Hi guys mostly I m a silent reader of this forum but after seeing last night episode this idea come in my mind I couldn't stop myself from writing it down, thought to share it with you guys.
SwaSan OS Wait for Me
Everybody clapping for the couple who just exchanged rings, she was also doing the same clapping for them trying to show everyone how happy she was for them but anyone can see how painful it was for her to let go her love of life her best friend her husband or ex husband in short her everything, Sanskar.
She thought to left from there before it become impossible for her to stop her tear. Just then she heard Kavita's request form Sanskar to sing for her. And the song he chose to sing shocked her it was her favorite song, he knows it very well then why he was doing this to her, she notice the smile he had while singing and the way he was looking at her throughout the song unable to control herself she run to him embraced him in a tight hug forgetting about the world she lost herself in his protective arms.
"I love you" Swara said, she was trying her hardest to hide her feelings but couldn't control herself.
On the other hand Sanskar's happiness had no bonds finally she said it again the words he was dying to listen, he tighten his hold on her hiding her in his chest, letting her cry, today he was not going to stop her he want her to let all her pain out. When her cries subside he said what he wanted to say from long time. "I love you too Swara, I love you so much."
This broke her trance bringing her back to reality realizing what she was doing, she push him away from her, for a moment she felt empty but ignoring the fact she look around the room all eyes were on them some filled with shocked, some with happiness but one intense gaze caught her attention was Kavita's eyes those eyes showing humbleness sometime back but now all they had was hatred, deep hatred all directed towards her. This reminds her of something. And she did what she thought was best for her she run from there blocking all voices asking for to stop she run.
Sanskar was going to follow her that's when he heard her mom shouting Kavita's name he turned around and saw she has fainted, he cursed his fate he so wanted to run after Swara but can't ignore the girl he used to lave once and feel responsible for. He took out his cell phone call doctor.
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Swara come to bridge, the same bridge which witnesses many extreme moments of her life, today was no exception, and she was totally broken. Some months back her life was full of happiness it was not perfect but she was living a peaceful life. But now she has nothing, and if she accept Sanskar back in her life also what she saw today she knows her happiness won't last long, not because their love is not strong enough but the hatred she saw in Kavita's eyes today she know she would do anything to destroy her life. This was the same emotion she had seen many times in Ragini's eyes and the result of that is in front of everyone. She wants to protect not only herself but others also but she can't destroy Sanskar's life knowing he loves her only. And if he marries Kavita he won't be happy, and he chose her then it won't go well with Kavita.
And if truth to be told she is tired of all this fighting, she has left with no energy. She needs to gain her energy her determination back first, if she wants to fight again. She needs a break from all this.
She took out her cell phone and sends a message.
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After 10 minutes a car pulled there, gate opens and comes out a worried looking Lukshya. "Swara what happen???? You shouldn't be here at this time, everyone is so worried for you specially bhai on top of that kavita got fainted and let's forget it come I will take you home." He tried to pull her with him but she jerked her hands away from him.
"I need to talk to you its very important." Swara said, which confused him since kidnapping incident she didn't talk to him. "Look before all this mess our life has become we used to best friends right. For sake of that friendship I need your help, will you help me????"
He nodded eagerly, he trusts her to not take any wrong decision and by helping her maybe he will be able get rid of guilt of his wrong deeds. And by helping her he indirectly helping his brother what else he wants.
"I m leaving this city, don't worry I m not going away forever, it just that I need time."
"But why??? I mean to say if you need time to think about future of bhai and yours relationship then you are already living separately..."
"I don't need time for that I already know what I want, I want to spend my life with him and I will be honored if I will able to do that. But at the moment our lives become a total mess, and right now I m not in the state to clean all that,"
"How can I help you in all this????" he understand what she is saying but where he come in all this.
"My bags are already pack they are in my room you have to bring them for me." she told him, her bags were packed because she didn't unpacked them when she left Maheshwari house specifically throughout by Ragini because she has trust in Sanskar that he will bring her back once she proved her innocence. She never thought those bags will be used like this. "Don't tell anyone about it now and here is a letter; give it to Sanskar when he is alone."
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Lukshya just come back home after giving Swara her bags when Ragini bombarded him with questions like where he was and how worried she was and all which he chose to ignore for that time, he saw everyone were worried trying to call Swara, when he announced to everyone that he met Swara and she told him that she is going Banaras, this relax them that at least she is safe.
But Sanskar was looking at lucky again and again first he did not understand why she left without informing him and second he could sense that there is more to it.
As if sensing his gaze Lucky look at him and single him to meet alone.
"Lucky where is she????? Why she left and..." Sanskar asked him as soon they meet at terrace.
"Relax bhai I already told you that she left for Banaras." And then he tells him how he got her message and all the conversation he had with her. "She really loves you bhai all she need is sometime" he said at the end. Sanskar was happy that finally she was thinking about herself, she needs times he is ready to give her that.
"Wait you said she left a letter for me." Sanskar asked
"Oh yeah here it is. I will leave you with it good night."
"good night."
Sanskar open the latter.
"Dear Sanskar,
I don't know how to start, I have never write letters like this, you know when yesterday you asked me to think about myself, think about us, I took your advice and I think a lot then I receive your message that you have made right choice, I was happy for whatever you decide but deep down there was a hope that maybe you choose me, I m not saying this to make you feel guilty but I don't want to hide this from you then Kavita come to invite us for your engagement, it really broke me, I thought that I won't come, don't know who change my mind Ragini or you but I decided to attend it, and I m glad that I did or else I would never be able to understand that it was all wrong, when you sing that song I lost all control over myself I realize that what I m doing, you love me and I love you and I decided to fight for us. I really want to give US a chance I would have said it to you right there but then I saw something very ugly, I have seen that before I knew then and there that it is not going to be easy in future we have to fight for our love, and I m not ready for that you know when today I see myself in mirror I can't recognize myself I used be full of determination my eyes full of color, but now all I can see dullness, tiredness, I m not the same anymore first I want to search myself, I m leaving but only temporarily I will be back for me for us, wait for me
Yours,
Swara.
Sanskar read it again and again he don't know what fight she was talking about but he has full trust on her, and now he also knows that she is not giving up on them, so he will be do his best he will wait for her and in mean time he will try to find out about what she was worried for, he knows that it is not going to be easy specially when Kavita is still in picture but he will do his best for their love
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