Ragya/Raglak - Impulsive Love
After the knife incident Laksh bring Ragini down, drags her to their room locked the door. He was angry, upset, shocked, relieved, concerned and scared all the same time he didn't know what was happening, one minute he was angry because Ragini was going to reveal a big secret about his dad trying to kill Kavita, next upset because he thought how low can Ragini go, what she will do next. He was shocked when Kavita came in and she was very much alive. Relieved because he was innocent, he was concerned for Ragini's safety when the lady put the knife to Ragini's throat he was scare of losing her, why was he sacred of losing her, he knows she did horrible things but he knew he couldn't let anything happen to her. He knew he had to save her, I mean she risked her life to save him when he was on top of the cliff.
Ragini was scared and shocked, she was scared when she had the knife at her throat she didn't know what would happen next, if she would have been safe, alive or dead. She knew she had made everyone angry, upset and hurt them so she didn't expect anyone to help her, why would they after everything she had done. She deserved the punishment. She was shocked Laksh saved her, he was her saviour. How could she ever thank him and make him happy. She knew what to do to make him happy and she would do that and be free and let him be free as well from her which he has always wanted from her.
When they got to the room Ragini run to get the first aid kit to help Laksh clean his hand and bandage it, she felt terrible he got hurt because of her, she decided she was not going to hurt him anymore she decided it was time to stop wasting her time and his time. How long can one carry their relation which is one side, he never said he loved or there was no hope he ever would, it is time to call it quits and make everyone happy especially Laksh.
She made Laksh sit on the bed and attended to his wounds, told him to change, she went to get him some water and medicine from downstairs, when she came back he changed and came out of the bathroom. She gave him the water and medicine, she told him to take it and rest. She went to change and freshen up. When she came out she saw Laksh standing next to the window and looking at the sky.
Rgaini: Laksh you should be sleeping you need rest.
Laksh: I am not sleepy
Ragini: do you want/need anything?
Laksh: I am fine
Ragini walked up next to him hesitant, she wanted to thank him for saving her life but she didn't know what or how to say it, he will not believe her anyway but she wanted to thank you him, if not for anything else at least it will make her feel better.
Laksh: do you want to say anything? What's on your mind Ragini?
Ragini: I just want to say thank you Laksh for saving my life Laksh, I don't know why you did it but thank you.
Laksh: you tried to save me once and I saved you this time, I know we have our problems and difference, but I cannot let anything happen to you, you are my wife and are my responsibility Ragini.
Ragini: Laksh I am sorry for everything I have done and I know I cannot I cannot do anything to change what I have done but I have had enough Laksh, I can't do this anymore we need move on and enough of this revenge, hate, anger etc I am going to end all this and everyone will be happy.
She started to walk away, Laksh held her hand and turned her around to face him, he looked into her eyes, pulled her closer.
Laksh: what do you mean you are going to end all this? What do you want to end Ragini? Who do you want to make happy?
Ragini was finding it hard to breath, she wwas so close to Laksh she couldn't think straight, she needed to get away from him or she would lose the battle. She didn't want to give in and change her mind again. She tried to push him away, but Laksh held her hands tighter he didn't want to let her go and he wanted answers to his questions. She tried to twist her hands to free herself from him but the more she tried the harder he held her hands.
Laksh: stop fighting I am not letting you go, answer my questions Ragini.
Ragini: you will find out soon Laksh don't worry I won't do anything to hurt you, Swara, Sanskar, or our families.
Laksh pushed Ragini and stopped when her back hit the wall behind her, looked in her eyes.
Laksh: Ragini what do you want to end and who do you want to make happy?
Ragini: damit Laksh let me go, I said you will get your answers soon, why do you want to know now.
Laksh: I don't want to wait for the answer Ragini, I want to know now so if you are going to do anything stupid I can stop you. whatever you decide it will affect you me and our families.
Ragini: all you need to know Laksh is that you will be happy and the families will be happy as well, that's all you want right?
Laksh: (whispers) and you know what will make me happy?
Ragini: (almost whisper) I have known for a while what will make you happy but I have been nave and blind now you have opened my eyes, thank you Laksh.
Laksh: ( his face next to her right ear) can you please stop playing with me and just tell me please
Ragini: (whisper) I was playing games with you not anymore, everything has to end now.
Ragini pushed him hard to get him off her, she cannot take the closeness anymore, she was starting to breath heavy and she was sure he could hear her heart beat. Laksh stumble but stood up with falling. Ragini was going to bed to sleep.
Laksh: Ragini I am not going to let you sleep tonight., especially not without getting the answers.
Ragini: what do you mean you are not going to let me sleep, I am going to sleep and you cannot do anything Laksh, tomorrow will be a big day for both of us so please let's just sleep? (Almost talking to herself) after tomorrow you will have this room to yourself and you can sleep in peace without me around. She didn't know but Laksh heard her.
Laksh went to her held her arms rough and pulled her to him, his eyes her red and he was angry.
Ragini: what the hell are you doing Laksh let me go?
Laksh: what were you saying you to yourself, I will have the room to myself tomorrow, where are you going?
Ragini: I am going to end this game, this revenge, this pain inside of me, this emptiness, this loveless marriage? So I am going to end everything tomorrow. This is what you wanted all this time right? Me out of your life, your face, your life, your house? Be happy Laksh and enjoy life. I hope you find someone you will love respect, when I am not around.
Laksh was angry now how could she think of leaving him now, all the time he asked her to leave she didnt and now when he wants to be with her she wants to leave. Who does she think he is, doesn't she understand what he wants, what and who will make him happy.
Laksh: enough Ragini enough of you rubbish, stop talking, why do you want to leave now, when I tld you to leave me you didn't and now you want to go why? Now I am not going to let you go you understand?
Ragini: why Laksh why don't you want me to go, why do you want to take revenge from me? Do you hate me so much that you are ready to tolerate me more, don't get like me Laksh revenge doesn't get you anything except loneliness and you become a living corpse, don't do that to yourself Laksh it's not nice.
Laksh: Ragini you are not listening are you? I want you to stay? I have started to fall in love with you.
Ragini (laughs) good joke Laksh, that is the funniest thing I have ever heard.
Ragini pushed passed Laksh opened the draw got the divorce papers out was looking for a pen to sign them, Laksh came took the papers and ripped them apart. Ragini was shocked what was he doing.
Ragini: what are you doing that was your freedom from me, your happiness.
Laksh: I don't want freedom from you, I want to be with always and forever.
Ragini: she touched his head, Laksh are you okay what is wrong with you, did you hit your head when I was in the bathroom. I thought you only cut your hand but seems like the bleeding affected your head as well, you are not thinking straight, get rest tomorrow you will feel better.
Laksh: I am fine, I didn't hit my head, the bleeding didn't affect me. I know what I am saying I am in full sense.
Ragini: Laksh do you remember how you said you wanted divorce from me, oyou wanted me to leave, you didn't want to see my face, you said yourself if I was the last person in this world you wouldn't love me, you said I didn't deserves anyones love.
Laksh closed his eyes because he remembers each and every word he said, he regretted saying all the horrible things he wishes he didn't say those words and he wished he could take them back but he couldn't. Ragini looked into his eyes and she was surprised to see pain in his eyes.
Laksh: I am sorry I said all those things I wished I never said them, but I realised that I love you and we were meant to be together thast why no matter how many times I tried to get away from you, fate always got use back together. I never loved Swara she was just an attraction (Ragini closed her eyes and tears fall from her eyes). Ragini didn't know if she should be happy or sad was he being genuine or was this a game.
Ragini: (whispers) Laksh please don't do that don't play with me I am trying to survive now and if you play with my feelings I won't be able to live Laksh I will dye. Laksh put his hand in her face.
Laksh: I am not joking, or playing or anything like that I LOVE YOU, I want to be with YOU. you know when I realised that I started to love you, I started to care for you, when the knife was in your throat and he looked at her throat, it killed me I didn't want anything to happen to you Ragini, please believe me.
Laksh walked to the burning candles on the top put his hand on top of the flames and said Ragini I promise you I am not lying, joking and I do not want revenge from you, you and I are supposed to be together and I promise we will be together forever and always, I promise to keep you happy, I will care for you, love you, respect you and together we will keep our families together.
Ragini run to Laksh took his hand it was red and almost burnt. She started seeing his hand hurt, she could never see him hurt. Even when she was hurting him it hurt her as well, she felt his face.
Ragini: Laksh what is wrong with you, why did you do that, you know every time you are hurt it hurts me, I cannot bear to see yo in pain Laksh please don't ever do that again.
Laksh: put his hand on her cheeks tell me you believe me, tell me you will not leave me, tell me you love me please, I can't live without you Ragini, you were the only person in the world who loved me more than anything in this life, even with my flaws, you are the best and only life partner for me Ragini. he was crying, his words made Ragini cry as well. She couldn't believe her luck after everything when she wanted to leave him and that's when he fell in love with her. Laksh put his forehead on Ragini's forehead.
Laksh: ( whispers) Ragini please tell me you love me, please tell me you are not going to leave me?
Ragini: Laksh I love you more than you can ever imagine, I will never leave you, we will always be together. I will always be there for you and together we will overcome all problems that comes in our life.
The both hug each other Ragini tells Laksh takes her in his arms and put her on the bed, he winches because his hands are burnt Ragini leaves and gets the first aid kit again and bandages his other hand.
Ragini: Laksh you hurt both your hands because of me I am so sorry.
Laksh: Ragini it's fine at least this way you will pay more attention to me and help me get dressed, have a bath and smiles, Ragini looks at him with bigs.
Ragini: Laksh, she gets embarrassed and tries to run away from him, he gets up and blocks her way.Laksh please let me go, you are hurt now go to sleep, you will feel better tomorrow.
Lakshi: I don't want to sleep I want to spend time with my wife, I want to talk to her, love her and give you everything you wanted.
Ragini: Lksh stop it, she smiles, you need to take care of yourself
Laksh: you are here to take care of you
Ragini: I am but you need to be more careful, you are always so impulsive you need to stop that
Laksh: Mrs Ragini Laksh Maheswari sometimes being impulsive is good, and today I want to be impulsive and make my wife happy.
Ragini: dragged Laksh to the bed, put blanket on him, patted his forehead so he falls asleep
Laksh: Ragini lay next to me please, I want to feel you close to me today.
Ragini came and slept next to him, he pulled her closed to him and hugged her. He put his head on her neck and started kiss her on the neck.
Ragini: Laksh stop not today we have plenty of time for that later now sleep.
Laksk was sad but he knew she was right.
Laksh: okay but only today I am going to listen to you next time I am not listening to you.
Ragini: goodnight Laksh
Laksh: goodnight Ragini, I love you
Ragini: I love you too Laksh, always have and always will.
Laksh kissed her forehead and both hugged each other and went to sleep.
Wrote this few weeks ago hope you guys like it
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