Hey guys, this is my first try at writing an SS, but I'm going to give it a shot. I've been wanting to for quite a while, but I've been so busy with school and all. I'm not 100% sure how many shots this will take to write, but I'm hoping I can finish it in as few as possible. It starts with Swara going back to Sanskaar to fix Raglak's marriage. Part one is written from Swara's point of view, and it continues with her being mahaan. I hope you guys like it, sorry in advance if it's bad.
PART ONE
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Location: Baadi
Swara packed her bags to go back to MM; back to Sanskaar. She really didn't want to go back to him; all she wanted was divorce so that she could be free from this relation. She knew he loved her, but she would never be able to love him. She doubted she would ever be able to love anyone again. But she had to return to MM, to fix Ragini and Lakshya's wedding. What did Lakshya think of himself anyways? He broke his engagement with Ragini not once, but twice. Then he himself chose to marry her, with his own will, and now he was breaking his marriage with her? To top it all off, he thought she would want to get back together with him, he thought she still loved him. "Do I still love him?" she wondered. She wasn't sure anymore, she didn't even know what exactly love was. Sanskaar, Lakshya, and Ragini, were all so sure of their love for the person they loved, but Swara didn't even know how love felt. Was what she had felt for Lakshya love? She knew she didn't feel that way anymore, but somehow looking at him still hurt her. "Snap out of it Swara!" she reminded herself. Now was not the time to think about love or her feelings, whatever love was, she didn't care. Right now, she had to go back to MM and try to fix Lakshya and Ragini's relationship. Sanskaar would be here soon to pick her up. Sanskaar, her one true friend in dark times, and now her husband. But he had betrayed her too. Not once, but twice. First, by falling in love with her, he had betrayed their friendship. All Swara had wanted was a friend, someone she could depend on and trust, not someone who would fall in love with her. Lakshya had done the same thing, been her friend, and then fallen in love with her. She had no intention to repeat what had happened between her and Lakshya with Sanskaar. And then he Sanskaar had gone and betrayed her again by supporting Lakshya in his desire to reunite with her again. How could he? Sanskaar knew that Swara had had no intention in reuniting with Lakshya, he knew that she had never wanted to reunite with him since he had married Ragini. Swara sighed. She was going back to MM, back as Sanskaar's wife with another mission; reunite Lakshya and Ragini. And this time, she was on her own.
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A few hours later
Location: MM
Swara finished putting all her clothes back in the cupboard. The same cupboard which she had removed them from just a few days ago, thinking she was now free from this unwanted relation. How wrong had she been! Swara looked around the room, Sanskaar's room, and reminisced all the moments she had spent here. From crying on Sanskaar's shoulder, to celebrating with Sanskaar, to fighting with Sanskaar, and many others. Sanskaar had disappeared after she had yelled at him and scolded him for helping Lakshya. She had made it clear that she was only here to reunite Lakshya and Ragini, and that she had no intention in giving their relationship another chance. Sanskaar had gotten upset that she was trying to reunite Lakshya and Ragini, but she was not going to listen to him. She didn't care what he had to say or what he thought because she wasn't his friend anymore. She had made that clear to him too. "Fine!" he had said, and left. Swara was glad he wasn't here; it would have been too awkward. She knew she was using him, and hurting him, but she didn't have any other option. She prayed that she didn't hurt Sanskaar.
"Swara," a voice behind her called.
Swara turned around and came face to face with Sujata, Sanskaar's mom.
Sujata: "Chhori, tu waapis idhar kyun aayi hai? Mhaari zindagi barbaad karneke iraade se aayi hai naa? Mein jaanti hoon tu Sanskaar ke liye toh naa aayi hai idhar. Kiske liye aayi hai tu?
Swara: "Mom, aap please tension mat lijiye. Mein jaanti hoon aapko yeh shaadi bilkul bhi pasand nahi hai. Mujhe bhi pasand nahi hai, mein toh soch rahi thi ki finally abh mein aazaad hogayi iss joothi shaadi se. Lekin mujhe waapis aana pada."
Sujata: "Aana pada? Kyun?"
Swara: "Kyunki abh Lakshya ko lagta hai ki mein uske saath waapis apna rishta joddungi. Aur mein chahti hoon ki Lakshya aur Ragini phir se ek ho jaaye. Iss liye mein yahaan Sanskaar ke paas aagayi hoon taaki Lakshya mujhse door rahe."
Sujata: "Par Swara, tu jeh sab, Lakshya aur Ragini ko kyun phir se milaana chahti hai?"
Swara: "Kyunki mom, Ragini sach mein badal chuki hai, mainne uski aankhon mein dekha hai, who sach mein bohot guilty mehsoos kar rahi hai. Aur waise bhi, Lakshya ne khud, apni marzi se Ragini se shaadi ki thi, kissine usse zabardasti nahi karwai thi. Main bas chahti hoon ki Lakshya apne aur Ragini ke rishte ko ek aur mauka de. Taaki who bhi dekh sakke ki Ragini sach mein badal chuki hai."
Sujata: "Iss ke liye thaara yahaan rehna zaroori hai ke?"
Swara: "Haan mom, zaroori hai, waise aapne khud kahaa tha na ki aap mujhpe bharosa kerengi. Toh aap bharosa kijiye ki main Lakshya aur Ragini ko milla ne ke baad challi jaoongi. Main aapse vaada karti hoon."
Sujata: "Thik hai chhori, par yaad rakhna, tune vaada kiya hai mhaare se."
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Precap: Sanskaar tries to tell Swara that he wasn't trying to help Lakshya reunite with her.
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So there it is guys, part one. I really hope you guys liked it. Please give me your honest feedback, and let me know if you think it's worth continuing. Thanks for reading! :)
Pyaar Kii Ye Ek Kahaani
