Be with me always...in any form..Dec 23rd review

Varun kapoor was amazing...he made Sanskar an epitome of love at is purest form.. when its pure.. White cold and pure...when you give yourself a hundered deaths to keep someone alive... God amazing is not even a match to him.. He was ..find a word for him..

and swara was..what was the word.. That desparation pouring out of her.. Oh she killed him somewhere..no wonder he is crying like a baby...they are happening people.. Today is the day..aakhir ehsaas dilayi 5 days Mein..

Helly was amazing.. The hug.. the kneeling down ..the dialogues as she spoke his mind.. I don't have words for both of them..

I'm actually watching the epi as I type.. Re re re watching every scene..

We should appreciate the whole crew for it.. Kudos to everyone...every single member must have put so much into it.. Its the best small screen ever had.. It glowed of pure unadulterated love..

Oh I'm so loosing track of what I'm talking too..

Let me start again..
Did you observe in aage dekhiye.. Swara and sanskar met outside mm. In the same apparrel.. Whyyy??? They both have a comtemplative look. Sanskar's was a bit relaxed but swara was so confused..when?? I'm sure its before baadi..or he would have gone to her home. He is not the kind to call her back once she has left. He knew the repercussions. Or may be she came for Annapurna but seeing him she was confused..he had such a knowing look and it didn't have the same "what now" kind of irritated expression. He was so pleasant.

The packing scene. Sanskar had one expression when she was still packing.. Like he was taking the scene in ..to remember it like this.. When she turned and a tear sprang in his eyes.. Then he started that herculean effort.. Man his whole body went imperceptibly rigid. He didn't give a chance for her to see and turned away. Did you people observe his eyes..when she asked if he wont look at her even once.. They just went big and his hand fisted.. Oh and the pain that literally creeped up his face..slowly...shows how much he is fighting.. He is at war with himself..

The way the palats were timed.. Sanskar's expression kept changing at every single one. It felt like he was calling for her and for every call she looked back..His heart was howling in pain. It screamed out that he was acting. Out of mere helplessness.
And when she hugged him, the collision and his relief.. It was like he stopped breathing till that moment and suddenly life seeped back into him..the gasp..again was so imperceptibly done..

The way she asked him to stop him.. His helplessness was so evident ... He broke atlast.. And the mangalsutra just took that as cue to get struck to him.. Wow...such symbology... I don't how much more I can bow to the crew.. I'm already on my knees.. But then they had to show the tear falling too just as she disentangles it.. He was conveying so much.. Or the fates are making him convey to her (..to us too.).. She had to see that tear splash on the floor too..

And he ran into the room...seriously not away.. Just into the room..and he saw her everyact..

Why sanskar... She got you..? Her dialogues were his mind speaking through her with that knowing smile..And he was so amazed that she heard them right..he didn't flinch..didn't fight.. He didn't say it, He wont any time soon but he felt her love. And he had to remember her cut?? Then?? Alimony Ki yaad karna hain tho waha se hi yaad kar letha.. But no.. He had to remember the cut too.. And Ragini saying all about who is speaking the truth..

And watching over the family seen..he was so smiling..as if Promising to himself and her.. That he won't ever let her go.

Daadiii.. Her guilt..no comments.

He is shocked at Laksh saying he will take care of sanskar.

And how he just steeled himself as Ragini entered.. And the angry man is back..and..sanskar is deciding how to kill Ragini I guess.. You better do justice there sanskar..she is asking you for it..

Mangalsutra getting struck.. He was initially concerned even as it broke..but the way swara gave it back to Ragini.. He was like "you go my girl"..he was so proud of her defending their relation like that.. and even smitten..

As swara ascended those steps I felt like he was observing her.. Still weighing her resolve..may be im wrong and reading too much but he was also steeling himself..for the moment she will be stepping out.. Not wanting to show it as everyone will have eyes on him.. And swara had to remember just their relation at every ascending step.. Not descending steps ..

The final dialogues were awesome...it was so unlike the previous swara...she knew what to say. What to stress. Whom to look at..and he had tears again.. He wasn't angry at her at all. Not a bit.. Not even a tiny winey bit..

So guys.. There is ends.. I don't want to comment on shekar...no I don't even want to start on him...but swara loves him so much ..her dad. Oh shomi is so good..swara asked shekar the right question. But really swara.. Don't try him.. Your mom is too good for him

I totally liked the screenplay today.. The script, those dialogues, there action..
After two weeks im going to sleep peacefully..

So precap Mein.. Swara saw her getting down and followed her. must be to temple.. And then met someone else with same tattoo the next day..

Note about ragini.. Kuch tho gadbad hain .. Remember the dialogue to samajwale ..ek rishtey ko bachaneke liye baaki sare rishtey ko ..something like can't harm other relations..intriguing..

And the way she reacted when swara said thum kisi bhi rishtey ke liye layak Nahin Ho..
She was so hurt and again tried not to show it..

What are you playing with girl?
Why is Daadi supporting her when she is guilty.. Something is so out of place here..

Thanks for reading guys.. But please...trust Sanskar.. He will come back.. I know you all love him and sawsan.. And you are scared and worried.. But this episode with or without his monologue.. Speaks volumes ..

Love all

Goodnight..

Agar kisi ke feelings hurt kiya tho sorry.. That Was not my intention at all

Nalini..