Swaragini ff: Kahin Toh raglak- swasan LAST CHAPTER 23rd july - Page 24

I am sorry to all my behna's for being late ...

Its been a decade I haven't updated but I apologize to everyone, whoever have lost the track about the story should get back in touch again.

And yayyy its 25^th part!!!!!!!

Ignore the mistakes

Kahin Toh

Chapter 25

Sanskaar was in the kitchen trying to boil the milk, it was 6 am

Sanskaar: swara kehti thi kai ragini ko iss wakt milk daina hi daina hai..

He grabbed his phone and saw his and swara's picture in which he was back hugging her and she was taking a selfie and smiled "miss our times swara"

Flashback

Swara: sanskaar choro mujhay .. mujhay ragini keliye milk boil karnay doo usko daina hai

Sanskaar was holding her from back

Sanskaar: toh dai doo na usay pehlay apna thora sa wakt mujhay bhi doo

Swara: sanskaar yeh romance ka wakt nahi hai koi bhi kitchen mai ajaye ga ragini ati hi hogi I am telling you

Sanskaar nuzzled his nose in her hairs: haan to aajye mai bhi apni biwi kai sath hoon jo meri saali keliye milk boil kar rahi hai

Swara elbowed him

Sanskaar: ouchhh behan kai agay kuch nazar nahi ata na tumhay

Swara: tum jantay ho sanskaar ragini meri zindagi hai wo khush toh mai khush

He surrounds his arms around her waist: janta hoon janta hoon I was just teasing you bna lo milk and khus bhi pee lo warna tumhari behan ki bhi tum hi zindagi ho.. bhagwan hum bhaiyoo ko inn behno kai kehar sai bachaye...

And they laughed

Flashback ends

Sanskaar sighed reminiscing their times and poured the milk in the glass and tried to smile a bit : come on sanskaar tujhay ragini ko jitna tension sai ho dur rakhna hai ...

Ragini was holding a frame of laksh her and swara and sanskaar and they all were happy

Ragini: hamesha hum sabkay sath hi aisa ku hota hai? ku khushian humsay itni naraz hain .. sab dukhi hain toh akhir khush kaun hai?

Sanskaar: khush koi nahi hai but jald hi sab khush hojaein gai ..

Ragini looked up from frame at the door and wiped her tears

Sanskaar: seriously ragini jab lucky mujhya btata tha kai tum bohat roti ho toh mai believe nahi karta tha lekin ab mai laksh sai agree karta hoon tum aek number ki rondo ho har wakt roti ho

Ragini made an angry face: laksh yeh kehtay thay apko?

Sanskaar: aur nahi toh kia and you just proved him right!!!

Ragini : ji nahi laksh aek dum galat hain hum hamesha nahi rotay ..

Sanskaar arched his eyebrow

Ragini: nahi matlab kabhi kabhi rotay hain. Aur wo khud apni kamiyan nahi batty na apko?

Sanskaar shook his head trying not to laugh

Ragini: hum batty hain wo jaan bojh kai apni sari cheezein bhool jatay hain aur phir humay dhondhni parti hai wo humay itna tung kartay hain toh humay rona ajata hai

Sanskaar smiled: ku kai wo tumsay pyar karta hai ragini

Ragini looked at him and realized that sanskaar was trying make her mood better

Ragini: sanskaar ap humy khush karnay ki koshish kar rahay hain?

Sanskaar: ya because jab tak swara theek nahi hojati mai swara ki sari zimedariyan nibha raha hoon... and isay pehlay you cry again chup chaap yeh dodh peelo and dn apple khao

Ragini made a face : humay dodh nahi pasand

Sanskaar: swara said zada naak band karkai peelo it helps aur agar zada dramay kiye toh mai sanskaar bhi hoon and ill call laksh right away and then he will handle you

Ragini got scared and took the glass and drank the milk in one go : chiii

Sanskaar laughed: you are a kid swara is right

Ragini: aur ap kia hain? Biwi kai chamchay huh

Ragini got up and held her bag

Sanskaar: kaha ja rai ho?

Ragini: bazaar ja rahay hain!! Ku ap bhi aein gai?

Sanskaar: haan ruko ata hoon

Ragini came back and put her hands on sanskaar's shoulder made him sit on bed: sanskaar hum pregnant hain beemar nahi dosri baat laksh aur swara har wakt humaaray sath nahi hotay thay aur akhiri baa tap iss wakt humari behan ki zimedari nibha rahay hain toh apki khud ki zimedari kaun nibhaye ga? Office ni jana apnay? Chaliye good boy ki tran office jaiyee warna papa ji ko hum phone karein gai

With that she went..

Ragini came in a crockery store .. she was looking at crockery's and suddenly her eyes stopped at the toy section for kids ... she smiled looking at toys for small kids and gradually a smile came on her lips. She went there looking at the toys

Flashback

Ragini and laksh entered a toy shop, laksh was holding ragini hand in his own and walked towards the girls section

Ragini looked at him with a stern face: phirse nahi laksh waha boys section bhi hai humay wo bhi dekhna chai

Laksh: haan toh agli baar dekh laina

Ragini: laksh ap humay tang kar rahay hain... humnay kaha na larka hoga wo bhi bilkul apki tran dude type ka

Laksh smiled and pulled her cheeks: ragini tum bohat cute ho par it will be a girl total doll hogi apni maa jaisi

Ragini: larka hoga laksh kaha na

Laksh: larki hogi ragini guaranteed hai

Ragini huffed : acha okay iss baar hum girls section dekh laitay hain magar agli baar hum boys dekhein gai

Laksh: ghosh ragini I am so excited mera bas chalay na toh mai humaray baby keliye yeh pora store lai loon

Laksh said in excitement

Ragini: bas bas laksh pora store nahi chai bas kuch hi saman chai aur isko koi ni bdal sakta

Laksh kissed her cheeks: aur tum bhi meri patni ho iss sach ko bhi koi bdal nahi sakta

Ragini with an open mouth: laksh hum bazaar mai hain

Flashback ends

Ragini let out a laugh and then realized that laksh wasn't with her now.. she wiped the corner of her eyes and moved to the baby girl section of toys . ragini looked at a play house

Ragini: yeh kitna pyara hai

Sales man: ma'am how can I help you?

Ragini: yeh bachon ka ghar yeh yahan pai yeh frames kaisay bnay vay hain

Sales man: ma'am yeh customized house hai order pai bnatay hain but yeh piece for sale hai

Ragini : sach?? Kitnay ka hai?

Sales man: ma'am it costs 10,000 only

Ragini became serious looking here and there because she didn't have that much money with her

Ragini in her mind "laksh ko call karein... nahin wo disturb hojaein gai"

Ragini: koi nahi bhaisaab hum phir kabhi lai laein gai

Ragini was about to go when

Swara: exuseme iss ghar ko pack kardeejay payment mai kardon gi

Ragini looked at swara and a smile came to her face: swara tum yahan

Swara : kia karein ragini iss mamlay mai meri kismat bohat hi kharab hai ku kai tum meri behan ho

Ragini became serious: bhaisahab ap rehnay deejay hum chaltay hain

Swara: kia howa? Dosron ka ghar torti hi ho ab yeh ghar khairat mai mil raha hai toh lai lo na?

Ragini's eyes got filled with tears

Swara: wo kia hai na mera pati tumharay pati tumharay pati ki tran be-ghar nahi hai. tumhay paison ki zarorat hai toh mango na.. laksh sai shadi karkai bhi toh tum maheshwari khandaan ki bahu bna chahti yeh sab chahti thi tum. Laksh nahi mila toh sanskaar sahi najaiz rishta bna lia aur akhir kaar bahu ban gai magar be-ghar hi rahi

Ragini put her hand on her mouth to control from sobbing

Ragini ran ahead when suddenly sanskaar came with his eyes filled with anger and he was straight away looking at swara with his read anger filled eyes

Ragini: sans... Sanskaar ap?

Sanskaar glared at ragini and she got scared

Swara: lo sanskaar maheshwari ki hi kami thi .. maheshwari ho kai bhi tumhari patni bheek mangti phir rai hai

Sanskaar: SWARAAA

The loudness in his voice made swara flinch she has never seen sanskaar that angry.

Sanskaar moved towards swara while ragini tried to stop him

Ragini: sanskaar please chaliye yahan sai . kuch bhi mat boli jaga swara humsay gusa hai bas ap chaliye yahan sai hum hath jortay hain

Sanskaar looked at ragini held her from her arm and made her stand a little back

Sanskaar: don't interfere

Ragini gulped down the fear

Sanskaar turned back to swara: aur tum!!!!! (he paused) bohat hogai tumhari bakwas... ragini ko kuch bhi kehnay sai pehlay agli baar hazar baar sochna. Wo maheshwari khandaan ki bahu hai jaisay tum ho . aur maheshwari khandaan ki bahuein bazaar mai is tran kai tamashay nahi karti jaisay tum kar rahi ho

Swara: how dare you sanskaar

Swara raised her hand and sanskaar held her hand: sochna bhi mat

Ragini with both her hands covered her mouth

Sanskaar threw her hand away and took out a bundle of money from his pocket and threw it on swara's face

Sanskaar: paisaon ki zarorat iss wakt ragini sai zada tumhay hai mrs maheshwari ... Ku kai jo log demag sai sochtay hain unsay zada gareeb koi nahi ho sakta ... isliye yeh paisa uthana aur kahi sai jakay thori tameez khareed lana...

Sanskaar turned and held ragini's hand : chalooo

He ordered

Ragini looked at swara's hurt face

"yeh kaisi baat howi hai

Dil kai san ghat howi hai

Apna howa hai bewafa"

Swara turned around and wiped her face remembering the way she talked to ragini and then the way ragini pushed her in the river

"chal jati hain jab dil pai araiyaan

Ik pal mai bikhar jati hain yaarian"

She had flashes of two girls hugging eachother...and closed her eyes

Ragini looked at sanskaar and he shook his head while he had tears in his eyes too

Sanskaar: yeh zarori tha

Ragini wriggled her wrist from his hand: hum chal rahay hain

Ragini once again looked at swara and then walked out

"koi dil kai tukray ginay"

Swara cried more remembering how sanskaar threw money on her face

"koi dil kai tukray chunay"

Swara: sab kuch itna galat ku lag raha hai

Laksh opened his eyes yawned : ragini meri coffee kahan hai

He looked around sinking the fact in that she wasn't here, he got up and went and took out his clothes

He took a shower came out and remembered how she always made him wear his jacket..

Laksh: I miss you ragini ajao laut kai please

(ragini: laksh jaldi keejay na sab humara neechay intezar kar rahay hain pooja shuruh honay wali hai

Laksh: bhgwan ko toh tum khush karti ho jaan par kuch apnay iss masoom pati kai baray mai bhi soch lia karo

Ragini: laksh ap na aek number kai nautanki ho kitna natak kartay ho

Laksh: acha ji? Toh kaunsa wakt daiti hain ap mujhy?

Ragini smiled: humaray kisi wakt pai apka haq nahi hai laksh humari toh zindagi hi apki hai

Laksh became quite after listening to what she said.. he moved closer to her his eyes were numb .. laksh placed his lips on her forehead

Laksh: tum meri zindagi ho ragini)

Laksh took his mobile and was about to call ragini when swara came banging the door and threw her bad on bed

Laksh sighed controlling his emotions: kia howa swara why are you angry?

Swara: oh toh mr husband ko fark parta hai?

Laksh ignore her taunting: swara can we get to the point howa kia hai?

Swara: howa kia hai? mujsy poch rahay ho.. criminals bahar ghoom rahay hain azad aur hum roz lartay hain tension mai hai yeh kaha kai insaaf hai

Laksh: swara seriously mujhy tumhara yeh roop samjh nahi araha.. I can't even recognize you

Swara: haan laksh tumhay mujhmai toh keeray dikhay gai hi.. ku keh maine tumhari family mai apna point jo rakh dia hai.. magar laksh tumhay problem ho ya na ho mai sach hi bolo gi.. aur sach yeh hai kai wo sanskaar har jaga apni jhooti maker patni ki side lainy phonch jata hai aur mai til til kai maron ya jiyon tumhay kuch farak hi nahi parta?

This took laksh's attention : kia howa swara bhai nai kia kiya ?

Swara narrated the whole incident to laksh

Swara: I am telling you lucky wo ragini sympathy gain kar rahi hai iss ghar mai anay kai tareekay hain uskai

Laksh eyes were red from anger her held both swara's arm and shook her: HOW COULD YOU SAY SUCH THINGS TO RAGINI? WO BEHAN HAI TUMHARI .. HO KIA GAYA HAI SWARA TUMHAY .. WO PREGNANT HAI TUM USKO TAKLEEF DAI RAI HO?

Laksh held her arms tightly and swara flinched in pain: laksh you are hurting me choro mujhay

Swara pushed laksh: khabardaar agar dobara meray upar iss tran hath uthanay ki koshish bhi ki toh.. tumhay kia hogya hai? I thought you loved me...

With that she went into the bathroom

Annapurna who heard everything came inside: laksh yeh tu kia kar raha hai.. tu janta hai usko kuch yad nahi hai . wo yeh sab nadani mai kar rahi hai

Laksh: mai kuch nahi janta maa... mai bas itna janta hoon kai meri patni kuch kiye bina bohat kuch she rahi hai... paisay paisay ko mohtaj hai.. mai bas yeh janta hoon kai I want ragini back...

With that he barged out of the room

OFFICE

Laksh was lost in his thoughts

Manager: sir clients kai sath meeting fix hogai hai... wo apsay ARAI house mai milna chahty hain aek party hai wahan ..

Laksh: hmm..

He came out of his trance

Laksh: but wo jaga toh its not appropriate

Manager: but sir these clients are important for the company bahar kai vlients hain. Durga parsad ji nai bola hai kai apko wahan jana hoga

Laksh nodded

BAADI

Ragini: sanskaar apko swara kai sath waisa bartao nahi karna chai tha

Sanskaar: ragini usnay jo kuch bhi kaha wo sab galat tha

Ragini: sanskaar galat hi ho magar apko humari behan sai uss tran baat karnay ka koi haq nahi hai . wo patni hai apki usko iss wakt kuch yad nahi hai.. iss halat mai agar hum bhi nasamjh hojaein gait oh wo theek kaisay hogi.. aur agar usay kuch hogya toh hum apko maaf nahi karein gai sanskaar bilkul nahi karein gai..

She turned to go

Sanskaar: kahan ja rahi ho?

Ragini: humay akelay rehna hai hum yahan aas paas hi hain aur hum apna khyal rakh saktay hain .jab tak ap swara sai maafi nahi mangty hum apsay baat nahi karein gai

Ragini in her mind: pata nahi sab theek kaisay hoga... ab tak toh laksh ko bhi pata chal gaya hoga aur wo alag gusay mai hongay... toh hum kia karay toh karein kia..

"aisay karaty hain wo doll house khareedtay hain uspai pictures laga kai laksh ko gift karein gai phir unka mood acha hojaye ga phir hum dono milkay swara aur sanskaar ki dosti karaein gai...yeh sahi hai par hum wo doll house khareedein kaisay? Humara paas toh paisay nahi hain"

Ragini made an irritated face and looked up at a hoarding of

"sing at out venue per day costs 15000 for a performance"

Ragini smiled...

ARAI HOUSE

Already pissed laksh opened his jackets button and sat on the table while the performance on the stage started

The dancers started to do kathak dance

Nabhatun aali apsara
Nabhatun aali apsara
Asi sundara saaj sazpunna
Aali aali aali
Aali ga aali..
Kesa madhi maandla gajra
Lokachya nazra khilya tichyavar
Aali aali aali..

the dancers came down and started to dance seducing the people sitting... And people hooted... laksh made a disgusted face . a girl came towards him and he showed his hand to make her stay away

Duniyachi pyaari tu
Agrani harni ga
Agrani sundaraa ha ha..
Aali ga aali
Aali ga aali
Aali ga aali
Oh maharani aali..
Aga ga ga

Laksh was frustrated disgusted and pissed off he got up and was about to go when

Nazar jo teri laagi main deewani ho gayi
Deewani haan deewani, deewani ho gayi

Laksh was stunned as he knew this voice before.. this voice was his life... the innocence in this voice was known by laksh... Laksh looked back and saw a girl in white with a veil standing on the stage near the mike..

Mash'hoor mere ishq ki kahaani ho gayi
Jo jag ne na maani toh maine bhi thaani

there was pain in her voice... laksh was intensely looking at her...

Kahaan thi main dekho kahaan chali aayi..
Kehte hain ye deewani mastani ho gayi

ragini took off the veil and laksh just stepped back not believing... instantly tears came to his eyes... he made a fist of his hand...

Mash'hoor mere ishq ki ye kahani ho gayi
Jo jag ne na maani toh maine bhi thaani
Kahaan thi main dekho kahaan chali aayi..
Kehte hain ye deewani mastani ho gayi
Deewani haan deewani, deewani ho gayi

Ragini remembered all the hard time of her life... the time when swara lost her baby and ran to laksh hugging him... she remembered what she did to her ...

Ragini started to twirl... she waving her hands like a paddle to boat and started to moved ahead... laksh's eyes which weren't leaving her .. he walked ahead too...

Zakham aisa tune lagaya
Deewani, deewani, deewani, deewani ho gayi

Ragini remembered how laksh broke the engagement ...

She remembered their terrace meeting where laksh held her by her shoulders..

Marham aisa tune lagaya
Ruhaani, ruhaani, ruhaani, ruhaani ho gayi

(laksh took the sindoor and filled her mang and she closed her eyes...

He held her hand and then fell backwards on the bed when he was drunk

She took off his shoes and made him lay back properly)

Pehchaan mere ishq ki ab toh
Pehchaan mere ishq ki ab toh
Rawaani, rawaani, rawaani, rawaani ho gayi

(laksh cupped her face and she closed her eyes and he came closer to her she could even feel his body against hers

Laksh gifted her the watch and she hugged him

He hugged her from back took her in arms placed her on the bed ...)

Ragini took her hand up while her eyes were closed and moved in an present mind

Ragini opened her eyes just to see laksh standing in front with his eyes full of anger

Sab noor noor sa bikhra hai
Ek tu hi khayalon mein utra hai

ragini moved a little back gulping down the way he was looking at her in full husband-ish anger mode

The dancers were around ragini...

Bas jhoom jhoom jhoom jhoom jaata hai dil

A drunk guy stood up and took money and threw at ragini... if glaring could have killed all of the people around would have been dead that's the way laksh was looking at the drunk guy.. he looked at ragini again and she understood.. ragini tried to move when the guy held her wrist...

Tu mastani hai..
Tu deewani hai..
Paakeza hasti hain teri, tu noorani hai.

ragini: choriyee humay please...

The guy wasn't ready to and his hold was tight so she hissed in pain

Ragini: ahhh laksh

Before the guy could hold her from her arms . he felt a hand on his shoulder and turned around just to get a punch on face ...

Laksh: YOU bas***d GET YOUR HANDS OFF HER!!!!

Ragini came down from the stage and shielded laksh from going ahead to beat the guy

Ragini: laksh please chaliyee yahan sai

Laksh: tum chup rahooo

He said

Ragini: apko humari kasam laksh

Laksh in anger kicked the table around which fell breaking the plates and glasses on it.. laksh grabbed the table cloth and threw it away... he touched the back of his head ...

Ragini was glued to her place...

Laksh took a heavy breath while puuting his hands on his waist...

Ragini cryingly: laksh please

Laksh glared at her and then grabbed her arm and moved out of the venue...

The journey went while laksh driving in anger and ragini quietly looking at him... ragini was about to say something when laksh applied brakes

Laksh: utrooo

Ragini was scared: laksh humay maaf

Laksh came out and then opened her door and grabbed her wrist took her to hill and left her wrist looking the other way in anger ragini was about to put her hand on his shoulder when he turned and shouted

Laksh: MERI PATNI ... MY WIFE DAMMIT!!! MERI PATNI MERAY CONSENT KAI BEGAIR LOGO KAI SAMNAY GANA GA RAHI HAI NACH RAHI HAI? CARE TO EXPLAIN RAGINI KAI TUMNAY AISA KU KIA? NO EXPLAINATION WOULD HELP... NOTHING... POCHNA TOH DUR TUMNAY BTANA BHI ZARORI NAHI SAMJHA... HOW COULD YOU RAGINI... TUM BEHNEIN APNAY APKO SAMJHTYI KIA HO?

Ragini moved back: laksh humay paison ki zarorat thi hum apko khush karnay keliye wo doll house khareedna chahtay thay bas ...

She stammered and cried

Laksh: TOH MUJSY KEHTI... YOU GAVE ME THAT PROMISE RAGINI... MAI PATI HOON TUMHARA .LOG MERI PATNI KO DEKH RAHAY HAI USPAI PAISAY PHENK RAHAY HAI USKA HATH PAKAR RAHAY HAIN..

Ragini: laksh humay

Laksh: TUM WAHAN GAI KU??? WOHI JAGA MILI THI TUMHAY JANAY KELIYE... ANSWER ME DAMMIT!!!

Ragini sobbed loudly

Ragini: humay nahi pata tha kai waha aisay log hongay

Laksh: you needed money.. sanskaar sai mang laity .

Ragini loudly: HUM APKO KHUSH KARNA CHAHTY THAY LAKSH.. AP HUMARAY PATI HAI SANSKAAR NAHI.. GALTI HOGAI HUMSAY HUM MAAFI MAANG RAHAY HAIN .. HUM BHI INSAN HAI.. HUMAY TAKLEEF HORAI HAI.. AP HUMPAY CHILA RAHAY HAIN HUMAY DARR LAG RAHA HAI

Laksh gritted his teeth: ragini iss cheez keliye I am not done with you...

Sanskaar stopped his car and came towards them: lucky tunay message karakai bulaya kia baat hai aur ragini tum ro ku rai ho itna kia howa?

Laksh looked at ragini and told sanskaar everything

Laksh: bhai tu isay abhi isi wakt yahan sai leja

Ragini: laksh

Laksh:shhh I am not done I said..

He gave a cheaque book to sanskaar : yeh meri hai ispay meray sign hain agli baar mujhy bina inform kiye kuch bhi karnay sai pehlay wisely situation ko sochna tum.. leja bhai isay..

Sanskaar took ragini while she looked back at laksh

"tu jab milna chahay na milsakoon

Na milna mera koi doori nahi"

PRECAP

Swara ask sanskaar to fill ragini's maang..

Swalak coming to baadi

Ragsan/swalak

Nyc update. Loved it how Sanskar is taking care of Ragini. Bt feeling really vry sad of Ragini, Laksh, Sanskar and Swara.😭 Don't know when Swara's memory will return?! When will SwaSan and RagLak reunite??😕 Precap made me a little sad that still now Swara's memory did not return. Bt its ok. Its needed for continuing the FF. Plzz update soon.😊