives, to console her, to give her strenght & courage to not give up & fight back with greater force. He was her anchor, which she clutched onto, as in she'll just drown into the abyss without him & he held her back, close to himself in his embrace, close to his heart pounding 100 times more when she went close to it. It was the first time that he was holding her close & nothing could be better. It was as if he held his world close to himself & felt time stop. Definitely a magical moment when they could hear each other's heartbeat & he could even realise it.
When he marked HER as HIS...
They had come close, spending days with each other & in return making beautiful memories to cherish. He was her best friend, she was his best friend AND something more. He had begun to realize the extent of his feelings for her & also the intensity & magnitude with which he had fallen for her; Yes, he loved her now, deeply, madly, irrevocably. He couldn't bear to hear a single word against the pure soul that she was, against her whom he loved so deeply. When the world couldn't stop pointing their fingers at her character & their relationship, he couldn't see her being maligned & ashamed like this, he couldn't watch the fear in her eyes of her world crumbling in front of her, he decided to finally do something which felt inappropriate but absolutely right at that time. He held her hand & took her to the temple in front of the idol of radha & krishna, taking a pinch of the holy vermillion & filling it into her parting, marking her as his. The sindoor bind them together for eternity, it was an act none of them wanted to acknowledge or accept but deep within their hearts they knew now, She was His and He was Hers for eternity now.
He burned it. He burned their little paradise, putting fire to the place where it all started, where their love started, in his drunken stupor & guilt. He was tired, tired of seeing her suffer in front of him, cry in front of him everyday while he could only console her. He couldn't bear to see her miserable state anymore & had thus decided to end her misery, once & for all by confessing his crimes & letting her go guilt free so that she could resume her happy & easy life again. He confessed everything but there was still something left there that he couldn't help but finally voice out today. He wasn't capable of keeping the friends only facade anymore when what he felt for her was a feeling that was so much more deep, intense & uncontrollable now. His unconditional love for her. Main tumse pyaar karne laga hoon Swara. Kab, kahaan, kaise hua, nahi pata. Tumse hi kyun hua, nahi pata. Iss pyaar ki koi manzil hai bhi ya nahin, nahin pata. Bas itna jaanta hoon, ki tumhare bina apni zindagi jeene ke baare me main soch bhi nahi sakta. I love you Swara! The confession that had no dramatic declarations, just feelings pouring out straight from the heart. The unconditional love that reflected from every word he spoke, when he said that he really doesn't know whether his love will ever have her reciprocation or destination but still he couldn't stop loving her & wouldn't ever stop, just like he couldn't stop breathing. She was essential, her love was essential for him to survive now. She stood numb, unable to grasp the intensity of his feelings & scared at the way he loved her, while she didn't love him back yet or maybejust hadn't realized it yet. Now that she had, it definitely was the best moment of her life, one she wouldn't trade for anything in the world.
When 'best friends' behaved like the ideal couple...
Their relationship was growing stronger with each passing day. They were now tied into the sacred bond of man & wife, with all customs & rituals. In front of the world, they were theideal couple giving a chance to their relationship while in real, they were only best friends forever or so they would like to believe ;) His love for her was growing stronger with each passing day where he was falling for her deeper & deeper while trying to woo his ladylove in return, hoping that just maybe she too would start loving him madly some day. She proclaimed him, her best friend forever, one that was the most special for her, her reason to smile, to enjoy life again, the one she included in her heartfelt prayers now. She was falling in love with him, deeply, madly but just couldn't realize or name them yet. He was the one who's presence she craved, her eyes lingered whenever he was around her & she was completely smitten by this incredible man around her. She kept her first KarwaChauth for him after marriage, giving it a name of their rituals & an act she was doing for the long life of a man who supposedly was only her 'best friend' ;) While Sanskaar was already crazy for her & she was driving him even more insane by doing these special gestures for him. He decided to not let her fast alone & in return fast along with her, for her, without letting her know of it. He had to do it, afterall he too wanted her to live a long life, for he would cease to exist too in a world where she wasn't there, with or without him. When Swara accidently came to know about his act, she was even more awed & touched by him, thinking what she'd do without this man in her life. Realization was dawning upon her... slowly but... steadily..
The token of their relationship...
Those pristine white pieces of clothing that were owned by him but in reality belonged to her: The ever present handkerchief! The one thing that witnessed all their moments, whether happy or sad. When she couldn't stop her tears from flowing, he was always there beside her, passing on his hankies to her to wipe her precious tears from flowing anymore & providing comfort to her through it. The handkerchief was definitely a very unusual & unique token of their relationship & a very lucky one indeed to have witnessed their poignant moments & at the same time wishing to be replaced by their fingers soon enough.
When they grew apart... for the better...
She had doubted him & he felt betrayed by her. He couldn't believe that she of all people would accuse him of something he didn't commit & reach towards conclusions in a jiffy. He was angry at her, pained by her actions, for he considered it a betrayal from her side. She didn't trust him, didn't value their friendship according to him which was the closest to him, a relationship on which their whole life depended. So what if she didn't love him? Could possibly never love him? But they would always be best friends, standing with each other through thick & thin or so he had thought but alas, she had proved him wrong & HOW! He was hurt, terribly hurt & so he distanced himself from her, separated from her & everything that belonged to her. It killed him but he had to do it, for self-preservation, for his own survival & sanity. She couldn't bear when he moved away from her, she was miserable without him, trying to make amends into their relationship & go back to the old comfort they shared. She was completely broken & guilt-ridden, realizing that life & survival without him wasn't possible anymore, that he was the only one she wanted & the only one she'll ever want again. The separation from him did what the closeness with him couldn't. Realization had dawned upon her...
When she knew finally what HE meant for HER...
She couldn't live without him, yes she loved him! She had fallen for him; deeply, madly & crazily. She couldn't stop smiling, she couldn't stop telling herself how much she loved him, how much she craved for him, how much she was basking in the realization of her love for him, how madly in love she had fallen with him. She filled her head parting with thesindoor of his name, seeing her reflection into the mirror & smiling at herself, smiling at the image of, Mrs. Swara Sanskaar Maheshwari. She loved him & she absolutely loved the sound of their names interwined together. Swara & Sanskaar, one soul & one heart that beat together, for each other in unison. She was determined to win him back, to kiss away his sorrows & complaints, to confess her undying love for him, to take their relationship forward & become man & wife in every sense and to spend the rest of their lives together, forever...
When SHE confessed for the first time...
She couldn't take it anymore, she couldn't bear the pain of separation anymore. She had to confess her love for him & they will begin to live their beautiful future together. She confessed to him in a very adorable manner, sticking around love notes for him, asking him to spend the rest of their lives together, recording a heartfelt confession for him, asking him to open the door of his heart for her. If not a door, then atleast a window, maybe? He was still adamant to not let her in, fearing for his broken heart that was already shattered into pieces & couldn't be crumbled any further or else he won't survive. She hugged him tightly, professing her love for him repeatedly, about how crazily she loved him. He didn't respond to her in the way she was hoping YET but she very well knew that she still ruled his heart & she would make sure to win him back, making him realize the extent of her feelings & in return making him confess his undying love for her back. This cannot be the end, they are meant to be, they are soulmates destined to be together by the almighty himself & she would make sure they are together forever & nobody would ever be able to separate them, not even they themselves.
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SwaSan VM:Be Intehaan
Where their timeless love story begun...
They were together! Finally the had united against all odds, their love had crossed all the hurdles in it's way & come out even more pure, unscathed & unconditional. Their union was witnessed by god himself, marked by the sindoor again & there the two confessed how much they love each other & how life without the other seems absolutely meaningless. They are again going to be tied in the sacred bond of matrimony, this time with everyone's consent & blessings & only pure love for each other. Sanskaar has promised Swara to make each moment of their lives, special for her & thus he takes her to this absolutely blissful, mesmerizing place where SwaSan have their first date. He crowns her his Princess, who rules him & his world and she fondly calls him Mere Prince, proudly proclaiming him as HERS & ONLY HERS. Sanskaar fulfills his promise by making every moment of their first date special for Swara by making her fly high in the air, literally, confessing his love at the most beautiful view she'd ever witnessed, proposing to her in the most romantic manner possible while including simple tidbits of their future, the shower of roses upon them when Swara finally accepts his love back, excitedly confessing her own feelings for him. I love you Swara... I love you too Sanskaar! Finally the two hearts unite, unable to contain their pure happiness at finally being able to bask in the glory of each other's love & make the moments even more magical by swaying to & recreating the magic of Rang De Tu Mohe Gerua in their own style. Swara cannot stop wondering how she got so lucky to have himself for her & Sanskaar finally got the happy manzil for his love which he had never imagined even in his dreams, HIS Swara reciprocated his love with equal fervor and that is really all he ever hoped & wished for. They ended their special date at the place where it all begun: The TENT that witnessed all their special moments & the place where Sanskaar rightly says, their love begun and then together headed towards the first step of their forever, smiling, madly in love & hand-in-hand with each other. The Soulmates are finally complete with each other & this is just the beginning...
Edited by DivineDarkness - 9 years ago
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