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Sanskar came out of the washroom changed into the sherwani he is going to wear for his engagement...while combing his hairs his eyes landed on the tape recorder which held her confession for him...her love for him and unknowingly his mind drifted back to yesterday when he met her
''Kaho na swara...don't you love me... look into my eyes and say It' he challenged seeing how she was avoiding looking at him 'nahe...I don't love you sanskar' she replied looking at him fighting back her tears and that's when he cupped her cheeks forcing her to look at him...his touch made her overwhelmed and a tear rolled down her cheeks which he wiped away 'swara please...don't do this to us..we love each other and the way I can't live without you...you too can't live without me..just say it once I will fight for our love with each and every one...please' he pleaded and she just hugged him in response crying bitterly.. He hugged her back letting her cry
After what felt like ages they parted away 'sanskar...I can't be selfish...yes I love you with all my mighy but I can't forget that kavita is back and that she was your first love sanskar...' she argued 'yes i did loved her but swara now I love you...and I will love you always...kavita...I can't love her now...I can't love anyone else ever again...my heart beats for you swara and no one...not even kavita can change it...please' he fought back and she shook her head helplessly 'you aren't understanding sanskar...kavita is back...tumhara pehla pyaar wapis agaya hai...you loved her and she also loves you with all her might...moreover sanskar she is all alone...it's only you she have...if you will leave her then what will she do...she needs you'
'and you swara...what about you..don't you need me swara?' 'I do...I do...par zarori nahe ke apko hamesha apka pyaar mila...kabhi kabhi pyaar mai qurbani bhe mangi jati hai...I am also doing it...I know you will be happy with her...after all you loved her ' 'swara I..' 'no please sanakar...it's so hard for me to except the truth...just don't make it difficult...be with kavita she needs you...mera kia hai...mai jee lunge jaise jeeti aye the but you deserve the best...you got your love back...you are lucky sanskar...just be happy...good bye'
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Ranjhan dhoondhan main chaleyaRanjhan mileya naa ye... Jigraan vichon agan laga ke RabbaLaqeeran vich likh di judaai
she said and walked away crying silently...leaving him alone
He realized how her words left a huge impact on him and without realizing what he should do he said yes to kavita.. and now he was standing in his room getting ready for his engagement...kavita went to invite swara but she politely refused saying she would be busy but her parents will attend the wedding
Kho gaya, gum ho gayaWaqt se churaya tha jo.Apna banaya tha..Ho tera, woh meraSaath nibhaaya tha joApna banaya tha..
His eyes moistened as a tear rolled down his cheeks but he wiped them away 'from whom you are hiding those tears bhai?' Asked laksh from the door and came inside to stand beside him
Chadariya jheeni re jheeniChadariya jheeni re jheeniAankhein bheeni ye bheeni ye bheeniYaadein jheeni re jheeni re jheeni
Chadariya jheeni re jheeniChadariya jheeni re jheeniAankhein bheeni ye bheeni ye bheeniYaadein jheeni re jheeni re jheeni
'Umm what you saying lucky? ' he asked pretending to be unaware 'don't act in front of me bhai...I know from what you are going through so please cut the crap and tell me what you think you are doing? ' he asked running out of patience 'I am not doing anything laksh...it was written in my destiny...in our destiny' he replied calmly while laksh sighed 'dekh bhai...why are you doing something you aren't happy with...tum aur swara ek dosre se pyaar krte ho...don't you?' He asked 'yes I do love her but we were never meant to be together'
Aisa bhi kya milna, saath hoke tanhaAisi kyun sazaa humne hai paayi,Ranjhana vePhir se mujhe jeena, tujhpe hai marnaPhir se dil ne di hai ye duhaai, Saajnaa veLaqeeron pe likh di kyun judaai..
'And how can you say that...you two love each other sanskar...just don't do this with yourself' 'I am doing the right thing laksh..I and swara were never happy with each other...first she didn't wished to be with me..then I denied to move on with this relation...and when we both wanted it kavita returned...I have realized laksh we both can't stay happy with each other neither without each other but at least kavita will be happy with this...she has no one to call her family except me...'
Gair sa hua khud se bhi, na koi meraDard se karle chal yaari, dil ye keh rahaKholun jo baahein, bas gham ye simat rahe hainAankhon ke aage lamhe ye kyun ghat rahe hainJaane kaise koi sehta Judaaiyaan.
'Don't do this sanskar...don't just do it... you are saying that you are ohkay with whatever is happening but you will regret it when you will realize that now she won't be yours...that whatsoever happen you will never be able to live without her but she will be far away from you...'
Chadariya jheeni re jheeniChadariya jheeni re jheeniAankhein bheeni ye bheeni ye bheeniYaadein jheeni re jheeni re jheeni
Chadariya jheeni re jheeniChadariya jheeni re jheeniAankhein bheeni ye bheeni ye bheeniYaadein jheeni re jheeni re jheeni
Sanskar just hugged laksh shedding tears 'i feel helpless laksh...I can't do anything now... I just can't...may be it's good for every one...let it be the way it is...' 'are you trying to convince me or yourself? You yourself know sanskar that you are not able to do it...you are not helpless you still have chance...just realize it before it's too late before she leave you forever not to return back ever' laksh said hugging him back while he remained silent not knowing what else to say
Ranjhan dhoondhan main chaleyaRanjhan mileya naa ye... Jigraan vichon agan laga ke Rabba Lakeeran vich likh di judaai
~~~~~Intertwining his hand with kavita's they descended the stairs smiling towards the people who were waiting for them...if one was smiling whole heartedly the other was pretending for others... 'come sanskar..let's don't waste time and get you too together officially' sujata said as she came forward and made them stand In the center ... anupurna came to them and caressed kavita's cheeks and then kissed sanskar's forehead 'how I wished that you would had thought about yourself beta' she whispered before stepping back while he just gave a sad smile to her
Both were given their rings but just before they were going to exchange the rings sharmishta's mobile rang...giving them a polite smile she walked a little away and picked it up 'han bol shona' she greeted
' Maa' swara whispered... sharmishta got worried hearing her broken voice
'shona...what happened? ' she asked a bit loudly worried too much
'Maa I am going' she replied
'Going...what do you mean shona...where are you going?' She panicked...shekhar and ragini came by her side...not able to explain anything herself she handed over the phone to ragini while shekhar held her arms as she started to cry
'Hello swara' ragini said as she heard the noise of train passing from the other side... so she concluded that she must be at railway station
'Ragini..ragini please take care of maa...I am going' swara said from the other side
'But where are you going swara?.. maa is very worried for you' ragini asked with genuine concern
'I don't know...for now no idea but tell her and everyone that I need to go away...I will be fine I promise but for now I have to go... ' she answered
'Swara it's not a good decision...where will you go..please come back and I will take you with me where ever you will say but just don't leave like that...how will we all know that where you are...if you are fine or not' 'I will call ragini..once I will be able to understand everything and figure out what I want I will call...just don't worry...I have to go now...Good Bye and stay happy ragini...you are my sister...I love you' with that she disconnected the call
Ragini gasped as she felt a dull pain in her heart...a tear rolled down her cheek...she turned to sharmishta to explain it to her wiping her own tears when she noticed everyone's eyes on her but she looked at that one person who was now in front her, his engagement long forgotten
'Swara...where is she?' He asked and ragini answered straight away 'she is leaving and I guess she is at railway station' sanskar starred at her for the moment before deciding what he have to do because she can't leave him...he realized that he can't just live without her
~~~~~Swara was sitting on one of the bench waiting for her train to come...tears continuously pouring down her cheeks...it's been half hour since she called her maa and she is already feeling heavy with the amount of emotions 'why life is so difficult? Why am I so unlucky to not to get true love in my life...why just me? Why? ' she cried hiding her face in her palms 'because you are an idiot...because you thought you are able to live without your love...because you always leave me helpless with the situation we are in...and because you always misunderstands me and my love for you...my love which is above to all other feelings...everything' she looked up startled
'Sanskar...what are you doing here...how do you know...why are you here...kavita...where is she...' she asked standing up from the bench while sanskar just came close to her 'shhh' he silenced her placing his finger on her lips 'will you please let me speak?' He asked and she just nodded not able to say anything 'I and kavita didn't got engaged...because when you called I just forgot about it' 'i called so late...I thought the engagement was done by then... oh God what have I done... I just never wanted to come in between you two' she cried out while he cupped her cheeks wiping her tears 'who said you came between us' 'I don't need to know...it's quite clear...you two loved each other it was me who came between you two' she said not realizing her own words
'Swara...stop blaming yourself...you never came in between me and kavita and you know that...dont you?...swara we all knew that kavita was no more...even though I was mourning for her death and my only reason to live was my revenge but swara when you became a part of my life, I started to live my life again..to enjoy it...I fell in love again swara...I fell In love with you...I imagined my whole life with you...you became my reason to live...I thought to be with you for all my life..if not as life partner then your friend but still I wanted to be with you..I needed you and I still need you...just don't test my love...just don't leave me' he had tears in her eyes as he held her tightly and she Melted in his arms...
'But what about kavita...she was your first love sanskar' 'swara tell me something...if laksh will leave ragini then will you return back to him considering that he was your first love...will you?' 'NO' he asked and she replied straight away without even thinking once making him smile 'how can you think I will do that...I love you and no one can take your place now sanskar' 'then how can you ask me to do the same swara...I also love you and now I can't even think about kavita in the same way...my love is just for you now...samjhe tum?'
Tears rolled down her cheeks as she finally realized what a big sin she was going to commit...she just threw herself in his arms and cried mumbling sorry for testing him so much while he just ran a soothing hand on her back, hugging her, happy that finally she understood...breaking the hug he wiped away her tears and touched her forehead with his 'I love you swara' he confessed and she smiled whole heartedly before confessing the same 'I love you too' 'come on now let's go back home...laksh and ragini have gone to court to cancel our divorce' he informed carrying her luggage
But she stopped 'kavita must be there...what did you told her sanskar?' She asked and he looked on
When ragini broke the news to him he was shocked and then decided his next move 'maa I am going ..I need to stop her' he said to sharmishta who nodded with tears in her eyes but as he started to walk out kavita came to him stopping him 'where are you going sanskar...how can you just leave me like that?' She asked with tears rolling down her cheeks ...he sighed and turned to kavita 'I am sorry' he blurted out 'but I love swara kavita' he added
'How could you love someone else sanskar? how could you move on in your life? I still love you but how could you?' She asked holding his shoulders crying badly 'it's isn't his fault kavita' anuparna said and came to them caressing sanskar's cheek 'how can it be his fault kavita? we got to know you died...sanskar to jeena hi bhol gaya tha... saans chal rae the par jeena ki wjah chali gaye the...but then swara came into his life...his life which was filled with darkness before swara brought light in it...she made him smile again..something he forgot to do..she gave him a reason to live again...and they love each other a lot kavita... may be he can't love you ever again because swara resides in his heart' she said
'You forgot me so soon sanskar' kavita complained 'I am sorry kavita but I can't help it...you know yesterday I tried to talk to swara, trying to convince her that all will be alright and that I love her and she loves me too but you know what she said...usne kaha ke zarori nahe ke apko hamesha apka pyaar mila...kabhi kabhi pyaar mai qurbani bhe mangi jati hai...or wo qurbani usne di...she thought that if we two will get back together then I will be happy once again...and I let her sacrifice kavita...I tried to be happy to accept the fact that now it's you and not her but I failed, because if it's not her then it can be no one...please understand kavita...I need her...My life without her is nothing ' he requested...
Kavita starred at him for a moment before wiping her tears 'agar pyaar ka dosra naam qurbani hai to mai dunge qurbani because I have loved you a lot...I don't want to come in between you both sanskar...aunty is right swara is in your heart and I can't take her place then why to ruin three lives altogether...you go sanskar I am happy for you' 'thank you kavita...you are an amazing friend you will also get your true love soon...' 'that I will sanskar...now you should go before she leave' she said
Sanskar glanced at his family once and smiled as they all gestured the same... GO.. laksh wrapped his arms around ragini's waist and they both gave him a thumbs up 'go bhai...me and ragini will go and handle this divorce matter' he mouthed a thanks and then finally left ...
'So all is set...let's go' 'no...I have a condition sanskar...' 'and what is that?' 'I want to get married with you again...this time with all the rituals...' 'this is something for which I am already ready so no need to put it as a condition...I will ask bade papa today only' 'thank you sanskar' she said kissing his cheeks happily and he just gave her a wild smile before putting her hand bag at the back and opening the door of front for her
He then sat on his seat and held her hand lovingly and caressed it a little before igniting the engine to return back home...their home
Edited by asyaarshilover - 9 years ago
